Actually you are a little sweet

Chapter 94 Really Give Up (Reworked)

Xu Zihan complained loudly about Lin Junyi's ruthlessness towards her, her body trembled slightly at this moment, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing down so much that she didn't dare to look up at him, for fear that he would see her fragility.

Lin Junyi squatted down and stretched out his hand to touch Xu Zihan's tear-filled cheek. Xu Zihan's body shook and subconsciously retreated, but there was a wall behind her, where could she retreat?
"What do you want to do?" Xu Zihan stretched out his hand to block between the two of them defensively, and his eyes were full of guard.

"Lin Junyi, I have really given up. My love for you was blown away by the cold wind when you missed the appointment again that night. All the love was wiped away by your repeated injuries. I thought you just don't know how to fall in love, but you said you have an ex-girlfriend, and I saw that night, you were afraid that she would bump into you even when you got out of the car, and you were holding her hand so carefully, tsk tsk, it really is love It's the difference between not loving."

Lin Junyi suddenly remembered, he didn't know why he suddenly opened his mouth to explain: "It's because she is pregnant, that's why I was so careful."

It's okay not to say this, but it's even more sad to say Xu Zihan, Lin Junyi is a cleanliness person, even a mental cleanliness, but he can bear the fact that the woman he loves is someone else's wife and pregnant with someone else's child.

Sure enough.

Oh, it's possible or not that the child was his.

Suddenly she was relieved, she was indeed a person who did not deserve his affection, not even a trace of warmth, let alone love.

"You have no idea how cold it is in winter nights here. It's suffocatingly cold."

Xu Zihan was wearing the black suspender skirt that she wore at her brother's birthday party that day. The waist in the middle made it look like her waist was full, her lower body only reached the knees, and her legs were slender and fair.

"I'm waiting for you but I can't wait for you" Xu Zihan muttered softly.

That night, she also waited for him for a long time like before, until she was shivering from the cold before walking to the bar next to her.

After Xu Zihan entered the bar, he directly found a remote place to sit down and served a lot of wine.

Drinking one cup after another, she finally met a person, Li Xiaojin, who was not very talkative, and who was going to record a variety show with her soon.Xu Zihan asked him to drink with her, and finally she fell down. After all, she was a woman and she had other things on her mind, so she was easy to get drunk.

Li Xiaojin frowned, she was drunk and she didn't know her home address, what should she do?

In the end, Li Xiaojin had no choice but to take Xu Zihan to his home. Fortunately, he always liked to live alone at home with no one else, otherwise he would definitely arouse others' suspicion if he brought her back like this.

Li Xiaojin brought Xu Zihan, who was drunk, to his home. At this time, Xu Zihan couldn't make a fuss anymore. After the fuss, she was obediently held in Li Xiaojin's arms. Li Xiaojin carried her out of the car and went straight to his room. She lay down on the bed.

Li Xiaojin gently brushed the hair on Xu Zihan's face behind her ears with his fingers, looked at her ball head, fearing that she would not sleep well, so he carefully helped her untie the ball head and spread her hair so that she could sleep better

Li Xiaojin looked at the girl he liked lying on the bed that he usually lay on, and he couldn't feel it. Her lips with lipstick were shining, as if she was tempting him to kiss her.

Today, she is wearing a black suspender dress. The black color makes her fair skin look more white and charming, and her eye shadow today uses a blue enchantress to outline the end of her eyes. The whole person is as seductive as a fairy.

But even if she wasn't like a fairy, even if she was asleep, she still touched his heart. Xu Zihan lay on the bed and twisted slightly, and the originally loose sling slipped to her arm at this moment.

Li Xiaojin's slightly rough fingertips are moving the sling for her
When his shoulder accidentally touched her skin, this careless touch made Li Xiaojin's body tremble, as if he was hit by an electric current.

Li Xiaojin rubbed his finger against Xu Zihan's ruddy lips lightly, and suddenly an evil thought came to his mind.

Or just take this opportunity to get her, even if you can't get her heart, it's good to get someone.

Li Xiaojin possessed him like a demon and kissed Xu Zihan's lips. When the two lips were touching each other, his body reacted quickly.

His fingers gently rubbed against her shoulders, and from the shoulders to other parts of her body, his lips instinctively outlined Xu Zihan's lips, and his fingers gently slid across her cheeks to her neck.

The elegant and beautiful swan neck, Li Xiaojin wanted to leave his mark on it with all his strength, but he couldn't, his reason told him that he couldn't.This is the girl he has liked for a long time. With her confident smile and vigorous dancing posture when she dances on the stage, she is as beautiful as a fairy.

Li Xiaojin propped up his body, looking at Xu Zihan, who was so fussy just now, lying unconscious on the bed with dim eyes.

She closed her eyes and made up her mind to resist the urge to strangle Xu Zihan to death. A girl has no sense of safety at all, but she can drink and get drunk in a bar by herself, and she is still wearing such... clothes.Li Xiaojin's fingers pulled down Xu Zihan's sling so tenderly. When his hands touched her fair skin, he felt an inexplicable sense of guilt.

Li Xiaojin felt that there was always a voice in his mind telling him, or else he would just be a villain, but he still didn't. She was crying in her car just now, muttering in her mouth that although he didn't After listening to everything, she still understood that she was trapped and hurt by love, so she went to the bar to be sad and get drunk.

"Hmm~" Xu Zihan felt a little uncomfortable, but she didn't know what was wrong. The moment she made a sound, Li Xiaojin woke up and quickly went to bring her hangover soup, and carefully and carefully fed the hangover soup to Xu Zihan after drinking it almost Just put the bowl down.

"I really want to be with you forever like this!" Li Xiaojin grabbed her hand and held it tightly. When he touched her hand, his body trembled slightly, and he stared at her with his eyes closed The beautiful woman looked at it without blinking, but she didn't dare to do anything, only to make her frown.

"What kind of man can make you so sad?" Li Xiaojin muttered to himself.

At that time Xu Zihan was talking in his car

"Lin Junyi, do you love me?"

"Do you like me a little bit?"

"Are you a little tempted by me?"

"Even if it's just a little bit. At that time, Xu Zihan was talking in his car

"Why are you doing this to me?" 
"Why don't you love me?"
Xu Zihan's whispered words fell into Li Xiaojin's ears, is it someone she likes?Did that person treat her badly? Why is she so sad?

"I really like you very much" Xu Zihan's words reached Li Xiaojin's ears again, he saw Xu Zihan muttering to himself and his heart twitched. In fact, he also really liked her.

"Hanhan, in fact, I really like you too." He was finally able to say this, but he only dared to say it when she was drunk.He is so much older than her, if he said he liked her, she would probably be frightened.

And he is already 35 years old now, she is only 25 years old, she is the most beautiful and the best age, he... After all, he and she are not in the same world.

However, he didn't want to give up on her like this, and he really didn't want to see her so sad.

If you are so sad, can you give me a chance, give me a chance that will not make you so sad.

Li Xiaojin doesn’t remember when he fell in love with her, maybe when he was in a bad mood but was forced by his mother to go on a blind date and go to the show with that girl, he saw her standing in the middle at a glance , confident, beautiful, elegant and moving.

Yes, Xu Zihan's smile seemed to be contagious and calmed down his irritated heart. Since then, he often went to see her performances, and knew that her name was Xu Zihan, and she was also Chinese, but she was only 15 years old at the time.

15 years old, and he was 25 years old at the time, they were almost a round of age difference.

She didn't appear on the stage again because she returned to China, and later he also returned to China. He thought he would never see her again, but he saw her again on TV. She was still confident, beautiful, elegant and moving.

Xu Zihan woke up at Li Xiaojin's house the next day in shock. She patted her head, checked herself, thanked Li Xiaojin, and left.

When she woke up, she naturally noticed the bowl next to the bedside. There was still some sober soup in the bowl. Even a stranger could cook sober soup for her when she was drunk, but Lin Junyi would not , he only talks about himself.

Xu Zihan still remembers that time when one of her plays was finished, the crew invited them to dinner, and then, as the heroine, she couldn't escape being toasted by the actors. In the end, she drank too much and instead of going back to her own house, she went to Lin Junyi's house first.

After Lin Junyi opened the door, she smelled the strong smell of alcohol on Xu Zihan's body and her red face. She was a little dazed, looked at Lin Junyi stupidly, and finally seemed to reach out to tease him. She originally wanted to swear at him. A Jiao said that she was drunk and wanted him to order a hangover soup for herself, but before she could say anything, Lin Junyi gave her a cold face.

"Girls, don't drink so much."

Now that I think about it, Lin Junyi is really ruthless to himself, and he can only be so ruthless if he doesn't love him.

Xu Zihan reached out and wiped the tears on her face before looking up at Lin Junyi: "I'm not saying this now because I want you to feel guilty, so don't worry, what I did before was done voluntarily, and I also I will not kidnap you morally."

Xu Zihan couldn't stand Lin Junyi locking her between him and the wall like this, so she pushed Lin Junyi's hand that was on the side and moved from that position to the side.

"Hanhan, I didn't think about breaking up with you at the beginning, I even thought that it would be okay to just be with you for the rest of my life." Lin Junyi finally said what was in his heart.

Xu Zihan's eyes were red, and even the tip of her nose was a little pinkish red. She couldn't help laughing as if she had heard a joke.

Lin Junyi: "..."

He didn't understand why she laughed like that, her laughter seemed to be mocking herself, didn't she believe what she said?

"Lin Junyi, you think it's impossible to be with Bai Xue and you, so it doesn't matter if you are with anyone. Although Lin Junyi doesn't ask you to love me, even if you like me a little, I won't be so sad."

Xu Zihan's intense gaze swept over Lin Junyi's face: "And do you think we are really in love?"

Xu Zihan no longer bothered to entangle with him, closed his eyes, his long eyelashes trembled a few times: "Don't appear in my life again, this time I really let go."

Xu Zihan threw down this sentence and walked towards the door of her house. From then on, she and Lin Junyi will truly "forget each other in the rivers and lakes".

When Xu Zihan returned to the room, he felt that the atmosphere was a bit delicate.

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