President, madam, she can't read it anymore

Yan Tingchen couldn't help laughing mockingly: "Yeah, why am I so stupid, I would do those stupid things back then, and I would actually let you go."

"In these two years, I have not regretted a single moment.

Especially thinking about me when I almost killed our kids with my own hands...I really feel like a sinner.

He sneered.

In the past two years, he has hardly had a sound sleep. Every time he closes his eyes, it is difficult to fall asleep. Before Lin Nian left, these scenes always appeared in his dreams.

What made him even more sad was that when he went to the hotel to look for Lin Nian with the abortion pill, Lin Nian was tear-stained and begged him not to hurt their two children.

The face full of tears, fear, and despair appeared repeatedly in his dreams.

Whenever he dreamed of that face, he would wake up sweating profusely from the dream, and then could not fall asleep again, sitting alone in the room, waiting for dawn.

How did he spend these two years?In retrospect, he is really like a walking dead now, repenting every day and atoning for his crimes every day.

Without her around, nothing could make him feel hopeful.

Even at such a moment, he doubted himself, if he could never wait for her, if he really had to spend this life alone, he must not be able to bear it.

In the past two years, his work has become better and better, his career has become more and more successful, and he has earned more and more money. Everyone envies him and congratulates him, but he is not happy at all.

In the past two years, he finally felt lonely.

Before he met Lin Nian, he was like this. At that time, he hadn't tasted all the wonderful things in this world, and he didn't feel lonely.

But now that he had lived such a rich life, he felt he could no longer bear to return to this gray life.

The last time he went to the United States, he didn't actually need to go in person. He could have found a manager to travel for him instead of the president himself.

However, when he learned that the business trip was in the United States, which is his city, he immediately made up his mind to go there himself.

He felt that even if he couldn't see her, as long as he could live under the same sky with her, breathe the same air as him, and be closer to her, he would be satisfied.

Fortunately for him, he still met her and got back together with her.

At this moment, he was sitting under the stage, seeing her radiant appearance on the stage, his heart almost jumped out of excitement.

How could he restrain himself from rushing up to the stage and taking her in his arms?

Looking into those eyes when talking to him in the parking lot, he knew he couldn't let her go again.

Even if he lives in poverty, he will chase her back again.

So I end up waiting for you to come back.

Seeing Lin Nian who had been silent in front of him, he smiled slightly.

In fact, Lin Nian has been in a state of shock. Although she has been moved by his unwavering waiting for her in the past two years, she never expected that he has been in such a state for the past two years. in a state of mind.

At the same time, she also had to lament how strong her psychology was. If she had been in this state all the time, she would have been so depressed that she would have gone crazy.

Thinking of Yan Tingchen, who tossed and turned every night for the past two years, tossing and turning sleeplessly, and thinking of how she opened her eyes alone every day, waiting for the dawn, her heart ached.

Over the years, every time she failed in her job, she would doubt whether it was right for her to choose to go abroad for countless times.

Just like now, when she heard about Yan Tingchen's experience in the past two years, she couldn't help but think back to her choice back then. Was her choice right?
The choice at that time is undeniable, and it was really extremely selfish.

For the ideal in her heart and to realize her aspirations, she made up her mind to go abroad.

He didn't take into account the situation of these people at home, especially when he was still pregnant with a child.

Her choice at that time led to the current situation, which led to the fact that the child was not accompanied by his father since he was a child, and his biological father could only call uncle when he stood in front of him.

There are too many elements of weakness in the child's character, not cheerful enough, not lively enough, not brave enough.

In the past two years, it also caused the pain of the man who loved her deeply.

She was really confused by this choice.

Lin Nian looked at the man in front of him. He had such a handsome face, such a noble status, such a strong network and money that everyone envied. He could obviously worship money like those rich men.

But he had never encountered these regularities, a specificity that even he himself hadn't anticipated.

Even Lin Nian had to marvel at how dedicated this man was.

Ever since he was a child, he has been obsessed with himself. For so many years, although it was only a blur in his childhood, he was also engrossed and refused to give up looking for her. When he finally found her, he began to concentrate on her.

But this will better reflect his specificity.

And every time he was with Lin Nian, Lin Nian felt that he could become a brainless person.

As long as he can help himself solve all problems, he can make himself never have to worry.

And many times, many things don't need him to take the initiative to mention to him, he will solve them silently.

Lin Nian is a self-righteous person, and she is a very independent person.

It may be because she lived in an orphanage since she was a child, and she has developed a strong character for so many years.

But no one knew that she longed to be cared for, cared for, and held in the palm of someone's hand.

Therefore, when her friends said that she could rely on them, she was so moved.

Therefore, every time she is a tsundere princess in front of this man, she will truly feel that she is herself and is really comfortable.

Yes, just feel comfortable.

What Lin Nian can't deny is that she has already developed a deep dependence on this man under his domineering and caring, and finally those dependence slowly turned into love during the long time with him.

Lin Nian is a slow person, and it may take a long, long time to fall in love with someone. During this time, his heart has been slowly changing, and this change is slowly making it difficult for him to notice.

Furthermore, the things she experienced in her previous life left an indelible impact on herself, so that she had a bias in her judgment of her feelings.

So she never knew whether she liked the man in front of her or not.

Therefore, when she chose to leave Jianguo, she had no idea how she felt about him.