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Bella waited for the dawn with Tao Tao, and at this time, Shen Huan was always hesitant to speak.

"you……"

Bella sighed. Her personality is that kind of cheerful and generous. If you don't let her talk, she will feel very uncomfortable.

Especially when she saw Shen Huan like that, she felt anxious for her.

"What do you want to say, just say it."

Bella turned around and looked at Shen Huan, the woman's long hair covered her side face, making it difficult to see her expression clearly.

Tao Tao also turned her head when she heard the sound, she looked at Shen Huan who was about to bury her head in the ground, she was very helpless.

"It's okay, just say what you want, I'm listening."

When Shen Huan heard that Tao Tao also spoke, she cleared her throat and said in a very small voice.

"I just want to apologize to you this time."

Bella smacked her lips and decided to quit this small circle, because both of them speak Chinese, and Bella...she doesn't have the ability to understand Chinese.

Tao Tao was silent for a while after hearing Shen Huan's words.

forgive?

Tao Tao knew that she should be able to forgive Shen Huan, because the conflict between the two of them was only the knife and the wound.

but……

What Tao Tao really cared about was...the chaos that the four of them couldn't figure out on that day a few years ago.

At that time, Tao Tao and Chu Manyun were in danger, and Shen Huan watched their jokes right in front of the culprit.

If Shen Huan had a little sympathy and conscience at that time, if she had stretched out her hand to herself and Chu Manyun, then the tragedy like today would not have happened.

This is really... a thorn in Tao Tao's heart.

But what can she say?After all, everyone was wrong at the time, and that incident has already happened, and the butterfly effect has also retribution on me.

"It's ok."

In the end, Tao Tao could only say these three words weakly.

"No no no, I..."

After hearing this, Shen Huan quickly raised his eyes and shook his head at Tao Tao.

"I mean, not last time...ah no, not just last time."

Shen Huan's language became a little messed up again, she pursed her lips, and decided to explain to Tao Tao slowly bit by bit, otherwise this matter would be a knot in her heart.

"I must apologize to you about the last Halloween party, because it was indeed my fault. If you want to pay me back, I will never complain."

It's not like...

Tao Tao had some headaches, because she was not the kind of person who would take revenge.

"I was fascinated by Chu Xiuning... But in fact, I found out later that I did so much for him, but in the end he was just using me."

Tao Tao frowned when she heard that, she didn't expect Shen Huan to see Chu Xiuning's true face all of a sudden.

"So, I forced myself to get away from him, because I was really afraid that one day my use value disappeared, and he would kill me with his own hands."

Tao Tao nodded slightly after hearing this.

"That's true."

"I've done a lot...bad things for that man over the years, and I don't know how to redeem..."

When Shen Huan said this, he suddenly bent down covering his face, looking very painful.

Bella raised her eyebrows and patted her on the back.

"Are you ok?"

Shen Huan nodded to indicate that he was fine.

Tao Tao sighed, she didn't know how to tell her, because in this life, a person will never be able to make up for the mistakes he made.

You did it and you did it, how could there be room for redemption?

"Especially that."

Shen Huan cried for a while, then she raised her head to look at Tao Tao again.

"that matter?"

In fact, Tao Tao immediately understood what Shen Huan was talking about, but...

She actually didn't want to hear what Shen Huan said, because...she herself was afraid of being entangled in her thoughts by that matter.

"I was... really scared..."

Shen Huan wiped the tears from her face, she seemed to recall the scene at that time.

Her eyes suddenly became panicked.

"That was the first time I saw blood, so much blood..."

Shen Huan rubbed his hair, looking very anxious.

"Did you know? At that time, my eyes were stained with red, and that color was really dazzling..."

Tao Tao looked at Shen Huan with empty eyes, what's wrong with her?
In fact, Tao Tao felt that Chen Huan was a little abnormal from the beginning, and she couldn't tell what was abnormal, although Chen Huan looked like an ordinary person on the surface.

only……

Tao Tao always felt that Chen Huan seemed to be rotting a little bit, her roots were rotten, and only the seemingly beautiful flowers were left.

She swaggered through the city with her beautiful flowers, and passers-by would only be impressed by the beauty and fragrance of the flowers, but no one cared about her rotten roots ever since.

People will only point to the rotten roots all over the ground and complain after the flowers wither.

"Look, it's so ugly and disgusting."

It was terrible, Tao Tao suddenly trembled.

"At that time, I really had no other thoughts except fear. I could only, I could only hide in the corner and watch everything in front of me..."

Shen Huan suddenly trembled, and the trembling became bigger and bigger. Seeing this, Bella hurried over to support her.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me."

However, Tao Tao was taken aback by Shen Huan's sudden look at her. She saw that Shen Huan was staring at Tao Tao with her dark pupils.

That look... was indescribably weird, Tao Tao seemed to see a black light emerging from her eyes, covering all the light and turning day into night.

Perhaps this is the true portrayal of a woman's heart.

That's right, Tao Tao knows.

Shen Huan went crazy.

This woman... withered.

Bella hurriedly took Shen Huan out before she went completely crazy, but Chen Huan kept emphasizing that she was fine.

In fact, facing such a crazy Shen Huan, Tao Tao was not afraid, but more distressed.

She felt that this woman had been living the life arranged for her by others in the first 20 years, and she never had a happy day.

Shen Huan was shrouded in the invisible cage that people imposed on her, and she might not be able to escape for the rest of her life.

"Tao Tao!"

The moment Shen Huan was pushed out by Bella, he called out Tao Tao's name loudly.

Tao Tao stood at the entrance, looking at the woman with distressed eyes.

"I'm here."

Shen Huan's eyes suddenly filled with tears again, she looked at Tao Tao's eyes with almost despair, and said the last sentence she said to Tao Tao word by word.

"You have to say sorry to He En for me. And then... Please tell him that I love him..."

After Shen Huan finished saying this, he broke free from Bella's restraint.

The woman wrapped her thin clothes tightly and disappeared into the dawn halo.

Tao Tao looked at Shen Huan's back, her hair fluttering in the wind, looked like a wild goose about to fly freely.

She has been up and down in this world alone for twenty years, and now she can finally break free from that cage and fly towards the distant dawn.

It's just... Before that, she seemed to have forgotten someone.

The man who is still tens of thousands of kilometers away from her, the only man who has treated her with sincerity in this life.

In fact, Shen Huan and He En, it's not that they don't understand love, it's just...they don't know how to love.

One of them lost everything for another man, while the other always closed himself in a dark world, unwilling to come out.

Shen Huan took the initiative to take a step towards He En at first, but she retreated in the following days.

Because she knew that she took the initiative to approach that man for a purpose, but when she saw He En's dark eyes, she felt that she suddenly became a demon in hell.

She defiled that angel.

As for He En, just after that ray of light suddenly appeared in his world, he stepped out of his closed world decisively, and then he took a hundred steps toward that woman.

But in the end, Shen Huan still panicked, because she knew that she had committed a heinous crime.

Tao Tao stood alone in front of the window, and saw the afterglow of the setting sun sweeping across the earth. She squinted her eyes, and suddenly found a goose flying across the golden sky, flying towards the depths of the clouds.

Bella called Tao Tao and told her that Shen Huan committed suicide.

Tao Tao threw the phone to the ground without saying a word, and continued to admire the fiery red sunset in the sky.

From now on, the goose that came from the dawn disappeared under the clouds of the setting sun.

The flower had completely withered, revealing its rotten roots.

Tao Tao looked at the rotten root, imagining herself as an outsider, she pointed to the root and said softly: "Look at you, this ugly, dirty, gorgeous appearance has faded away, only this disgusting inside."

But Tao Tao didn't want to be an outsider, she didn't want to be the pedantic public, because she knew that Chen Huan had done nothing wrong, she was not the target of the public.

Tao Tao looked at Shen Huan's body, and gently squatted in front of her.

She stretched out her hand to stroke the broken hair on Shen Huan's forehead.

"Congratulations, you finally forgive yourself."

"Don't worry about He En, he will understand you, you... go."

Tao Tao broke free from her fantasy, she looked at the empty room, only feeling a dull pain in her heart.

If everything could be done all over again, wouldn't the ending be like this?
only……

How can you grow if you don't go through hardships?

Tao Tao pursed her lips, picked up the mobile phone on the ground, and made a call to someone.

"How are you over there?"

Jiang Yihan covered the phone and said softly into the phone.

"It's ready, just submit the materials."