Actually you are a little sweet

No one knew what happened between Su Wei and Qingchen, and Qingchen stayed by Su Wei's bedside until he was really sleepy, then sat on the small sofa next to him to close his eyes and rest.

At the same time, a major event happened between Lu Yi and Jin Jiaxu, and Lu Yi proposed to Jin Jiaxu to dissolve the engagement.

Jin Jiaxu seemed to be in disbelief that Xiao Luer, who had always loved him so much, would propose to break off the engagement, and he stared at Lu Yi with unbelievable eyes without squinting.

Lu Yi sat there very calmly playing with her mobile phone, without being affected by Jin Jiaxu at all.

Jin Jiaxu stared at her silently, Jin Jiaxu wanted to tear off her indifferent appearance, so he gritted his teeth and went to squat down in front of Lu Yi.

"Little Lu'er, tell me you are serious?" The tone was surprisingly gentle, Lu Yi thought that he might be very angry, but he did not expect him to be so gentle and calm.

"Yes" Lu Yi still didn't look at Jin Jiaxu, she looked at Su Wei's Weibo comments on her phone and smiled slightly with narrowed eyes.

Jin Jiaxu knows Lu Yi very well, her smile is from the heart, not like the smile that she smiled for the sake of laughing when she was with her before.

Once upon a time, there was a little girl who often smiled at herself like this, her eyes narrowed into two crescents, and her eyes were as clear and bright as a pool of water.At that time, the little girl always followed her and called her "Brother Xu", but one day when she heard that she was talking to her friends, she said that she only regarded the little girl as her younger sister, and asked them if they couldn't hear because of their bad ears. Did the little girl tell him to praise her brother?

and after?Later, the little girl started calling her by her own name, calling "Jin Jiaxu, Jin Jiaxu" behind him every day, but then he lost the little girl who loved him so much.

Jin Jiaxu was afraid that his anger would frighten Lu Yi, so he kept holding back, "Xiao Luer, say it again, look me in the eyes and say it again."

Lu Yi didn't look at her phone this time. She complied with Jin Jiaxu's request and looked directly into his eyes without squinting. A light that flickers when it comes to itself.

"Jin Jiaxu, cancel this engagement!" Lu Yi's heart is calm at the moment, maybe it's because she has grown up, and there is always a price to pay for growing up. That's all."

Facing Lu Yi's unwavering stare, Jin Jiaxu suddenly wanted to dodge, he didn't want to see this look, this look was as calm as a pool of stagnant water inside, and there were stars in his little Luer's eyes, how could this be him Where is the little deer?
Lu Yi saw Jin Jiaxu's dodging eyes, she stretched out her hands to Jin Jiaxu and hugged Jin Jiaxu's head with both hands so that he couldn't move any more, her eyes met and she was speechless.

"You are not her, you are not my little deer, every time my little deer looks at me, there are stars in his eyes, you are not her." Jin Jiaxu's voice was a little hoarse, but it was very nice, Lu Yi She also thought it was really good, but it was only good. Every time she heard Jin Jiaxu speak before, she always felt sullen and flirtatious, and the damn subwoofer made her heart beat up and down.

But now it's gone, only good sounds are left.

"Do you know why?" Lu Yi's voice floated into Jin Jiaxu's ears lightly.

Until Lu Yi opened the door and walked out of the room, Jin Jiaxu still maintained his squatting posture.

She was so close to his ear, and the breath sprayed on his neck was light and itchy. Just as he was about to reach out to grab it, her gentle but emotionless voice sounded again suddenly.

"Because the stars in her eyes have been extinguished by the person she loves the most, every little bit of starlight has fallen and will never flicker again."

The person I love the most will never flicker again.

Jin Jiaxu closed his eyes and only knew the pain in his heart. If he had known that the sin he committed before would bear such a fruit, then he would never have done it.

How sad did he make his little deer to make all the stars in her eyes fall?
"Little Lu'er, I know I was wrong, I know I was an asshole before, but I also know that I really love you, so can you give me another chance to love you well." Jin Jiaxu put on one knee Kneeling down, she stretched out her hand and quickly grabbed Lu Yi's wrist.

"Jin Jiaxu, that kind of lying on the bed, the tears ran across the bridge of the nose, flowed into the other eye, and then flowed from the other eye to the pillow, desperate to suffocation, only heard the sound of heart breaking into pieces, even Can you understand the feeling of crying so hard that you can't make a sound?" Lu Yi's eyes were moist and bloodshot, "That's how I felt that night."

Lu Yi lowered her head, tears fell from her eyes and dripped onto Jin Jiaxu's face.

"Do you know how desperate I was that night? Me, I hate myself as much as I hate you, why I like you when I hate myself, why I go to you if I don't go to me It wouldn't be what it is now."

As soon as Lu Yi closed her eyes, she would think that when she came out of the bar, several men covered her mouth and took her into the car, and then she was raped by one of the men in the car... Later, she could only see The shaking of the ceiling and the man on him.

An unforgettable birthday gift that she loathed deeply, it really made her loathe it from the bottom of her heart.

Jin Jiaxu was shocked by the hatred in Lu Yi's eyes, Lu Yi raised his hand and lightly stroked Jin Jiaxu's cheek, and then said lightly, "No matter how much I shout or beg for mercy, it's useless, he tied me with a tie Touching me like you touched those women, I cried and struggled desperately, but there was nothing I could do but endure the pain silently.”

Lu Yi didn't know why she was in the hospital the next day, but when she woke up from the hospital bed, she pulled off her clothes and saw the dense hickey marks, and saw the red marks on her hands from being strangled by the tie. At that time, her mind was full of the man's panting, and the fear in her heart was gradually replaced by nausea as she trembled all over. She just felt that she was so dirty!So dirty!

"Little Deer, I"

"Shut up, Jin Jiaxu, after many years, every time I think about it, I will tremble all over. I told myself that this matter cannot be blamed on you alone, so I can only blame myself, blame myself for being shameless and skinny looking at you."

"No, little deer. You're not to blame for this matter. If you want to blame it, you can blame me. I blame me back then." Jin Jiaxu's words were forcibly interrupted by Lu Yi.

"It's your fault? Yes, Jin Jiaxu, I liked you so much at the time, I couldn't help myself and I took you as my whole world, but why couldn't you see it?" Lu Yi complained softly, "But in the final analysis, it is In me, if I hadn't been so stubborn, if I hadn't been so whimsical, if I hadn't been so self-indulgent, I thought that my position in your heart is very important." Lu Yi forcefully broke away Jin Jiaxu's fingers that were holding onto her wrist, and one Breaking apart one by one, Jin Jiaxu watched as Lu Yi opened his hand, and only at this moment did he realize that his little Lu'er was really about to leave him.

Lu Yi turned around and pulled them away without a trace of nostalgia and left the room. After a long time, Jin Jiaxu was still kneeling on one knee.

It turns out that the heart can really hurt to the point where you can't speak, and you can feel the pain until you suffocate. It is he who personally ruined his happiness, and even ruined the happiness of the girl he loves the most.

Jin Jiaxu clenched his fists and punched the ground vigorously, closing his eyes and recalling Lu Yi's accusation just now in his mind.

The clips of Lu Yi pestering him back then could not help flashing through his mind. Xiao Lu Yi loved pestering him when she was young, and always said that she would marry herself when she grows up.

"Brother Jiaxu, Xiao Luer will marry Brother Jiaxu and be his bride when she grows up." The little girl was wearing a pink princess dress, a princess crown on her head, and a small face full of collagen written all over her face. He became more serious, looking at himself with stars in his eyes.

"Brother Jia Xu, Xiao Lu'er is 13 years old this year! In five years, Xiao Lu'er will be an adult." The little girl has grown up beautifully at this time, with her long hair hanging down naturally, and her tone is full of excitement.

"Jin Jiaxu, I'm seventeen this year, so you have to give me a special gift, the kind that takes your heart away."

Jin Jiaxu turned his head and blinked his eyes and asked jokingly, "Can't you lose your kidney?"

Lu Yi puffed his mouth, dissatisfied with Jin Jiaxu's words in his eyes, staring at Jin Jiaxu silently, when Jin Jiaxu caught sight of Lu Yi's eyes from the corner of his eye, he suddenly felt uneasy for a few seconds, then patted Lu Yi on the head "Okay, don't worry, I must prepare a surprise gift, okay?"

Lu Yi immediately burst into a smile because of his words, Jin Jiaxu thought that the little girl was so cute!

In fact, she had already prepared her birthday gift by herself, but someone mentioned it when she was drinking with his group of friends at the bar the night before.

"Brother Xu, you should be a little girl tomorrow!"

"Yeah, it should be called little girlfriend."

"No, no, it should be the little fiancee."

"Now you can enjoy your life to the fullest." That's what the man said, but everyone understands that it doesn't mean the same thing at all.

"Hey, what gift is Brother Xu going to give this time? Didn't he pester you two days ago to ask for an adult gift?"

Another man leaned forward: "Hey, it's not easy. Doesn't she like Brother Xu? Just let her become Brother Xu's woman. Let her change from a girl to a woman is the greatest gift." After the man finished speaking, the people next to him laughed. Jin Jiaxu frowned when he heard the man's words, and glanced at everyone with displeasure.

"Don't talk nonsense, Brother Xu treats her as a younger sister." The man sitting next to Jin Jiaxu noticed Jin Jiaxu's displeased eyes and quickly interrupted, but the man didn't realize it and continued to say, "I don't think Brother Xu is a brother. , even if Brother Xu doesn't take the initiative, I believe the little girl will take the initiative to deliver it to your door, but Brother Xu still has to take it easy, after all, the little girl is too immature and hasn't developed GUO~"

Before the man finished speaking, Jin Jiaxu kicked over the table in front of him, his eyes were cold and stern, his face was extremely unhappy, the tip of his tongue brushed his mouth recklessly, then he lifted his foot and kicked the man, then he clenched his fist and waved at him. on the man.

In the end, Jin Jiaxu lightly licked the corner of his lips with the tip of his tongue, touched the corner of his mouth with his fingers and left, "Say the fuck again, I'll kill you tonight, get out."