Young Master Mo's little wife doted on her fiercely

After Li Yixiao saw that Ji Yunfeng was so happy, Li Yixiao also subconsciously sat up from the bed. When Ji Yunfeng saw Li Yixiao got up, Ji Yunfeng hurriedly helped Li Yixiao up carefully. Li Yixiao watched Ji Yunfeng laughing and talking to a child Similarly, Li Yixiao couldn't laugh or cry in his heart for a while, Li Yixiao looked at Ji Yunfeng and said word by word: "Actually... I have been thinking about this matter in my heart for a long time, since... I have decided to stay in my heart." Now that I'm here, I definitely won't just say leave. Since I'm like this, I can't stay at home and let you support me, right...?? I know, you might say you can afford it, but... Ji Yunfeng, you know me too, do you think I am such a superficial person?? I need to use things to prove my own worth, so... I will not easily stay at home all the time, and... Now that I have I plan to stay in City A, and I have to go back to work in the company, President Mo and the company need me." Li Yixiao looked at Ji Yunfeng and explained word by word.After Ji Yunfeng listened to Li Yixiao's words, Ji Yunfeng nodded to Li Yixiao, Ji Yunfeng knew that what Li Yixiao said was from his heart, Ji Yunfeng thought of this in his heart, Ji Yunfeng couldn't help stretching out his hand, and hugged Li Yixiao in his arms, Li Yixiao also cooperated with Ji Yunfeng very much, shrunk himself into a small one and stayed in Ji Yunfeng's arms, Ji Yunfeng's voice was deep and very magnetic and said to Li Yixiao: "Xiaoxiao, you know, when you say this How happy was my heart...?? I never thought that you would look like this. In fact... For so long, I have always been concerned about gains and losses in my heart. I am always afraid in my heart. you will leave me
And it's... kind of silent, you know...? ?I think in my heart every day, how should I keep you, but... I can't grasp this degree in my heart. Sometimes, I want to lock you firmly by my side , but... I know better than anyone in my heart that you like freedom so much, I'm afraid that if I really do this and lock you by my side, you will hate me forever, but... if I really give You are free, I am afraid that you are like a kite with a broken string, in my hand, just flew away without any warning, Xiaoxiao, you know, you are really important in my heart, Your position in my heart is even enviable to me. I, Ji Yunfeng, have been romantic for more than ten years, but... for so many years, you are the only person who let me put it in my heart and let me let it go It's at the top of my heart, Xiaoxiao, I just like you, don't leave me, okay...? ?I beg you, in the past, I often saw Mo Yi'an being sad because of Su Chensi and drinking away his sorrows. Every time I saw Mo Yi'an looking like he was dying, I I really don't understand in my heart, would a person really do this for another person...? ?At that time, I didn't know what *love is in my heart. I even thought...people like their bodies, why must they give emotion...? ?In fact... At that time, I seemed to be living in a chic and unrestrained way, playing in the world, but in fact...Only I was very clear in my heart. I was afraid of feelings, I was afraid that someone would like me, because...that would become my heart I don't want the cumbersome and burdensome burden, because... my father and mother are in a commercial marriage, and there is no relationship between them at all. like. "

"So... I'm afraid of establishing this kind of emotion. I'm afraid that after I give my sincerity, I will end up... in vain. I give my sincerity, but I am trampled on by others. In a world without light, in fact...in his heart he yearns for light, but...he has never been in contact with it, so...he will be instinctively afraid, no matter how longing in his heart, he will not I will touch it, because...for a person who has been in the black world for a long time, how much he values ​​light. If...that beam of light that is regarded as hope disappears, then...you would rather never touch it, even ...Never had it, because...you never had it, even if one day he completely disappears in your world, you will only feel a little bit of regret, not...the heart-piercing pain, Do you understand what I mean...?? Li Yixiao, do you know how I spent the years when you went abroad...?? In those five years, I hated myself very much in my heart, I ... At the same time, I also hate you. I hate myself for why I treated you so unscrupulously, why I hurt you so unscrupulously, why I didn’t consider your feelings, why I said so many hurtful things to you, and why I let you see me alone My mother, let you face so much by yourself, let you hear my mother's knife-like words, I hate myself for not protecting you well, I once told you that I wanted to be your protector*, But... I didn't do it at all. On the contrary, I still bullied you. In fact... While I hate myself, I also hate you in my heart. I hate you, so quietly left my world , without even a chance for me to explain, I hate you for giving up the relationship between the two of us so lightly,
Even... I hate that you just left me here alone, leaving me alone in this city full of all our memories. For a long time after you left, I even... alone I dare not go out because...you are everywhere. In the past few years after you left, I have used a lot of work to numb myself. Only when I am free, my mind is full of you. I would think, how are you doing abroad...? ?My Xiaoxiao is so kind, so good, will there be many people who like you and pursue you, will my Xiaoxiao meet someone better than me abroad, and don’t want me, after all... the former Ji Yunfeng It's so unbearable, it's normal if you don't want me, but... I still think very morbidly in my heart...you like me, even...we have been separated for so many years, in your heart you still I have mine, but... Xiaoxiao, as you leave for longer and longer, I gradually lose confidence in my heart, if...you really like me, if...in your I really have my words in my heart, why... It's been such a long time, why don't you country...? ?Is it because you don’t have me anymore in your heart? These... I will always think about it in my heart. I am alone in the night, living like a trapped animal, but... I have never had a single person in my heart. Answer, during that time, I drank a lot, and even... Once I drank stomach bleeding, I almost died in the hospital. At that time... I really thought in my heart, it would be great if I could really leave like this At least... if you know, you will feel sorry and sad for me in your heart...? ?But...God, maybe...I think I should die, so I survived like this, hahaha. " Ji Yunfeng said with some bitterness in his heart.

After Li Yixiao listened to Ji Yunfeng's words, Li Yixiao felt as if he was being shocked by an electric shock. Li Yixiao never thought that in the past few years after he left, Ji Yunfeng actually lived his life like this, even... Ji Yunfeng even took his own life I don't care anymore, after Li Yixiao listened to Ji Yunfeng's words, Li Yixiao's heart felt... as if there was a knife cutting his heart one knife after another.Li Yixiao was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe. Li Yixiao took the initiative to hug Ji Yunfeng. Li Yixiao threw himself into Ji Yunfeng's arms. Li Yixiao didn't know when his eyes were full of tears. In short... Li Yixiao's heart hurts It seemed that it was difficult to breathe, Li Yixiao shook his head frantically in Ji Yunfeng's arms, Li Yixiao was out of breath crying in Ji Yunfeng's arms, Li Yixiao said to Ji Yunfeng in a short voice: "I... For many years, I have never forgotten you. Really, actually... When I was abroad, I didn’t have a good night. At that time, I took a lot of sleeping pills. I was abroad for five years, and I watched it for four years. The psychiatrist, I can't sleep every night, although... I am abroad, but... my heart is always in the country, although... Sometimes I often paralyze myself, I keep telling myself, I want Forget about you completely, I want to start my new life, a... world without you, but... Ji Yunfeng, you know me, it is simply impossible for me to forget you, even if My brain wants me to forget you, and my heart will never forget you. Every time there is something in the country, I am extremely worried about you. You know...?? Sometimes President Mo will inadvertently ask you I revealed information about you. I know Mo always did it on purpose. If... I really wanted to forget you, I would have told President Mo the first time he told me that, but , I don't, I know that I am so eager to know your news in my heart, Ji Yunfeng, my love for you has never disappeared, my love for you is no worse than your love for me Less. You know...?? Sometimes I'm just good at hiding my emotions. I'm just afraid of getting hurt again. I'm... like a snail. I shrink myself into the The protective shell is inside, and I protect myself in this way."