You are the happiness within my reach

When did you get it?Su Ranzhu blinked, he didn't even remember...

Before, she was a lively and cheerful girl, and nothing in the world could defeat her; after that, everything changed.Whether it is family members, friends or myself, they have all deviated from the original track...

The third year of high school is a desperate stage, and the Qingmai City High School where Su Ranzhu is located seems to be possessed by demons to train the students of their current year.

Su Ranzhu, as the perennial number one in his grade, didn't particularly care about it.Anyway, as long as there is food to eat, a place to sleep, and books to read...

She likes to sit at the first table by the window during class. When she is tired from studying, she looks outside and sees the big banyan tree standing in the sun, motionless, like a warrior.Her heart seemed to be charged with electricity, and then she continued to study like a small motor.

This kind of life, even if it is very tiring every day, it is still very fulfilling and enjoyable...

But just after school, everything changed...

As soon as he entered the door, Su Ranzhu heard the sound of crackling in the house. He thought it was that kid Su Qingchuan tearing down the house!When I walked over to take a look, I realized that it was my parents who were arguing...

The separation and reunion between husband and wife is very normal, but Su's father and Su's mother are not ordinary people...

"Su Yixing, you coward, what are you going to do except yell at me at home? Pack your things and get out!"

"Zhou Sili, I put up with your bad temper 20 years ago. It's been so many years, why didn't I change it?" Su Yixing was also speechless, he even thought that Zhou Sili was a shrew who would make trouble for no reason all day long!

"I'll change it?" Zhou Sili looked at him coldly, "I'll change it, will you change it?"

What is this and what?Su Yixing felt that he couldn't communicate with her at all, so he went back a little late at night, why is it as serious as she said?
Su Ranzhu listened to their quarrel like an outsider...

It turns out that they have no feelings for a long time, and it turns out that everything she owns now is fake... Sitting slumped on the ground, Su Yixing didn't even notice when he slammed the door, an adult was sitting in front of the door...

Zhou Sili, who chased after him, also treated her coldly, as if she was her enemy, the disgust, disgust and hatred in his eyes came one after another...

She said, why is it that no one of them is willing to go to every parent meeting, even if they have time that day, they will make excuses; why is it that grandpa handles every time something happens?Why is it that every time someone gets sick, their parents are by their side, but she only has her grandpa, or even her alone...

It turned out to be like this, dad didn't like her, mom didn't love her...she was a superfluous at home...

I still remember that before Qingchuan was born, people in the family always treated her mother coldly, and were polite to her, which was really perfunctory... But her father, Su Yixing, never cared about these things, and even treated her Her aunt's son, who called him "eldest son", said nothing about himself by the way...

Is she really that bad?Sometimes Su Ranzhu would doubt herself, but her friend, her teacher, always treated her with an admiring attitude, and never blushed towards her...

She is just a piece of trash to the Su family!
Recalling the past, Su Ranzhu's heart felt like being grabbed by someone, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe...

Lu Zhixing felt sorry for her. He thought that the investigation had almost covered up her grievances over the years, but he didn't expect that it would be mixed with these...

"Baby pig, be good, trust me, I won't treat you like this. Because you are my heart." He kissed away the tears on her face, listening to her tell her grievances.

In fact, these are the direct causes of her illness.

Knowing the truth, she can no longer lift her noble head in front of others, and she can no longer confidently tell others: "My father is a hero!"

The only thing she can do is to study hard and escape from this place...

Therefore, in the second half of the third year of high school, not only the classmates, but also the teacher felt that Su Ranzhu had changed.

The lively and innocent little girl who used to be is gone, replaced by a calm and aloof...Every day besides spending time in the library, she spends time in the library, and when the results of the college entrance examination come out, Su Ranzhu is No.1 in Qingmai City...

She happily enrolled in Kyoto University of Foreign Studies, but until August, her heart slowly sank...

The admission notice she received was not the "BFS" ​​she thought of, but just a door...

What does it mean?Su Ranzhu sat in the living room of the Su family, quietly watching the performance of the parents of the Su family.

"Ran Ran, Dad thinks it's too far over there. Dad doesn't worry about you going there as a girl. So, when filling out the application form, Dad helped you fill in Qingmai University."

Su Ranzhu was completely disappointed with them!This is her life, the reward she deserves for working so hard!Why can he erase her efforts if he goes too far?Why can he change her wish without permission?
Why?
Seemingly feeling Su Ranzhu's anger, Su Yixing still felt that he was not wrong. He ignored her too much before, but now he cares about her?

"Well, Qingmai University is also good, and it's close to home. It will be more convenient for you to go home later."

What a confident tone!Su Ranzhu was about to be laughed at by him!
"I'm going to the capital, and you've changed my wish without permission, and you're still here justifying it, saying it's for my own good? What is your heart made of? Why can't you see the pain of your own daughter?"

This is what she has been holding back for so long, and she finally said it that day...

However, before Su Yixing apologized, her face was swollen...

The rain in August came as soon as it was said. It was still sunny before, but when Su Ranzhu ran out, it turned into a torrential rain...

At that moment, Su Ranzhu even felt that God was against her!

Walking aimlessly on the street, Su Ranzhu would have been drenched long ago... If it wasn't for Su Haiyao that day, she would have been reincarnated as a human again...

Su Haiyao can especially understand Su Ranzhu's feelings, but after all, she is not the person involved, so how can she truly empathize with her?
She can only accompany Su Ranzhu, guard Su Ranzhu...

Unexpectedly, in just one week, Su Ranzhu has completely changed. He hates sunlight, daytime, social interaction, and everything... He lives like a robot every day. In a word, if she doesn't communicate with anyone, even her favorite and beloved sister will turn a blind eye...

It was just like this that I lived my life in a daze. On the day before school started, Su Ranzhu hid in the bathroom and cut his wrist and committed suicide...

The Su family changed that day, Su Yixing and Zhou Sili had an unprecedented tacit understanding, one accompanied them to the hospital, and the other took the children at home...

If what Su Ranzhu saw was this scene, maybe his heart would feel a little warm...

It's a pity that she has fallen into a severe coma...

Su Mingqiang was traveling with his old comrades in Hui'an City at that time, and rushed back as soon as he heard the news, and then beat up Su Yixing!
"I said, is your brain sick?" Fortunately, Su Mingqiang was in good health at that time, otherwise he would be pissed to death by this unfilial son sooner or later! "Ran Ran can go wherever she wants. What qualifications do you, an outsider, have to change her wish without knowing it? Are you sick? Don't you go to work all day? It's all right now, my granddaughter is lying on the bed On the bed, are you satisfied? Comfortable?"

Su Mingqiang never imagined that such a thing would happen in this period!Su Yixing is insane, his daughter doesn't matter, he is around his nephew all day, can't tell which is more important?

It's not that he looks down on his grandson, it's just that his children will definitely support him when he gets old.Now even if you give a little of your whole heart to others, you may still raise a white-eyed wolf in the end!

How confused... Turning around, I saw Su Ranzhu lying quietly on the bed, Su Mingqiang's heart seemed to be bleeding... That was his proudest granddaughter...

Six months later, although Su Ranzhu returned home safely, he still avoided everything related to the Su family.

When she went to university, she went to the library to study as usual, and completed the corresponding courses and credits according to the teacher's guidance... But she couldn't find the joy in learning at all...

Live the same life every day, get up at six, go back to the apartment at twelve, and go to bed before eleven at night... two years of mechanical life have passed like this.

It wasn't until she heard about Lu Zhixing by chance that her life seemed to be illuminated...

She has to work hard and become stronger, so that she may be able to see him one day... Even if it's just from a distance, she will be satisfied...

So she worked hard to study, although the grades were still on the honorable board, but she found what she was looking for at this stage...

When she got a scholarship, her hands were weak, and her hands cramped when she was painting... Her four years of college life ended in a small apartment for her... At this time, Su Ranzhu was only 22 years old.

With Su Mingqiang's protection, Su Ranzhu successfully avoided the trap, came to Qingmai City High School, and started her teaching career...

At the beginning, she also thought about graduate school, but in the end she decided to work, just because work can bring her happiness and is one step closer to Lu Zhixing...

When the day she is good enough, she will find everything she wants...

The earth is round, and when it revolves around the sun, it will eventually return to her place due to gravity... By accident, she managed to be with Lu Zhixing...

"So, are you willing to accept this embarrassing me?" The past is already a thing of the past for Su Ranzhu, and now it's like telling other people's stories, and there is no disturbance in his heart...

Lu Zhixing hugged her distressedly, and said firmly, "I don't care about you like this; I like you in the past; I love you in the future!"

"I used to be that bad, and now I'm in such a mess, it's embarrassing for you to take me out!" Su Ranzhu said half-jokingly, twiddling his knuckle-knuckle fingers.

Rather than saying it, it is better to say it is a test!

Lu Zhixing hugged this irrational little woman, and chuckled lightly: "Then I'll dig out my heart and show it to you?"

"That's not necessary, it's bloody." After speaking, he made a look of vomiting.

Lu Zhixing's expression softened unconsciously when he saw her so playful...

"My wife I love you……"

Before there was any movement between the two, a furious voice sounded at the door: "Lu Zhixing, you brat! Let go of Ran Ran!"