The routine of marriage first and love later is slightly sweet

He touched his chubby belly, but his face was full of bitterness and hatred, as if he hadn't eaten for several days and looked miserable.

Lin Xiaosen didn't understand what Jun Mofan wanted to do, and the child didn't belong to her, so why did she leave the child with her, but her heart was still very soft, although she hated Jun Mofan, but for the child , but she couldn't hate it anyway, so she let Jing Er go in first.

"Your father really is. I'm sure I'm not that cruel. It just so happens that I haven't had breakfast yet. I'll make whatever you want."

Jing Er tilted her head and thought about it seriously, "Well, I will eat whatever my mother eats."

Lin Xiaosen smiled, "Go and play by yourself for a while, and I'll cook."

Lin Xiaosen's attitude really made Jing'er happy. He originally thought that his mother would not let him in because of his father, but he didn't expect that not only did his mother let him in, but also there was no unhappy expression on her face. Happy, can he understand that mother is actually very happy, hehe, thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing.

Lin Xiaosen looked at Jing'er's cheerful look, and a big smile appeared on his face. Breakfast was ready soon. Lin Xiaosen seldom cooks these years, and Su Mozhe usually does the cooking, so her The cooking skills are really not flattering.

As soon as Jing Er took a bite, the expression on his face instantly turned bitter haha, if the person in front of him was not his mother, he really wanted to say, is this something people eat?

Lin Xiaosen cooked a bowl of noodles for herself and Jing Er. The most important thing is that she hasn't gone out today. This is the only food in the house. In fact, she doesn't want to cook noodles. Cooking noodles is really important to her. It was too difficult, and a lot of the noodles had already stuck together.

But after taking a bite, his heart is still hard inside, and I don't know if Lin Xiaosen put salt as sugar, the whole noodle is no longer described as salty, but salty and bitter.

Lin Xiaosen took a bite, and immediately vomited, "Bah, bah, what is this, it's too unpalatable, forget it, Jing'er, don't eat it, let's order takeaway." It was too unpalatable, how could such a thing be eaten by a child, she immediately dumped those two bowls of noodles into the trash can.

While waiting for the takeaway, Lin Xiaosen sat on the sofa and watched TV, while Jing Er packed his suitcase by himself. He is already six years old and has a strong ability to take care of himself. At home, basically as long as he Whatever he can do, he will do it himself, and never let others do it for him.

Lin Xiaosen watched as Jing Er took out his change of clothes from the suitcase, including pajamas, and of course his panties, as well as his favorite toys, books, computers, toiletries, and even his usual drinks. The powdered milk was brought over.

When he saw this, Lin Xiaosen was completely surprised, "Jing'er, did you clean it up yourself, or did your dad clean it up for you? It's so comprehensive. Do you plan to live with me often?"

While folding the clothes, Jing Er said, "No, Dad is so lazy, so he won't help me pack my things. These things are usually my favorite. Mom, are you going to drive me out?"

Thinking of this thought, Jing Er immediately put down the clothes in her hands, climbed onto the sofa, hugged Lin Xiaosen's hand and acted like a baby, "Mom, don't drive me away, okay? I'm very good, I won't make trouble for you, I It’s also easy to feed, you see I brought all the milk powder, this, this is my lucky money, my mother gave it, I can support myself.”

While talking, he handed a bank card to Lin Xiaosen, repeatedly assuring himself that he was good, "Mom, if you drive me out, I won't have a place to live. I'm still so young, and the streets are very cold and dark at night. , and those big dogs, they will bully me."

Unknowingly, Lin Xiaosen's thinking was surrounded by Jing Er. When he thought of Jing Er, a small ball shivering in the cold on the street, and the appearance of stray dogs biting him, Lin Xiaosen couldn't help thinking. I feel very distressed.

"Okay, stop talking, I didn't say I would drive you away, I just asked casually, but since you live in my house, don't call me mother in the future, I'm not your mother, everyone has their own mother, Your mother won't be happy if you call me that."

After Lin Xiaosen finished speaking, she realized that what she said was so confusing, she was almost confused, and she didn't know if Jing Er could understand it.

When Jing Er heard Lin Xiaosen's words, her small face collapsed immediately, "But you are my mother, it doesn't matter, my father said you lost your memory, you must have forgotten me, but it doesn't matter, just wait until you remember gone."

He found a photo from his suitcase and handed it to Lin Xiaosen, "Father said that the woman on this is my mother. How can you not be my mother because you and my mother look so similar?"

Lin Xiaosen looked at the photo that Jinger handed over, and his whole body was like a thunderbolt. The photo above was of her wearing a wedding dress. It was indeed her, yes, but didn't her child die?

Lin Qing'er was not at the beginning. During the time when Jing'er was rescued from a coma, the nightmare she had had appeared again in her mind, but this time the nightmare was much clearer than before. She could not only see everyone's face, but also Can see the expression on everyone's face.

She remembered everything from her childhood, to falling in love with Jun Mofan, to the scenes of her own death.After waking up, her mood was very complicated. She remembered the previous memories, and she did not forget what Jun Mofan did during this period and Su Mozhe's affection for her.

The world of these three years has also given her a little buffer. If it was three years ago, as Su Mo predicted, even if she lived, she would commit suicide again, because at that time she had no meaning to live.

But now she finds that a woman can still live for herself, she can live the life she wants, and do many things that she finds meaningful, instead of being around a man, so for Jun Mofan, she only wants to be from now on. Be a passerby and never see each other again.

But she didn't expect that Jun Mofan would actually send the child here, and now this child, this child is also named Jing'er.

She didn't think too much about the child's name before, she just thought it happened that Jun Mofan regretted it all these years. She saw it from the information, so if Jun Mofan gave the child a name exactly like hers, it wouldn't be a bad idea. impossible things.

But now her heart is a little confused, "Jing'er, haven't you seen your mother since you were born? What's your mother's name?"

"My mother is you, mother, you are so stupid, my mother's name is Lin Xiaosen, Zhang's mother said that not long after I was born, my mother went to prison because of my father's affairs, and then when I was three years old, my mother passed away, but that I had severe traumatic stress syndrome at the time, and I was completely immersed in my own world, so I have no memory of this incident."