I have this beautiful boy

I finally woke up from the illusion, and the intense pain spread to every cell in my body.

Not only the physical pain, but also my brain, the impact of too much information made my heart and head tear like pain.

I have thought about my countless connections with Shen Aofeng, but I have never thought that I am Shen Yurou.

All the men I have loved have more or less his breath.

I also wondered why I fell in love with someone younger than me, but now it seems that Shen Suifeng is the reincarnation of Shen Aofeng.

I just fell in love with him again and again, what a bad ending, but fortunately, what a happy ending, I didn't die, and we met again.

In a trance, I felt that he was beside me. I moved my fingers and slowly opened my eyes.

His expression changed from bewildered to joyful, to weeping with joy. He took my hand and said excitedly, "You're awake, you're finally awake, it's great, you're still alive..."

In a daze, I took his hand and said with a smile, "Jiu Xiao, it's good to see you again."

He was stunned for a moment, then he returned to normal immediately, and asked me with a smile: "You have been lying in bed for several months, and you finally woke up. Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

The confusion gradually faded, and my brain gradually became clear. Looking around, I found myself lying in a simple but elegantly decorated room. Shen Suifeng was standing in front of me with a smile at this moment, waiting for my answer.

The regrets of the past life and this life made me burst into tears, and threw myself into his arms, holding his body tightly, unwilling to let go for a moment.

It seems that only in this way can he completely belong to me, and only in this way can he not leave again.

Shen Suifeng didn't know what happened to me, but was startled by a series of weird reactions after I woke up.

After a long time, he raised his hand and stroked my hair, saying, "I haven't seen you for a few years, but I've become a lot clingier."

Only then did I realize that he is not Shen Aofeng now, but a Shen Suifeng who is much younger than me. This kind of behavior is really weird.

I stood up in embarrassment, rubbed my eyes, and then sat down at the table, embarrassed to look up, I guess, he must be looking at me with a gloating look now.

Fortunately, he didn't go any further, but walked out of the room, and not long after, he brought in a lot of delicious food, and said with a smile: "Your physique is very special, you can go without eating for a long time, but when you wake up, you must be hungry." It's broken, let's eat first."

I'm not being polite to him, after all, my stomach has already started to growl, and I'm going to eat it right away.

When I was eating, I looked up at him and found that he was sitting opposite me, with his face propped up on one hand, looking at me with interest, with a very strange expression on his face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Shen Suifeng smiled and said, "Long time no see, I noticed that you have changed a little."

"Huh? Change? What change?"

"It's become... less aloof."

I also thought about how I behaved when I just woke up, my face blushed, my head was lowered, and I was speechless for a while.

He was not in a hurry to speak, he just looked at me quietly, the air was about to freeze for a while, he must find some topic to break this embarrassing situation.

After a long time, I raised my head and asked in a low voice, "These years... are you okay?"

Shen Suifeng was slightly taken aback, but he didn't care about my changing the subject, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I'm much happier here than in Shen's house in Lanyou Country."

I asked again: "Back then... you really killed Shen Bing?"

Shen Suifeng sighed and said, "Yeah, he deserves to die."

"Then... the other members of the Shen family, you did it too?"

"No, after I killed Shen Bing, I left Lanyou Country. Someone must have killed them later and put the blame on me. But it doesn't matter, there is no concern for me anymore."

I looked at him blankly, and was speechless for a long time. In any case, he was the ancestor of the Shen family after all. Although he was betrayed by a side branch, I was a little shocked when he said these words.

He said: "When my mother was still there, they used my uncle as a threat to force my mother to do things they didn't want to do. Later, when my uncle committed suicide and my mother left, I thought I could get rid of their shackles, but unexpectedly, they still plotted against me. Both my parents died, and I was brought back.

I'd rather be a useless piece of trash and die in hell, so that I won't have those things later on.

I have been taken care of by a grandmother since I was a child, and I have deep feelings. He threatened my grandmother's life and asked me to marry Luo Zuiyue. Only then did I realize that my grandmother had already died tragically, and all of this was just Shen Bing's scheme to control me.

I killed him and left Lan Youguo. Although I became a wanted criminal, I was much happier without those intrigues and intrigues.

Perhaps unfortunately, but perhaps fortunately, you too have finally left that place, never to return. "

After listening to his words, I couldn't help but fall into deep thought.

Hundreds of years ago, Shen Aofeng came to his end because of the rebellion of Shen Lian, a branch of the Shen family. After that, Shen Lian did not become the king of Lanyou Kingdom as he wished, but he became the head of the Shen family. People, passed down from generation to generation.

Shen Bing is a descendant of Shen Lian, but was killed by Shen Aofeng's reincarnation. This is probably the reincarnation of heaven.

Then I asked, "Then where are we now?"

Shen Suifeng smiled mysteriously and said, "A Netherworld."

I just took a sip of tea, and I spit it out immediately, and said in shock: "What? What? You came to the Netherland?"

I remembered that when I was discussing with Zhou Youran whether the people in Netherland would chase and kill Shen Suifeng, the Nether Lord appeared behind me, and he said that Netherland would never attack Shen Suifeng, so that was what he meant.

However, in my perception, Netherland has always been a rather scary place, why would Shen Suifeng be with them?

Shen Suifeng said with a smile: "Actually, many things are not as simple as what we hear and see, such as the Nether Land. I met two friends here. Over the years, even though the war is raging outside, but in the Nether Land In this land, people live and work in peace and contentment, all relying on the two of them. Moreover, we want to do something very powerful."

"A great thing?"

"Yes, but I can't explain it clearly, let's wait for the Nether Lord to tell you."

I put down the bowl and chopsticks, and asked in confusion, "Then...do you want to go now?"

"are you full?"

"Ah."

He got up and took my hand, said with a smile: "He has been out these days, and he will not come back until evening. If he is full, I will take you out for a walk."

With full curiosity, I naturally agreed.

In fact, in my past impressions, I think Netherland should be a dark place, probably similar to hell. After all, this is a powerful killer organization, and there must be some bloody smell after all.

However, when I walked out of the room, I was stunned by the sight in front of me.

The small room I was in was actually on the side of the street. As soon as I came out, I could see businessmen on both sides of the street, no matter adults or children, with smiles on their faces.

They will greet everyone they meet, even when they meet me for the first time, they will be like old friends for many years, which makes me a little embarrassed.

I asked Shen Suifeng suspiciously: "Isn't this place always closed? Why do they still do business?"

Shen Suifeng smiled and said: "What business is it? It's just self-sufficiency. However, there is no war here, so they are very lucky, and they will live happier."

This situation is very similar to that small town, which is sheltered by a group of people and exists outside of war.

But those people are not happy, not like these people.

"But don't they have to stay in this place? Don't they feel bored? Or can they choose to leave at will?"

Shen Suifeng shook his head and said: "Since they choose to come here, they can no longer choose to leave. However, in their eyes, being able to stay here is already the greatest happiness. If the Nether Lord did not occupy this place, even if there are Personal freedom is not much better for them."

Finally, he said: "If you don't believe me, you can ask the residents here if they want to leave here."

I wondered, "Are you so confident?"

He laughed and said: "Yes, after all, I have been here for a long time, so I still have some confidence. People here regard the Nether Lord as a god, and some people even blindly worship him and want to build a palace and respect him as a king. But he refused, the husband and wife are just like this ordinary resident, living in the crowd, leisurely, if not for their outstanding appearance, it would be hard to recognize, they are the rulers of this place."

I nodded and said, "Yes, I've seen that Nether Lord before, and it's really pretty."

As soon as I finished speaking, I felt someone cast a look of resentment, and then I quickly changed my words and said with a smile: "Of course, there is still a gap compared to you."

Although my flattery was far-fetched, Shen Suifeng seemed to be enjoying it, and his expression immediately changed from cloudy to sunny.

I walked through every street in Nether Land with great interest, thinking in my heart, if Shen Aofeng could see all of this, it would be great.

The peace he was thinking about, although it was only in this area, was very precious.

Although people have all kinds of desires, but here, all I can see is the most beautiful and pure.

Anyone can get along with each other honestly, without intrigue, full of laughter, I even think, if this Nether Lord can take over Shen Aofeng's thoughts and rule the whole world, that would be great.

I looked up and looked at the enchantment in the sky. Although it looked like a cage to outsiders, the people in the cage were not birds in the cage.

They are very happy, having a happiness that people outside can't even imagine.

After a day, it made me more and more curious about this Nether Lord. What kind of person is he and what did he go through to get to where he is now?

Just as I was thinking, two people appeared in front of me.

The leader of the group smiled calmly and said, "Hi, Yugui, we meet again."