At this moment, because of the effect of alcohol, Jing Xing started to go crazy with alcohol, even though he knew that the person in front of him was Ning Xuan, but he still didn't care about it.

Anyway, now he is completely hopeless in front of Yan Wanwan, and now for him, living is a kind of suffering, he might as well die, let alone drink him to death.

Seeing that Jing Xing had completely given up on her, Ning Xuan didn't know where the anger came from, and slapped him on the face, making his blushing face even redder.

"I gave you this slap. I hope you can wake up and stop being so ostentatious. Could it be that you can't live without Yan Wanwan? What kind of Qin Dongchuan do you look like?"

"Yes, I'm not Qin Dongchuan, what kind of Qin Dongchuan am I, I can't make my favorite Yan Wanwan like me, I don't have any fucking ability."

Originally, Ning Xuan slapped Jing Xing to wake him up, but after being slapped, Jing Xing lost even more fighting spirit and even started to laugh at himself.

However, he was not as crazy as he was just now. Instead, he sat on a chair and stared at one place, looking a little dazed.

Seeing that Jing Xing had calmed down a little and his emotions were not as excited as before, Ning Xuan came to him, put the wine bottle on the bar, and chatted with him earnestly.

"Jing Xing. There are many things in this world that you can't get. You can't get into a dead end. Don't you have any other ambitions besides Yan Wanwan?"

"Any other ambitions? Hehe, after so many years, Yan Wanwan has always been in my heart, so what other ideas do I have?"

When he thought that he had been busy with Yan Wanwan for so many years, but still couldn't get him and Yan Wanwan a happy life, Jing Xing felt a deep sense of frustration in his heart.

Over the past few years, Jing Xing has always placed Yan Wanwan in his most important position in his heart. Yan Wanwan has already filled his heart to the brim. Where is Jing Xing freed up to pretend not to be? people?

Thinking of this, Jing Xing felt more and more painful, picked up the cup on the table and drank it down.

The reason why he came to Jingba was just to get drunk, he wanted to drink himself unconscious, only in this way could he forget all his troubles, forget about the reconciliation between Yan Wanwan and Qin Dongchuan.

From then on, he no longer had any reason to stay by Yan Wanwan's side, even looking at her was impossible.

Seeing Jing Xing's pain, Ning Xuan was still helpless. If she could, she really wanted to bear the pain instead of Jing Xing.

Just standing beside Jing Xing and staring at him like this, Ning Xuan suddenly thought of a good way to enlighten him.

"Jing Xing, I ask you a question, and you have to answer me truthfully."

"What's the problem?"

Jing Xing suddenly looked at Ning Xuan with a smile, as if drunk.

Looking at Jing Xing, Ning Xuan asked the question she had always wanted to ask, but didn't want to face. Although Ning Xuan knew the answer, she still wanted to hear Jing Xing tell herself .

"Jing Xing, do you really love Yan Wanwan?"

"Of course it's true. I'm already like this. Don't I love her enough? I'm willing to stay by his side for the rest of my life, as long as she is willing."

"You're wrong, you don't love Yan Wanwan at all, you just want to possess her, this is where you Qin Dongchuan is selfish, when you don't get it, you desperately want her, but when you get it, you won't go cherish."

Ning Xuan resolutely denied Jing Xing's answer, and then watched him speak word by word.

But in fact Ning Xuan didn't think so in her heart, in her opinion, Jing Xing was a very attentive and warm Qin Dongchuan, whoever could be with Jing Xing.Then this Yan Wanwan is very happy.

It's just that seeing Jing Xing like this now, Ning Xuan had to say such words against her will, hoping to wake Jing Xing up so that he would not continue to suffer like this.

When Jing Xing heard Ning Xuan's words, he became very angry. He didn't understand why Ning Xuan said that. In this world, Jing Xing felt that no one loved Yan Wanwan more than himself.

If possible, he is willing to give all the good things in the world to Yan Wanwan, and he wants to make Yan Wanwan the happiest person in the world.

"You're wrong. I love Yan Wanwan. I love her. Otherwise, why would I be in such pain? All I think about is her, and all I miss is her. Seeing her and Qin Dongchuan Together, I feel very sad, don't I love him?"

"When he was most difficult, painful and helpless, I was by her side to help her and accompany her. If this is not love, then tell me what is love?"

Thinking of all the past, Jing Xing became even more excited. He didn't understand why he loved Yan Wanwan so much, and Yan Wanwan still chose Qin Dongchuan?

What makes it even more difficult for him to understand is that it's not that he doesn't want to forget Yan Wanwan, but he can't forget it anyway. He also feels very painful, confused, and helpless, but he has no choice but to stay in the Struggling in this whirlpool of pain.

But now Jing Xing is more like a person who can't swim, the feeling of drowning in the water, that feeling is very scary, terribly suffocating.

For the current Jing Xing, Ning Xuan's heart is only full of distress, and a tear can't help but flow down.

Ning Xuan really wanted to go up to hug Jing Xing and comfort him, but Ning Xuan knew she shouldn't do this, if she did, she would be taking advantage of someone's danger.

Ning Xuan admits that although she likes Jing Xing very much in her heart, even her liking for Jing Xing is no less than Jing Xing's liking for Yan Wanwan, but at this moment, Jing Xing's mood is unstable, and she doesn't There will be any misunderstanding between the two people.

If one day Jing Xing was willing to accept her when he was sober, then she would be very happy to be Jing Xing's girlfriend, but not now.

"Love? If you really love someone, you don't have to be with her. As long as she is happy, you will feel happy, right?"

Now Qin Dongchuan and Yan Wanwan are living happily together. There is no obstacle between the two of them. Instead of being happy for them, you are here to lick your wounds. Do you think this is your love for Yan Wanwan? ? "

"Your love for her is not love at all, but a desire to possess. Maybe one day you will really get Yan Wan Wan, and maybe all of you will become lost. You are not happy."

Ning Xuan shouted loudly at Jing Xing.There are truths and lies in these words, but regardless of good words or bad words, Ning Xuan only has one purpose, that is to make Jing Xing wake up and stop torturing himself like this.

After hearing Ning Xuan's words, Jing Xing was stunned for a moment, as if Ning Xuan's words really hurt his heart.

However, in the next second Jing Xing raised the glass again and drank all the wine in the glass.

"What you said is really interesting. I admit that there must be such people in the world, but I am not that kind of person. I am not a saint. I am not as good as you imagine."

"It's not that magnanimous. I'm also a narrow-minded person. For me, I love Yan Wanwan. I just want to be with her. There may not be many people like you in this world. !"

Without looking at Ning Xuan, Jing Xing said with some disdain.

His feelings for Yan Wanwan, I'm afraid few people in this world can understand it, and it's not for others to make irresponsible remarks.

Ning Xuan knew that her words had a certain influence on Jing Xing, otherwise his attitude would not have reacted so strongly.

It's just that Jing Xing still has a little obsession and unwillingness towards Yan Wanwan in his heart, that's why he's looking for trouble.

"Jing Xing, I know you are angry when you say this, and your love for Yan Wanwan is also selfless, you just don't know what method to use to get out of the pain, right?"

"What do you know?"

Maybe Ning Xuan's words hit the sore spot, Jing Xing looked at Ning Xuan sternly, and continued to pour wine into his mouth.

How could Jing Xing feel comfortable when his thoughts were punctured by a little girl.

Seeing Jing Xing's clothes turned into anger from embarrassment, Ning Xuan showed a bitter smile on her face, but she said to herself, how could I not understand, because we are the same person.

You love Yan Wanwan, but the one I love is you.

"Why don't I move, because I have the same experience as you, and I also have a person I can't love."

"What? Do you have someone you like, little girl? Who is it? Do I know it?"

Maybe all the attention was shifted to what Ning Xuan said, at this time Jing Xing didn't seem so excited, and his mood wasn't so depressed, on the contrary, he was much better.

Ning Xuan stared at Jing Xing meaningfully, and then a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "You know him, and you are very familiar."

"Really, who is he, tell me."

"Why should I tell you that the nature of the two of us is not the same, the person I love doesn't love me, but I will silently wait by his side, as long as he is happy, I will be happy, not as selfish as you , love wants to possess.”

After Jing Xing was ordered by Ning Xuan, he finally understood a little bit, it seems that the person she was talking about was Ning Xuan herself.

Looking at Ning Xuan, Jing Xing felt a little surprised, he really didn't see that Ning Xuan, who was usually carefree, had such a side.

"What do you mean by that? Don't think I can't hear it. Are you scolding me?"

"That's right, I'm just scolding you, I just want to wake you up, don't be fooled, there are others without Wanwan, don't ignore the cherished people around you."

"Who is worth cherishing around me? Who? Could it be you?"

Jing Xing was a little drunk at first, but after hearing Ning Xuan's words, he wanted to take a look around.

Seeing that there was no one else around except Ning Xuan, he jokingly said to Ning Xuan, but he found that Ning Xuan's face turned very red when he finished speaking.

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