I don't know how long I cried. Before I fell asleep, I felt someone hug me. I wanted to open my eyes, but I fell asleep anyway.

Woke up early in the morning and found myself lying in bed.Is it Ling Yuqian?He put me on the bed?Thinking of this, he hurriedly got out of bed and walked out of the room.

After looking for it, I realized that he was not there at all, so I picked up my mobile phone and dialed his number.

As soon as the other end was connected, I said eagerly: "Ah Qian, I was wrong. I shouldn't have kept things from you and me, let alone let Xue Zimo help me with everything. Can you listen to me explain to you, I just ..."

"What Yu Qian hates the most is cheating. It seems that you still don't know him well enough."

This voice interrupted my words, I just felt that my heart was stimulated by some kind of stimulation, and I couldn't bear the throbbing pain, and I couldn't believe that it was really Li Shiran.why?Ling Yuqian obviously came back last night, he was obviously worried about me, why was he by Li Shiran's side?

"Yang Qian, as long as I don't divorce, Yu Qian will be my husband for a day, and you can't take him away." Li Shiran's words kept echoing in my mind like a nightmare.I couldn't help but let go, and the phone fell to the ground. I didn't pick it up, but went to the kitchen.

Looking at the knife in front of me, I was horrified to find that I had the idea of ​​self-harm again.Throw all the knives into the trash can, grab a coat and go out.

I've been wandering the streets for a long time, I don't want to go home, I don't want to face all this, I just want to find a place to hide myself.Until it got dark, I felt hungry.I went to a stall for dinner and sat by the flower bed alone.The mood is down to the bottom, I know this is a state of depression, but I just can't control myself.

I didn't bring my mobile phone, so I wouldn't know it even if someone came looking for me.After sitting for a while, when I saw a familiar car approaching, I hurriedly got up and left.

The car behind me was getting closer and I started to run.I don't want to see him at this time, and when I think of him being with Li Shiran last night, my changing mood brings me close to the edge of collapse.

The car suddenly picked up speed and went straight to the front to block my way.The footsteps stopped, looking at Ling Yuqian who opened the car door and came down, turned around as if he was striding over and grabbing his wrist, "Why did you see me running?"

I didn't want to talk, and tried hard to break free from my hand. The harder I tried, the tighter his grip was. He said in a deep voice, "How long has it been since you took your medicine?"

"pain……"

I felt like my wrist was going to break, and I couldn't help but groan.He realized that his hand was too strong, and I broke free just as he loosened a little.Turning around and running away, he caught up.

I was very scared at the time, so I ran desperately.You can run to the middle of the road and a car is coming here quickly.Seeing that it was getting closer and closer, the body seemed to be frozen and unable to move.The glare of the light made me unable to open my eyes, and at the critical moment, my body was pushed away and hugged tightly and fell to the side of the road.

My head was blank, looking at the starry sky in the night sky, I couldn't hear any sound, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.Ling Yuqian said something to me, but I couldn't hear it, my ears were buzzing.But looking at the shape of his lips, I knew he was calling me "Qianqian."

in the hospital.

I'm temporarily deaf, and I'll be able to hear when I get to the hospital, but I'd rather never hear.What I couldn't believe was that Ling Yuqian actually asked the doctor to perform an abortion on me.I looked at him, my eyes were wide open, but he ignored it and said to the doctor, "Will this operation affect her pregnancy in the future?"

"We can't guarantee this. No matter what kind of surgery there is risk, abortion itself is very bad for the body. As for whether it will affect the next pregnancy, it depends on each person's physique."

After hearing this, Ling Yuqian grabbed the doctor's collar suddenly, and said in a cold voice, "I don't care what you do, but I want her to have this operation without affecting her future pregnancy. Do you hear me clearly?"

The doctor was so frightened that his whole body trembled, he nodded repeatedly and said, "I heard you clearly, you heard me clearly."

When the nurse was about to push me into the operating room, I firmly grabbed Ling Yuqian's hand and said to him: "No, I can't lose this child, I don't want to have an operation..."

"You are more aware of your current illness than I am." He held my hand instead and put it on his lips and kissed, "We will have children after your illness is completely cured, shall we?"

Looking at the tenderness in his eyes, I was almost addicted to it.Thinking that the baby in my belly couldn't just disappear like this, I pushed him away hard, then jumped out of the bed and ran forward.

"Grab her." Behind him was Ling Yuqian's voice without warmth.

Why can't I have this baby?Ling Yuqian, are you forcing me to know?
I quickly ran out of the hospital gate, and some men in black suits came out from nowhere. After they subdued me, Ling Yuqian came over. He stared at me with deep eyes and said: "If you want to blame, blame this child. It's too bad time, and I can't make fun of your life."

"No, I'm fine, really, I'm not getting sicker, I'll give birth to him safely, A-qian, this is our baby, you can't do anything." I hope he changes his mind and grabs his hand full of eyes beg.

He looked at me deeply, with some hesitation and struggle in his pupils.I know he must have had a hard time making this decision.Just when I thought there was a turning point, he said to the doctor behind him: "Anaesthesia injection."

After he took the anesthesia injection, I retreated subconsciously, but the road behind was blocked by his people, and I had no way to retreat.

I shook my head: "No, you can't do that."

"I have no choice." He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer, his voice was low, "No one is more important than you."

I stared at him blankly. I had longed for the position in his heart countless times, but I never expected it to be at this moment.During my avatar, Ling Yuqian pushed the anesthesia needle into the vein on the back of my hand.

He picked me up and walked me to the operating room before my body went limp.Looking at his firm jaw, my eyes are moist.I cried with joy when I found out that I was pregnant. For me, being pregnant with a child is really a gift from God. Why was it taken away so quickly? I don’t want to lose him. Even if the disease worsens, I still hope that he will come.

I didn't feel any pain during the operation, but I could feel a little life gradually disappearing from my body.Close your eyes, tears fall down.

After waking up, I subconsciously touched my abdomen with my hand.Ling Yuqian held my hand and said, "Do you hate me?"

After looking at him for a while, I shook my head, "I hate myself."

"You are still young, and you will have children." His words reminded me of Li Shiran, and he laughed at himself, "Will you and I still have children?"

"Yes." he said.

I didn't think so, "Then you will divorce Li Shiran for me?"

He didn't answer me quickly, he was silent for a while, and let go of my hand, "It's not the time yet."

"Then tell me when is the time?" I said with a helpless smile, "It's true in the book that the one who loves the most is the most tired, but I'm not afraid of being tired, but I'm afraid that the one I love doesn't have the heart. I."

"Are you questioning me?" He looked at me, frowning.

I asked him, "Do you love me?"

He stared into my eyes and didn't speak for a long time.I couldn't help laughing when I saw this, "You can't even say you love me. Have you ever asked who is in your heart?" At this moment, I closed my eyes and didn't want to look into his eyes. deeper.

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