villain breeder

But when he got bigger and bigger, he found that his aunt looked at him more and more wrongly. This kind of thing made him feel scared, but he had no place to quit the group, no place to hide, even if he was the closest to him My sister, he has no way to tell his suffering, but he subconsciously wants to avoid his aunt, as long as he can get farther and farther away from his aunt, this is already the best thing, and he doesn't ask for anything , I don’t want anything anymore, I just hope to stay away from my aunt, because the eyes of my aunt make him feel scared, and she is afraid that what kind of things my aunt will do one day, if it is irreversible at that time, he and his sister He really likes his sister, even though she was unfriendly to him from the beginning, but he really thinks that her sister is a very good person in his heart, so Said that he really wanted to get close to his sister, as long as he could get close to her, even if his sister beat him and scolded him, he would always be happy in his heart, so at this moment, he felt unprecedented panic in his heart.

Until later, my sister's scream broke all my expectations and fantasies. In the end, my aunt still chose to understand my own life. At that moment, she was dull, and there seemed to be countless thoughts in his heart Things were broken, countless ideas and beliefs were broken, and there was no chance of peace between him and his sister and his father, even if he knew that his father might not be his real father, or it was not his memory. The father in the house, but there is no more between them, maybe the father is gradually getting away from me, and my sister doesn't like me anymore, so his life in this family has become as difficult as when he first came here He got up, but he never felt anything, he just hoped that his sister could smile again, it’s been a long time since he smiled, so he was really worried about him in his heart, and hoped that his sister could smile, even if it was just a fake smile , That was the best, so he tried his best to make his sister laugh, but the way her sister looked at him was filled with hatred and disgust. Such eyes made him dare not do anything else .

He subconsciously wants to avoid his sister, but how can he avoid her? My sister is the first person he likes in this family. If he really avoids her, who else can he stay with in the future? Woolen cloth?After all, I can be regarded as his only reliance in this family, so when he saw his sister, he couldn't help but feel at ease, so for a while, he felt a little more panic that he didn't even realize. If he can't even stay with his sister, who else can he stay with?After all, what he is afraid of is fear. After all, no matter what time it is, he is just a child. He is not very old now, and he doesn't understand anything. He only knows that his father has changed now. He became more and more dull. After all, his father was the pillar of the family. Even if his mother was gone, he thought his father would still be able to stay.

After all, even when my mother asked my father for a divorce, my father never stayed like this. It wasn't that the aunt herself was no longer qualified to call her mother. After a moment of shock, but in an instant, I realized that I tried my best to prevent my aunt from divorcing her. I saw it in my eyes at that time, so I naturally knew that my father was a particularly powerful man. People, he can use all the means around him to keep his aunt by his side, even if he wants to tie his aunt by his side, at first he felt that this kind of love was very paranoid and terrifying, but It was only later that I found out that this was actually a very good way. My father used a very good way to keep his aunt by his side. Even if the two of them were like this, no one would be happy, but as long as Seeing his words, I knew all the bursting factors in my father, and all became calm.

As for why this is the case, because he is the same person as his father in his bones, he naturally knows how to make himself feel more comfortable, just as long as he stays by his side, the whole person seems to be much younger , In fact, he is still afraid of his sister, because he is afraid that her sister will look at him with that kind of hostile eyes, so he doesn't dare to get close to her now, and the farther away from her, the better, as long as she doesn't let her see him, or If you say don't let your sister look at him with that kind of hateful eyes, then everything is good, so he subconsciously forced himself to avoid his sister's eyes to understand, it will be farther and farther away, only in this way can he see Not seeing the deep disgust and disgust in his sister's eyes, only in this way can he deceive himself, saying that he still prefers and loves himself as before.

Until a shocking thing happened later, his father chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building, because he heard that the company had more and more debts, and his father couldn't accept such a thing, so he finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building, but he I have heard countless people say that my father is a business subject, no matter what decision he makes is right, so he doesn't know why his father would take such a measure, and he doesn't know what happened What, my sister's grandparents wanted to come and pick him up, but my sister refused. They led me to live a poor and down-and-out life in this house, and he didn't know why he was bleeding himself. I was moved and wanted to quench my thirst for you, but found that my sister still looked at me with unkind eyes.

Later, I realized that my sister wanted to support the family alone. I just existed as a member of the family. The young sister tried to support the family with her shoulders and didn't want to let this family live. The family is broken, even if he supports the family all day long, it seems that everyone in the family is the same, they are still a complete and happy family, after all, my sister is just maintaining this vain fantasy, When it came to what he was thinking in the first few quarters, he was a little unclear, but he could know that this was the only idea that his sister could persevere, so in his heart, he was more afraid of him, afraid of his sister's support. A day that can't go on will bring my sister to the day when her illusions are disillusioned. At that time, my sister will definitely collapse, so the day when he will send a dispatch next time, he even hopes that he can let his sister through his current performance. Keep this dream alive for a little longer.

But my sister didn't break this fantasy at all. He still worked hard day by day. My sister even chose to work hard in society to support himself in school. When he knew it at that time, he was afraid in his heart. , I was even afraid that my sister would hate me because of this month, because it is a great right and opportunity for a person to study, so he felt afraid in his heart that he was afraid that his sister would be completely lost in such a society. It's a complicated thing, even if he hasn't touched it before, those gossips are enough to make him crazy, so he subconsciously wants to pull his sister back to him so that she can no longer bear these burdens After all, my sister's shoulders are too immature. He tried his best to make himself grow up quickly, but there was no way to change all this.

Later, I found out that my sister's grandparents had passed away. No matter how much my uncle tried to help, there were still a lot of troublesome things that I didn't do. I hope to accept any help from them. My sister even feels in her heart that her grandparents killed her mother. If her grandparents hadn’t persuaded her mother like that, her mother would not have ended up in such a situation at the end. So my sister’s heart Full of deep hatred, she hated her grandpa and grandma, but at the last moment, she still went to see them for the last time. At that time, she saw her sister crying like rain, and wanted to go forward and hug her, but But I know that I can't do it, I can't force myself by my identity, and stop myself by my identity, I don't have the right to stand in front of my sister and hold myself in her arms and say, no matter how many thoughts I have, I can only Holding back in my heart, I was thinking alone, if I really revealed a little bit, I would only get nothing in the end. After all, my sister probably hates such a disgusting person like myself in her heart?

I also once proposed to my sister and my sister that I should go out to Xiabu by myself, so that I can get everything I want. After all, sooner or later, I still have to own my own life through my own labor and my own hands, so I said to my sister that I would go out to work. To insist on work-study, but was severely criticized by my sister, my sister has matured at this time, she has a strong hope in her eyes, that is the hope for life.But the resentment towards herself is not so little, as if these days have been smoothed out, the resentment in her heart, her sister is already an adult, beautiful and beautiful, but mature and stable, he no longer goes to her at this time Instead of doing those not-so-good jobs, he has some jobs that others can't compare to. Through his own efforts, he was admitted to the best university, graduated from the university, and has a suitable job.

I just heard some vaguely, so I don't know very clearly in my heart.