Black-bellied ex-husband don't get entangled

After struggling for half a month, Su Xinru finally passed away on Christmas Eve, and disappeared into the vast universe with her love that she couldn't ask for.

In this matter, Yao Mujin and Lin Yunchuan arranged the funeral with ease, or that funeral home, or that venue.

Only this time, only Yao Mujin and Lin Yunchuan attended the funeral. There were no lovers who came from afar to accompany them, and there were no sad relatives. Only Yao Mujin and Lin Yunchuan were dressed in black.

This time Yao Mujin wanted to inform Chen Huai, even if Chen Huai just came to have a look, but she couldn't find Chen Huai's contact information. Su Xinru didn't wait for Chen Huai's love until she died. What she has is Lin Yunchuan who has been inseparable for so many years Abandoned waiting.

I don't know where Su Xinru's ancestral home is, but Lin Yunchuan and Yao Mujin buried Su Xinru next to Li Junsheng's tombstone. The two people on the tombstone were smiling, young and contented and happy, as if they hadn't experienced more than ten years of pain in the future. Eyebrows are picturesque.

The day to say goodbye to Su Xinru happened to be Christmas, and the first snow of 2015 fell in City H. The heavy snow flew over the cemetery, spinning, jumping, and sliding down, gradually covering the cold tombstone with a layer of white snow , Yao Mujin picked up the walking stick and stood in the barren snow scene, staring blankly at the hundreds of neatly arranged tombstones with smoky water eyes, his eyes were distant and hazy, as if nostalgic, reminiscing, and condolences.

Lin Yunchuan held up a pure black umbrella to shield Yao Mujin from the wind and snow silently, and with a movement of his shoulders, the snowflakes fell off.

The top of the umbrella covered Yao Mujin's entire body, only half of Lin Yunchuan's shoulders were exposed. The sky was gray-blue like splashed ink, covering the lonely cemetery, dull and sad.

After staying there for an unknown amount of time, neither Yao Muzhen nor Lin Yunchuan seemed to have time to see the icy cemetery clearly. Yao Muzhen made a sudden movement and took out an envelope from her windbreaker pocket. When she opened it, her fingers were blue with cold , opened it with difficulty, and took out a neatly folded letter paper from inside, which was full of neat words.

This is from the nurse of the hospital director Su Xinru to Yao Muzhen. She said that Su Xinru woke up the night before she left, asked the nurse for a pen and paper, wrote this letter under the dim lamp in the night, handed it to the nurse, and asked repeatedly Be sure to give it to Yao Muzhen personally after she leaves, and never tell Yao Muzhen and Lin Yunchuan about this before she leaves.

When she got the envelope, Yao Muzhen didn't say anything to the nurse, she just said thank you politely, and then stuffed it into her pocket.

When Yao Mujin read the letter, she didn't deliberately avoid Lin Yunchuan. She unfolded the paper, and the beautiful handwriting slowly appeared in front of Yao Mujin's eyes. Standing in the first heavy snow in H City, in front of the tombstones of Su Xinru and Li Junsheng, she finished reading the letter. Su Xinru's suicide note.

Seeing that Yao Mujin was silent and teary-eyed, and Lin Yunchuan's hand holding the umbrella was already purple with cold, Lin Yunchuan seemed unaware.

The hair that was deliberately combed back into the back reveals Lin Yunchuan's plump forehead. The skin that has not been deliberately maintained, after years of ruthless devastation, is no longer as smooth and flawless as before. It is still clearly visible, the tall nose makes Lin Yunchuan's outline appear three-dimensional and domineering, the thick dark circles under the black umbrella are more obvious, the thin lips are slightly closed, and they look a little pale in the cold winter.

Even if he put a woolen coat over his suit, he couldn't resist the cold air. Lin Yunchuan only felt a hole in his heart, and the cold wind pierced his bones.

Yao Mujin shed tears unconsciously, staining the handwriting on the letter paper. After reading the letter, she was stunned for a long time, only to realize that her face was cold. It turned out that at some point, disobedient tears began to pour out again .

But Yao Mujin is very strange, perhaps as early as a long time ago, smiling did not mean happiness, and tears did not mean sadness.

For Yao Mujin, crying doesn't mean she wants to cry.

She wiped off the water droplets on both sides of her cheeks expressionlessly, tilted her head slightly and asked softly, "Did you bring a lighter?"

He took out a lighter from his pocket and handed it to Yao Muzhen. It has become Lin Yunchuan's habit to carry cigarettes with him, and Lin Yunchuan's addiction to smoking is getting bigger and bigger.

Yao Mujin took the lighter, lit it, folded the letter paper in half, and lit it.

Cooking smoke slowly floated across the winter sky, and the swaying fire was flickering and flickering, making the appearance of Yao Mujin and Lin Yunchuan illusory.

When the letter paper was about to burn out, Yao Muzhen let go of the fingers that pinched it, and the white letter paper was quickly swallowed by the flames, and the regret and guilt that filled the paper slowly turned to ashes as the letter paper, accompanied by endless tears , Buried by heavy snow, engraved in the depths of memory.

"Dear Hibiscus:" When you read this letter, I should have left this world. Kindly, please don't be sad, because this is my best destination. "

"I have no father, no mother, and no relatives. I grew up in an orphanage. Meeting Yunchuan was the luckiest thing in my life. Without Yunchuan, I might not be able to go to school, read books, or I can't meet Chen Huai and Mr. Li."

"Do you know? The first time I saw Chen Huai at the school celebration, I felt that Chen Huai was the one I wanted to love."

"I know that Chen Huai loves Mr. Li, and I also know that Yun Chuan loves me, but he also understands what I want, but I selfishly use Yun Chuan's love for me to tear Chen Huai and Mr. Li apart. "

"Yun Chuan thinks that the person I love is Mr. Li. He anonymously told his father about Mr. Li, and anonymously publicized it in the media. When Mr. Li was dismissed for review, he was locked up by Uncle Li, you know? ? At that time, I was very happy that it was Mr. Li instead of Chen Huai who was scolded by everyone. I think I can finally get Chen Huai."

"Uncle Li threatened Chen Huai and said that if Chen Huai did not leave Mr. Li, Uncle Li would not let Chen Huai's family go. In order not to implicate his family, Chen Huai finally compromised, and I finally became Chen Huai's wife as I wished."

"But, do you know? After being with me, Chen Huai never had a happy day. He sleeps looking at Mr. Li's photo every day. He always calls Mr. Li's name when he falls asleep. Do you know that Chen Huai is sick? It's because of Mr. Li, the pain is because of Mr. Li, the hard work is because of Mr. Li, in his world, the word Su Xinru has never appeared."

"That's when I realized that I was wrong, terribly wrong."

"I failed Yun Chuan's love for me, I caused Chen Huai and Mr. Li to suffer, and I was too lowly and selfish to cause this tragedy."

"I know that I have always loved Chen Huai, but I also naturally enjoy Yunchuan's love and tolerance for me."