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"In the end, the two of you didn't think about what I felt at all. You thought I was just a child, so naturally you couldn't understand your painstaking efforts, but at that time, I really could understand , If you say that you are willing to resign, explain to me or tell me that you are not abandoning me, but that you will pick me up after a while, in fact, I will live with hope, but how did you do it at that time? ?You pretended you didn’t see my pain, didn’t see my sadness, you didn’t see anything. The only thing you could think of was the other party, or you only thought about the pain of losing your daughter, but you didn’t think about me. I don't want to reply to you when I send my heart, but every time I almost have countless things to deal with, so I can't forgive you at all, or I can't give you enough comfort at all, but at that time What kind of person do you two think I am? In fact, I know better than anyone else what kind of thoughts you have in your heart. Of course I know that you two think I have no conscience, but Even if there is no conscience, so what, I know better than anyone what should be good, what should be the problem?"

After Shen Rousi said such words, she couldn't say anything more. After all, he had learned how selfish his parents were many years ago, but now they have refreshed their bottom line again. After all, His parents are actually not selfish, they just hope that they can become a so-called talent, a so-called Son of Heaven, but he has never thought about whether they can understand those for a child, or Talking about whether they can experience that feeling, what a child will look like in a place that is not familiar at all, they have never considered it at all, and if there is no distortion, they have never thought about what they can do. Spend those so-called days, so I don’t know what to say for a while. A child’s longing for their parents is something they can’t imagine, because a child doesn’t have such mature thoughts as they do, because they can still Comfort myself, I just hope that my child can have a better life, but for a child, he didn't think so, he just subconsciously felt that his parents abandoned him, and when he understood later, all this changed. He became indifferent and numb, and he had no way to continue thinking about these things.

After Gu Xuerou heard such words, he didn't know what to say for a while. At first, he thought that his daughter's return was just such a troublesome thing. After all, she actually liked this daughter very much. So I don’t know why my daughter has become like this now. He still doesn’t have the philosophy of his own life experience in his heart. I learned from my daughter because I learned it badly outside, but It is only now that I understand that at the beginning, in the eyes of my daughter, I abandoned him. At the beginning, I felt that it was my most real choice to lose my daughter because of the pain, and it was for my daughter's good. But now, after hearing such words, After that, I couldn't say what I wanted to say for a while. After all, I still felt a deep sense of guilt in my heart. It turned out that my daughter was just a child in the 80s, so she couldn't understand what I did. This matter is how much our own daughter relied on him at the beginning. He knows better than anyone else in his heart, so when he thinks of it, his heart still hurts, because he always thinks of his daughter relying on him The small appearance, but it has not been compared with the current father.

He was surprised to find that his daughter was not at all similar to now. He was Yili's daughter and she was completely different from now, so he didn't know what to say for a while, but after a long time, he still couldn't bear it. He closed his eyes slightly, and there flashed a little helplessness and confusion that he didn't even realize. In fact, he didn't know when it started, and now he didn't know what his daughter was like at all. In the end, is it your daughter or the so-called daughter I recalled? Now this daughter is actually your own business. In the final analysis, why I hate it is just because the person in front of me is different from the one in my memory. , so he subconsciously hates the existence of this daughter, otherwise, how could he say such things to his daughter, because he has always thought that he was dead for so many years, but it was just because he lost his daughter. If my daughter really stays with my mother, my department may dislike him, but it is because he is no longer my daughter in my eyes, or he has been completely loved by me. She was replaced by her youngest daughter. After all, she was a mother, and what she did was indeed not qualified enough.

"I believe that my mother should feel that I am not the same as when I was a child, right? After all, I was exactly the same as when I was at the beginning, but how did my mother do it at the beginning? Speaking of your mother at the beginning, she already put I pressed my heart on the ground and rubbed it. Do you still expect me to react? After all, what kind of reaction does my daughter have after being submissive? After all, what choice can I make for a child like me? Or should I rebel against my mother? In the end, all I could do at that time was to obey me. Only by obeying my mother, could I believe that my mother would come back to pick me up one day, but my mother was wrong, and all she sent was letters one by one. Yes, one hypocritical letter after another, I don’t even have the desire to reply. You naturally don’t know how much suffering I suffered based on the friendship between Master and Venerable Master when I said it. You know that you have never learned anything about one How does the child feel a little bit, to experience those feelings? Do you know? You don’t know at all. You don’t know what kind of day a child should pass by at such a time. In the final analysis, such What should the world do, in fact, you don’t know at all, and you don’t care at all, you only care about what you thought at the time, after all, you still feel wronged and sad for yourself, and you feel that you have paid too much But I never thought about whether these things are what I want. Are you the kind of parents who treat your beloved children like this? After all, you are also hypocritical to the extreme, and you keep saying yes I think about me, I don’t know if I really think about me at the end, the one in your heart will be clear, after all, I have started to live as you imagined now, what do you think , Do you still remember it now? I’m afraid I can’t remember it long ago, I understand such things better than anyone else.”

After hearing such words, Shen Wei didn't say much. In fact, he knew what kind of life his daughter had experienced, so he knew that his daughter was a strict and disciplined model, but she never combined these things with My wife mentioned that in the end, I was just afraid that my wife would not be able to bear such grievances. In the end, life there is naturally extremely difficult, because that is the life that children without parents experience when they are young. The children of my daughter will be sent there when they are close to adulthood, so I don’t know what to say for a while, I know what I did wrong, I missed the best years of my daughter, and I also missed The opportunity to accompany his daughter, in fact, he knows all of this, but now that she has come to this point, she has never regretted it, and she doesn't know how to regret it, but facing his wife's probing eyes, He didn't know what to say for a while, he knew what he would think if he didn't tell his wife, even he and his wife were as addicted to the happiness of their little daughter, they seemed to have a new one Daughter, as if she has forgotten her eldest daughter, what kind of life is she living?She just forgot all of this.

"This matter has nothing to do with your mother. He doesn't know anything. He told me all this, so naturally you don't shut up and blame your mother. Your mother is indeed dealing with such things. It's too selfish, of course I know it, but you have to understand how it feels for a mother to lose her child for so many years, and then put all her feelings on another child. Your mother loves you so much, so there are naturally some problems with your personality. Naturally, your mother is also afraid of losing another child. In fact, your mother has resented us for so many years. How can she not resent me? After all, I put you I sent you away, so naturally I should bear most of the responsibility, so if you want to hate, you can only hate me. After all, your mother really loves you, but he is just afraid of losing, right? Too much fear of losing, that’s why you forced your mother to be like this. If you really have to find someone to resent, in fact, it’s best that this person is me, because these things really have nothing to do with your mother. It has nothing to do with it, so I am naturally willing to bear your so-called resentment, but you are always my daughter."