Lord Jin wants to die in love with me every day

In the morning, sunlight pours into the room through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Shen Shaorui was originally a light sleeper, but the glare of the sun made her sleep even more restless.Frowning in displeasure, he struggled to turn over.

Shen Shaorui felt that she couldn't lift her head heavily, and couldn't move her whole body...Suddenly remembering what happened last night, Shen Shaorui woke up violently.

Squinting her eyes and finding that she was in her own room, Shen Shaorui reached out and rubbed her eyes.Sitting up, I felt light all over, and the towel fell off my forehead.

Seeing the towel, Shen Shaorui thought that she had a fever last night, this towel...is someone taking care of her?
Anyway, no matter who this person is, it can't be Jin Zheyu.Thinking of this, Shen Shaorui clenched her towel tighter.

Shen Shaorui tidied up a bit and planned to go out, because she was afraid of meeting Mr. Jin face to face, so she tried to walk as lightly as possible.

Just as he was about to go downstairs, he looked up and saw Mr. Jin walking up.When Mr. Jin looked up, he also saw Shen Shaorui.

Shen Shaorui was so embarrassed that she didn't know whether to go or not, so she smiled at the old man awkwardly.

When the old man saw Shen Shaorui, the unfathomable look in his eyes made Shen Shaorui a little guilty, but he still looked calm on the surface.

Mr. Jin stood under the stairs, squinting his eyes and asked, "Shen Shaorui? When did you come back? Why didn't you tell the family?"

Shen Shaorui recalled the lie Jin Zheyu had told the old man yesterday, and for a moment didn't know how to answer it.

In a hurry, he bravely explained to the old man, "I came back in the morning."

"Oh? Really?" Mr. Jin's tone was calm, but in Shen Shaorui's ears, it was the naked exposing of "you are telling lies".

Shen Shaorui felt flustered for a while, but she still forced herself to calm down.

"Really." Shen Shaorui replied with a guilty conscience, avoiding her eyes.

Mr. Jin didn't say anything more, he hummed lightly, and went upstairs.Shen Shaorui quietly looked at his expression, not knowing whether it was joy or anger.

Seeing the back of the old man going away, Shen Shaorui let out a long sigh of relief, luckily he didn't reveal his secrets.

Shen Shaorui went down the stairs, looked up and saw the butler busy in the living room, she thought about what happened before, hesitated and wanted to ask questions.

After walking a few steps, the steps stopped.

Thinking about it carefully, firstly, I don't want to face the aggressiveness of the butler, and secondly, if a mere butler can do such a thing, there must be someone behind it... If you ask rashly like this, I'm afraid it's not good.

That being the case, Shen Shaorui didn't want to stay here any longer, so it's better to leave as soon as the housekeeper didn't notice her.

Turning around to leave, the housekeeper called her name behind her.

Shen Shaorui turned around and saw the butler's indifferent expression, her heart skipped a beat. She knew that the butler didn't like her, but this expression still made her feel somewhat uncomfortable.

The butler put down the things in his hands, walked straight to Shen Shaorui, and massaged her from head to toe, saying, "Madam is coming back soon, as a daughter-in-law, you should be ready to welcome Madam, understand?"

His tone was cold and emotionless.

"Yes, I understand." Shen Shaorui agreed, with the same expressionless face, she didn't want to have too much entanglement with the housekeeper.

The housekeeper glanced at Shen Shaorui, frowned, walked around her and left.

The hand hanging by the side was secretly clenched... You all thought that I, Shen Shaorui, was so easy to bully, right?
After the housekeeper left, Shen Shaorui hurried to the mental hospital where her mother had been.

When she came to the mental hospital, Shen Shaorui went straight to the dean's room without saying a word.Find the dean there.

After a brief greeting, Shen Shaorui told the dean that her mother had been in this mental hospital, and said that she wanted to know her mother's condition before her death and the real reason for her suicide.

After learning that Shen Shaorui came to inquire about her mother's condition, the dean invited Shen Shaorui to sit down and chat.

The two sat down facing each other, and seeing the dean's expression, Shen Shaorui felt a little flustered at this moment.She pretended to be calm and sat quietly.

"A few days before your mother committed suicide, her condition suddenly became much more serious. I don't know who released the news of your arrest in the hall, and she went crazy. No one can stop her."

Shen Shaorui was shocked, who released the news.

"After our doctor injected her with a sedative that day, she managed to calm down. We all thought she was fine, but who knew that after she was released at night, she... jumped off the building."

Hearing this, Shen Shaorui's eyes turned red...

She couldn't listen to what the dean said later, what comforted Shen Shaorui. At this moment, there was only one thought circling in her mind—it was her...she killed her mother.

But whoever put the news in the lobby, Shen Shaorui must get back the debt.Thinking of this, Shen Shaorui's heart was full of ups and downs.

At this moment, the door of the dean's room was suddenly pushed open.

When Shen Shaorui heard the sound of the door opening, she immediately raised her head in a panic. A man in a white coat who looked gentle and elegant pushed the door in. At first glance, she even felt a little familiar.

The person who came was Fu Ziang, a psychiatrist.

The dean smiled and pulled Fu Ziang over, and introduced to Shen Shaorui, "This is Fu Ziang who grew up in our dean, and now he is a psychiatrist."

Shen Shaorui was startled, isn't Fu Ziang the elder brother who grew up with him?If you look closely, there are actually some similarities between the eyebrows and eyes.

The moment Fu Ziang saw Shen Shaorui, he recognized her. The little girl was still the same as when she was a child, and she looked pretty.

Looking at it like this, Rui Rui didn't recognize him?
Fu Ziang smiled slightly, bent down and asked softly, "Does Rui Rui still recognize brother?"

"It's you...it's really you!" Shen Shaorui was very pleasantly surprised when her thoughts were confirmed.

It turns out that the quiet brother who was a child has now become an excellent psychiatrist.She had changed so much in appearance and grown in stature that she almost didn't recognize it.

Fu Ziang smiled slightly, seeing in Shen Shaorui's eyes, memories welled up in his heart.

When I was a child, it was this smile that took Shen Shaorui through childhood.During those years of living in the mental hospital, Fu Ziang accompanied her to protect her, and infected her with this smile...

Recalling all the suddenly fragmented memories of these years, Shen Shaorui felt a surge of warmth in her heart.

After the two exchanged pleasantries, Shen Shaorui asked if she could ask Fu Ziang to check herself, because she had symptoms of memory fragmentation many times, and she suspected that she might be like her mother.

Fu Ziang readily agreed.

Shen Shaorui followed Fu Ziang into a psychotherapy room at the end of the corridor on this floor.

The room didn't have much decoration, the walls were painted white, there was a small square window, the sunlight was speckled on the floor, and there was a cloth sofa on which the sunlight fell.

The environment was very warm, but Shen Shaorui's heart was still heavy.

She felt that such a closed small room made her even more out of breath.