You are the happiness within my reach

Su Xinsu fell asleep, lying on the sofa, looking like a small ball.

Su Ranzhu smiled, thinking that when she was just born, she was dark and dry, and the hair on her body was long and abundant, as if she was returning to her ancestors.

Su Xinsu and Su Qingchuan were premature babies, so they did not sleep directly with their mother in the ward after birth, but were placed in an incubator for about a week before returning home.

After growing up slowly, Su Qingchuan became white and fat, but Su Xinsu couldn't get fat no matter what.Every time the two fight, don't look at this Xiaoni who is small, she has a lot of strength!
If you make her anxious, she will call me right when the Heavenly King Lao Tzu comes.Once Qingchuan broke her precious Barbie without her consent, she just swung her paw at it, Su Qingchuan was not less angry with her in those few days!
It's because the two of them are arguing at home all day long that the Su family is like a home...

However, it's not a problem for Su Xinsu to guard her all the time.After all, she is a dancer, and she should keep studying and exercising every day.

Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, she couldn't bear to wake her up.This person has been clinging to herself since she was a child, especially after she returned from studying outside, this little girl was the only one left in her life...

She is too domineering...

But I have been abroad for two years, and although she is still the same as before, it seems that she is not the same as before... Sometimes she is quiet, and she can sit by the window alone with her, reading her favorite book motionless; sometimes It's very jumpy, especially the jumping thinking.When talking to her, I always feel like I can't keep up...

"Sister?" Su Xinsu called her in a daze.

"Awake?" Su Ranzhu smiled softly, Su Xinsu felt her whole world brighten up.What she likes most is her sister's smile, it can warm up the white snow in winter, and it can take away the boring smile in summer...

"Are you hungry?" After sitting for a while, Su Xinsu moved from the sofa to the bed.Seeing Su Ranzhu's still bloodless face, her heart ached.

"It's okay, we'll eat later." Of course Su Ranzhu knew what she was worried about?It's just that she's not a pig either... Su Xinsu only finished a glass of milk before going to bed, but after half a child, if she was hungry, wouldn't she become a veritable pig?
Well, Su Xinsu doesn't force it, anyway, there is nothing for sale outside now, if you want to talk about food, you have to ask her amazing brother-in-law...

Isn't it just a weird thing?Su Xinsu resisted the urge not to roll her eyes.When my sister didn't wake up, she stayed by her side all day, but now that she is awake, he can't even see a hair?How about pretending to be deep?Didn't you see the heroine here?

He also asked her to be a talking tube. If it wasn't for his sister's face, he would have gone swimming in the Indian Ocean long ago!

Just thinking about it, the door of the ward was pushed open...

Su Xinsu was glad that she hadn't had time to complain about him with her sister...

I really miss Cao Cao, Cao Cao is here...

"Why are you here?" Su Ranzhu glanced at him, then lowered his head again.Last time, the two of them were not friendly, so what do you want to do this time?
"What will you eat if I don't come?" Lu Zhixing said nonsense seriously.I didn't take anything in my hand, what about eating ashes?

Su Ranzhu sneered, he had seen shameless people before, but he had never seen such a thick-skinned person.However, what does it mean to have a little sweetness in your heart?
"The city is closed outside now, and the epidemic is too serious. So now it is possible to come here once."

Two people who are about to get divorced are doing the most common and common thing for couples in the world.Su Ranzhu was puzzled, but there was no time to think too much.I fell asleep not long ago, why has there been a "shattering" change outside?
As if seeing her confusion, Lu Zhixing explained: "Do you think it's still the first month? Schools that were supposed to start early have now been postponed. Whether it's the subway or the bus, the whole city is temporarily closed."

With a chuckle, he helped her up and finished, "Today is already the 23rd."

Su Ranzhu was startled, she knew that time passed quickly, and she also knew what day it was.But is it really this bad?

"Then I..." She wanted to say that she had lived here for so long, didn't it take up a lot of space?But I have told the doctor several times, but they don't allow it.

"You can't be discharged from the hospital yet." Lu Zhixing frowned when he thought of this, "One is that your body has indeed not met the discharge requirements, and on the other hand, there may be antibodies in your body, and your physical condition needs to be monitored at any time."

It's not that he said it to her alone, she just listened to it.How can a virus that suddenly visits come and leave as soon as it is said?She is just an ordinary person, even worse than an ordinary person in some respects.They'd better focus on researching a vaccine.

But she forgot that if she did have antibodies, the work of the medical staff would have been more than half done...

"What about the situation in the hospital? Are there many people infected?"

"The epidemic situation is not optimistic. There is a shortage of hospital beds and a lack of medical teams. However, some temporary hospitals have been built for people infected with the new virus."

Su Xinsu was taken aback by the conversation between the two, dare you tell me this is their usual way of getting along?Standing here as a living being of her size is completely ignored?
Forget it, this person, Xiaobie is better than newlyweds!She won't join in the fun...

Of course Lu Zhixing knew what Su Ranzhu was thinking.This person has clear love and hate, from the last time he said "Boss Lu", he knew that if he didn't take the initiative to see her, who else would he expect to reveal some news.

He still has lingering fears when he recalls the scene of that night.For the first time a big man, so big, felt real fear.

He was insulted, guarded, beaten and scolded by those hooligans before, but he didn't feel that anything was moving away from him.Until this time, he saw the lifeless woman lying in the pot of red soup... His heart really felt as if someone had stabbed him, and he didn't even dare to breathe hard at that moment...

He doesn't regret what he said last time, but there is no guarantee that even if this woman stays in the hospital, even if she is guarded by her closest relatives, she will still think wildly and do some stupid things...

Depression is a kind of mental illness. If the root cause is not found, how can we solve it?What about recovery?
All along, his little girl has endured too much. Although he feels distressed, he also hopes that she can live a normal life in the future.

You don't need to look at other people's faces anymore, you don't need to greet and please carefully...do you really think he doesn't feel it?Sighing in her heart, during the few months of living with her, she was obviously careful when talking to herself, but she still had to pretend to be happy to face him.

Wouldn't she be angry and sad?He would rather that sometimes she could act like a baby to him like other people, or make trouble with him for no reason...

She is too sensible... so sensible that it hurts.

So, even if they are suffering a little more this time, he will return the smiling little girl from before.

"By the way, Su Haiyao is also a member of the anti-epidemic team." Afraid of her overthinking, Lu Zhixing explained to her why her friend hadn't come to see her for so long.

Su Ranzhu also nodded, not intending to delve into it.No one is better, she can be more at ease.

Knowing that Su Haiyao's girl is safe and healthy, she doesn't expect anything else.

It's not unusual for Lu Zhixing to know about this. The adults in the family must not know about her suicide, so this man is taking care of him most of the time, right?

The corners of her mouth curled up, and the smile didn't reach her eyes.This is why she can still talk to him calmly now.

Although Su Xinsu is his younger sister, she is also a student, and she is under pressure from all sides.Therefore, she is also happy to have another person come over.In this way, Su Xinsu will not be so tired...

If Lu Zhixing knew that she thought so, he might not be pissed off to death, but would bleed to death from his seven orifices after knowing it.This woman really has no heart at all...

"Actually, I'm fine here alone." Although she had a little selfishness, since the two decided to separate, it's better not to meet each other, "You should go home."

Lu Zhixing raised his eyebrows, so heartless?
"Su Ranzhu, people say that a husband and wife can be married for a hundred days. Are we still red books now? I still have to take good care of you."

"Aside from lying here every day, I'm still lying here. What else do you worry about?" To be honest, she is like a quiet person. She is at a loss for the future, "If you think it's okay, We can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now, or you can ask someone to go to the agency."

It's not that she doesn't know Lu Zhixing's ability. If he wants to divorce or get married, even if the Civil Affairs Bureau is on holiday today, they will have to open the door to get the certificate...

What is in this woman's head?Just so eager to separate from yourself?

Just when I was about to speak, I thought of what Gu Zizhe said: "She just lacks a sense of security, she will always have no reason to doubt herself, and she will not trust others, and even destroy everything about herself and her at one point."

Forget it, it's not her fault... Sighing heavily in my heart, I still have to panic: "I'm not so inhuman. It's spread that I, Lu Zhixing, are cold-blooded and ruthless, and that my wife forced her when she was sick. Make way. Besides, during the current epidemic, the big brothers and sisters of the Civil Affairs Bureau don't want to rest?"

That's the truth, but why did Su Ranzhu feel that something was wrong?

That's fine, Lu Zhixing won't lie to her, after all, she is not worthy of anyone's nostalgia for her current crippled body... What should come will always come, so she just quietly waits for that day...

The wind blowing from outside made Su Ranzhu tremble all over.Although it is early spring, it is one degree colder than winter.

It was still cloudless in the morning, and it started to rain lightly in the afternoon...

Su Xinsu got up to close the window, looked at the desolate world outside, suddenly thought of those days abroad...

Every time I take the elevator to and from class, I will always be vomited by the perfume in the elevator.Nine out of ten of the international students she met also wore perfume that was so fragrant and pungent. Every time, she wished to stuff her nose with a piece of cotton to avoid being hurt by these things.

But now, she would rather smell that smell of death than open the window, there is no one on the road...

"Xin Su, hurry up, where are you blowing the cold wind?" Su Ranzhu was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he hurriedly told her to go back.

"It's nothing, it's just a sudden feeling." Su Xinsu waved, closed the window and continued reading...

All right, Su Ranzhu doesn't say much, everyone has their own secrets...

"By the way, didn't that kid Bai Yu come over?" Lu Zhixing peeled an apple and handed it to her, asking inadvertently.

white feather?Su Ranzhu thought about it and shook his head.I couldn't figure out what Bai Yu had to do with this matter, so I continued to eat her apples...

Su Xinsu looked at the way the two were talking and laughing, and really felt the peacefulness of the years.In her family, parents have never been like this...