I can't catch the idol queen

It was that ruffian remark again, but there was a bit of sadness in the words.

"Bah, who misses you?"

"Now that you have learned to lie, your face doesn't turn red and your heart beats faster? But I feel like I can hear your breathing, so just say what you think I can do?" Shen Shaoxun smiled wryly.

They were silent for a long time.

No one spoke.

"I miss you!"

There are too many things she wants to say, and she can only say these four words. When she mustered up the courage to say it, she felt a lot of relief in her heart.

"Then do you consider eloping with me?"

"You'd better not push yourself too hard, or I'll give you your phone number, publicity in the streets and alleys, so that you can't stop answering the phone every second!"

Facing his longing tone, Shen Jiu'er was at a rare loss and didn't know how to answer.

"Are you not afraid that your leg will be broken?"

"Then I have three or four legs, he will break two, and I still have two." Shen Shaoxun crossed his legs and blew a hooligan whistle.

"Excuse me, who are you? Did you type the wrong number?" Shen Jiu'er hung up directly.

Feeling guilty, he ran to the door, thinking that he should not be outside the door, the moment he opened the door.

The man fell to the ground like a dog planing, Shen Jiu'er shook the folding fan in his hand very proudly, and groaned very emotionally, "The boundless falling trees are rustling... Hahaha, no, I can't pretend anymore!"

"Keep laughing!" Shen Mufei gritted his teeth and said.

"Okay, hahaha... haha... ha... Why do I feel that you are a little weird today?" Shen Jiu'er was a little scared, holding the folding fan in his hand.

Looking at the door with two eyes, "a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water" and said.

"Didn't I just say that I miss him? Are you so concerned? Are you the world's most jealous king? Why do you think you are so annoying?" Shen Jiu'er may not know that her words will give men What kind of damage is left in my heart.

He hesitated.

Because when she retreated in a panic, her eyes were full of fear, and there was even a thin mist of water, as if she was about to cry at any time.

"I'm sorry, I don't care enough about you, but don't worry, no one will be able to hurt you again."

Shen Jiu'er struggled, and said a little weakly, "Oh, but you seem to have forgotten that you have always been the one who hurt me desperately!"

He thought that he was young and frivolous, and that for the stupid things he did, someone else would always clean up the mess for him.

"Do you still want to say that if you want a son, I can go to the orphanage to give you one."

Shen Jiu'er tightly clenched her fists, she is not afraid of death, but this time she will never compromise.

To love with life is not great love, it is stupid.

"I don't need it." Shen Mufei got up and left.

He didn't know why, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth. He appeared in her house tonight to be able to talk to her. He didn't know when their love for each other had become defensive and caught off guard. s damage.

I always think that what I think is the best for the other party, but I am a little bit alienated.

"You always have cold hands and feet. I bought you a warm bag today. You don't need to plug in \\ electricity, and you don't have to worry about safety."

Seeing him leaving clumsily, Shen Jiu'er was suddenly scared and regretful, not knowing what to do so that he would not look so tired anymore.

"Why are you always so stupid?"

Shen Mufei hid outside the door, did not go far, and roared in his heart: because I love you.

Half a month passed quickly.

The only unexpected thing is that Shen Shaoxun returned to China, surrounded by beautiful women.

It's a little unaccustomed to people, but fortunately, the national conditions are more open now.

"Why don't you introduce me to these beauties around you?" Shen Jiu'er rolled his eyes.

I always feel that this person came back with an impure purpose. In the past memory, he was not the kind of unrestrained person.

What is the reason that made him suddenly become such a person, as if he was the most familiar stranger on the side of the road.

"Since you said that you are beauties, then you should call me sister-in-law." Shen Shaoxun felt a little unnatural, so he left with an excuse.

The location of the restaurant is good, and there are many people coming and going.

Seeing the man get up and leave, several women surrounded the man in front of him.

The girl with blond curly hair was a head taller than herself, with a face full of disdain, she said with some disgust, "I've seen a lot of women like you who try to turn a No-Maj into a phoenix overnight, and now I'll give you one." Leave his chance, otherwise, don't blame me for keeping you from stepping down."

Shen Jiu'er smiled wryly, "There are too many people who speak harsh words in front of me, and there are not a few who put down picks. I forgot to tell you, I was scared too much."

Seeing Shen Shaoxun's return, several girls rushed over, pulling the man's arm and shaking him.

"Get lost!" Shen Shaoxun was annoyed.

"Master Shen is so angry today, what's the matter? Don't admit it after sleeping?" Shen Jiu'er teased.

Are these women clearly pestering him on poles?

"It's really helpless to get closer to you abroad. After all, I can't let those people who followed me return without success."

Shen Shaoxun handed her the things in his hands, and said helplessly, "With these things, from now on, I can help you gain a firm foothold, and that man won't dare to embarrass you."

"Actually, the company's affairs have been settled, and he has already apologized to me." Although he didn't give any gifts, but such a man who feels like a waste of saliva when he says a word to a woman, can bow his head to a woman. easy.

"He's always apologizing at a speed that can't keep up with making mistakes, but that doesn't matter, I'll take you to a place." Shen Shaoxun pulled her and walked out.

As if going back to the past, seeing the joy on his face, Shen Jiu'er couldn't bear to destroy it, every memory between them was unique.

"I won't go back at noon, no, talk business with a... woman!" Shen Jiu'er felt as if she was being caught and raped.

Looking sideways at the person beside him, he lowered his head very guilty.

"Do you still need to hold hands with a woman when talking about business?" Shen Mufei quit!
"Bringing... bringing the relationship closer, laying the foundation for your next cooperation..." Shen Jiu'er was horrified.

I just want him to stop asking, because if he continues to ask, it is very likely that he will not be able to hold back.

"I beep..."

When the cold voice came, Shen Jiu'er knew clearly that it was her fault this time.

"Always only know how to play temper with you, he is too much." Shen Shaoxun snorted coldly.

After five years, he never imagined that the two of them could still sit together calmly and talk with each other like this moment.

I have never been as eager as I am now, and I want her to know that there is still a person in the desert back then.

Because I was in a hurry, I stumbled a bit when I spoke, "I, I, I, how are you doing during the time I'm not in China?"

"???" Shen Jiu'er glanced sideways.

I have a question in my heart: why didn't I know that he still stuttered?
"You, you, don't get me wrong, me, I just asked casually..." Shen Shaoxun also felt a little contemptuous of himself.

All the deliberation and painstaking effort is not just for one day to be able to clarify to her, but it is impossible to say a thousand words.

"Shen Shaoxun, did you do something behind my back, so you feel guilty?"

She had thought of hundreds of scenarios, and the scene of their reunion was indeed unexpected at the moment.

"It seems to be getting more and more remote. Are you going the wrong way? Or are you plotting against me?"

Shen Shaoxun smiled wryly, "You have no body, what can I do to you?"

She has really changed. She used to never look at the road when walking. It seems that the man has really changed her too much.

"Where are you taking me?" Shen Jiu'er asked with a rare serious expression.

"you guess?"

Shen Shaoxun firmly held the steering wheel with both hands, "Do you still remember the story I told you when we first met?"

Waiting for her answer, also waiting for him to say that sentence after turning around: I don't know what you are talking about.

"Are you talking about the longing of half of the clouds? I didn't understand it at the time, but I can probably figure it out now. It's the poems you wrote, the music you composed, and the persistent waiting for your favorite girl, right?" Shen Jiuer frowned.

I don't know why every time I talk to him, it seems like I have known each other before.

She never dared to tell anyone that she didn't have any childhood memories, as if the last memory stayed in, a figure in the yellow sand that covered the sky and covered the sky, and there was a figure who saved her desperately.

Fortunately, I found it later, but fortunately I didn't miss it.

"You, you... I... you..." Shen Jiu'er took it in disbelief.

Because there were very few playthings when I was a child, almost all of them were leftovers from the children next door, or they were bought by Mr. Shen to pick up trash.

In that yellow sand, she gave the plaything she carried with her to that person, but fate seemed to be mocking her ruthlessness.

"So you are the one who saved me in the desert back then?" Shen Jiu'er burst into tears.

There was a shock in my heart: It turned out that my guess was not wrong, but I was the only one who guessed the beginning, but I didn't guess the ending correctly.

Shen Jiu'er even broke down and roared, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Before I went to military school, before I made irreparable mistakes, before I was obsessed with the man who didn't love me at all? "

But it's too late to say anything now, isn't it?

"The longing for half of the clouds is that I was inspired to write for you when I was flying sand and rocks in the desert. That white gauze dress took me two full years. At that time, I realized that you were not in good health. So I gave up music..." just to be able to give you a healthy body.

Even if the person you love, there is always only that one person.

Shen Jiu'er was stunned, her eyes were already wet with tears.

She had doubted it before, but how could there be two hairpins, and they were exactly the same!
"That time was a secret test conducted by the family. He was born of the eldest son, so we should have participated together, and the first person you met was me." Shen Shaoxun smiled wryly.

The first to meet, the first to forget, and the first to disappoint.

"boom……"

After Shen Jiu'er heard everything, she felt that most of her memory was missing.

The moment the car stopped, he jumped out involuntarily.

I saw a piece of golden ginkgo leaves on the ground, some fresh and some withered and yellow. The strange thing is that they are all neat and tidy.

As we all know, the conditions for the growth of ginkgo trees are extremely tricky.

It takes many years to grow to be as thick as a wrist, but the tree in front of me is at least as thick as a pot, and it must not last more than five years.

Shen Jiu'er squatted on the ground, picking up pieces one by one.

The leaves represent the boundless and wordless longing, and also represent the endless waiting.

What was waiting was a persistent heartbroken person, which is no longer what it used to be.

"If you don't like it, don't watch it."

Shen Jiu'er bent over, "He never sent me any flowers, but today I was very happy because I received a flower."