But Dr. Jiang is cold and rusty

"The patient inhaled a large amount of poisonous gas, the mucous membrane of the trachea fell off, and the lung injury was very serious. It is very likely that his life is in danger now. Please be mentally prepared for the family members!"

Shao Jun's breathing stopped for a few seconds, and he felt that the other party's words were like a long thorny whip, beating his heart fiercely.

Most of the people who died in the fire were not burned to death, but from lack of oxygen or chemical poisoning.
Only then did he realize that Jiang Yi had already inhaled a lot of smoke when he broke into the fire scene and looked for him one by one. He probably had been poisoned by carbon monoxide long ago, but he didn't know anything at that time!
"Doctor," Shao Jun choked up, and tried his best to restrain his almost collapsed emotions and asked:
"What is going on with her now?"

"Still being rescued, anyway... the situation is not optimistic,"

As soon as the other party finished speaking, Shao Jun suddenly leaned back, as if he was about to faint,
Seeing this, the doctor quickly comforted him and said, "Please rest assured, sir, we will try our best to save the patient's life.

Of course, life and death are fate, I hope you will not be too sad. "

Without grief, how could he not be in grief?
It felt like my heart was being torn apart...

"Cough...cough..."

He coughed a few times in succession, bone-piercing pain crawled up his limbs,

But compared to the despair of cutting out the heart, the physical perception seems to be nothing.

"Sir, here I suggest you also clear the poison in your lungs, please come with me."

"Okay." Shao Jun feebly agreed, and followed her forward.
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Not only Jiang Yi's friends, but also her parents hurried over after hearing the news. Yang's mother's hair was untied in time, and the news that Jiang Yi was still unconscious in the emergency room was obviously out of control.
　The woman is like a fallen leaf without roots, her frail body trembling uncontrollably, at this moment she clutches Shao Jun's shoulder with some collapse,

"Xiao Jun, how is Jiang Yi in our family? Huh? Why...why did she suddenly get hurt like this?"

"Auntie, I..."

Seeing her expression, Shao Jun choked up, as if strong acid was swallowed down the esophagus, gradually corroding his internal organs.　
"I... I am just such a daughter, if Jiang Yi is gone, how can I live." After saying that, she slapped herself again, "Bah, me, what am I talking about!
"It's okay, it's okay..." Father Luo pressed the man who lost control of his emotions on his shoulder, and patted her twitching back lightly, "She can't bear you, she will wake up."

Looking at the person in front of him, Shao Jun felt a pain in his heart like a needle prick,

He also wanted to lean on someone's shoulders, but the only person he could lean on was lying on a cold hospital bed, maybe just fell asleep like this, and might never wake up again,

She was injured, more severely than ever, but all of this was because of herself!

Shao Jun's feet were a little weak, and when he thought that he had hurt her, he felt terribly uncomfortable. He sat silently on the cold iron chair with his head bowed, his consciousness seemed to have fallen into an abyss of pain.

At this time, the nurse came suddenly and asked in a stern voice:
"Is the family member here? The patient's condition is very pessimistic, please sign the critical illness notice!"

There was a buzzing in his head, Shao Jun stood up abruptly, then fell down and sat down unsteadily,

The nurse's words circulated in his mind over and over again, and he couldn't help being afraid, and couldn't help thinking in his mind... What should he do if she is really gone?
He buried his face in his palms and couldn't help sobbing softly.

When Mother Yang came back from signing, she cried so much that her eyesight became dizzy, and her precarious body fell down on the chair with a "boom".

"Auntie, I'm sorry," Shao Jun said painfully:
"It's because I didn't protect Jiang Yi well, I didn't... fulfill the promise I made to you."

Although she was so sad that she almost lost her mind at the moment, Mother Yang was not an ignorant person. She shook her head and comforted the other party:

"You hurt yourself a lot, and it's... not your fault."

"It's me, it's my fault, it's all because of me..." Shao Jun closed his eyes in despair.

"You, Xiao Jun, are you okay?" Seeing his violent reaction, the two old men couldn't help feeling a little worried, Shao Jun covered his face and waved his hands and said:

"It's okay, don't...don't worry about me."

After saying that, he lowered his head, gasping for breath to barely maintain his breathing.

Shao Jun closed his eyes and tried his best to calm himself down. He leaned his back against the wall in a daze, and suddenly thought of something to shoot, and couldn't help but feel cold hands and feet.

……

After being in a trance for a long time, he heard the voice of talking in his ears again. He raised his eyes, and unexpectedly saw Jiang Ziyi in front of Mother Yang.
"I signed all the critical illness notices, I signed all the critical illness notices! It really killed me...!"

Mother Yang grabbed onto Jiang Ziyi's arm, weeping uncontrollably.

"Uncles and aunts, don't worry, Xiaoyi...she will be fine, you have to trust her!"

"Zi Yi, Auntie really doesn't know what to do, really doesn't know what to do!"

"Auntie," he patted the woman's twitching back lightly, "Auntie, take care of yourself, don't be too sad, if you lose your health in a hurry, Xiaoyi will be worried when she wakes up."

The woman nodded, wiped away her tears, and calmed down a little.

Shao Jun looked at them quietly, at this time he was not in the mood to lose his temper with Jiang Ziyi who appeared in the hospital,

He even felt that he seemed to know how to comfort her family better than himself.

　Shao Jun began to feel unconfident, started to doubt himself, and suddenly felt that this man named Jiang Ziyi seemed more suitable to be with him for the rest of his life, at least he had never brought such harm to Jiang Yi.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but lower his head, and the bitterness in his heart became even worse.

When he heard someone growl angrily, he raised his head and realized that Jiang Ziyi had already come to him.

"Shao Jun!" Jiang Ziyi suddenly stepped forward, grabbed his collar and said angrily:

"What did you do to her!"

Shao Jun's throat was hoarse and he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't bother to break free from his hand.

"Since you appeared, how much danger has Xiaoyi encountered? Now she is lying in the ICU, why do you still stay here and get out of her side!"

Shao Jun still lowered his eyes, he was extremely depressed now, he didn't want to defend himself, so he didn't interrupt him.

Unable to understand the other party's lukewarm reaction, Jiang Ziyi was extremely emotional,
"Until now, Xiaoyi has not been out of danger. Do you know how worried her family and friends are about her?"

The veins on his forehead popped out, and he grabbed the person in front of him tightly with his thin hands, "Shao Jun, are you still a man! Why do you involve her in your own affairs!"

"Do you want to kill her! Why don't you stay away from her!"

　...Do you want to kill her?
Would I really... kill her?
Shao Jun thought in a daze, tears filled his eyes.

I'm too selfish...

He still didn't say a word, even though Jiang Ziyi punched him hard on the cheekbone, he didn't respond at all as if he couldn't feel the pain.

Being beaten for the first time in his life, Shao Jun didn't dodge or fight back, he just felt that he deserved to be beaten, to wake up his unconscious self.

Just when Jiang Ziyi was about to strike again, the nurse's voice sounded in the distance,

"Good news, the patient is out of danger, and the family members don't have to worry too much!"

Shao Jun suddenly pushed away the person in front of him, and rushed forward anxiously, "Doctor, how is she? Is she awake?"

　Startled by his overly eager expression, the female nurse shook her head and said:

"The danger to life is gone, but the patient has not yet woken up, mainly due to the inhalation of a large amount of chemical gas, which may cause permanent damage to the brain nerves."

Shao Jun's heart turned cold, "What do you mean? What kind of brain damage, will you lose your memory? Or will... you won't be able to wake up?"

A terrible thought came to his mind, whether Jiang Yi would really lie in a hospital bed like a vegetable for the rest of his life like those vulgar plots in movies.

The nurse said: "It shouldn't be that serious, and the possibility of waking up is relatively high. However, if the patient can wake up, it is also possible to lose memory."

Hearing this, Shao Jun took a breath... If she lost her memory, would she forget herself?
He suddenly felt a little scared, but at the same time thought,
Wouldn't it be better for her if she never showed up in her life?

Just like what Jiang Ziyi said just now... If it wasn't for him, Jiang Yi's life would have been bright.

Why did he want to destroy all this, why did he want to kill her?
Shao Jun covered his eyes in pain... He didn't want to harm her, he wanted to protect her!

　……
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"You have been lying down for seven days, Jiang Yi," Shao Jun looked at her haggardly, "you finally woke up."

"cough……"

Jiang Yi coughed a few times and wanted to get up, but was gently pressed down by his shoulders, so he had to lie obediently.

His lungs were a little uncomfortable, and he could feel the pain of the wound tearing when he breathed, but after being in a coma for so long, and finally opened his eyes to see Shao Jun again, Jiang Yi still couldn't help but want to hear something from him.

"Do you know, the doctor said you might have amnesia," Shao Jun stroked her hair gently, and said in a difficult voice:

"Jiang Yi, you might forget about me."

...But forgetting about me is better than letting me see you hurt, and closing your eyes for seven days and seven nights, right?
He remembered what the doctor told him when he was guarding in front of the ward,

"The patient's willpower is very strong. In her case, most patients may not be able to survive."

　It's just that at that time, Shao Jun only listened to "she might not survive", knowing that he shouldn't think wildly, but he couldn't help but feel scared.

"It's early morning, your parents have gone back, and they should come to the hospital to see you tomorrow morning."

Jiang Yi frowned, "How long have you not slept well?"　
How can I fall asleep if you haven't woken up yet?
Shao Jun didn't answer. During the days when she was in a coma, she didn't have a good night's sleep. She regretted and was afraid every day.

"You've been here all this time?"

"I'm afraid that if you wake up and see no one, you won't come back when you feel uncomfortable." He said softly and gently:

"Sleep if you feel sleepy."

"then you……"

"It's okay, I'm not sleepy, I'll stay with you here, anyway, it will be dawn in a few hours."

　Seeing that his eyes were full of fatigue, and he still forced himself to smile happily at this time, Jiang Yi felt inexplicably guilty,
"sorry."

Shao Jun smiled wryly, "Idiot, what are you sorry for?"

"It makes you sad, I... promised before, I won't let you worry."

"Don't apologize," he said, "blame me for being bad, blame me... for failing to protect you well and hurting you over and over again, isn't it true that a boyfriend like me is incompetent at all?"

"No!" Jiang Yi said eagerly.

But Shao Jun stood up abruptly, because the tears in his eyes were almost unbearable.

"I can't disturb your rest, I... go out to get some air."

Jiang Yi looked at him silently, unaware of the seemingly resolute back, his heart was already broken.