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Sure enough, Chu Qing felt as if her heart was screwed together. She didn't know what the girl she loved the most had endured, or she only cared about her negative emotions in those days, so she didn't know at all. He didn't think about what his girl went through. It made him feel as if he was in purgatory. It took a long time for him to realize that his girl was gone, no matter how much he thought about it. It's useless, and more importantly, it will drag all the people who have been hurt to hell, at least to bear the same pain as myself.

"Because your father used to be so kind to him, so even after the two of them got married, they would naturally have a happy and beautiful life, but now it seems that everything is my fantasy and delusion, I am too naive, is it I foolishly thought that the royal family also had that so-called love. Maybe they did have that kind of love at the time, but it was not for your mother. Your mother is too stupid to believe the promises and promises in their mouths. Lies, but in the end they just became a victim of power in their mouths, and such a thing is indeed beyond my imagination." After saying such words, I couldn't help laughing at myself, laughing in the end What's going on, in fact, even I don't understand myself, I don't know what my girl has gone through to end up like that.I was indeed a dandy back then, and there were indeed many people who didn't like me, but I always thought that person was different to me. After all, they were two childhood sweethearts who grew up together, and I thought he would understand a lot of things about me. thoughts.

Since I was a child, my parents favored me. They lacked the patience and care that my elder brother should have. I could see everything, and I could see his hard work and despair, so I subconsciously pretended to be cynical. It’s just that I don’t want to fight with my eldest brother. The Chu family is a big family, and there must be someone to inherit the position of the patriarch. There can only be one person between myself and my eldest brother. The words are naturally inherited by the eldest brother.But according to the degree of love of their parents, father and mother will definitely choose themselves.

The relationship between myself and my elder brother for so many years, naturally I can't see the end of my elder brother, and I have also seen my elder brother's hard work these years, how can I let my elder brother fetch water from the bamboo basket, so I made a picture He spends his days and nights to divert his parents' affairs, making them feel that he hates iron but not steel. Only in this way, he will turn all his attention to his elder brother, and let his elder brother get what he wants. Of course he knows this. It won't take long to hide things, but if it can be hidden for a day, it will be a day. I was thinking about my beloved, so I can understand everything I have done, but I didn't think that facing myself like this, he would immediately be embarrassed. I chose to stop the loss in time and threw myself into the arms of others.

At that time, I was confused and crazy, and even went to him to ask him why he made such a choice, because he knew better than anyone else that he was not such a dandy at all, and he had countless ambitions and ambitions in his heart. The idea is just because I don't want to compete with my elder brother, so I just follow the trend. I can know how much despair is in my elder brother's heart, because no matter how much I fight, it can't compare with my parents' partiality and preference, so I said that I would do it in the first place. A stupid character, but I never thought that my beloved girl would leave me because of this.

But did I do something wrong? I don’t seem to have done anything wrong. I just lived my life according to what I thought, but I didn’t know why, so I fell into this situation like now. In such a desolate place now, I actually know that my parents have deep guilt towards me, as if I heard that my elder brother has now sat securely in the position she wants, or has gradually accepted the affairs of the family, so I should have gone back when I was young, but I didn't want to go back, because I knew that my girl had passed away forever, so I said I didn't want to go back to everyone in Healthy, but now I know that my girl It turned out that it was abandoned by everyone at that time.

After thinking of this, he couldn't help but want to laugh. Before he left, he had asked his elder brother countless times to take good care of that person for him. Even though his elder brother had so much reluctance in his heart, he still agreed to his words after all. At that time, I thought that my eldest brother would take good care of his beloved girl according to the agreement, but no one would have thought that my eldest brother would choose to stand on the sidelines because of everything that girl had done, or just plan to help a little. She didn't intend to use her heart and effort, or her efforts have become counterproductive.

"Since I was young, I have never seen my father being gentle to my mother, but the father in my mother's mouth is always gentle and kind, but I have never seen him treat my mother like that. He is always cold to my mother, It's like a piece of ice that won't melt for a thousand years, but my mother always likes to have a cold face, and ran to him to greet him with all kinds of tenderness, but my father never met the slightest move, on the contrary, it became more and more day by day Serious, and even hit my mother later. At that time, my mother’s despair at that time is still in my mind. My mother was sitting on the ground covering her face with her hands, and then tears fell down. I can see it Qing mother's eyes at that time, his eyes were full of deep despair, I believe that mother at that time even thought of dying, but he persisted in the end, I don't know what made mother persist, maybe It’s my so-called child, maybe it’s something else. Anyway, under such circumstances, Zhong’s mother chose to persevere, and chose to do what she originally wanted to do, which she never thought of. I can’t remember exactly what happened when I was there, but my mother’s spirit became more and more crazy day by day.” When he said this, the little child said with a thick gleam in his eyes It's as if she wasn't affected by such a thing at all. When it comes to the evil spirit mother, everything she experienced back then is real, and what happened in front of her can be described casually by herself, even if she doesn't need to recall herself, she can still I remember how hysterical, crazy, and terrified my mother was at that time. He was afraid that his father would abandon him, but on the other hand, he didn't want his father to possess other people in his eyes. He wanted to occupy his father. To make him the only one in his father's eyes, but unfortunately he has never been in his father's eyes, so how could he care about such a thing?
After Chu Qing heard such words, she didn't say much, she just started doing it subconsciously, and she didn't remember that the two of them were indeed you and me at the beginning, and they even showed their affection in front of her. I just feel like a knife is piercing my heart, but now I feel something is wrong after hearing such words. If there was such a past between the two of them, how could it be possible to end up like this now? The happiness between two people It should continue. No matter how discordant it is, at least the love from the past still exists. How could it be possible to get to this point? In the final analysis, there is only one reason to explain it. , He has never loved his beloved girl, but instead used his beloved girl as a tool.

As for what kind of tool it is, Chu Qing naturally used his head to figure out that the whole family had such a huge effect at that time, as long as there was a family standing on his side, it would naturally add a boost to him , and I put my whole heart on my beloved girl at that time, so I was naturally not qualified to participate in such a thing, so at that time, he chose his beloved girl just to increase his bargaining chips. .

After thinking of such a thing, he couldn't help but feel a little more anger that he didn't even realize. How dare he do such a thing?And how could my elder brother stand on the sidelines, I don't believe that my elder brother didn't know about such a thing, or that my elder brother knew about such a thing at all, but he didn't tell himself at all, because my elder brother hated his beloved girl, he felt that he was betrayed That's why I brought myself to this point, so I said that my brother wanted revenge in his heart, but he couldn't show it too obviously, because his brother knew that he had no more love for him, so he chose a way. The most gentle way to put one's beloved girl to death is to use His Majesty's tenderness to kill one's own girl.

And what the elder brother can do is to stand on the sidelines, watching his beloved girl fall into the big net known to His Majesty little by little, watching his girl betrayed little by little, watching his little girl gradually fall into the net of love. The fall was little by little, deeper and deeper, and even at the end, the whole person was wrapped in a huge conspiracy to watch her betray her relatives, but she didn't move at all, and she didn't even have the desire to help. If you want to add fuel to the flames behind your back, if you don't think about your own affection, it is possible to put your girl to death behind your back. After all, I am an elder brother, and I know what kind of person I am. He is colder than anyone else, but he has a different friendship with himself.