The assistant to the president is a bit busy
Chapter 85 Her Story
Gu Ling's guess was right. When she saw Lin Yun sitting in front of the Buddha with his eyes closed and chanting sutras, she was so sad that she wanted to cry.
Lin Yun has always been strong. Since they met, she has always protected Gu Ling behind her fiercely like a tigress.
But they forgot that she was also a girl, two years younger than Gu Ling.She is not born to be strong, but the world forces her to be strong.
Gu Ling listened to Lin Yun's story with tears in his eyes.
When Lin Yun was three years old, he knew that he was a child abandoned by his biological parents.
That day, she stood at the gate of the orphanage waiting for her father to buy cotton candy for her, but this wait lasted a day and a night.
Until she couldn't hold on any longer and collapsed at the door of the orphanage, the dean's aunt found her and took her into the yard.Since then, she has become one of the orphans in this orphanage.
She has cried and made troubles, and the dean and aunt took her to look for it, but she is only three years old, and she only remembers that there is a paddy field full of rice in front of her house.And rice fields, at that time, were everywhere.
Finally one day, she gave up looking.
Ah Tie told her, those who abandoned you, you will only be full of resentment when you find them again.
She didn't want to be a person full of resentment, so she put on the mask of a strong man, and nothing could break her heart anymore.
Until she was eight years old, she saw the man wearing gold-rimmed glasses.He brought a cartful of daily necessities and school supplies to donate to the children in the orphanage.
The children surrounded him happily, and she stood on the stairs not far away, looking in his direction.She had never seen such a good-looking person, and she couldn't forget his warm smile, which had completely shone into her heart at that time.
He touched her head and asked her gently: "My name is Nian Chengyi, what about you?"
"Lin Yun, the one you promised." Lin Yun replied calmly, but a whirlwind set off in his heart.
"Lin Yun, the promised one." Nian Chengyi smiled and nodded at her, "It sounds good."
She was eight years old that year, and he was 32 years old. The distance between her and him was that of two zodiac signs.
Afterwards, the dean's aunt told her that she and Ah Tie had been selected by him, and he decided to adopt them.
Lin Yun couldn't describe how she felt at that time, it was as if there was an extra chicken leg on the table of Tiantian Qingcai Mantou, and this chicken leg was only for her.
It's not that there were couples with good intentions who had taken a fancy to her, but they were so frightened by her deliberate disturbance that they chose someone else again.
She is unwilling to rejoin a new family, and the fact that she was abandoned by her biological parents has always been a thorn in her heart that is difficult to pick out.She didn't want to yell out the words "Mom and Dad" again, it was like stabbing her heart with a knife.
The dean's aunt always said that she had nothing to do with her waywardness.
Or maybe, her waywardness in the past few years was just to wait until this day, this person, this person called Nian Chengyi.
He gave them the best living environment and educational conditions.Even though he is always unsmiling and busy with work at home, he doesn't care about them.
But one night, she heard him explain to the aunt at home that they must take good care of them and buy whatever they lack in food and clothing, saying that they are just growing up.
After listening to it, she felt very happy, just like the first bite of chocolate, it was so sweet to the bottom of her heart.
He often stays alone in the studio for a whole day, and he does not allow them to enter his studio, not even the cleaning aunt.
Maybe it's because he's been holding it in his heart for too long and always needs to talk. In the countless encounters Lin Yun made during the night, he called out to her when he was slightly drunk.
Under the moonlight, he pointed to the portraits all over the wall and told her that this smiling woman was the irreplaceable white moonlight in his heart, and he loved her so much that he wanted to go with her.The sadness in his eyes made her feel distressed to the bone.
This year, she was 16 years old, and she had just begun to fall in love; and he had reached the age of forty, with white silk on his temples.
Facing a major choice after graduating from high school, she knocked on the door of his study. This was the first time she entered his study, and saw a photo of a sweet-looking girl embedded in a photo frame on the desk.
She fled in a panic.
The pain in her chest made her squat down and hug herself tightly, tears streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.Ah Tie stood in front of her, looked down at her, and didn't hand over the tissue until she calmed down.
The secret hidden in the deepest part of her heart was discovered by Ah Tie, and she did not hide it.
Ah Tie said, "You can't."
Of course she knew that it was impossible for them, but how could she uproot the feelings that had already settled in her heart.
He added: "You are not love."
She retorted loudly: "I love him, I love his kindness, I love his indifference; I love his concern, I love his cruelty; I love his thoughtfulness, I love his harshness...I love him."
Ah Tie no longer argues with her, he is not qualified to judge love.
At the high school graduation ceremony, he attended her graduation ceremony as her family member.He smiled with relief at the top spot on her report card, and she couldn't be more proud.
He rewarded her and Ah Tie with a bachelor apartment.
Yes, she and Ah Tie have grown up, and it's time for them to leave home and be independent.
It was the first time she stepped into a bar, and she threw herself onto the dance floor and writhed, sweat and tears soaking her eyes.
When he arrived, she was already drunk, and he forcibly picked her up from the booth and sent her home.
She vaguely remembered the panicked faces of those who got her drunk when they saw him, saying that her father was coming.
She kept struggling on him, and she wanted to tell those people that he was not her father!no!
After waking up, she had an unbearable headache. On the bedside was the hangover soup he prepared for her. She drank it in one gulp, which was more refreshing than drinking the wine last night.She drank it later, but she couldn't repay the sweetness at that time.
After graduating from university, Ah Tie begged for three days and three nights to get the opportunity to enter the company's grassroots training.She knew that Ah Tie was just to follow him and to repay him.
She also wanted to follow him, but her stubbornness did not allow herself to kneel down and beg.She just said disdainfully that she could find a good job without him.
He smiled, without ridicule, just simply happy for her.
Happy hell!Lin Yun cursed the Three Character Classic in his heart, but his face was still as proud as before.
Randomly joined a newly established entertainment company, the days were boring, she began to become lazy, singing and singing every night, arriving late every day.
Although he never pulled her out of the drinking pool again, he secretly made a relationship with her company's senior management.
He said to Ah Tie: "It's not easy for a girl to work hard outside, so take care of her."
The entire company's top management knows that Lin Yun's background is very tough, so don't provoke him easily.
Ah Tie pulled her out of the bar for the last time and told her about it.
He still cares about her, otherwise she would have been fired long ago with such a lazy work attitude!
This man with a hard face and a soft heart, just like that, once again filled her heart with little happiness.
She restrained herself a lot, and no longer set foot in the wine pool and meat forest, but she couldn't change her habit of sleeping late.
The first time she saw Gu Ling, she recognized this sweet smiling girl as the person in the photo on his desk!
She got close to her, defended her, and her eyes began to follow her.Accidentally discovered her relationship with the company's artiste Han Junyi, secretly followed, and happened to save her from the clutches of evil.
The two became good friends, premeditated and sincere.
When Lin Yun said this, his eyes were red and he apologized to Gu Ling.
When she went on to talk, she avoided the important task and concealed the task assigned by the first year.
She spent more time in contact with him, because of Gu Ling.
He said that Gu Ling was Gu Xin's daughter, who was his only concern for the rest of his days.So he asked her to stay by her side, not to let her get hurt, and to report her situation at any time.
She agreed, very simply.
She began to call him every day to tell him about Gu Ling, sometimes for three to five minutes, sometimes for ten or twenty minutes.
Until Gu Ling joined the company, she thought she would have no reason to call him anymore.But because of Gu Ling's recommendation, she got lucky and joined the company.She can see him every day, phone calls and so on, what else does it matter?
He called her Miss Lin, and she was secretly excited for a long time because of this title.It's what a man calls a woman, not an adopted child, who doesn't want to be his child.Even if it was just her performance in front of Gu Ling, it was enough to make her happy.
Later, Gu Ling also knew about it.At that birthday party at home, Lin Yun's inadvertent leak had already made her suspicious.It's just that they didn't say anything, so she didn't ask.
Gu Ling thought about all kinds of relationships between them, and even thought that Lin Yun was the person Nian Chengyi arranged by her side.
To his surprise, she is also like Ah Tie, his adopted child, but she loves him.
What was even more unexpected was that instead of waiting for Lin Yun's explanation, she waited for the news that she was going to become a monk.
"Lin Yun, come home with me!" Gu Ling's begging voice was a little trembling, she couldn't accept that such a good girl would escape into Buddhism from now on, knocking on scriptures and chanting Buddha.
Lin Yun didn't speak, she just looked up at the sky, letting the moisture in her eyes evaporate in the air.
Gu Ling hugged her distressedly, tears fell on Lin Yun's shoulders, "Let's go home, shall we?"
"Gu Ling, I often fantasize that at the last moment of his life, I would stand by his side and tell him to let him go with peace of mind. I will definitely protect you for him." Lin Yun's voice was calm but revealing. Deep loneliness.
She reached out and hugged Gu Ling tightly, "He is 24 years older than me, why can't I love him?"
The tears that Lin Yun held back finally fell, and she cried in Gu Ling's arms for a whole night, the tears dried up, her voice became hoarse, but her heart became clear.
She went back with her. A person who can't let go of the mundane world at all can't be a meditation Buddha.
Lin Yun said: "I have always had the same dream these days. I dreamed that on the day of your wedding, he held your hand, handed you over to Yan Yan, and then took me away."
Lin Yun said: "If one day he is too old to walk, I hope I am his crutch; if one day he is too old to lift his hands, I hope I am his pair of chopsticks; One day he will be too old to open his eyes anymore, and I hope I will be his afterlife."
Lin Yun said: "Gu Ling, you bury this matter in your heart, and I bury it in your heart, okay?"
Gu Ling said, "Okay."
Lin Yun has always been strong. Since they met, she has always protected Gu Ling behind her fiercely like a tigress.
But they forgot that she was also a girl, two years younger than Gu Ling.She is not born to be strong, but the world forces her to be strong.
Gu Ling listened to Lin Yun's story with tears in his eyes.
When Lin Yun was three years old, he knew that he was a child abandoned by his biological parents.
That day, she stood at the gate of the orphanage waiting for her father to buy cotton candy for her, but this wait lasted a day and a night.
Until she couldn't hold on any longer and collapsed at the door of the orphanage, the dean's aunt found her and took her into the yard.Since then, she has become one of the orphans in this orphanage.
She has cried and made troubles, and the dean and aunt took her to look for it, but she is only three years old, and she only remembers that there is a paddy field full of rice in front of her house.And rice fields, at that time, were everywhere.
Finally one day, she gave up looking.
Ah Tie told her, those who abandoned you, you will only be full of resentment when you find them again.
She didn't want to be a person full of resentment, so she put on the mask of a strong man, and nothing could break her heart anymore.
Until she was eight years old, she saw the man wearing gold-rimmed glasses.He brought a cartful of daily necessities and school supplies to donate to the children in the orphanage.
The children surrounded him happily, and she stood on the stairs not far away, looking in his direction.She had never seen such a good-looking person, and she couldn't forget his warm smile, which had completely shone into her heart at that time.
He touched her head and asked her gently: "My name is Nian Chengyi, what about you?"
"Lin Yun, the one you promised." Lin Yun replied calmly, but a whirlwind set off in his heart.
"Lin Yun, the promised one." Nian Chengyi smiled and nodded at her, "It sounds good."
She was eight years old that year, and he was 32 years old. The distance between her and him was that of two zodiac signs.
Afterwards, the dean's aunt told her that she and Ah Tie had been selected by him, and he decided to adopt them.
Lin Yun couldn't describe how she felt at that time, it was as if there was an extra chicken leg on the table of Tiantian Qingcai Mantou, and this chicken leg was only for her.
It's not that there were couples with good intentions who had taken a fancy to her, but they were so frightened by her deliberate disturbance that they chose someone else again.
She is unwilling to rejoin a new family, and the fact that she was abandoned by her biological parents has always been a thorn in her heart that is difficult to pick out.She didn't want to yell out the words "Mom and Dad" again, it was like stabbing her heart with a knife.
The dean's aunt always said that she had nothing to do with her waywardness.
Or maybe, her waywardness in the past few years was just to wait until this day, this person, this person called Nian Chengyi.
He gave them the best living environment and educational conditions.Even though he is always unsmiling and busy with work at home, he doesn't care about them.
But one night, she heard him explain to the aunt at home that they must take good care of them and buy whatever they lack in food and clothing, saying that they are just growing up.
After listening to it, she felt very happy, just like the first bite of chocolate, it was so sweet to the bottom of her heart.
He often stays alone in the studio for a whole day, and he does not allow them to enter his studio, not even the cleaning aunt.
Maybe it's because he's been holding it in his heart for too long and always needs to talk. In the countless encounters Lin Yun made during the night, he called out to her when he was slightly drunk.
Under the moonlight, he pointed to the portraits all over the wall and told her that this smiling woman was the irreplaceable white moonlight in his heart, and he loved her so much that he wanted to go with her.The sadness in his eyes made her feel distressed to the bone.
This year, she was 16 years old, and she had just begun to fall in love; and he had reached the age of forty, with white silk on his temples.
Facing a major choice after graduating from high school, she knocked on the door of his study. This was the first time she entered his study, and saw a photo of a sweet-looking girl embedded in a photo frame on the desk.
She fled in a panic.
The pain in her chest made her squat down and hug herself tightly, tears streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.Ah Tie stood in front of her, looked down at her, and didn't hand over the tissue until she calmed down.
The secret hidden in the deepest part of her heart was discovered by Ah Tie, and she did not hide it.
Ah Tie said, "You can't."
Of course she knew that it was impossible for them, but how could she uproot the feelings that had already settled in her heart.
He added: "You are not love."
She retorted loudly: "I love him, I love his kindness, I love his indifference; I love his concern, I love his cruelty; I love his thoughtfulness, I love his harshness...I love him."
Ah Tie no longer argues with her, he is not qualified to judge love.
At the high school graduation ceremony, he attended her graduation ceremony as her family member.He smiled with relief at the top spot on her report card, and she couldn't be more proud.
He rewarded her and Ah Tie with a bachelor apartment.
Yes, she and Ah Tie have grown up, and it's time for them to leave home and be independent.
It was the first time she stepped into a bar, and she threw herself onto the dance floor and writhed, sweat and tears soaking her eyes.
When he arrived, she was already drunk, and he forcibly picked her up from the booth and sent her home.
She vaguely remembered the panicked faces of those who got her drunk when they saw him, saying that her father was coming.
She kept struggling on him, and she wanted to tell those people that he was not her father!no!
After waking up, she had an unbearable headache. On the bedside was the hangover soup he prepared for her. She drank it in one gulp, which was more refreshing than drinking the wine last night.She drank it later, but she couldn't repay the sweetness at that time.
After graduating from university, Ah Tie begged for three days and three nights to get the opportunity to enter the company's grassroots training.She knew that Ah Tie was just to follow him and to repay him.
She also wanted to follow him, but her stubbornness did not allow herself to kneel down and beg.She just said disdainfully that she could find a good job without him.
He smiled, without ridicule, just simply happy for her.
Happy hell!Lin Yun cursed the Three Character Classic in his heart, but his face was still as proud as before.
Randomly joined a newly established entertainment company, the days were boring, she began to become lazy, singing and singing every night, arriving late every day.
Although he never pulled her out of the drinking pool again, he secretly made a relationship with her company's senior management.
He said to Ah Tie: "It's not easy for a girl to work hard outside, so take care of her."
The entire company's top management knows that Lin Yun's background is very tough, so don't provoke him easily.
Ah Tie pulled her out of the bar for the last time and told her about it.
He still cares about her, otherwise she would have been fired long ago with such a lazy work attitude!
This man with a hard face and a soft heart, just like that, once again filled her heart with little happiness.
She restrained herself a lot, and no longer set foot in the wine pool and meat forest, but she couldn't change her habit of sleeping late.
The first time she saw Gu Ling, she recognized this sweet smiling girl as the person in the photo on his desk!
She got close to her, defended her, and her eyes began to follow her.Accidentally discovered her relationship with the company's artiste Han Junyi, secretly followed, and happened to save her from the clutches of evil.
The two became good friends, premeditated and sincere.
When Lin Yun said this, his eyes were red and he apologized to Gu Ling.
When she went on to talk, she avoided the important task and concealed the task assigned by the first year.
She spent more time in contact with him, because of Gu Ling.
He said that Gu Ling was Gu Xin's daughter, who was his only concern for the rest of his days.So he asked her to stay by her side, not to let her get hurt, and to report her situation at any time.
She agreed, very simply.
She began to call him every day to tell him about Gu Ling, sometimes for three to five minutes, sometimes for ten or twenty minutes.
Until Gu Ling joined the company, she thought she would have no reason to call him anymore.But because of Gu Ling's recommendation, she got lucky and joined the company.She can see him every day, phone calls and so on, what else does it matter?
He called her Miss Lin, and she was secretly excited for a long time because of this title.It's what a man calls a woman, not an adopted child, who doesn't want to be his child.Even if it was just her performance in front of Gu Ling, it was enough to make her happy.
Later, Gu Ling also knew about it.At that birthday party at home, Lin Yun's inadvertent leak had already made her suspicious.It's just that they didn't say anything, so she didn't ask.
Gu Ling thought about all kinds of relationships between them, and even thought that Lin Yun was the person Nian Chengyi arranged by her side.
To his surprise, she is also like Ah Tie, his adopted child, but she loves him.
What was even more unexpected was that instead of waiting for Lin Yun's explanation, she waited for the news that she was going to become a monk.
"Lin Yun, come home with me!" Gu Ling's begging voice was a little trembling, she couldn't accept that such a good girl would escape into Buddhism from now on, knocking on scriptures and chanting Buddha.
Lin Yun didn't speak, she just looked up at the sky, letting the moisture in her eyes evaporate in the air.
Gu Ling hugged her distressedly, tears fell on Lin Yun's shoulders, "Let's go home, shall we?"
"Gu Ling, I often fantasize that at the last moment of his life, I would stand by his side and tell him to let him go with peace of mind. I will definitely protect you for him." Lin Yun's voice was calm but revealing. Deep loneliness.
She reached out and hugged Gu Ling tightly, "He is 24 years older than me, why can't I love him?"
The tears that Lin Yun held back finally fell, and she cried in Gu Ling's arms for a whole night, the tears dried up, her voice became hoarse, but her heart became clear.
She went back with her. A person who can't let go of the mundane world at all can't be a meditation Buddha.
Lin Yun said: "I have always had the same dream these days. I dreamed that on the day of your wedding, he held your hand, handed you over to Yan Yan, and then took me away."
Lin Yun said: "If one day he is too old to walk, I hope I am his crutch; if one day he is too old to lift his hands, I hope I am his pair of chopsticks; One day he will be too old to open his eyes anymore, and I hope I will be his afterlife."
Lin Yun said: "Gu Ling, you bury this matter in your heart, and I bury it in your heart, okay?"
Gu Ling said, "Okay."
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