President, madam, she can't read it anymore

Yan Tingchen couldn't help laughing at himself, recalling what he had done: "I was too much two years ago. If I were you, I wouldn't want to be with myself."

Now that he thought about what he had done to her, it was sometimes unbelievable that he could have done such disgusting things.

During those two years, he forced himself to make changes.

If only he could make her see a completely different version of herself.

"There are some things I can't tell you. In fact, the reason why I left you is not mainly because of what I experienced two years ago. In fact, the main reason is that I have a knot in my heart that has not been solved."

Lin Nian sighed.

In fact, there is really no way to tell him about this. Could it be that he really told him that he came back from time travel?Tell him that he has actually lived his first life, and this is just his second life.

I have already experienced the previous life, so I can face it so calmly, so I have such deep resentment towards him.

Because he left a shadow on himself in the previous life, he no longer accepts him easily now.

Can I really say that to him?When she said this, she couldn't even believe it herself, let alone make him believe it.

Now that she thinks back to those things in her previous life, she suspects that she is thinking about other people's affairs, and she is just dreaming.

Even sometimes I can't help but wonder if I have schizophrenia.

But those pains she experienced were indeed hidden in her memory, and those pains are still the same kind of tearing pain when recalled now.

Was it really just her own fantasy?Was it really just a dream she had?
If it was really just a dream, then why did she have to go through those things again in reality?And she really deciphered all the possible puzzles in this life based on this dream.

She made the people she hated pay the price.

But she also felt that the things she experienced were definitely not imagined by herself, and they were definitely not her own dreams. After she really lived a lifetime, she returned to the night when she was 19 years old.

But no one told her what was going on, because she didn't believe in herself at all, and might even think that she was a lunatic.

If I had only experienced these things in this life, I am afraid that I would not have left him so resolutely.

At that time, she was only a 19-year-old girl, and she was also a simple girl, longing for love and being cared for.

If he hadn't experienced these things, who would want to work so hard alone?

Now that I think about it, of course none of this made any sense.

These things have long passed, and they have long since dissipated in the sky of memory like a cloud of smoke.

Now, the two of them are sitting face to face, and the man on the opposite side is still gently holding ice cubes to reduce the swelling on her forehead. What she wants to know now is whether she wants to accept this man again, to re-accept her Get in touch with him once.

Although they had only met again two days ago, her heart was now very much agitated.

In the past two years, she really doubted herself deeply. Although she didn't think of him much, she really never forgot him, so that when she saw him now, all the memories of being with him came back. It made her whole heart sour.

"But I haven't contacted you for two whole years. How do you know that I will definitely come back? Don't you want to give up? "

Lin Nian raised his eyes to look at him and couldn't help asking this question.

"I never thought of giving up, because I knew that no one else could break into my life except you."

He looked down at her with great determination in his eyes.

Lin Nian was immediately attracted by his words, and sat on the sofa without saying a word, but his heart was already pounding.

Lin Nian bit his lip lightly imperceptibly.

Yan Tingchen noticed her little movement, and reached out to pinch her chin: "Don't bite your lips."

Lin Nian breathed a sigh of relief, and sarcastically said, "The things you've learned in the past two years aren't how to flirt with girls?"

Yan Tingchen obviously didn't understand what she meant: "Why should I learn this?"

Lin Nian did not respond to this.

"Everything I just told you is the truth."
Yan Tingchen sighed: "If I don't meet you this time, I'm afraid I'll have to wait forever."

"How long?"
she asked.

"I don't know. Maybe I have to wait until you come back."

Under her cold compress, his hands were a little sore, so he changed hands, "It turns out that I am completely used to the days without you, and maybe I won't wait any longer."

"Don't wait any longer, go find another woman."

Lin Nian frowned.

"No." He said, "I'll live by myself."

Lin Nian was very surprised.

It turned out that she thought that he would say that he would not wait for her anymore and find another woman to live with, but she did not expect him to say that, not wait for her anymore, and be alone. How is this different from her?

Lin Nian never thought that he would be so important to him, nor would he think that he would be so important to anyone.

She has never been confident, she always thinks that everyone will leave her in the end, so she never let herself depend on others, never let herself truly trust others, she is afraid that she will be trapped and unable to extricate herself, so she wants to depend on everything I want to rely on my own efforts to achieve, I don't want to ask others for help, I don't want to annoy others.

However, when she did so once, she was severely criticized and scolded by one person.

This person is Xiao Ya.

Xiao Ya was very angry at that time, angrily scolded herself, why didn't she ask her for help, why didn't she rely on her, and asked herself angrily whether she regarded her as a friend.

At that time, Lin Nian couldn't believe it. She thought how could there be so many people who love to make trouble for her, wanting others to rely on her, and wanting others to find her.

Lin Nian even wondered if this person was just talking casually.

But later she really found out that Xiao Ya didn't say it casually, she really hoped that she could ask her for help if she needed something.

Only then did she really understand what a so-called friend meant, not only that she could help her, but also that she could ask her for help when something happened.

That's when she really felt that she could depend on others instead of being alone.

But even if she slowly started to learn to ask Xiao Ya for help, she still didn't dare to rely too much on them, probably because she grew up in an orphanage, she was always afraid that she would annoy them.

Not to mention relying on the man in front of him, he was so cruel and heartless to himself at that time, it was too late to hide from him, let alone relying on him and trusting him.