I have this beautiful boy

"Try this horse first, I picked it just for you."

When these words fell into my ears, I was so startled that I was so frightened, it was clear...it was a man?

Seeing my expression as if struck by lightning, Yan Ge turned his head to look at me and asked softly, "What's wrong? Is there a problem?"

I quickly put away my expression, said softly: "It's all right." and walked towards the horse.

To be honest, although I have seen this thing when I was young, seeing it and being able to control it are completely different things.

In addition, I am relatively small, and I just climbed on the horse's back after a lot of effort, but when it shook, I fell off again intact.

Maybe it was this kind of setback that I had never received before, which made my strong heart become weak in front of this man in an instant.I didn't speak, but I looked at Yan Ge pitifully for help.

Yan Ge sighed, and said, "Tighten the reins, tighten your legs, and know how to control the horse, which will give you a favorable position in the subsequent war. After all, the horse runs faster."

After saying this, he stood aside and looked at me without saying a word.

Seeing that the possibility of getting him to give up this idea is not great, I can only bite the bullet.

However, no matter how many times I try to climb up, I will fall down intact in the end.

The most successful time, I stayed on the horse for more than ten seconds, but the horse ran up and I fell off again.

Before he knew it, the sky was already dark, and Yange who was standing beside him also had a black hair. He must have never seen such a stupid person.

After I fell down again, I felt that I had no strength to conquer the horse anymore, so I stammered and said, "Master... this horse has its own thoughts."

Seeing my embarrassed appearance, Yan Ge suddenly laughed, raised his hand and patted my head, and said, "Ma Du has more ideas than you, forget it, go back today, and continue tomorrow."

After speaking, turn around and leave.

I quickly hugged his leg, looked up at him pitifully, and said, "Master, can you let this horse go for now?"

Yan Ge stopped, pretending to be thinking, and said, "It's okay to let it go, but if you don't know how to ride a horse, how will you go to the battlefield in the future?"

After thinking about it for a long time, I said with a pleading tone: "If it really doesn't work...do you underestimate the function instead?"

Seeing my distressed expression, Yan Ge said, "Alright, then I will teach you lightness kung fu and spells from tomorrow, but you still have to practice horseback riding for two hours a day."

Before I finished speaking, I didn't wait for me to continue to plead, and disappeared with a light kung fu.

On the way home from the racecourse, I hummed a ditty and bounced back.

Many years later, when I think about the events of that day, I also feel my heart melt. It was from this day that dating began.

Ten years of imprisonment in the iron face taught me to obliterate my feelings and kill decisively, making me like a ghost from hell, existing only as a tool of war.

Yange's company has taught me countless spells and... the feeling of home.

Sometimes he is strict, and sometimes he is caring. Facing my scoundrel, he can only smile helplessly.

I always think that if my parents are still there, this should be the feeling.

As soon as he arrived at the door of the house that night, he ran into Jiang Wuya who had been waiting for a long time.

As soon as he saw me, he approached me with a smile and asked, "I feel good on the first day of apprenticeship. I saw you come back bouncing around."

I gave him a blank look in embarrassment, then unconsciously slowed down my pace, pretended to be calm, and said, "None of your business."

Jiang Wuya grabbed my shoulder and said, "Can you stop pretending to be cold? Speaking of which, you are still a child. As a child, you should be more innocent."

Hearing the word "children", I couldn't help but feel a tingle in my heart.

That's right, if it wasn't for the people from Lan Youguo, I should still be a child now.

I pretended to be calm, and said with a sneer, "I am not an ordinary child."

Jiang Wuya didn't seem to notice my emotions, put his hands behind his head, and said to himself: "You used to have no choice, but at least now, you can choose the life you want. I think, the king's fee is so big The purpose of letting you out of the control of the iron face is to give you back a decent childhood. Of course, it is also to give you a chance to choose again. Continue to reject people thousands of miles away, or... to live warmer."

"Maybe."

I murmured softly, but the words should have also entered his ears.

He didn't say much, just looked at me with a smile.

Only then did I realize that when he calmed down, his whole body radiated a warm light, making him extremely comfortable.

I stretched out my hand involuntarily, wanting to touch the ray of light, but met his astonished eyes.

I hurriedly stopped, coughed twice in embarrassment, and then thought about Yan Ge, and quickly opened my mouth to break the embarrassment: "What's the matter with my master, why does he have a woman's face, but the voice is a man?"

Jiang Wuya, who was still astonished at first, suddenly laughed exaggeratedly when he heard my words, and after a long time, he took my arm and asked with a smile: "You didn't say he looks like a woman, did you?" ?”

I withdrew my arm from his hand with a look of disgust, then took two steps back, stood at a safe distance, and said: "I didn't say it, there was no chance, I received a ton of blows early in the morning. What's the matter? Can you make you laugh like this?"

Tired of laughing, Jiang Wuya leaned on the wall with one hand and rubbed his stomach with the other, and said, "He is indeed a pure man, but there is no way he can grow into this appearance. He has been very handsome since he was a child. We were classmates. When we were young, we had a lot of love.男生都以为他是女孩子，送礼物，表白的一大堆，甚至还有人专门向君王提亲，想迎娶他。偏生他的法术又极强，这些人都被揍得挺惨的。”

I looked like I was watching a play, and asked, "Then have you been beaten badly?"

Jiang Wuya tossed his hair, and said arrogantly: "How come, I'm very good, he is not my opponent."

I asked again with a look of disgust: "So, you did chase after him?"

Jiang Wuya didn't expect to be surrounded by me, he coughed a few times in embarrassment, and said, "Little boy, don't ask about these things."

Then, as if he was afraid of my questioning, he quickly turned serious, and then changed the subject: "But then again, I'm also quite surprised that Yange is willing to accept you as an apprentice."

I asked, "How do you say that?"

He stroked his beardless chin, and said in a puffed voice, "Yange is actually a very difficult person to get along with, um...with a withdrawn personality, probably just like you."

Hearing him describe it like this made me feel a little uncomfortable, after all, I was not born with such a personality.

I asked, "Could he have had the same experience as me?"

Jiang Wuya shook his head and said, "Impossible, the hell system was only opened ten years ago, and you are the first batch. No one knows what happened to Yan Ge, but most of the time he is Staying alone, even if you are on the battlefield or performing a mission, you are alone. The king has made some efforts, but they all ended in failure. In other words, you are the first person who can get close to him."

After listening to these remarks, I couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

Yan Ge's appearance does have an aura of being unfriendly to strangers, but after getting along with him for a day, I still think he is very easy-going, not as Jiang Wuya said.

Jiang Wuya also seemed to see my thoughts, and then told him: "Don't think too much, at least he doesn't reject you now, and he is a very strong person, so you should learn from him. But Remember one thing, you must not praise him for his good looks, you must not, or you will regret it!"

Speaking of the last sentence, he deliberately made a grimace that he thought was scary.

"Got it, got it." I raised my hand to push his face away, and asked, "Don't you need to accompany your son today?"

Jiang Wuya rubbed his face, and said with a smile: "My son has been sent to school. I don't need to accompany him. He... is very sensible."

Jiang Yichen, in my opinion, is a very sensible and cute little dumpling, but it is unbelievable that a child of this age is so sensible.

I wondered: "His mother..."

Seeing that I hesitated to speak, Jiang Wuya sighed, and said: "Not long after he was born, Lan Youguo was taken advantage of by the enemy country because of the loss of confidential information, and suffered heavy losses. Because I am in a high position, in order to force me to I gave in and let the traitor hidden in the capital snatch away Yichen. Later, in order to save Yichen, she was alone in danger. When I arrived, she had already..."

How has it been, he didn't go on, but I also guessed a lot.

However, what I really can't figure out is why Jiang Wuya is still so optimistic after going through such a thing.

Shouldn't it be depression in the face of the death of a loved one?Even if he wasn't depressed, at least he shouldn't be smiling like this now.

Jiang Wuya saw what I was thinking, and said with a smile: "This is what you need to learn, people can't always live in the past, as long as you have someone you want to protect, and someone you really care about, you will They make themselves happy."

I hesitated and asked, "But, for your late wife, don't you feel that you can't smile at all when you think of her leaving?"

Jiang Wuya sighed, and said: "I am sad that she passed away, but the life of a living person must go on. If I am depressed all day long, what should Yichen do? He is still so young and has no mother. If he is still living in hatred, I can't imagine what his future will be like."

Hearing the old father's remarks, I couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief, and said, "I'm so happy to be your child."

Jiang Wuya raised his hand and rubbed my head, and said with a smile: "Being my subordinate is also very happy. I will let you get rid of hatred and pain, and let you have a new life."

Maybe his words are too deep, maybe my heart is too fragile.

Two lines of hot tears fell from the sockets of my eyes, and I didn't even notice it.

Just as he was talking, someone suddenly came to report: "Yugui, the king announces that you will enter the palace to have an audience."

Jiang Wuya rubbed his chin, and said with a puzzled look: "It's strange, what is the king looking for you so late?"

I let out a long sigh of relief, shook my head, and said, "I don't know, let's go and have a look."

The place where I live is still relatively far from the palace, and it took me a long time to get there. After a series of inspections, I walked for a long time in the palace.

When my legs felt a little weak, the palace guide finally stopped, turned around and said to me: "The king is here, hurry up and go in."

I nodded and walked in with heavy steps.

Just when I was about to step into the main hall, Yan Ge suddenly came out from inside. I was full of thoughts and didn't see it, so I bumped into him.

Although Yan Ge looked like a woman, her body was a solid man's body. My face hurt from the collision, so I couldn't help but take a few steps back.

"Master...Master, why are you here?"

I rubbed my sore face and carefully met his eyes.

Yan Ge didn't answer my question, but asked me with a serious face: "It's so late, what are you doing here?"

I faltered and said: "The king's people have passed the news that the king wants to see me."

Hearing this, Yan Ge's face changed suddenly, and a chill radiated from his whole body.

We faced each other in silence for a long time, and he said, "You don't have to go today."

I know that Yan Ge is the king's apprentice, so I don't need to mention the relationship between the two, but after all, the king summoned me. If I don't say hello, I just don't go. Is it too unreasonable?
In the future, if you commit another crime of disrespect, wouldn't that be asking for trouble?
I faltered and said: "But..."

Before the next words could be said, Yan Ge suddenly reached out, pinched my face, and walked out without hesitation.

I was in pain, so I had to keep up quickly.

When he arrived at an open space, he let go of his hand, took out a handkerchief and wiped his fingers, and said relaxedly, "Go home by yourself, let me tell you from the king's side."

Seeing my tangled expression, he added fiercely: "Don't say yes."

I babbled, didn't know what to say, so I rubbed my painful face, nodded, and said, "Master, good night." Then I turned and left.

But that whole night, I couldn't help but think, what was the king asking me for, why did Yan Ge object so much?

It was also because of too many things on my mind that I couldn't sleep all night, so I went to the racecourse with a pair of panda eyes.

When Yan Ge saw my appearance, he frowned instantly: "You didn't go to find the king yesterday, did you?"