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Shen Xunchun didn't have time to find out how he knew he was not asleep, so he opened his eyes.

What came into my eyes was Shen Gu's burning gaze.

"Are you back?" Shen Xunchun twitched the smile on the corner of his mouth, but the smile was very ugly, it's better not to smile.

Shen Gu didn't answer him, but was silent for a while, sighed and said, "Why did you go there to buy medicine?"

Hearing this, Shen Xunchun's expression changed immediately.

what does he mean?Do you suspect that you followed him?Or did you go there on purpose?
Shen Xunchun didn't speak, as if there was a person in his heart who was using something to cut his heart little by little.

The first thing he did when he came back was not to care about his body, but to doubt and question himself.This is the person he has liked for so long.

Shen Xunchun couldn't help feeling a little funny, with a distressed expression on his face, he frowned and said, "Can't I go there to buy medicine?"

When he said this, he was full of gunpowder, and his tone was not very good.

Originally, Shen Guxiang said, "You don't feel well after running so far," but was blocked by Shen Xunchun's words. He opened his mouth, and finally said, "You can call me."

Shen Xunchun couldn't help laughing.

But his smile is full of sarcasm, "Call you? Didn't I call you? But what are you doing? This time, and last time, every time I call you when I have something to do, you are not there , in that case, why should I bother you two?"

When Shen Xunchun said this, his eyes turned red probably because he thought of his grievances.

"Did you see it?" Shen Gu asked suspiciously.

Hearing that he was still concerned about this issue, Shen Xunchun felt uncomfortable again.

"Is there any point in asking this?" Shen Xunchun smiled, he struggled to sit up, trying to keep his eyes on Shen Gu's level, so as to keep his aura not weak.

Shen Gu frowned, as if he was not very satisfied with Shen Xunchun's attitude, but he thought that Shen Xunchun is a patient now, so he tried to soften his voice as much as possible.

"Achun." Shen Gu said, wanting to reach out to hold his shoulder, but Shen Xunchun dodged reflexively.

"Why did you come back? Why didn't you accompany Xu Yan? Don't worry, I won't die at all. After all, I didn't die from such a serious car accident, let alone a little cold." Shen Xunchun smiled wryly. , his eyes were bloodshot, but his face was full of stubbornness.

At this moment, he is unwilling to show his weakness at all, even if his dizziness is ridiculous, his heart still hurts like a thousand arrows piercing his heart.

"Shen Xunchun!" Shen Gu was really annoyed by what he said at the moment, he didn't know why the always well-behaved Shen Xunchun behaved like this.

"What's the matter? Am I wrong? Or is there something you don't like to hear?" Shen Xunchun asked back, and he deliberately raised his innocent smiling face, as if asking if it was normal after eating today.

"Didn't you always know that I have a lot of people outside? Besides Xu Yan, why are you making trouble with me because of him?" Shen Gu suddenly lowered his head and smiled ironically, "Or did you meet? Where is your line?"

Shen Xunchun gave a bleak smile and didn't say anything.

Suddenly, Shen Gu lowered his head and clasped the back of Shen Xunchun's head with one hand, while supporting the side of the bed with the other hand, he pressed his lips firmly on Shen Xunchun's lips.

Not giving him any chance to resist at all, Shen Xunchun wanted to struggle, but he was kissed even tighter.

"Hmm. Shen." Shen Xunchun instinctively wanted to push him away, but he was taken advantage of. When Shen Xunchun finally bit Shen Gu hard, he let go of Shen Xunchun only after suffering the pain.

After letting him go, Shen Gu stretched out his tongue and licked his lips. Shen Xunchun could clearly see blood stains on it, and his mouth just now was indeed merciless.

"Shen Xunchun, are you quite courageous now?" Shen Gu suddenly pinched his chin again, because it was so hard that Shen Xunchun felt a little hurt.

But he also stubbornly didn't speak, but tears were already rolling in his eyes.

"Who taught you? Huh?" Shen Gu looked into his eyes, the touch of his hands was very hot, suddenly remembered that Shen Xunchun was still having a fever, and something in his heart became softer. Seeing that Shen Xunchun couldn't speak, he After staring at it for a while, let go.

"You should reflect on yourself, you know, I hate people who are around right and wrong the most." Shen Gu left this sentence and walked out.

Because after leaving the door, Shen Xunchun couldn't hear anything, so I don't know why he went there.

After a while, he suddenly got up and stood by the window as if he had some kind of telepathy, watching Shen Gu's car drive out, like an arrow leaving the string, suddenly he gasped and charged.

Seeing the direction in which Shen Gu left, Shen Xunchun fell into deep thought.

Let him reflect?
Reflect on what?
Shouldn't I be jealous, should I be angry with him?
Shen Xunchun thought it was a bit funny, Shen Gu was used to being a dictator, he couldn't listen to the slightest intention of others to resist him, if so, he would be very angry.

So in his world, Shen Xunchun should always be obedient and not resist.

You really have no heart.

Shen Xunchun thought, and touched his cheek, it was the place Shen Gu pinched just now, because he was too hard, it still feels a little painful.

Over the years, Shen Gu seldom did anything to him, and even when he was angry, he rarely yelled at him. This time, it was only because he saw the two of them asking a little too much, and Shen Gu was able to get so angry. , it was simple enough that Xu Yan's position in his heart was not simple.

Then what is my company for so many years?
Is this just a tool to vent anger?

Shen Xunchun kept asking himself back, he huddled on the bed and hugged his legs, put his chin between his knees, his mind was always reviewing the little things Shen Gu had treated him over the years.

Yes, in the eyes of others, I am afraid that without him, Shen Gu, Shen Xunchun would not exist. I don’t know if he grew up being bullied by everyone in the orphanage, or because he couldn’t stand the orphanage. The vibe escaped and became a waif.

Because of Shen Gu, he can have such a good environment for growth, he can get what he wants, and he doesn't worry about food and clothing.

He should be grateful, shouldn't he?
Why go to Xiao to think about Shen Gu's feelings?Besides, Shen Gu's ability to respond to him is considered very good, but he has to be single-minded, knowing that this is impossible.

In Shen Xunchun's mind these years, Shen Gu's tenderness is like watching a movie while watching flowers, slowly letting go, in fact, Shen Gu is really good.

At least it's good for Shen Xunchun.

The premise is that Shen Xunchun should not have any thoughts about Shen Gu.

After leaving, Shen Gu didn't come back for five days.

Shen Xunchun didn't call to look for him, in fact, he secretly went to see Shen Gu's room, wondering if he had come back while he was away.

But to his disappointment, no, no one else has been in the house except for traces of his own activities.

In the past few days, Fang Yang has been more concerned about his body, always asking him if he has taken his medicine on time, how his body feels closed, and should he continue to rest for a few more days?
In fact, Shen Xunchun's cold was completely cured the next day. I don't know if the medicines he took had an effect, or Fang Yang forced him to cover the quilt and sweat to make it more effective. In short, Shen Xunchun felt like Never been sick.

Fang Yang is a good person. He is not only responsible as a driver, but also takes care of Shen Xunchun like a big brother at this moment.

In fact, he is only a few months older than Shen Xunchun, but he looks more mature because of years of training.

It may be that Shen Xunchun is not in a particularly good mood recently, so on the way to pick up Shen Xunchun to and from get off work, Fang Yang always finds topics to enliven the atmosphere.

Of course, he didn't know the reason why Shen Xunchun was in a bad mood.

His efforts were still useful. After he told a joke once, Shen Xunchun was so amused by him that he couldn't help but burst into tears.

In fact, what he didn't know was that the reason why Shen Xunchun laughed was not because Fang Yang's joke was so funny, but because Shen Gu also told him this joke when he was a child.

Bit by bit, life is full of Shen Gu's shadow.

These days, every time Shen Xunchun went to Shen Gu's room, he expected to see traces of Shen Gu's return. He told himself that as long as Shen Gu came back, he would apologize to Shen Gu.

But no, not even once, he even tried his best to find any clues like Sherlock Holmes, but not only there was nothing, but he could even see the love between the two of them in Xu Yan's circle of friends.

So Shen Xunchun, like a jealous lunatic, went to Xu Yan's circle of friends N times every day, and after seeing Shen Gu's figure, he cried like a fool until he couldn't help himself.

God knows what kind of days he spent alone these days, and he kept asking himself every day, did Shen Gu not want him anymore?

If Shen Gu doesn't want him anymore, then what's the point of him living alone?

Should Shen Gu apologize?But after apologizing, what can change?Will Shen Gu let go of Xu Yan and come back home?

Reason told him that he would not, so his apology was useless, and it might give Shen Gu the illusion that he really couldn't live without him.

These days, Shen Xunchun was stuck in the swamp of cranky thoughts, struggling in dire straits, and he didn't have a good rest and a good meal, and he had already lost a lot of weight.

Originally, Shen Xunchun was born thin and thin, but now he is even more haggard. It looks like he hasn't rested for several days. Teacher Li also asked him to take a week off to rest because he was worried about his physical condition.

But Shen Xunchun refused, so what about taking a break, being bored at home would make him even more distracted, so he might as well find something for himself to do.