After rebirth, I want to hug Gu Shao's thigh tightly

Le Yan was lying on the bed full of paintings in her own room, staring blankly at the ceiling, her heart was still heaving and she couldn't calm down.I have been very irritable these days.

Afterwards, Le Yan reflected on this irritability for a long time before realizing when his irritability started. When he gave Nan Jia the medicine, his state of mind had some strange changes.

This change is very subtle. From then on, my heart can no longer be calm, and I can no longer pick up a brush to draw something I am satisfied with.

The so-called I want to watch my experimental product exhausted a little bit, but when I really see Nanjia getting weaker and weaker day by day, and it takes a long time to recover, my psychology is actually tormented.

The ground and the trash cans are full of his messy paintings, those are half-finished, and if you continue to paint, there is no soul.

Whenever at this time, when I start to fall into self-loathing again, I will think of Nanjia's smiling face, which is full of collagen, and the two shallow dimples on the cheeks are rippling when they smile meaning.

I may not have realized how much I like to see the smile on Nan Jia's face when she tells herself about those things she likes.

I like to listen to her talking about her favorite stars, her favorite anime, her favorite places, favorite movies, etc. When Nanjia talks about her favorite things, the kind of light in her eyes is incomparable to her. longing.

But since being hospitalized, I have rarely seen it myself.Since she couldn't see it from Nanjia, Le Yan turned her target back to her younger sister, but her younger sister was so busy that she couldn't see anyone.

Sometimes the meeting with myself is nothing more than "I'm leaving first, brother." It was also about Gu Yanxi.

Le Yuan'er's eyes and the world gradually no longer have her own existence... She has become a person who can disappear anytime and anywhere, or a tool that can be thrown away after the value is used up.

So just now when Le Yuan'er asked to use her again, Le Yan actually felt a little physical repulsion in her heart, no, I don't want to harm Nan Jia anymore.

Nanjia's current appearance is all related to her and caused by her. If it wasn't for her, Nanjia might be very happy now, instead of being sentimental every day, and her brows are full of melancholy.

I have secretly visited Nanjia more than once, but Nanjia probably didn't notice me.

Over the past few days, the more Le Yan thought about it, the more something was wrong, and he didn't think about eating or drinking.In the end, I still couldn't hold back, and used an unfamiliar number to send a text message to Nan Jia, wanting to invite Nan Jia to a place for dinner, and apologize to Nan Jia.

But this text message was like a disappearance, and there was no more news. For a day or two, Nanjia did not reply. Even when I went to see it that day, I didn't see Nanjia's figure for a long time.

The coffee in his hand was completely cold, and when the coffee shop was about to close and the clerks were about to come and throw him out, Le Yan wanted to wait a little longer, even though he knew it would be futile.

But I still don't want to become strangers with Nanjia just like that. After making various plans in my heart, Le Yan decided to bring the gift she had prepared, a pair of paintings that she planned to give to Nanjia that she had completed before, which brought a lot of excitement. In Nanjia's company.

When the company's front desk saw this strange man, he was still a little puzzled and asked, "Excuse me, may I ask who you are?"

"Hello, I want to find Nanjia. I'm Nanjia's friend. I want to give her something. Can you call her for me?"

"Yes. You can wait for a while, I'll call for you." When the lady at the front desk went to Nanjia's place, she found that she was not there. After waiting for a while, she saw Nanjia coming and said; " Sister Jia, someone is waiting for you and says he wants to give you something, he looks like a pretty young brother, do you want to go and have a look?"

"Little brother?" Nanjia couldn't help but smiled when she heard the receptionist's words: "I don't have the habit of adding Xiaoxianrou's phone number, and I have very few male friends. Are you sure they are my friends?"

"How can I be sure about this? I don't know him. He's carrying a schoolbag and a mask. It's pretty cool. It looks like he's an artist."

As soon as the front desk mentioned the issue of the mask half-jokingly, Nan Jia's face turned cold all of a sudden, and the front desk was startled and asked: "What's wrong? Sister Jia, you look a little scary when you look at it like this."

Nan Jia came to her senses, took a deep breath and said, "Just say I'm not here, and if you see this person in the future, don't let him in. Just say I'm not here. But just remember to tell me."

The front desk was still a little bit unresponsive, so he just nodded and said, "Oh, yes, Sister Jia, I'm going now."

"Wait," Nanjia stopped the front desk again and said, "If you tell him like that, you just say that I'm on a business trip and won't be coming back soon. And this matter, don't tell others."

The front desk didn't know what the relationship between Nanjia and that little brother was, but looking at Nanjia like this, he seemed to be avoiding snakes and scorpions instead?That's weird, but I can't ask anymore.

The work at the front desk can sometimes get in touch with different people and various mysterious things.

After getting the reply from the front desk, Le Yan felt lost for a moment, but recovered quickly. After thanking the front desk as usual, she left with the undelivered painting.

In fact, I already knew very well in my heart that Nan Jia didn't go on a business trip at all, she just didn't want to see herself anymore, she already regarded herself as a villain who murdered and set fire.But it's true, I can't seem to explain it clearly, when I first came into contact with Nanjia, I had bad intentions.

I have indeed harmed others, all of this is to achieve my sister's goal and gain her favor, but now, it seems to be of no use, to my sister, I am just a dispensable person.

It's impossible for my younger sister to guard herself all the time, she just gets convenience from here to help herself better.Le Yan regretted it, regretted why he didn't see it at the beginning, why did he have to be so unwilling to turn back when he saw it?In the end, Nanjia was harmed, and a person who was trying to understand and contact himself was harmed.

Nanjia didn't want to pay attention to herself, of course it was perfectly normal, she was a sinner, to Nanjia, she was no different from a murderous wolves and beasts.

The wedding date of Le Yuan'er and Gu Yanxi is getting closer and closer, and Le Yuan'er can always live in the Gu's house openly under the guise of discussing marriage matters with Gu's family, obviously discussing the details of the wedding with Gu's mother, In fact, it was to get in touch with Gu Yanxi better secretly.

Gu Yanxi can stay away from home for a day or two, but he can't stay away all the time.As long as he goes home, I will have the opportunity to meet him, and I will also have the opportunity to have a good exchange of feelings with Gu Yanxi...

While talking with Gu's mother, when the door rang, Le Yuan'er turned her head uncontrollably, and she saw the figure she had been expecting all along.

But contrary to Le Yuan'er, Gu Yanxi's mood dropped to freezing point, and even Zhou's mother, who opened the door, felt that something was wrong.

"Why are you here?"

Seeing the embarrassing atmosphere between the two, Gu's mother quickly made peace in the middle: "You child, how do you talk? I called Yuanyuan over to discuss the marriage, and you didn't care. I can only work hard for her." child."

"Auntie, it's what I should care about. I'm the one who troubled you."

Seeing the two singing together here, I just feel a little intrusive.If it weren't for the company's water cut off and maintenance today, I wouldn't have come back to sleep.

"I'm going to take a shower, and I'll be back to the company later." Gu Yanxi said and went upstairs directly, after taking a shower in a while, it seems that he has to find a hotel to stay.

Seeing Gu Yanxi go upstairs, Le Yuaner's expression was obviously a little uncomfortable, so she saw Gu's mother patted Le Yuaner lightly and said, "Opportunity, son, why don't you make good use of it?"

"Make good use of it?" Le Yuan'er asked knowingly. After Gu's mother pushed her up, a smile appeared on Le Yuan'er's face. Seeing that Gu Yanxi's room was unlocked, she heard the water coming from the bathroom. With a voice, Le Yuan'er put herself directly under Gu Yanxi's quilt.

It wasn't until Gu Yanxi came out to go to bed that he realized that there was an extra person.Seeing Le Yuan'er looking at him with that innocent yet charming look, Gu Yanxi felt terrified, took a deep breath, tried hard to control his urge to hit someone and said, "Get out of here."

Le Yuan'er is also a little dissatisfied, as a girl, she has already reached this point, what else is he dissatisfied with?
Before Le Yuaner wanted to say anything else, Gu Yanxi lifted the quilt directly, without even looking at Le Yuaner, pointed at the door and shouted: "Say it again, get out!"

Le Yuan'er's feet stepped on the cold floor, and she went out directly, regardless of the shame of not wearing any clothes on her body.

After closing the door heavily, Gu Yanxi took a deep breath, frowned in disgust, looked at his messy bed, and called Zhou's mother downstairs to change the quilt, and he was going to Nanjia's today room to sleep.

The official invitation for the wedding has already been sent out, this time Gu Yanxi didn't send it to Nan Jia, because she was afraid that Nan Jia would be sad, what if she was provoked again.

What's more, I don't really want to marry Le Yuaner. This marriage is just a form. With this form, there is hope for Nanjia to continue to live. All I do is to let Nanjia Jia live well.