But Dr. Jiang is cold and rusty

I have imagined it countless times, and now I might as well look forward to it again.

Between us, when will we stop pretending to be deaf and dumb?
I wish you could make up your mind on this,
Let me take care of you for the rest of your life and take care of you for the rest of your life.

If you have never felt my sincere heart, then I will stop here and stop pestering you,
Or never had a moment's heart for me,
I know I can't force you,

If we really can't be together, I'll let you know,
I love you……

………………

Jiang Yi woke up from his dream!
The lingering rhythm and notes still remain in my mind, and the heartbeat is so fast that I can't believe it.

She just put on clean clothes and fell asleep listening to music in the office, just as the English song was playing in the earphones.

Jiang Yi suffocated the cold instant coffee in the cup, then got up and walked out of the office.
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Shao Jun's operation was very successful, but due to excessive blood loss, he hadn't woken up at this time, and the doctor who performed the operation was upside down day and night, exhausted, so Jiang Yi took over to take care of the people in the ward.

The patient was completely out of danger, so he was transferred to the general ward. Several nurses were cleaning and arranging the equipment in the room. Jiang Yi was checking the dripping situation of the infusion bottle. At this moment, the man on the hospital bed let out a sound. very ambiguous call,

"Jiang Yi..."

Being called out of nowhere by Shao Jun's name made Jiang Yi feel a little embarrassed. The little nurses on the side looked at her all at once, not knowing what romantic and charming story they were secretly thinking about. Jiang Yi frowned, and then explain:
"I'll go out and call me when he wakes up."

Jiang Yi walked out a few steps and then stopped suddenly, as if he had changed his mind, he turned his head and said to the nurse behind him:

"When Dr. Yan comes to work tomorrow morning, transfer the people in this ward to her." After saying that, he left without looking back.

early morning,

Jiang Yi leaned on the railing, inserted the newly bought SIM card from the mobile business hall into the phone card slot, and then stood outside the corridor for a moment in a daze. When he came back to his senses, he turned around and saw that Shao Jun had already Walking in front of him... The man was still wearing a hospital gown, his face looked a little cold, he approached in two or three steps, and gave Jiang Yi a soft but very warm hug without saying a word.

"Jiang Yi, I almost thought that I would never see you again."

His soft words fell to his ears with lingering affection, Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, then he lowered his face and pushed the person in front of him away,
"No, the wound is not deep. You can leave the hospital after a few more days of rest."

After the voice without any emotion fell, she simply turned around.

　But Shao Jun suddenly pulled her back, "What do you mean, why have you become so indifferent again?"

"It's nothing interesting. I'm very grateful to Mr. Shao for stepping forward yesterday and risking his life. Do you want to send you a banner of being helpful?"

Shao Jun frowned, looking at the person in front of him with unusually calm eyes, but Jiang Yi's anxious expression appeared in his mind when he saw him slandering him,

"Last night, you were clearly not like this."

"You think too much." She said calmly.

Shao Jun frowned and stared at her for a long while, realizing that Jiang Yi deliberately wanted to separate himself from him, but finally couldn't hold back his temper, and said in a harsh tone:
"Impossible, Jiang Yi, you don't feel why you want to save me? You clearly like me!"

Jiang Yi retorted unhurriedly: "Who told you that you like to save people? We doctors treat so many patients every day. Are we all promiscuous?"

"It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"You are different to me!"

The air froze for a moment.

"It's nothing different." Jiang Yi said in a cold tone.

　Shao Jun had just woken up from a coma, his emotions were not stable, and his mind was a little unclear. Her distant words aroused an inexplicable emotion in his stomach, and he suddenly shouted at the person in front of him:

"Jiang Yi, don't be so confident, I, Shao Jun, are not here to keep you out of the door by playing around like this!"

"Sorry, Mr. Shao, I will pay for your medical expenses..."

"Am I fucking short of that little money!"

Shao Jun's originally calm mood seemed to be suddenly ignited by the other party's indifference, and his anger spewed out.

"Why! Jiang Yi, what can't I satisfy you, what can't I do, tell me what you want!"

Jiang Yi threw off the wrist that was suddenly grabbed by him, and said very decisively:

"I just want you to disappear from my face, don't you understand after so long!"

...Why, your world, why is it so cold and hard, like an impenetrable wall of iron?

　"I have my life, Mr. Shao, I hope we won't meet again in the future."

Shao Jun's pupils shrank suddenly, and he felt as if he really couldn't understand the person in front of him. No matter how hard he tried, he just thought that the relationship between the two would break through because of this incident, but they still stayed where they were after going around.

What is the anxiety in her eyes on a rainy night, and what is that moment of tenderness?Is it always your own wishful thinking?

This feeling of being led by the nose made Shao Jun feel as if a wildfire was burning in his heart, and he suddenly became angry from embarrassment:

"I've never done anything like this in my whole life! Are you really blind and can't see?"

Facing the extremely emotional man in front of him, Jiang Yi lowered his head, and after a long while, he took a deep breath and said:

"Don't yell in the hospital."

"..."

Angrily punching the railing, Shao Jun was so angry that he couldn't feel the pain from the tearing abdominal wound, and then turned around angrily out of Jiang Yi's sight.

Seeing the former leave, Jiang Yi seemed to finally let go of her breath. For some reason, she felt that she had a severe headache and felt weak all over, but she turned her head and walked forward with light steps.

However, she had just walked a few steps when a sullen man's voice came from behind her. Shao Jun turned around and walked back, and shouted at her sharply at the other end of the corridor:
"You really think I can't get out if I fall in, you think I'm the only one in my life! Do you think I'm cheap! Ah, Jiang Yi!"

However, she ignored the furious person behind her, strode forward, and her cold figure disappeared around the corner.

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Jiang Yi took a sip of beer and stood on the balcony enjoying the cool evening breeze. The bright crescent moon hung high in the night sky, with only one dim star by his side.

Everything around him was so lonely, as if it matched his state of mind, Jiang Yi snorted softly, and smiled without knowing what to say.

beep--

beep--

She glanced at the vibrating mobile phone on the table, and a number with no notes popped up on the screen.

　Jiang Yi didn't have a photographic memory, but she didn't know when she wrote down this string of numbers. Her memory told her that she recognized the displayed number, which was Shao Jun's cell phone number.

To cut off everything from the past, she would naturally not tell him her new number, but the other party still found it.

The phone kept ringing until I finally hung up. However, the screen went dark for a few seconds, and then it turned on again. The answer button was beating restlessly. The flickering light hurt my nerves under the night, but Jiang If Yi didn't answer, the other party called her one after another.

When the annoying ringtones finally stopped, Jiang Yi grabbed the phone. Just as she was about to turn it off, a text message popped up on the screen:
[If you don't answer the phone, I'll go to your house. 】

Jiang Yi's eyes moved, and when another bell rang, he finally compromised.

"Are you finally willing to answer the phone...?"

The man's voice was low and soft, and Jiang Yi frowned, feeling as if he could smell the alcohol on his body through the phone screen.

"Actually, you don't need to change your mobile phone number. I can check any number you have."

"What do you want to do?" Jiang Yi asked.

"I just... want to talk to you!"

"Okay, you say."

Jiang Yi listened to him patiently, but the other party was silent again, the receivers seemed to transmit each other's breath in silence.

After a long time, Shao Jun's murmur came from beside his ears, and the man's voice seemed drunk and blurred as if soaked in alcohol: "Jiang Yi, why do you just...don't believe it?"

She frowned slightly, but did not speak.

After Jiu Jiner, Shao Jun poured out his strong emotions to Jiang Yi like a volcanic eruption, and kept talking to her affectionate words and two or three sad complaints. In the quiet night, it seemed that only his voice and his voice could be heard. heavy breathing,

　"I know that in your eyes, I'm despicable and shameless, but it's all because of..." The loud and harsh background sound of the bar made Shao Jun's voice intermittent and indistinct,
"I need you, I want to be with you, I really want to..."

Probably because he yelled hoarsely after drinking wine, Shao Jun's voice was particularly hoarse at this moment, and his deep voice made his words seem to be wrapped in sadness and affection. I hope for the moon, I hope you will come to love me, but can I hope for you? Jiang Yi."

Jiang Yi's hand on the railing couldn't help but clenched tightly, but she never interrupted him, as if she was instigated by the voice in her heart to listen to the love conveyed by that hoarse and extremely magnetic voice.

"Jiang Yi, I like you."

　……

"I know you hate it, and I also want... to walk into your heart cleanly, but unfortunately I... I don't have such good luck. I didn't meet you until so late."

……

"I want to protect you, but why don't you give me a chance! Why are you so cruel!"

The mood of the person on the other end of the phone was very unstable. He was confiding in a dizzy state full of drunken words, and he was probably unconscious under the influence of alcohol at this moment.
"Jiang Yi, you owe me your life, and I want you to pay it back with your whole life!"

The explosive disco music overwhelmed the ending.

　Shao Jun's vague voice sounded again immediately, as if he was telling some sad and moving story, Jiang Yi put the phone to his ear, his expression was a little dignified, she didn't know why she was quiet in the dead of night He listened carefully to the other party's confession, until the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power, and did not hang up the phone first.

　The man's gloomy scratching voice finally dissipated with the darkened phone screen. Jiang Yi put down the phone, looked at the night and took a deep breath. The air finally calmed down, but her heart was completely disturbed.

Pressing her slender fingers on her chest, she could clearly feel the violent ups and downs of her chest, and the rhythmic "thumping" sound was particularly loud in the silent night, it was the sound of a heartbeat...