I have this beautiful boy

He and Shen Bing walked together, one in front and one behind.

When he was with Shen Bing, Shen Suifeng behaved well. Although he was smiling, he was much more serious than when he was alone with me.

Shen Bing, on the other hand, stopped first when he saw me, and raised his hand to beckon me over.

I trotted for two steps, ran to Shen Bing with a smile, and said hello, "Master, hello."

Shen Bing saw that I was also happier, and said with a smile: "Yugui is back, why don't you go to Shen's house?"

I quickly explained: "Because I am too tired, I have fallen asleep for the past few days, which made the Patriarch worry."

He nodded, exchanged a few casual greetings, and walked away with Shen Suifeng.

But after returning from Canglan Nation, my impression of Shen Bing has fallen to the bottom.

In order to get Qinyue Kingdom's help, I used relatives as coercion to force Shen Yanyun; I knew that Shen Suifeng was Shen Yanyun's son, but I didn't admit his identity, and I used tricks against me, a fake.

The city is so deep that people have to think about guarding against him.

A few months passed by so unremarkably, and finally on Jiang Yichen's eighth birthday, Qin Yueguo wrote back.

The letter stated that Jiang Yichen was young, but he was already the king of Xiang, and he was willing to send the nine princesses to the home of the king of Xiang to make the two countries friendly.However, Princess Nine is still young, and she hopes to settle the marriage first, and then hold the wedding when she is an adult.

When I heard the news, Jiang Yichen was practicing in the Prince's Mansion. Situ Yin taught him very seriously, while I was drinking tea and eating snacks.

After my repeated prayers, Situ Yin helped me conceal that I was also his apprentice, and saved me enough face in front of Xiao Yichen.

When receiving that letter, Situ Yin said with a smile: "Yichen has already settled the important events of his life at such a young age, which is really admirable. Thinking back to when I..."

Just as he was about to complain, Mu Qing walked out of the room holding his stomach, and said with a smile, "What happened to you back then?"

Seeing Mu Qing coming out, Situ Yin hurriedly stepped forward to help her, and said cheekily: "Think about how hard it was for me to find you and marry you. From this point of view, Yichen is too easy gone."

Having said that, I became interested, and went to help Mu Qing, while gossiping cheerfully: "When I left Lanyou country, I never heard of His Royal Highness getting married. Why did I even have a child when I came back?" , What's the story between you two?"

Situ Yin said with a smile: "Mu Qing was brought back by my painstaking efforts when I was a child. I wanted to marry him back a long time ago. Who knows that he has always disagreed. I have waited until now. My father often complains and asks me Is it as good as Longyang?"

He also made a complaining expression, causing Mu Qing to pinch his waist lightly, and the two of them teased for a while before giving up.

Watching the two of them fight and fight, I can see the gods.

When we were in Canglan Country, Shen Suifeng and I always seemed to be fighting like this, but in my heart, he was still a child.

After I came back, I deliberately distanced myself from him and avoided him.

He was also assigned other jobs, and the number of times he could meet became less and less.

Situ Yin raised his hand and shook it in front of my eyes, asking, "What are you thinking about? So preoccupied?"

I coughed twice in embarrassment, and said, "I'm wondering... I wonder if Qinyue Kingdom will find an excuse to let Yu Qing go back."

Situ Yin shook his head and said, "Probably not. After all, we are engaged. Even if we take it back, we still have to send it back."

He beckoned, let Jiang Yichen come over, and showed him the contents of the letter.

Jiang Yichen's face gradually stretched out, showing a big smile, but still trying to restrain his emotions, he said with a smile: "Thank you mother, thank you master, Yichen will definitely work hard."

When we left in the evening, Situ Yin sent me out and let Yichen go first.

I wondered: "You push Yichen away, do you want to say something to me?"

Situ Yin asked me back: "Do you know why the father wanted to be crowned king by Yi Chen?"

This question really caught me. Originally, being named a Marquis was enough to be worthy of a princess of a neighboring country. There was really no need to be named a king, and I was even given a title, which was a bit too eye-catching.

Seeing my puzzled expression, Situ Yin said: "Supporter, help me, my father took this opportunity to use Jiang Wuya's name to give Yichen the title of king, in order to let Yichen help him in the future."

I wondered: "Your Majesty wants to regain the country, and Yichen will do his best to take the word Xiang well."

Situ Yin nodded and said, "Yichen was crowned king at such a young age, this must be another disturbance, let's take care of it."

However, the turmoil that Situ Yin expected did not come.

As soon as the news of Yichen being crowned king came out, although he was quite shocked, no one stood up to object.

Regarding this point, I am somewhat relieved. I expected that Jiang Wuya would feel at ease under the Nine Springs.

In front of his tombstone, I said with a smile: "Jiang Wuya, you have lost face. Now that Yichen has been named King Xiang, he will marry the ninth princess of the Qinyue Kingdom when he becomes an adult. If you think about it, you can see all of this. With your protection, Yichen's journey should be smoother."

"That's not necessarily the case. No one objected this time. I think it's all due to you."

Suddenly Shen Suifeng's voice came from behind, and then he appeared beside me.

I quickly took two steps back and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Shen Suifeng grabbed me and said, "I've been back for several months, and I always have no time to see you, either in front of the Patriarch, or you always avoid me. I finally caught you today."

I pushed his hand away and muttered, "Who wants you to catch him, and why is it my asylum?"

Shen Suifeng smiled and said: "We all know that you are a lawless person. If you say you kill someone, you will kill him. Jiang Yichen also called you his mother. Who dares to provoke you?"

Hearing what he said, I didn't like it anymore. I raised my hand and hit him, saying: "Whoever says I kill people will kill them. I have a reason for killing people."

Shen Suifeng took my hand and said, "Yes, yes, there is a reason. It is also a reason for people to object to your son being a king with a different surname."

I thought about it, and what he said seemed to make sense, and I couldn't refute it, so I pouted and said, "What are you doing here, tell me quickly."

Shen Suifeng put away the smile on his face, took a deep breath, took my hand, and said to Jiang Wuya's tombstone, "Senior Jiang, I love Yugui. I want to protect her with my whole life just like you. I hope you Izumi knows, so I can agree."

Shen Suifeng has always been reserved, never said such explicit words, I was really taken aback.

I quickly shook off his hand and stammered: "You, you, what do you want to do? If you dare to say such presumptuous words to Jiang Wuya, don't blame me for being rude to you!"

This time, Shen Suifeng was not frightened by me. He still held my hand tightly and said persistently: "No matter what he has done to you, I will treat you twice in the future. It has nothing to do with age. I hope you can give I have this opportunity."

I was very confused, I have never seen Shen Suifeng like this before, I think he must be crazy to be so restless, so...abnormal.

I struggled to get rid of his shackles, and left here as if I was escaping, but at a corner, I saw Jiang Yichen.

I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say, he probably... heard it all.

I wanted to pretend that nothing happened and walked over, but when I passed by, Jiang Yichen stopped me.

He looked up at me and said with a smile: "Although I hate Shen Suifeng very much, he is sincere to his mother, not necessarily less than his father, so if mother likes him too, don't worry about Yichen, Yichen accept."

When he said that, I was even more embarrassed.

I faltered and said something: "I don't have it." Then I quickly fled here.

I have been thinking about what I would do if Shen Suifeng came to find me again, but it turns out that I was too worried.

On the second day, I heard that Shen Suifeng was sent by Shen Bing to a secret mission to another country.

Hearing this news, I let out a long sigh of relief, and then put a hand on my shoulder.

Situ Yin smiled and said, "Is it so relaxing to hear that he's not here?"

I turned around, patted his hand away, sighed and said, "You don't understand, I'm in a mess right now, it's the best choice not to see you."

Situ Yin said again: "If you feel confused, it means you have him in your heart. If that's the case, why don't you choose to be together?"

Situ Yin's words pointed out my concerns, and I was still a little upset. Just as I was about to walk away, he said, "Is it because of age? Or because of Jiang Wuya? Or because he is from the Shen family?"

When he asked me this question, I was also stunned.

What is the reason for not accepting Shen Suifeng?It seems that there are all these reasons, and it seems that there are none.

If you say you don't like it?It doesn't seem right either.

Just like Jiang Wuya at that time, I will have some small expectations for him, I will miss him when he is not around, my face will blush when he is close, and my heart will beat faster...

I was still thinking, and my cheeks couldn't help turning red.

Situ Yin patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile: "I'm telling you as someone who has been there, cherish the person in front of you. When you are determined to be together, all obstacles will no longer be obstacles."

After saying this, he walked away in a very sensible manner, and I couldn't help but relax, fortunately, my embarrassment would not be seen by him.

As night fell, I returned to the familiar river and sat down quietly with the breeze blowing on my face, which was very pleasant.

It seems that only at this time can I gain unprecedented peace in my heart, calm down, and think seriously about the problem.

What does Shen Suifeng mean to me?
Finally, when the sky was about to turn pale, I found the answer.

He is not Jiang Wuya, nor Yan Ge, he means more to me than anyone else before.

Even if he left me for only two days, when I can't see him, when I don't know his recent situation, I still feel pain in my heart.

In my ignorance, I probably understood that this should be love.

It was also at this moment that I finally let go of all my burdens, and I finally saw my heart clearly.

No matter what the future is, whether you are happy or not, whether you can live to see the sun tomorrow, but as long as you can be with him today, everything in the future will become less scary.

I have already decided, when Shen Suifeng comes back, I will tell him.

However, I never thought that it would take three years for Shen Suifeng to leave.