I can't catch the idol queen

At the same time, he became more courageous, and his desire to not be separated from Fei Jie became stronger. He leaned on Fei Jie's shoulder and said in a hoarse voice, "That's, it just suddenly occurred to me that if I separated from Brother Jie, I would It's very sad. Because I don't want to be separated from Fei Jie at all."

Fei Jie was taken aback for a moment, and then his heart suddenly rose when he realized it.

The arm of the upstairs man tightened a little, and he looked down at Xu Yan: "What are you thinking about? How did you separate?"

Xu Yan didn't know how lucky he was to be with Fei Jie.

Moreover, Fei Jie agreed to try it with him very suddenly. Although the two of them maintained their relationship these days, he felt a little uneasy.

At first he didn't know what that anxiety was, but now he finally understood.

Fear of losing.

Yes, he was afraid of losing.

Fei Jie agreed too easily, and didn't even ask him why he liked it, nor did he show any strangeness to the fact that they were both men, so he felt uneasy.

All in all, this relationship came too easily, and he was worried about gain and loss.

He said everything, and he simply didn't hide it, he opened up and said: "You are so kind, and I am just a young actor."

"I used to have a crush on you. I thought I would always have a crush on you. I never thought I would be with you."

"Last time I was drunk and confessed my love to you in a daze. Not only did you not hate me, you hated me, and even agreed to try it with me. I think it's incredible, I always feel like I'm dreaming."

"I am very scared. This is really a dream. I don't know if I wake up from the dream one day, and I will have nothing."

The more Xu Yan talked, the more confused he became, his eyes were red, and he looked pitiful and affectionate.

He really loves Fei Jie badly, maybe because both of them are men, he is extraordinarily sincere about this relationship, as if he can see a hundred years later at a glance.

Fei Jie could see deep affection and endless uneasiness in Xu Yan's eyes.

It would be a lie to say that he was not surprised. He only knew that the child liked him, but he never thought that he liked him to this extent.

The reason why he agreed to try this kid was because he didn't like women in the first place.

He has been aware of his sexual orientation for a long time, and it's not that he hasn't met people during the period, it's just that he can't get interested.

He couldn't remember the first time he met this child. He could only remember that he taught Chu Shan back then.

This kid came to him every day before class, seemingly to ask questions, but in fact those eyes kept glancing at him.

At that time, he knew that the child might be interested in him.

At that time, he didn't think much about it. After all, the child was still young, several years younger than himself.At the age of first love, I don't even understand what love is.

He was afraid that he hadn't met the right person and didn't understand what liking was, so he didn't respond.

Until later, the second male lead of the crew of "No Man's Island" had a problem, and the crew arranged for an audition, and he saw the child's name on the audition list.

At that time, the director was hesitating between this kid and another little fresh meat. He didn't know why, so he casually said in front of the director that this kid is good.

It's not like deliberately recommending it like the director, just mentioning it as if chatting.

The director felt that both were good, so he naturally chose the child he had mentioned.

Later, this kid came to the production crew, and he always came to pay attention to me, whether it was privately or publicly.

Sometimes when I come from outside and bring good things, I will always bring him a copy, and it is a carefully selected one.

Over time, he had some impression of this child.

As for when he got on his mind, he couldn't remember clearly.

Anyway, when the child confessed to himself, he was willing in his heart.

He even thought that if the kid didn't say something to him, at most he would have to wait until the crew finished filming.

Fei Jie didn't intend to separate from this child, he was even willing to develop a relationship with him slowly.

If they get along well, it is not impossible to go hand in hand like this in this life.

So he was moved to hear the kid say this to himself from the bottom of his heart.

He let go of Xu Yan, rubbed his head with a smile: "What are you thinking about in your head all day long?"

"What's wrong with the little star? Speaking of it, I just stayed in this circle for a few years longer than you."

Xu Yan shook his head quickly: "No, it's not."

"You, you are amazing."

Fei Jieruo's status is not so valuable just because he is the instructor of martial arts scenes.

After all, there are too many martial arts instructors, and there are even more powerful ones.

Fei Jie's real power lies in his network and financial resources.

Being a martial arts instructor is just a hobby of his. Maybe one day he gets tired of it, and he turns around and concentrates on his career.

At that time, instead of calling Jie Ge, others would have to call Fei Zong respectfully.

Fei Jie didn't care about these things at all. He liked this job and he would do it well.

And now that he has the energy to take care of these things, he naturally wants to live more comfortably.

Seeing the child's eyes full of admiration, he smiled silently: "Don't worry about your identity, I just want you to remember that I am your boyfriend and you are my boyfriend, that's enough, okay?"

"Also, why do you think we will be separated?" Fei Jie restrained his smile, and said in a soft voice, "Is it just the difference in status?"

"If it's because of this, don't I have to start worrying too. You are so young, and your stardom is open, and you will win an award and become an emperor in the future, and your status will increase. Do you want to dislike me for being too old and not considerate enough?"

Xu Yan didn't expect Fei Jie to say this, his eyes widened immediately, and he shook his head desperately: "No, no. How could I despise Brother Jie, I, I..."

Xu Yan explained incoherently, and his eyes turned red all the time. He was afraid that Fei Jie wouldn't believe him, so he said hastily: "It's too late for me to like you, it's too late for me to like you."

"Okay, okay, why are your eyes red again?" Fei Jie just wanted to ask the child, but he didn't want to make him cry again.

Seeing that his eyes were red again, she quickly softened her body, wiped his tears again, and said in a soft voice: "I just said so, why are you in a hurry."

"I just want to know why you have the idea that we will separate? Tell me, let's not hide anything, okay?"

Fei Jie wiped his tears, and talked to him so tenderly, Xu Yan almost died of happiness.

And Fei Jie is so gentle, it doesn't look like he doesn't like him.

Maybe even if he is not good and Fei Jie doesn't want to be with him, it won't be now.

It would be best if we could never be separated.

He wiped his own tears, then raised his head and looked at Fei Jie affectionately, and said, "I was drunk a few days ago, and confessed my love to you in a daze, and you agreed to be with me without asking anything. Together."

"At first, I thought you must like me too, so I was willing to give it a try."

"Even if you don't like it yet, at least you don't hate it, and maybe you're a little bit interested."

"But, but just now..."

Speaking of this, Xu Yan was both a little embarrassed and a little sad.

In the end sadly gained the upper hand, he lowered his head and said softly: "We, we are all like that, you, you don't touch me."

If you really like it, why don't you touch it?

Fei Jie couldn't help being taken aback for a moment, looking at Xu Yan who was talking softer and softer, his heart suddenly became itchy.

What is going on in this child's head?He really doesn't understand.

But even if he couldn't figure it out, it wouldn't delay him from understanding the meaning of the child's words. He was complaining to himself that he didn't do anything just now and was unhappy.

Oh, being unhappy is the second thing. I don't feel safe.

That's right, between lovers, they all want to get tired of being together, but they are not as reserved as him.

But wasn't he afraid of scaring the kid just now?She is several years younger than herself, and her skin is as tender as tofu, and she might blush with shame if she tells a joke.

Wasn't it just now?Didn't he just tease a few words, he hasn't started yet, his face is red like something.

First, he couldn't bear to bully him, and second, he knew that the time and place were not right, so he forced himself to endure it.

Now it seems that he thought too much.

He laughed lowly, and murmured softly: "I underestimated you because of my feelings."

Fei Jie's voice was so low that Xu Yan couldn't hear him clearly. Just as he was about to ask him what he said, a big hand grabbed his waist suddenly.

Before he could react, Fei Jie had already leaned forward.

He only came and heard a sentence: "I have wronged my boyfriend, and I will make it up to you." His lips were tightly blocked by a piece of softness.

Fei Jie pressed his own child to kiss him deeply and tenderly, and he didn't let go until Xu Yan's face was flushed from holding back, and he was about to suffocate himself to death.

After letting go, Xu Yan blushed and panted suddenly, and there was still a liquid on his lips that he didn't know who it belonged to.

Seeing the cuteness of the child, Fei Jie smiled softly, put him back into his arms, and asked softly, "Are you happy?"

After asking, without waiting for Xu Yan to return, Fei Jie spoke again: "The little mouth is quite sweet, and I want to taste it again, what should I do?"

Xu Yan blushed unreasonably, and he was still panting slightly. Hearing Fei Jie's words, his eyes widened immediately, and he wanted to say something.

But before he could speak, Fei Jie had already held him tightly in his arms, lowered his head and sealed his lips.

He didn't have time to catch his breath, and he was a little panicked.

Maybe it was because I was so nervous that I didn't know how to breathe.

It was Fei Jie who reminded him in a low voice before he suffocated himself: "Little idiot, take a breath."

When Fei Jie reminded him like this, he just came to his senses and took a breath.

As soon as he took a breath, he felt that Fei Jie's movements became more intense.

Xu Yan's kissing skills are unfamiliar, and he usually doesn't move his tongue in kissing scenes, but this time, Fei Jie really let him experience what kissing is.

His mind was blank. Following Fei Jie's lead, he felt that he had drifted into the clouds.

I don't know how long it took before Fei Jie really let him go, and then whispered into his ear with a low smile: "Little fool, I didn't touch you just now because I was afraid to scare you, don't think about it, I like you too. "

After Fei Jie finished speaking, he pecked Xu Yan's slightly red lips again, then pulled him and asked, "Do you want to eat skewers?"

Xu Yan didn't care about eating skewers at this time, it was already good to be able to speak normally.

He subconsciously shook his head and stared at Fei Jie firmly.

After staring at him for a long time, I finally believed that everything in front of me was true. It was true that Fei Jie kissed him just now, and it was true that he whispered in his ear that he liked him.

Xu Yan was so moved that he couldn't speak clearly, he just shook his head desperately, and then said in a hoarse voice: "I like you too, the kind I like very much. Brother Jie, I like you too, I like you very much."

After that day, the relationship between Xu Yan and Fei Jie was different again.

Although outsiders can't see it, the two of them can feel it.

Xu Yan no longer felt overwhelmed by gains and losses, and Fei Jie was no longer intimidated. The relationship between the two gradually warmed up, and they both said that it would be good to continue like this.