The high-cold actor is clingy by nature

I seldom think about death, because my mother just couldn't stand being beaten by my father every day, so she took a rope and hung herself on the beam in the room, and then her body was sold.

She also told me to live a good life before that day, but she didn't do it herself.

Every question in the ground has no answer, until I answer all questions with death, that day I know that death is my only salvation.

I burned my wrists with burning incense candles, I ate incense ash, I swallowed all the gadgets that might kill me, I didn’t eat, except I dared not smash the incense burner, because I always held a glimmer of hope that Buddha should I.

It is impossible to die in this situation. I love this feeling of torturing myself, and I have a strange pleasure.

But I was found out.

When it wasn't the meal delivery time, there were footsteps, and he approached me to see clearly, he was a young master, in his teens, when he saw me, his young face was full of shock.

He is so good-looking, like someone walking out of a book, wearing a moon-white robe.

I stared at him blankly, thinking at the time that he had never seen such a sloppy person.

"Who are you?" He asked gently, his words soft.

"I'm the maid of the Liu family." She subconsciously wanted to say this, but later changed her words, "I'm the imprisoned Linglong."

I didn't expect him to come forward, check my wound, and then tore off the clothes from my body, and put it on the junction of the neck and the collar, and it didn't feel so painful anymore.

"I'll bring you some medicine next time, so you can get better soon."

He wandered around, looking at the dusty table and some blackened beds, without any dislike, he just looked at my thin clothes and asked, "Is it cold?"

I shook my head, nodded again, and he untied the cloak on me.

When I saw him, it seemed that something had come out. The desire to stay a few more days overcame the desire to die, because he said "come next time".

The second time he came, he brought a lot of things. He carried them in his arms. There was an exquisite hand stove, which was warmed and handed to my palm. There were snacks, incense powder, and hairpin rings. I shook my head and refused.

"Linglong, why don't you want anything?"

Does he not understand?All I want is freedom.

"How do you know this place?" I remember asking him.

He said that it was strange to see someone delivering food here by chance, and he remembered the fortifications being built back then, and he found out about it by secretly looking for the workers at that time.

"Then how did you pass the guard?"

"I'm the young master, so naturally I still have some right to speak."

I think what he said is reasonable, and I want to beg him to help me escape, but I don't dare.

"Why are you imprisoning me?" This is a question that has troubled me for a long time, and I finally got up the courage to ask it one day.

His face was pale at the time, and he said [don't know], but he knew it clearly.

I don’t want anything, but he still tried his best to bring in a lot of things. He brought a lot of books about plants. He said he liked plants. He pointed out every kind of flower to me. When he talked about these, he was very happy. I looked at him. Looking at his slender knuckles and seeing so many beautiful words between his thin lips and teeth, I really envy him.

He said he would teach me to read and write, so I waited underground to learn.I believed everything he said, because he was the only one who talked to me and told me stories growing up.

I asked him if he could find a way to help me escape.

He was silent for a long time every time, and then replied, "I will find a way."

He thought about this method for a year, and I was dragged by him for an extra year.

Until the last time he came, he untied my collar and wristband, and brought a sentence, "Wait for ten incense sticks, I will send everyone away, you follow the map from the woodshed to the northwest Xiaomen, there is the carriage I prepared, and the flowers in the woodshed are my presents to you."

After he left, I lit the incense sticks, watched them burn out, and then continued to light them until the time of ten sticks of incense passed. I trembled and walked to the place where the exit was. There was a ladder set up there, and I climbed up step by step to the woodshed , with the brilliant lights outside the window, I saw there was an epiphyllum, which happened to be in the night, and it was blooming with fragrance.

After nine years, I saw the world again.

I kissed it, and went out quickly. The whole journey was unimpeded, and soon I arrived at the small northwest gate. According to what he said, I got into the carriage, and there was a large bag of silver and new clothes in it. The carriage went to the next county.

Everyone in the Liu family died.

This matter is too big, and it has spread to several nearby villages and counties, and I also know it.

I rented a small yard near the Liu family mansion. I often asked people around if there was a young master who liked to wear moon-white gowns and play with flowers and plants in this family. They all said no, and the Liu family only had one sick The young master.

When I was looking for him, I found out that I don't know anything about him, I don't know his name, I don't know where he might go, I don't know how he saved me that night.

Later, I spent money to ask the yamen servant.

They didn't know what they had seen, or what they had been instructed by their superiors, and they refused to let go.

I begged the head catcher for a long time, and I said, "My brother is a servant in the mansion, I am very worried about him", and I almost gave away all the money that the young master left me before I asked.

On the day they received the report, they immediately went to the Liu family's mansion. Along the way, they saw that all the servants and servants in the house were dead. Still thinking of rescuing one or two nobles and making a fortune, he rushed into the inner courtyard without looking carefully.

I fooled him again and said, "There is a gentleman in the mansion who often wears a moon-white gown and has helped our family many times. I am grateful for his kindness and hope he is okay."

The head catcher also said that he had never seen such a person.

He said a few more words, saying that the nobles of the Liu family all died in an ugly way. They caught themselves to death in their sleep. The clothes on their bodies were all torn, and they were completely invisible. The scene was miserable and horrifying.

When he said this, he seemed to think of some horrible picture, he stopped his mouth tremblingly, and didn't ask any more questions.

The formerly prosperous Liu family mansion turned into a dead house, and slowly, it became deserted. The strange thing is that no one came to occupy it. Occasionally, a beggar would feel uncomfortable if he wanted to live in it, and he couldn't stay there for long. leave in an hour.

I still live in the rented house next to me, and I sneaked in to see it. There was nothing in it. The corpses should have been carried away that day, leaving the empty courtyard, the lanterns that will never be lit again, and the barrenness. I called "Little Master", hoping that he would answer me, but he never did.

Maybe he is an unknown teacher, so he is not known to everyone.

Maybe he escaped too, and he is already doing well.