Madam's black history was picked up

Si Tianmu suddenly regained his energy, like a person who is used to delicacies from mountains and seas, suddenly saw a plate of wild vegetables found in the mountains, which made him salivate.

So Si Tianmu arranged a coincidence to make Anyajie his bodyguard.

"Oh, Si Tianmu, it turns out that you approached me just to taste the 'game'." Anyajie sneered.

"I turned a blind eye to you, which aroused your big man's possessiveness, that's all, ha ha."

Anyajie's mouth was bitter, and even the smile on her face was extremely bitter.

"I'm not sure, how much affection and freshness you have for me now, how long can this freshness last?"

"The woman next to you has never been broken since you were in school. Will it really end when you come to me?"

"I have such great magic power, can I hold your heart firmly, and how long can I hold on to it when I am worried every day?" A dazed look appeared in Anyajie's eyes.

At this moment, An Yajie saw the picture in the photo frame again. She was plotted against by Murong Lan, scolded by the media, was blocked in the supermarket and was thrown eggs and vegetable leaves.

But Si Tianmu never came out and said a word for her.

When Murong Lan cut her own competition uniform and blamed Anyajie, Si Tianmu gave her two slaps without asking why.

Anyajie recalled the scene when Si Tianmu slapped her face fiercely, she couldn't help reaching out to caress her face, and until now she felt her face was aching.

An Yajie's eyes suddenly flashed hatred and disgust: "Si Tianmu, do I have to have you?"

At this moment, Si Tianmu's anxious voice came from Anyajie's ear: "An Ya, where are you? Anya."

Anyajie came back from the illusion all of a sudden, the glowing door was suddenly closed, and Anyajie was suddenly immersed in the fog again.

She stood in the thick fog and looked around. There was fog everywhere, making it hard to tell the difference between south, east and north.

At this moment, Si Tianmu's anxious voice came from next to her ear: "An Ya, where are you? Anya."

Anyajie really heard Si Tianmu's voice, but she didn't agree and just sneered in her heart.

"Hmph, has your phantom disappeared? Murong Lan has also disappeared, so you think of me now." Anyajie's eyes were cold.

At this moment, a big hand suddenly grabbed Anyajie's arm: "Anya, I finally found you! Where did you go?" Si Tianmu's voice was both surprised and happy, and there was obvious panic.

Anyajie looked at Si Tianmu who looked anxious, and suddenly shook off Si Tianmu's hand.

Si Tianmu was taken aback, and looked at Anyajie in disbelief, because he could see hatred and disgust in Anyajie's eyes, and Anyajie's eyes made Si Tianmu feel unfamiliar like never before.

He cautiously tried to grab Anyajie's hand, but Anyajie put her hand behind her back.

"An Ya, you... what's wrong with you?" Si Tianmu's outstretched hand froze in the air, and he didn't know whether to take it back.

Anyajie didn't speak, just looked at Si Tianmu with cold eyes.

Si Tianmu was stung by Anyajie's strange and cold eyes, so he could only comfort her cautiously.

"Anya, this is the foggy forest, and the hallucinogens inside are very strong. No matter what you see or hear, don't believe it, because those are all fake, they are just your hallucinations."

"Oh, is that so?" Anyajie sneered.

"Then the prison where I spent six years was also an illusion? Is it also an illusion that you slapped me twice because of Murong Lan?"

Si Tianmu was choked all of a sudden, and it dawned on him at this moment that in the depths of Anya's heart, she had never let go of the past.

He finally understood why An Yajie looked at him with such eyes.

Si Tianmu immediately supported Anyajie's shoulders, and looked into her eyes seriously: "Anya, I never regret that we had an unpleasant past."

"I regard it as the cornerstone of our relationship. People often only know how precious what they once had is only when they lose it."

"If it wasn't for your sudden departure, I wouldn't have seen my heart so quickly, and I wouldn't have known how important you were to me at that time."

"Wouldn't it be a little unfair to me if you hated or disliked me now just because you thought about the past?"

Anyajie looked at Si Tianmu, pursed her lips but said nothing, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know what she was going to do now.

In fact, An Yajie also understands that it is a bit ridiculous to go through old accounts now, but the scenes she saw just now flashed through her mind like a movie.

Those pictures are so clear, those memories are so deep, she can't ignore them, and she can't pretend that nothing happened.

Thinking of all the sufferings she suffered because of pursuing Si Tianmu, she felt worthless for herself in her heart, so that when she thought that she was with Si Tianmu now, she looked down on herself very much.

"There are no men in the world, why do you have to hold on to him?"

Si Tianmu looked at Anyajie's constantly changing face, knowing that she was still stuck in the vortex before and couldn't get out.

Si Tianmu patiently enlightened her: "An Ya, we can't change what happened in the past. The only thing we can change is our future."

"We can't always live in the past, the past can only be used to remember, it is definitely not a necessity of our life, at most it is just a seasoning."

"What we should grasp most is the present, and what we need to work on together is the future. I don't believe that a smart person like you can't see through this."

"The reason why you are angry and unbalanced in your heart is at most because you think that you used to always revolve around me. You have lost and missed too much because of me."

"But my life hasn't changed in any way. I still eat, drink and play with me. So you must be thinking now, why do you have to rely on me? I'm not the only man in the world anymore. Yes or no?"

Anyajie's eyes widened when she heard this. Could it be that Si Tianmu has supernatural powers, he knows what she's thinking.

Si Tianmu knew from Anyajie's expression that he had hit her heart. He silently wiped off his sweat in his heart, and at the same time thanked Xiao Mo very much in his heart.

That guy always showed off his micro-expression skills in front of the other boys when he had nothing to do. Si Tianmu learned what he learned and sold it now, and the effect seemed to be pretty good.

Si Tianmu immediately looked at Anyajie with an aggrieved expression: "Anya, why do you only think about the bad things from the past?"

"Aren't our happy pasts not worth mentioning in your heart? We have experienced life and death together on an isolated island, and you have pulled me back from hell again and again."

"We acted together to make my mother accept you, and we went to the mountains to find Ming Ziguo. We spend every day at home, living a two-person world that only belongs to us."

"Why can't you think of these? Don't these wonderful experiences leave a little trace in your heart?"

When Si Tianmu said this, a look of pain appeared on his face. He couldn't let go of the hands holding An Yajie's shoulders, and laughed at himself.

"Anya, I thought our relationship was as solid as a rock, and no matter what happened, it wouldn't affect our relationship, but your performance today makes me feel that it's all my self-righteousness."

"No matter how beautiful we are, it's not enough for you to recall the past for 1 minute. If you recall the past once, you will hate me once. If you recall the past ten times, you will hate me ten times."

Si Tianmu looked seriously at Anyajie: "Then how much of your love for me is left, will it be slowly worn away by those bad memories?"

"When the time comes, we will turn from lovers to enemies, and in the end we will be the only ones suffering. Are you sure this is the result you want?"

Seeing that Anyajie's expression had slowly returned to normal, Si Tianmu breathed a sigh of relief, and decided to make another final kick.

"If grandpa is dying and sees her granddaughter finally grasping happiness, the old man is about to close his eyes, but her granddaughter wants to catch her because of recalling some bad things. let go of my happiness.”

"Do you think grandpa would jump out of bed and beat you in anger at that time?"

"Pfft." Anyajie was suddenly amused by Si Tianmu's bizarre remarks.

Seeing that An Yajie finally smiled, Si Tianmu almost knelt down to thank the heaven.

After Anyajie laughed, she looked at Si Tianmu seriously: "Tianmu, I'm sorry, I..."

Si Tianmu didn't wait for Anyajie to say anything, he pulled Anyajie over and hugged her tightly, feeling her breathing, her heartbeat, at this moment Si Tianmu felt a burst of peace of mind.

"Anya, I love you, no matter what happens, no matter how long it has been, I love you, I want to marry you, I want to have children with you, I want to grow old with you."

"Maybe we will quarrel, we will have cold wars, and we will have disagreements, but what does it matter, that is a normal married life."

"There is no couple that doesn't quarrel, unless they don't care about each other anymore. Only when they don't care can they stop fighting."

"So Anya, please promise me that we can quarrel, but never break up. I have never been a greedy person. All I want is to be with the person I like, that's all."

Anyajie could feel that Si Tianmu's heartbeat was much faster than usual, she knew that her action had frightened him just now, and An Yajie had already fully awakened from the phantom at this moment.

She has always been a smart person, she has always known what she wants, and she will not give up this hard-won happiness lightly.

Even if Si Tianmu didn't say so much, she could slowly think about it, let the past go, people can't always live in the past.

How can you know the taste of sweetness without bitterness, how can you know the value of reunion without separation.