I have this beautiful boy

"Fish return to obey."

An iron face appeared in front of me, blocking my way.

I can feel that this person is the leader of the iron face, and he is also the one who can subdue me with one hand.

Under the oppression of the powerful, I had no choice but to imitate their appearance, kneel on one knee, silently wait for the task he said.

Obviously he was very satisfied with my performance, nodded and said, "In the next month, as Yugui, you will follow Jiang Wuya to complete two intelligence escort missions and one assassination mission."

"Yes."

When he looked up again, Tie Mian had disappeared.

I couldn't help muttering, what kind of identity is this Jiang Wuya?
After ten years of hard work, after breaking out of the dark hell, I actually want to listen to him, so he must be a very remarkable and decisive person.

But this time, I was wrong.

Three days later, during the first mission, I saw Jiang Wuya again.

He still had the same smiling face, but he looked a bit more energetic in the corseted military uniform.

With us, there are three other people, two men and one woman.And the intelligence lies in this woman.

Jiang Wuya lectured us before leaving.

With his hands behind his back, he said solemnly: "The task of escorting the intelligence this time is of great importance. The lives of the soldiers are in our hands. Therefore, even if you sacrifice your life, you must send the intelligence. It must not be robbed." gone."

Hearing this, I think he looks like a leader.

However, in the next second, he put on a grinning expression and said, "Although that's the case, life is still important. Don't worry, even if I try my best, I will protect you."

Hearing this, I couldn't help but "cut".

The me who walked out of hell, with blood on my hands, is really different from someone like them who grew up in a harmonious family.

They talked and laughed along the way, like a spring outing, but I seemed out of place.

Jiang Wuya patted me on the shoulder, said with a smile: "Relax, don't always have a frightening expression."

I shook my shoulders, moved his hand away, took out the wine jug I carried with me and took a sip, and said with a sneer, "I'm not interested in your chat content, so don't bother me."

He was still relentless, walked around to the other side of me, and said, "It's not good for a girl of such a young age to drink alcohol." Then he raised his hand and wanted to take my flagon away.

I patted his hand away impatiently, and said coldly: "You don't need to worry about it."

All of a sudden, I felt a chill coming, and subconsciously sent out two silver needles to the side.

Sure enough, where the flying needle touched, two figures fell.

Jiang Wuya also became alert and shouted: "There are enemies, be careful."

But an enemy of this level is nothing to me. I performed lightness kung fu and instantly appeared behind the two of them. The silver needle in my hand pierced the throat quickly. In less than a second, both of them died without a single drop. blood.

Looking at the other side, many men in black rushed out at the same time, fighting with them.

Jiang Wuya's strength is outstanding, these few people are nothing to him, but the others are a little bit powerless.

Not long after, the woman carrying the information was captured, and at the critical moment, she threw the information to me without a trace.

But the most terrible thing is that the information is already in her mind, as long as she is brought back, the mission will still fail.

More and more people poured out beside her, and the person who grabbed her had already taken her away.

"If you don't rescue her at this time, you won't have a chance." Jiang Wuya said, and rushed over, but he was still blocked by a wave of people and couldn't go over.

Seeing that their figures were about to disappear, I flew out a poisonous needle, a hundred meters away, penetrated the bodies of the three, and directly pierced the woman's heart.

She died, killed by my own hands.

Jiang Wuya turned around and roared, "What are you doing!"

While dealing with the enemy, I said: "Our mission is to hold the information. If she is captured, the mission will fail. There are too many people, we must break out now."

Jiang Wuya hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't talk nonsense with me, he just looked at the right time and directed everyone to break through.

Finally, after night fell, we managed to break out with intelligence and arrived at a safe place.

However, the casualties were heavy this time, and only the two of us were left.

He did his best to bring a man out, but when he reached a safe place, the man had died.

At this time, I finally saw him differently.

His face was stern, melancholy, and filled with reluctance to part with his companion.

He looked at the corpse, without speaking for a long time.

I snorted coldly and said contemptuously, "Why, haven't you seen death?"

Hearing this, he raised his head, looked at me puzzled for a long time, and asked, "Why do you treat human life like nothing?"

Seeing his heartbroken look, I couldn't help but find it funny.

"You have strength and responsibility, but you lack courage." I took a sip of wine and said softly, "Is human life or the final result important? When I come out of that place, of course I will choose the result." My hands are stained with blood to be able to stand here. Everything I once cherished has been obliterated in front of my eyes, and I have no emotion. In other words, I don’t need emotion, so I was chosen to do it Such a task. And you are not suitable."

Hearing what I said, he didn't refute, just bowed his head silently.

Maybe to him, I'm just a different kind of person, no matter what he says, it's useless.

When I opened my eyes the next morning, he had already prepared dry food.

We finished eating face to face, and continued on our way, still speechless.

The mission was successfully completed. On the way back, he suddenly said softly to me: "Yugui, sooner or later you will understand that human feelings are above the mission."

I froze in place, pulled up the corners of my mouth to laugh, but couldn't.

I muttered: "Maybe, but it is more likely that I will die before that day."

"No, I will protect you."

After saying this in a deep voice, he turned around and walked in the direction of going back.

I followed behind him, step by step.

I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do, I don't even know what it's like to be where I am now.

In my world, there is only killing, but in their world, there are feelings.

I thought, that must be something wonderful.

It's like... a good day.

When we returned to the capital, it was already evening, and the sky was glowing red with the sunset glow.

At the gate of the city, a little boy looked like he had been waiting for a long time. When he saw us, he ran over happily.

"Father! Father, you are finally back!"

He rushed over and threw himself into Jiang Wuya's arms, but I was stunned, so this guy actually already has a family?

"Yichen, come over and say hello to Auntie."

After the two were sticky, Jiang Wuya suddenly turned around and pointed at me.

The little bean-like person suddenly looked at me, without distracting thoughts, and the innocent eyes made me panic instantly, not knowing what to do.

"Mother!"

He didn't call Auntie, but called this name and ran towards me.

I was embarrassed, and it was not wrong to stand still and refuse, nor was it wrong to hug him.

Fortunately, Jiang Wuya raised his hand in time, lifted Jiang Yichen up, put him at eye level, and said in a warning tone: "Don't shout, she is not your mother."

Then he gave me an apologetic smile and said, "I'm sorry, his mother left early, so I just want to express my friendliness to you."

I smiled awkwardly, but still stood where I was, without moving.

He held Jiang Yichen in his arms, bid farewell to me, and strode into the city gate. The laughter and laughter of the two gradually disappeared from my sight.

I must have had such a time when I was a child, but unfortunately, I don't remember much.

What are parents like?I can't remember now.

At night, I was sitting by the river drinking, the breeze was slightly cool, but it felt very comfortable when it blew on my hot and drunk face.

Jiang Wuya didn't know when, quietly appeared behind me, and said softly: "I haven't experienced your experience, so I have no right to deny what you did, but I think, you should have lost a lot like me, yes What is important to you will end up like this, right?"

His words reminded me of all the struggles in that place, and I couldn't help feeling a pain in my heart.

He continued: "No one is born with such indifference, it's just that expectations are turned into disappointments again and again, and only then do we finally have no hope."

After hearing this, I was a little irritable.

I thought he was blaming me for the murder, but whoever wanted to say such a big thing, still didn't get to the point.

I took a sip of my wine impatiently, and urged, "What on earth are you trying to say, go away after you finish speaking."

He was not annoyed, sat down beside me, snatched the flagon from my hand without any trace, and said, "Girl, drink less wine."

I frowned slightly and asked, "That's it?"

He raised his head and took a breath, and after a long time, he looked at me and said: "One day, you will also encounter something you want to protect. At that time, I hope you will protect it with your own hands instead of destroying it." .”

"What do you mean?" I looked back at him.

He said: "Whether you or I are still too weak. What we do is to protect our loved ones and the country, but because we are too weak, we will protect by destroying. I can't I understand your decision to kill her, but if you make yourself stronger, you will have more choices."

Seeing him talking to himself, I couldn't help but find it funny.

I laughed like a lunatic for a long time, until I had no strength, I fell back, lay on the grass, and looked at the sky full of stars.

I don't know how long it has passed, but he still hasn't left, just looking at me quietly.

I put my hands under my head, closed my eyes, and said softly: "This country, or the people here, are not relatives to me. The ridiculous thing is that my parents are the people of this country. I am too lazy to seek revenge, because I am not that tough opponent. Of course, it may be that after so many years of blood and rain, I have long lost the feeling of family affection. However, I am asked to treat the people of this country as relatives , I can't do it if you want me to protect them. I'm not forced to kill, but killing makes me feel happy, so that I can find the feeling of existence in killing."

He was shocked by what I said, and he didn't speak for a long time.Just imitating my appearance, also lying on the grass, looking up at the sky.

Judging by the sound of his breathing, I knew he was not asleep, but thinking.

After an unknown amount of time, the sky turned pale.

He got up, patted his clothes, and said in a hoarse voice: "If you want, I will help you find yourself. Only by finding yourself can you escape from hell and return to the world. Yichen woke up, and I will go back first."

He's gone, and I'm still too lazy to move.

After a long time, suddenly an old man's face magnified in front of my eyes, and the sound of the correct voice exploded in my ears: "Before I found myself, were we all in hell? That doesn't seem to be a bad thing."

I was so frightened that I jumped quickly, and in the blink of an eye, I was already standing behind him, with a poisonous needle pointed at his neck.