But Dr. Jiang is cold and rusty

The atmosphere of the New Year has become more and more dull with the prohibition of fireworks and firecrackers. However, the meaning of reunion and happiness behind the festival is rooted in people's hearts and will not fade for a long time.

The days of reunion are always short, unknowingly, they stayed for a week, and it was time for the two of them to sort out their emotions, pack up and head back home.

Although Jiang Yi said no, she still couldn't dissuade the woman who insisted on coming to the hotel to see her off. Yang's mother held Jiang Yi's arm, and at this moment she babbled endlessly in her ear like a clockwork. Exhort and exhort.

Sometimes those words of concern, especially the reluctance of the elders at the time of parting, and the tears in their eyes always make people feel a little at a loss.

Most of all, she couldn't stand the venting of these emotions. At this time, the woman held her hand tightly in her rough and warm palm. Jiang Yi couldn't help but feel a little moved, so she raised her head and said to Shao Jun:

　"Put your things in the car first, and I'll talk to my mother again."

Shao Jun responded, dragged the suitcase and walked out the door, stood in front of the elevator and couldn't help but glance back at her,
I just feel that although Jiang Yi hasn't revealed anything in the past few days, he seems to have a deeper understanding of her, and he is still thinking about the words Jiang Yi said that night, and these days he often thinks,
... She didn't live here when she was a child, so what is Jiang Yi's biological father, the biological father he has never met, like?
"What's wrong?" Sensing his gaze, Jiang Yi raised his eyes and looked at him,
"Oh, nothing," Shao Jun smiled, "I'll go down first."

……

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Although she knew she shouldn't be nagging, Mother Yang couldn't help asking,
"Girl, when are you planning to get married? Why don't you find someone to help you calculate the date?"

Jiang Yi stopped her, with a slightly harsh tone,
"Mom, if you press me like this again, I'm afraid I'll be afraid of getting married. I'll do these things myself, okay?"

Probably because the parting was approaching, the emotions in my heart suddenly surged up. The woman had a sore nose and said with tears in her eyes:
"Mom is, she just cares about you and wants to do something for you."

Hearing the "concern", Jiang Yi seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly frowned.

Mother Yang couldn't restrain her emotions, she raised her hand and began to wipe her tears. She has never been able to bear this kind of tear attack. Jiang Yi frowned even tighter. She bit her lower lip and said:

"Actually, you don't have to keep thinking about compensation. Those are all things in the past."

Hearing this, the woman couldn't help taking a deep breath, and stronger emotions flooded her brain. She looked at Jiang Yi beside her, and said in an apologetic tone:

"Mom just felt that... I owed you a little in the past, and I thought that I would be able to participate in every step of your life in the future. At least before my mother died, I could spend more time with you and take care of what I lacked when I was young..."

"Mom," Jiang Yi stopped her suddenly, "You don't have to feel indebted, and you don't have to feel sorry for me, I understand.

You don't need to feel guilty because of those previous thoughts, I don't care about those, really. "

"Xiaoyi..."

Jiang Yi pretended to smile relaxedly, and pulled his arm out of her embrace, "Okay, I'm fine, mom, you can go back, don't send me off."

"Then, be careful on the road." The woman's concerned eyes were mixed with a little sadness.

"I know."

After the words fell, Jiang Yi immediately turned his face and walked forward. The woman took a deep breath, and stood in place with her left hand holding her right hand, watching her leaving figure for a long time.

She felt that the thin back in her eyes seemed to overlap with her when she was a young child. The woman pursed her lips tightly, feeling as if her heart had been hit hard. Her eyes were covered with mist, and the back in front of her eyes was also blurred. It became more and more blurred.

Jiang Yi hurriedly walked around the corner, but just happened to bump into the figure of Shao Jun approaching. She raised her eyes to look at him, and saw the other party smiled and said:

"I forgot something. I'll look for it in the room. You can go back to the car and wait."

Hearing this, Jiang Yi's eyes moved, and he responded lightly, "En."

Seeing her walking away, Shao Jun put away his relaxed expression just now, and his face became serious.

In fact, he heard the conversation between the mother and daughter just now. He was already curious about the relationship between Jiang Yi and her parents, and now he wants to find out all the things that happened to her in the past. These doubts cannot be learned from Jiang Yi's mouth. Can get answers from other people.

……

　In the room, the woman seemed to be very sentimental, she stood there with her head bowed and scratched her nails, so Shao Jun walked towards her and asked in a soft tone:
"Auntie, can I, can I talk to you?"

"Ah...it's Xiaojun." Mother Yang raised her head and smiled at him, "Okay, what do you want to talk to Auntie about?"

Shao Jun politely raised his finger and pointed to the soft sofa seat beside him, "Please sit down, let's talk."

"Eh, good."

"Can you tell me about Jiang Yi's past?" Shao Jun said, "And about her biological father."

Hearing that Yang's mother's pupils shrank, her face was a little embarrassed and she didn't speak for a while, she lowered her eyes and pondered for a while, and then said:

"Since you've asked that, I'll... tell you everything." She sorted out her emotions, and continued:
"Jiang Yi is a sensitive child, and he has been able to observe words and emotions since he was a child. When we got divorced, my ex-husband and I quarreled all day long, and we discussed in private several times who she should award after we divorced.

In fact, children can feel the thoughts of adults. On the surface, they don’t cry or fuss, but they are like a mirror in their hearts.”

Shao Jun nodded, and listened attentively to her continuing,
"Divorced, Jiang Yi and her father, my ex-husband is a restaurant owner, a gambler and a drunkard, good ones don't have bad habits, fight with people every day, steal and rob when they have no money, I don't know how Jiang Yi lived with her father at that time."

The woman lowered her head, her face full of guilt,
"So Jiang Yi was very rebellious in the past. She belongs to the type of child who is very smart but has a strong rebellious mentality."

... no wonder.Shao Jun frowned.

"Jiang Yi was already eleven or twelve years old at that time. I knew her father was not a thing, and he couldn't take care of the child well. But I, my life was also very difficult. The working conditions were poor and the salary was low. I couldn't afford to support another child.
At that time, I thought, wait for me to work hard for a few more years, and then bring Jiang Yi back when the living conditions are better. "

After listening to Shao Jun, he suddenly asked: "You have no conditions, Jiang Yi's father didn't want to accept her at that time, did he?"

Hearing this, Mother Yang's eyes darkened, she lowered her eyes and stopped talking.

"Go ahead."

The woman sighed and said:
"Later, I met Lao Luo and re-established a family with him. He was a civil servant with a good salary and a better life after that. To start a new life, I have severed all the connections I should have had and shouldn’t have before.”

Shao Jun raised his eyebrows, "So you thought about giving up Jiang Yi?"

"I..." The woman stroked the broken hair covering her eyes, "I went to my ex-husband's house that day, and I went to her with a doll. I think girls like those things, but I really don't like them at all." get to know her.

At that time, I took Jiang Yi's hand and said to her shamelessly, "Mom met new people and got a new job. Look, can mom send you money every month from now on?" '"

As she spoke, the woman covered her face with her hands,
"I still remember her eyes at that time, empty, as if all hopes and expectations were smashed into it, her face was small and pale, when I looked at her, my heart ached, I felt I was wrong, I was really wrong.

I knew she was very disappointed in me, but Jiang Yi didn't say anything, just hung her head and stared at the concrete floor of the house full of footprints, as if she had lost her soul.

At that time, I felt like my heart was severely whipped. How could I think like that, why would I want to abandon her?

When I live well, I throw away the child as a burden. Isn't this a beast?Am I not even worse than her father who eats, drinks, whores and gambles! "

After talking on the phone, the woman's twisted heart seemed to have finally gotten some relief. He looked up at Shao Jun and said:
"She hasn't talked to me about the past for so many years, and I told her that she always avoids it, saying that she doesn't care, it doesn't matter, but I know, how can these things be suffocated in my heart, how can I get by, the pain is Okay, but the scar is always there!"

"Aunt Yang."

　Shao Jun took a deep breath, not knowing how to comfort the sobbing woman in front of him,
Mother Yang wiped her eyes and said:

"I'm old, a little... I can't control my emotions. I'm fine, Xiao Jun. Auntie just wants to tell you that Jiang Yi has a stubborn temper, but she is really insecure. What she said sometimes The words may not be sincere,
Promise Auntie, you will treat her well in the future, okay? "

Shao Jun looked into her eyes without blinking, and said affectionately and seriously:

"I know, I will."

……

　Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi...

Thinking of her name silently, Shao Jun eagerly looked for Jiang Yi's figure, impatient to see her immediately,
I don't know why, at this moment, Jiang Yi's childhood shadow appeared in his mind, so far away but extremely profound,

She bent down and squatted in the dirty and dark corner with her legs crossed. She looked so thin, and her thin clothes showed the protruding spines on her back, which made people feel heartbroken.

At this moment, he really wanted to rush over and hug her immediately, even if she pushed him away stubbornly, he would never let her go.

Shao Jun raised his eyes, and suddenly saw Jiang Yi leaning against the car door with folded arms, staring into the distance in a daze at the moment, his thin figure in the cold wind looked very petite.

　His heart trembled, his steps gradually slowed down, and he looked at her unwaveringly,
...Indifferent and lonely, sensitive and sharp, so you are such a person.

　Staring at her figure, Shao Jun couldn't even breathe very eagerly. Thanks to Yang's mother who told him about Jiang Yi's past, if he didn't ask today, Jiang Yi might never tell him these things in his life.

"Jiang Yi, why don't you go in, it's so cold outside..."

"My mother has already talked to you." Before he finished speaking, Jiang Yi asked, his eyes were extremely sharp.