This wealthy family is too rich for me

That's why she worked so hard to make herself outstanding, hoping to make them happy and not make them regret adopting her.

But she is also an ordinary person, she will be tired and disappointed.

Ever since she was a child, Liang Yixiu has been blatant about her and Jing Zhen's partiality, without covering it up, and never even thought of hiding it from her, she was naked.No matter what, as long as Jing Zhen likes it, she can't fight for it, and she can't even express her willingness to like it.They didn't explicitly say that she was not allowed to compete with Jing Zhen, but daily life reminded her all the time and everywhere.

Her clothes are bought casually by the servants, and Jing Zhen's clothes are carefully selected by her in the mall.When eating, Jing Zhen can only eat the dishes she likes when she stops eating them. For so many years, they don't know what she likes to eat and what she doesn't like.Jing Zhen doesn't want her toys, accessories, or even her learning tools.

Her room has never been decorated, just a simple bed, a wardrobe, a table, not even wallpaper, but Jing Zhen's room is specially designed and furnished by a designer, two different worlds, just like her and Jing Zhen's room. Zhen's identity is the same.

She never even had a decent birthday, and even her birthday cake was made by the servants themselves in the kitchen.Every year, Jing Zhen prepares carefully for her birthday and invites guests.

As a mother, Liang Yixiu didn't even hug her, at least in her memory, not after she remembered.Maybe she had hugged her before she was pregnant with Jing Zhen, but after she got pregnant, she never did again.Not even a hug, let alone a kiss.But every day she would kiss Jing Zhen.

Liang Yixiu is a good mother, but only Jing Zhen's good mother.

She remembered that when she was in high school, once the school sent people to participate in an international competition, she was selected and won, and she brought back a trophy, hoping to get their approval and praise.But when Jing Zhen saw the trophy, he told Liang Yixiu that he liked it and wanted one too.Liang Yixiu forced her to give the trophy to Jing Zhen, but Jing Zhen threw the trophy into the trash can within a few days.

She saw it, and she couldn't help questioning it.Jing Zhen said that the trophy was nothing special, it was neither gold, nor silver, nor diamond, it was worse than her accessories, it was meaningless to keep, so she threw it away.

She asked Jing Zhen, since she didn't like it, why didn't she return it to her.Jing Zhen said arbitrarily that what was given to her was hers, and she could deal with it as she wanted.She quarreled with Jing Zhen, but when Liang Yixiu came back, she reprimanded her without asking a word, and after knowing what happened, she said lightly that it was just a broken trophy, so she threw it away. It's worth her quarreling with her sister, saying that she is ignorant and knows how to bully her all day long...

They didn't know how she doubled her studies that month in order to get this trophy. During that time, she only slept four or five hours a day, and sometimes she didn't even have time to eat, so she just focused on brushing up questions.She just wanted to win a trophy and go back to make them happy and get their affirmation.

But in their eyes, this matter is insignificant, not even worthy of their attention.

Since then, she has never done such a deliberate attempt to please them.

They let her live in school boarding since junior high school, and at first she really thought it was for her own good.But then one time I took a leave of absence and went back. Outside the door, through the glass, I saw the three of them sitting on the sofa talking and laughing happily.The phone rang, and she guessed it was from the school, because the smile on Liang Yixiu's face disappeared immediately after answering the phone, and she could clearly see the disgust and dissatisfaction on her face.

She turned and left.At that time, she was thinking that maybe she was allowed to live in school just because she didn't want her, an outsider, to disturb the happy and happy life of their family of three.From junior high school to high school, for six years, they never took the initiative to call her, never went to school during the holidays, or asked her to go home for the holidays, never.

That's why she insisted on applying for a university in the capital when she was in college. She just wanted to leave far away. She thought that when she could stand on her own in the future, she would find a way to report their kindness in nurturing, and then gradually alienate them. It took a long time. Now, she believed that she and the Jing family would gradually become people in two worlds.This is good for everyone.

It's just that the Jing family forced her to marry before that time.

Jing Yiren blinked, pulled away from the memory, looked at Liang Yixiu and smiled slightly, "Mom, have you ever missed me? Have you ever missed me for so many years? Have you ever thought about what I lived in Jing's house?" Do you have such a day? Do you have any? If so, why haven’t you contacted me? Haven’t you heard about me? Isn’t it because you negotiated terms with the Jing family, so you didn’t contact me?”

Liang Yixiu's face froze slightly, her eyes flickered for a moment, and she didn't dare to look directly at Jing Yiren's eyes that saw through everything.

How could she have time to think about her daughter who was married, she was pregnant when she just got married, and she was not too young, and it was too late to be busy with the miscarriage, so how could she have the time to think about other things?Not to mention her, but Zhenzhen, she didn't even care about it during that time.

But it is definitely not possible to say that right now, even if you really haven't thought about it, you have to say that you have thought about it right now.

Liang Yixiu quickly recovered her mood, her face returned to normal, and a look of melancholy appeared on her face at the right time, and she said, "Of course I thought about it, why didn't I think about it? Even if I don't do well normally, But after all, you have raised you for more than ten years, do you really think you have no feelings at all? I also admit that I am eccentric, but you ask yourself, is there anyone in this world who dares to say that he has no eccentricity?"

"You have been sensible since you were a child, and we don't need to worry about anything. Unlike Zhenzhen, who is mischievous and mischievous, he will always cause trouble. As a parent, you will naturally focus on naughty children. But this does not mean that we I don’t love you as a daughter, if I really don’t love you, what are we still supporting you for? Why don’t we send you away, and it’s all done once and for all?”

Jing Yiren fell silent.

Yeah, why not just send her away?She had asked herself this countless times before, and she felt that she would rather go back to the orphanage than suffer cold violence at the Jing family.Because cold violence is more tormenting and painful than poverty.

Later, she thought, maybe she didn't want to be honest.They were the ones who wanted to adopt her. If they sent her away because they were pregnant, others would gossip and it would be bad for the Jing family's reputation.Moreover, the people from the temple suggested that they adopt a child before they can have a child themselves. They may be a little superstitious and worry that if they send her away, it will have a bad effect on their biological daughter.

Coupled with the conditions of the Jing family, let alone raising another child, even five more, ten of them are all affordable.So she stayed, with food, shelter and clothes, and it really looked much better than in the orphanage.

If she hadn't been enduring their cold violence all the time.

Jing Yiren smiled, "So I got married back then."

This is their reward, the fact that they raised her cannot be changed, and she is not a person who does not know how to be grateful.They raised her, and she is really grateful, so when she knew that the person she was going to marry was an old man who was dying, she didn't want to, she had her own lover, so she finally chose to obey their words and marry to Jing's family , broke his own love.

That's why she doesn't hate them or blame them.What right does she have to hate? It's her own choice, who can be blamed?There will always be times when people need to make choices and give up when they are alive.

She gave up her relationship with Dongfang Yanhe and chose to repay the Jing family. In fact, she was selfish. No wonder Dongfang Yanhe hated her.She should hate it, because her selfishness deeply hurt him.

Thinking of Dongfang Yanhe, Jing Yiren remembered the message he sent to himself for no reason tonight.She went to the toilet just now to check, but there was nothing, and the message she replied was completely ignored.But it's okay, he suddenly sent a message asking where is she doing?Did he come to ask her for an answer?

Thinking of what Dongfang Yanhe said, Jing Yiren couldn't help feeling a little restless.

The thing he said, being with him, was out of control... She went to the Internet to look up the meaning, and her heart sank after she found out.

Didn't Dongfang Yanhe mean to let her be his mistress?He wanted her to be his mistress, only talking about physical relationships, not about feelings... This made her even more puzzled and confused, what exactly was his mental illness, and why did he need her to be his mistress to cure it?
Jing Yiren never thought about men.When she and Dongfang Yanhe were together back then, although the two of them didn't develop to the last step, they had done everything that should be done. Naturally, she knew whether Dongfang Yanhe could do it or not.It couldn't have been done back then, but it won't work now.It was even more impossible for her to fail because of her departure, which made no sense at all, so she didn't even think about it.

Dongfang Yanhe asked her to ask Han Jiang, but she kept hesitating.

Because she knew that if she asked Han Jiang if it was true, then she would be in a dilemma.If you don't agree, you will be more sorry for Dongfang Yanhe, but if you agree, you will push yourself into an embarrassing situation.

It never occurred to her that she was going to be someone's mistress...a mistress, it was a shame.

Thinking about Dongfang Yanhe, Jing Yiren couldn't help being distracted, and didn't hear what the Jing family said after she said that sentence.

"Yi Ren, Yi Ren?" Liang Yixiu called her twice strangely, with puzzled eyes.

Jing Yiren came back to his senses and looked at the probing eyes of the last few people, and smiled nonchalantly, "What did you say just now? I was thinking about business just now, and I didn't hear clearly."