I can't catch the idol queen

"you do not believe me?"

His voice was obviously displeased and vaguely hurt. Although it contained question marks, it was a statement.

Chu Shan sighed, "No."

Shen Mufei didn't speak, but the breath on his body was getting colder and colder.

How warm was the warmth just now, but now his heart is so cold, it's like being covered in layers of thousand-year-old ice.

Chu Shan wanted to get up and turn on the small desk lamp, but he held her tightly, which made her waist hurt a little.

Chu Shan had no choice but to say, "Let me turn on the light first."

Shen Mufei's voice was dark: "That's it."

Darkness can give him protection, and it can also block those things he doesn't want to see.

He was afraid, afraid of seeing distrust in her eyes. In that case, even he himself didn't know what he would do.

He was afraid that he could not help but hurt her.

Chu Shan was silent, and then turned her waist to one side and pressed against him, stretched out her hand suddenly, and turned on the bed lamp.

The light was not on, but it allowed her to see his expression clearly, and it also allowed him to see his own expression more clearly.

Chu Shan looked down at him, Shen Mufei was stunned for a moment, and then he closed his eyes suddenly.

Chu Shan laughed angrily at him, and pinched his handsome face with her slender hands, "Shen Mufei, open your eyes and look at me!"

Shen Mufei's eyelashes fluttered like a small fan, but they did not open, and his thin lips were never loosened.

Seeing him like this, Chu Shan squinted her eyes, and approached him suddenly, biting his sexy Adam's apple with her teeth.

Shen Mufei's body tensed instantly, and he opened his eyes suddenly, with a hoarse voice: "What are you doing?"

Chu Shan let go of him, and snorted coldly: "Didn't you not open it? Why did you open it?"

Shen Mufei's deep and pitch-black phoenix eyes were smudged with ink-colored black halos, layer by layer, and there was a moment of weirdness.

It is fleeting, and Chu Shan can't catch it even if she wants to.

Chu Shan frowned and stared at him scrutinizingly, but there was nothing wrong.

I had some doubts in my heart, but I didn't get to the bottom of it, it just left a root of doubt in the end.

Where she couldn't see, Shen Mufei quietly let out a sigh of relief.

Chu Shan didn't pursue what was wrong at that moment just now, and when she looked at him again, her eyes were a little complicated.

"You said I didn't believe you, but why did you ever believe me?"

"You always feel that it is impossible for me to forgive you, you always feel that I will leave you, so as long as there is a little trouble, you are nervous, do you always feel that I am willing to reconcile with you now, just to be able to leave in the future ?”

Shen Mufei lowered his eyelashes, gradually clenched his hands tightly in the darkness, and said in a hoarse voice, "Isn't it?"

This was her plan all along. He knew it, but he could only pretend not to know it.

Although she could feel that she treated him a little differently after waking up in the hospital.

But he didn't dare to gamble, because the price of losing a bet was losing her!

Shen Mufei's eye sockets suddenly turned red, and he stared fiercely: "Isn't it?!"

"no!"

Chu Shan met his gaze directly, her eyes full of magnanimity, "Although I had this kind of thought before, I haven't had it since I woke up in the hospital."

Because she saw him in such a mess, because she still... couldn't bear it.

Being hurt so deeply, she still can't let it go, sometimes she can't help but spurn herself, isn't she just a man?Why does it have to be him?
yeah why?
Chu Shan asked herself, why?
But in the end there is no answer, it seems that God is destined to be the only one who can do it.

Shen Mufei and Chu Shan seem to have to be entangled from generation to generation.

She was also unwilling, why she forgave him so easily, just because she saw him self-abuse and embarrassment afterward?Why should she forgive him just because of this?
However, whenever she sees him shedding his coldness because of her closeness, when she sees him being happy like a child because she treats him a little bit, when she sees When he panicked because of his slight displeasure, it seemed that everything was unimportant.

She didn't want to see him waking up when he called her name in a dream every night, and she didn't want to see such a proud person bowing his head in front of her in such a humble way again. She... couldn't bear it, really reluctant.

The one who is loved is always confident, and the one who falls in love first is always the most humble one. It was her in the past life, and he in this life.

The cycle of cause and effect, entanglement from life to life, in the end both of them are in pain and restlessness, why bother?

Chu Shan's slightly red and swollen lips covered his sexy and tangible thin lips, kissing like a dragonfly.

Shen Mufei's thin lips trembled a little, his eyes were a little confused, and he couldn't believe it.

Chu Shan said softly: "I told you not to interfere with Liu Yu's affairs, not because I can't trust you, but because the hatred between me and her can only be ended by myself."

"Besides, when you intervene, you are actually anxious in your heart, for fear that I will misunderstand you, aren't you?"

There seemed to be a flash of water in Shen Mufei's eyes, and he kept his eyes open for a long time before he nodded slightly.

"Ah."

"Chu Shan, can you say it again?"

Shen Mufei's tears were hazy, and his normally cold and deep phoenix eyes were full of begging.

He just looked at her like that, which made her heart ache.

Chu Shan reached out, wiped his tears gently, and said softly, "I love you, Chu Shan loves Shen Mufei."

Shen Mufei suddenly pulled her head down and leaned against his neck, without saying a word, but Chu Shan felt the trembling from his body, as well as the coolness and moisture dripping on her neck.

The low choking sound seemed extraordinarily clear in the silent night.

Chu Shan didn't speak any more, she just let him hold her tightly and gently comforted his emotions with her hands.

Outside the window, the moon has hidden in the clouds, but the stars are still blinking, as if they are curious about this scene, and seem to be happy for them.

The lavender in the garden is swaying in the wind, blooming in full bloom, and the faint fragrance drifts with the wind, filling the whole Luoyuan, which seems to be full of happiness and warmth.

The flowers are in full bloom, and the love bud that has not bloomed for a long time seems to be in full bloom in the middle of the night, under the witness of the stars and the cheers of the sea of ​​flowers and the breeze.

The two embracing each other, the neon lights flickering in the middle of the night, the sky seemed to be stroking their beards and smiling.

This night seemed exceptionally short.

In the morning, Chu Shan woke up in a warm embrace, and when she opened her eyes, she met a pair of red, swollen and bloodshot phoenix eyes.

Chu Shan pinched his handsome face in a daze, and muttered, "What's wrong?"

It hurts.

Shen Mufei smiled, and said in a low voice: "It's nothing, it's still early, sleep a little longer?"

"Um……"

Chu Shan closed her eyes and opened her mouth in a daze, but at the next moment, she suddenly opened her eyes, staring at his bloodshot eyes, her face darkened instantly: "You haven't slept all night?"

Shen Mufei flatly denied it: "No!"

Chu Shan laughed angrily, put her hand on his eyes, gritted her teeth, and said every word: "The dark circles are all here, who are you lying to?!"

Although the words were gritted, the movements were unexpectedly gentle, and there was a distressed twinkle in the eyes.

Shen Mufei felt a burst of joy, and his heart was completely relaxed.

He didn't dare to sleep all night, and he didn't even dare to open his eyes. He was afraid that if he closed his eyes, when he woke up, everything from last night would become a dream.

Shen Mufei hugged her, rubbing her stubble chin against her head, "I'm fine, don't worry."

Chu Shan pushed him away angrily, and glared at him: "The ghost is worried about you, so close your eyes quickly, I'm an eyesore."

Duplicity!

Shen Mufei smiled lowly, didn't pay attention to her words, and coaxed softly: "Will you sleep with me for a while?"

Chu Shan rolled her eyes, "No!"

Shen Mufei was a little disappointed, pursed his lips and did not speak.

Chu Shan got up directly from the bed, put on her slippers, walked to his side, tucked in the quilt for him, and said, "Go to sleep, I have something to do when I get up."

Shen Mufei looked at her, "You don't have a job today."

Chu Shan pinched his face again, "Good boy, I have an appointment with Qianqian to see her younger brother, you should go to sleep for a while and put down your work first, don't worry about it."

She has always known that Chen is very busy, but no matter how busy she is, it is not as important as her body.

Shen Mufei was stunned, Xu Qianqian's younger brother?
In my impression, it seems that there is such a person who has been living in the hospital.

After being dazed, Shen Mufei was still a little unwilling: "Without you, I can't sleep."

Chu Shan paused before turning around, stared at him, then lowered her head and kissed his lips.

When the two touched, Shen Mufei's eyelashes trembled, and then he slowly closed his eyes.

When leaving, Chu Shan said softly: "Mu Fei, I love you."

Shen Mufei moved his eyes again, but did not open them.

Chu Shan pecked again, then entered the bathroom.

Listening to the small sound of water coming from the bathroom, Shen Mufei slowly opened his eyes, stroking his thin lips with his slender white fingertips, the corners of his lips curled up.

No one saw, he was smiling like a fool.

In the gurgling water, sleepiness struck, and Shen Mufei's breathing gradually stabilized.

When Chu Shan came out, he had already fallen asleep soundly and peacefully.

Chu Shan looked at his sleeping face. When he was asleep, he was less cold and indifferent, and more peaceful and harmless, which made him look a little cute.

Chu Shan smiled silently, the word cute, never thought that one day, she would be able to put it on him.

After kissing his forehead, Chu Shan quietly left the master bedroom.

In the bedroom, Shen Mufei was sleeping soundly, with a smile on the corner of his lips, he must have had a good dream.

When Chu Shan went downstairs, Housekeeper Chen was already ordering people to work on breakfast. Seeing Chu Shan, she was a little surprised: "Madam got up so early?"

Chu Shan smiled and nodded at Steward Chen, "Uncle Chen, good morning."

Butler Chen smiled and looked behind her: "Morning, madam, where's the young master?"

Chu Shan put her bag on the sofa and said, "I just fell asleep, so don't disturb him."

Chen Butler heard Chu Shan's words of concern, and narrowed his eyes with a smile: "Okay, do you want to eat, madam?"

Chu Shan nodded, thought for a while, and asked, "Mu Fei usually goes to work, how do you settle for lunch?"

"It seems to be ordering takeaway."

Chu Shan frowned: "Later, you ask someone to cook some of his favorite meals and put them in an insulated box. After he wakes up, let him finish his breakfast and take them to the company."

Butler Chen: "I've done this before, but the young master refused, saying that he can just eat outside. You know the young master's temper, and no one can stop him from doing things he can't do."

Chu Shan frowned, "I'll make something later and put it in the incubator. When he leaves, you can heat it up and put it in the incubator for him. Just say I made it."

Chen Butler was happy in his heart, but on the surface he was calm and kind, "Okay, ma'am."

After Chu Shan simply finished her breakfast, she went into the kitchen and finished Shen Mufei's lunch first. After thinking about it, she still boiled millet porridge.

Seeing that it was almost time, Chu Shan picked up her bag and told Butler Chen.

"I've cooked the rice, and I also cooked millet porridge. When he gets up later, you can just let him drink the porridge."

My young master's stomach is not good, millet porridge nourishes his stomach, Chen Butler nodded.