I can't catch the idol queen

As long as you want, you will have it. As long as it is what you want to protect, nothing will happen again.

"Then should I find two people to come and take care of her?"

"Shen Heqing, there are enemies all over the world, we can just take care of each other, I will never let anyone come within one meter of her!" Since you can't guess or are not sure, then beat him to death with a stick, and treat everyone equally .

……

Shen Mufei spent the most boring, unbearable, and longest night in his life...

And for three days in a row.

Even with his undressed care, there is still no sign of waking up.

"A man and a woman came to the door, claiming to be your friends."

"Let them in." Shen Mufei felt that he had become inhuman.

The smile on Chen Nancai's face froze and disappeared little by little, because the house turned into a pure white style.

"Come here, come and have a drink with me." Before Shen Mufei finished speaking, he started to choke up again.

"Shen Mufei, let go, you are now everyone's spiritual pillar, the soul pillar, and you still bear all his hopes, you can't fall down!" Shen Heqing gently filled the wine glass.

Feeling the heaviness of the atmosphere, she didn't try to stop it, but walked towards the bedroom silently.

The moment she opened the bedroom, the scene in front of her collapsed.

"Ah, help, Shen Mufei, it's bad, help..." Lin Xiaoyan could never get rid of the scene in Lin Xiaoyan's mind, that is, the whole room was covered with bright red blood.

"Jiu'er, are you crazy? What are you doing? Do you know what you're doing?" He had a premonition that she was only half anesthetized, so she wasn't completely asleep.

It's just that the man didn't want her to go through it. Facing the death of a cat or dog, his tears could still wash away for a few days, let alone a living person.

He was very sure that this woman had liked that man before, "Jiu'er, you finally woke up, I made the best food for you."

"stop."

Shen Jiu'er stood at the door of the room like a ghost, "When will he be buried? How big is the cemetery? It must be worthy of his status." She, Shen Jiu'er, once liked a man in her youth, how could she be worse than others?

"It's not confirmed yet. He wrote you a letter and asked me to send you one every month...don't blame him."

How can you not be blamed, that is the man you have loved throughout your youth.

"How can you be so selfish? What qualifications do you have to make decisions for me? Even if you are my husband and the father of my child, don't you know how important that man is to me? In my short life And in the limited time, you and him are the only ones in my life, you are the one I love with my heart, and he is the one I have loved with my life.

Shen Mufei, how could you..." Shen Jiu'er's voice was somewhat hoarse!

"Calm down, Jiu'er, listen to me, he sacrificed his life for you, please respect his choice, he said he would not regret it for you, you can't make him regret it." Shen Mufei was a little envious.

Looking at her walking away, she muttered to herself, "If I can have such a deep place in your heart, I would rather be the one who died." At least you can remember it deeply in your heart.

The envelopes were made by the man who once wrote lyrics for a woman.

"Shen Mufei, this song is his album. I hope it can be released, but it's not for money. If I see it will live in my heart forever, I want everyone to know our feelings. We will never forget and there will be a response. It's not him. I'm singing a one-man show by myself." Shen Jiu'er didn't open it either, she was really afraid, she had seen that man's affection before.

The bloody smell between her lips and teeth surprised her, "He kissed you and said a word...you are the one I want to kiss even if I pull out the oxygen..."

The person who wants to kiss even when the oxygen tube is pulled out...

Shen Jiu'er trembled, and slowly got up, "You only know that I am the one you want to kiss even after you pull out the oxygen tube, but you don't know that you are the one I want to hug before I die..."

"..." In the end, she was also in love, but he was no longer in the world of mortals.

"What else did he want? Why can't he wait for me to wake up?" Shen Jiu'er has never been so helpless as at this moment.

Because he saw a bunch of design drawings in the TV cabinet in the living room, he is an internationally renowned doctor, he is a genius in the music scene, he is also a design genius sought after by countless people, and even the dream of countless women lover.

Such a darling of fate, who was loved by thousands of people, was only defeated by the so-called love.

I gave everything for love, sacrificed everything for love.

The sky at this moment is very blue.

Shen Jiu'er looked up at the blue sky, as if he was right next to her ear, and whispered to herself, "When you want to cry, remember to look up, don't let your tears damage your eyes."

But he turned his head full of joy, but there was no one behind him, only the rustling wind, and the white swing.

The golden leaves almost covered the entire yard, covering the original ground layer by layer, Shen Jiu'er only discovered it at this time.

There are two ginkgo trees outside the moonset. The ginkgo trees represent the longing and longing, and also represent the belief that goes with the wind. Shaoxun, you will come back in the next blooming season, right?
"You once said that you would take me to see a shower of petals. You also said that the ginkgo tree would fall when you left. You seem to know everything, so why bother me?" Shen Jiu'er smiled wryly.

Cursing secretly in my heart: Shen Shaoxun, a notorious scum girl like me, you were once a generation of geniuses, why can't you just see the way of empathy?Don't you know that the longer a person is in love, the less love he can get?
But Shen Shaoxun, do you know?I regret it, I regret it, why didn't I let you stay abroad with all your eggs in one basket?
If you don't come back, does that mean you won't be dragged down by me?
There is no need to go through those disgusting things, and in the end, I paid my own life.

"Although I don't want you to answer the phone, you need to face it. I have promised him that I won't hurt that woman, but it doesn't mean I will let her go!" Shen Mufei has never hated someone like this moment, even I want to kill her with my own hands!

Even Xu Ziqing once...

He just hates, hates!
"Do not worry!"

The moment she saw the phone screen, Shen Jiu'er's hatred for no reason occupied her entire body and soul, as if tens of thousands of hands were tearing at her.

"You bitch, why don't you die? Why did you kill my brother? You never loved him, and you still use him. He will miss you until he dies. Ask yourself, are you worthy?"

Facing the aggressive person on the other side of the phone, Shen Jiu'er glanced at the ginkgo leaves on the ground, trying hard to maintain his last dignity.

"Just because you lack love since you were a child, it doesn't mean that you will be loved by everyone when you grow up. Your brother gave everything for you, and his leg was almost broken by others for you. Such an outstanding him was dragged down by you, but you came here Teach me, Shen Yanna, when will you grow up? Will everyone in the whole world spoil you like your mother?" Shen Jiu'er felt a little resentful.

It is false to say that you forgive, and it is false to say that you don't care.

"What qualifications do you have to say the word love? If it wasn't for you, how could I get involved in the Pond's dispute? How could I lose everything because of you?"

Shen Jiu'er smiled wryly, "Until now, you haven't understood that all your encounters were caused by your arrogance. Who is not young and frivolous? But is your ability worthy of your ambition? No If you step on someone else to take the position, you are being stepped on by others as fertilizer, and the person who steps on you is your family, and you have never loved that man, just because he is the leader of several big families, the position of the young lady *That's how powerful it is!"

Shen Jiu'er put away the two leaves only to find that there were words on the leaves.

"What qualifications do you have to talk about my family here? You hurt my only family member, and I will never let you go."

"You'd better think about how long you can live. If it wasn't for him to leave a will, I would have killed you just because you hurt him. There is no one before or after. You feel that you are shifting the responsibility to others. You can get rid of it, right?
Before your brother died, he was begging us to forgive you. You kept causing him trouble. You still don’t understand how he died because of an operation, right?

His art can be said to be unprecedented. How did he quietly break his tendon in the playground?As a result, he lost a lot of blood and was exhausted. If you continue to provoke me and think that you will be able to get rid of this eternal infamy, then I will say without exaggeration that I have violated his last words. Even if you broke my promise, what can you do to me? "

That man once asked her: Did you love me?Even for a second.

Feelings come too late, there is no right or wrong.

"He can spend the last night safely by my side, which means that the woman he cares about most is me. Then I can pretend to be his woman and clean up the house for him. Why not?"

Over the years of open and unannounced investigations, he had already grasped all the evidence, and what was waiting was just an opportunity.

"Shaoxun,,, I admit everything you said, you said I fell in love with you, you said I want to be with you, the love you said didn't know where it started, and it went deeper and deeper, I admitted it all, Then can you come back? Come back and see me in my dream, at least at this moment my eyes are red for you, at least at this moment in my heart, you can equate him with him." Shen Jiuer burst into tears, because she She knew clearly in her heart that the man who had left would never come back again.

Across a window, Shen Mufei tightly clutched the towel in his hand, not because of jealousy, but because he really regretted it.

If he had been more magnanimous back then, wouldn't he have left with less regret?

"Shen Heqing, in the world of feelings, is there really no fairness?"

"The dignified young master of the Shen family, how many times have you asked me this sentence? His departure is an established fact, and no one can change it. What you are going to do now is not to tear your heart, nor is it to commemorate the past. Instead, turn your promise to him into your protection of a woman." Shen Heqing recalled the previous scene.

In fact, in the world of love, there is always someone who is favored and arrogant, and there is always someone who takes the initiative to be hurt badly.

But no one knew he was injured.

"Let's go and see Le Duo. You can take care of me for a few days. I will do the burial myself."

You can obviously live a life of loneliness and pride, but you are tired of love, and you can't get out of the fortress of love. Then I will give you a beautiful funeral.

We are all your family forever.

"Shen Mufei, you should understand by now that life is the greatest gift given to you by fate. You also need to understand that the woman you love, if you can't protect her well, there will be many people willing to protect her." Shen Heqing was noncommittal, because he also Want to take that woman away.

The person who once occupied her entire youth took him to a desolate place to live in the world of two people, but she really couldn't hold it in her heart.

……

The rain that day was really heavy.

Shen Jiu'er knelt in the rain, and she begged bitterly, "I beg you, don't take him away from me, even if you give me one more day...even if it's just one more day, you let me have another day..." Take a look at him... I'm not tired, I'm really not tired."