I can't catch the idol queen

It's not spring yet, and it stands to reason that there shouldn't be such a large flower garden, but miraculously there is a small garden here.

The glass door leading to the small garden was open, so the air in the box was filled with a very pleasant fragrance of flowers.

And at the big round table in the box filled with the fragrance of flowers, sat a young man wearing a dark gray sweater, with a clear face and smiling eyes.

The man's smile was weak at first, but when the box door opened and Chu Shan walked in, it immediately became deep.

Chu Shan saw the man walking towards her like a spring breeze, but couldn't react for a while, and froze on the spot.

This is the little card?Why, it doesn't look like that at all!

Zika had already walked in front of Chu Shan, without any strangeness, as if the two had never been separated since they were young, but had grown up together.

He reached over her shoulder to close the box door, then took the handbag from Chu Shan's hand, and said softly, "I'm afraid you can't find your way, but luckily you're here."

Zika smiled softly, and switched Chu Shan's handbag to the other hand, ready to go to La Chushan with the free hand: "Is it cold? Come in and sit for a while, come..."

Chu Shan was not quite used to Zika's familiarity, and at the same time fell into the shadow of not being able to find the slightest little card.

When Zika was about to pull her, he quickly took a step back to avoid Zika's extended hand, and at the same time subconsciously grabbed his handbag and held it in his hand.

Zika's outstretched hand fell to nothing, and he was a little embarrassed for a while.

Seeing this, Chu Shan also felt that she had overreacted, so she quickly smiled and said, "I, I will go by myself."

Zika laughed softly when he heard this, and retracted his hand without a trace.

Then, as if nothing happened, he staggered and let Chu Shan pass by, and at the same time said with a smile: "Shanshan, are you hungry, this restaurant has a dish of vinegar fish, which is very authentic, try it later, I remember you When I was young, I liked eating fish the most.”

Chu Shan walked to the table and sat down, looking up at Chika, always feeling weird.

She tried to find the shadow of Xiaochazi on Zika, but she couldn't find it.

The man in front of her was too gentle, while the little Kazi she knew was alienated in her bones.

Of course, she didn't mean that gentleness is bad. On the contrary, the current Zika is much better than the little Kazi back then.

She used to dream of making Xiao Kazi warm up, allowing him to accept more new things and new friends.

But thinking about it this way, now that Xiao Kazi has really become such a person, she feels awkward again.

When Chu Shan found out about this idea, she suddenly felt very unreasonable.

She shook her head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Maybe it's been a long time, I'm not used to it!

"Sanshan?"

"Ah?" The shoulder was pushed, Chu Shan suddenly turned her head, and saw Zika's retracting hand not far away, she was stunned: "What's wrong?"

Zika sat on the chair next to Chu Shan, smiling at the right time, showing a row of white teeth, and her body exuded a faint breath of sunshine.

He shook his head and smiled: "I still want to ask you what's the matter? Is it because we haven't seen each other for a long time, and we suddenly saw you, are you scared?"

"Seeing that you have been distracted since you came in, and you haven't recovered yet, is it too long for you to be distracted? Am I really surprising you so much?"

Zika's words were full of jokes, which made Chu Shan very embarrassed.

Probably because she is really not used to such a sudden and unprepared familiarity, Chu Shan smiled a little dryly.

She twitched the corners of her mouth, showing a dry smile, and said, "No, no, I just..."

"Shanshan, are you nervous?"

Before Chu Shan finished speaking, Zika suddenly approached.

The corners of his lips were raised slightly, and his eyebrows and eyes were curved just right. There was a bit of seductive charm in his gentleness.

Chu Shan was taken aback and stepped back abruptly, but she was sitting on a chair and there was no way to retreat.The movement was too big, and the chair was directly pushed backwards.

The body leaned back with the chair suddenly, Chu Shan's eyes widened immediately, thinking that it was over, she was going to have an intimate contact with Mother Earth.

The imaginary fall did not come, her body and the chair swayed violently, and then stopped in mid-air.

The chair she was sitting on maintained a four-legged chair with only two legs raised, and Zika's arm firmly caught her and her chair.

Because of the chair, Zika's body leaned slightly towards her, a bit condescending.

His smile deepened, but his tone became softer: "Are you really... nervous?"

"I do not……"

"Okay, you have to sit down, this chair can't stand your toss." Chu Shan still couldn't complete her words, and her body and the chair were straightened by Zika and returned to the original position.

When Zika withdrew his hand, he bent a finger and scratched her nose: "It's still as naughty as when I was a child."

Chu Shan's eyes were already wide open, but because of Zika's movements, they widened even further.

He... How could he be so intimate with himself?
From the beginning of the conversation with Zika at the door, Chu Shan felt very uncomfortable, which would become more serious, so she subconsciously raised her head to look at Zika.

As soon as he looked out, Zika caught him.

"What's the matter? Why are you looking at me like this?"

Chu Shan quickly shook her head and said, "Little..."

The word "Kazi" stuck in her throat, and Chu Shan suddenly couldn't speak. After a pause of two seconds, she changed her address: "Zika, you..."

Hearing this address, Zika seemed dissatisfied. He frowned slightly, interrupted Chu Shan softly, and said, "Shanshan, I still like it when you call me Xiaojiazi, just like I call you Shanshan."

When Zika said this, Chu Shan didn't know what to say for a while when Chu Shan's words had reached her throat, and her expression immediately became unnatural.

Seeing this, Zika turned to face her, sighed deeply, and said seriously, "Shanshan, do you think I've changed a lot?"

Chu Shan was taken aback for a moment, then nodded sharply.

Not only is it big, it is simply not too big.

This kind of change in him made her a little uncomfortable, and she didn't dare to talk to him.

Zika was alienated from others when he was a child, he was really alienated, and his gentleness now is also really gentle.

When he turned to face Chu Shan and smiled, she could feel the affinity and warmth emanating from him.

Then she heard him say, "Shanshan, how many years have we not seen each other?"

Chu Shan lowered her eyes and calculated carefully in her heart: "It's been 17 years."

"It's 17 years, three months and 21 days." Zika added softly.

"I only stayed in the orphanage for half a year. When I left, it was the third day after your sixth birthday. It's been 17 years and 21 days since I was fully charged."

When Zika spoke, his tone was very gentle, as if he was looking forward to it, but also as if he was feeling nostalgic.

Chu Shan was surprised that Zika remembered it so clearly.

This level of clarity left Chu Shan speechless in shock.

Seeing that she was silent, Zika didn't continue the topic, but said to Chu Shan, "Shanshan, I'll show you something."

Chu Shan quickly regained her mind from the shock just now. It was so surprising that she didn't dare to continue thinking, so she quickly asked, "What are you looking at?"

Zika smiled, then looked down at his sweater pocket, and took out something from it not long after.

"Look, remember this?"

Spreading his palm upwards, in Zika's palm lay a glass marble that was a little smaller than an egg.

But this marble is different from ordinary marbles. There are blue stars in it. If you observe carefully, you can find that it is a very bright night sky.

"It's it, the starry sky glass ball." When Chu Shan saw this marble, her heart jumped suddenly, and she seemed to come alive.

She immediately took the glass ball from Zika's palm and kept flipping through it.

It was obviously just a child's toy, but she looked at it very carefully and seriously, even with a little bit of irrepressible excitement.

Seeing this, Zika didn't speak, just looked at Chu Shan with a smile.

Chu Shan was no longer embarrassed, nor was she as unnatural as before.

She looked at the glass marbles for a long time, but her emotions were not at all calm. On the contrary, she raised her eyes to look at Zika emotionally, and said, "This, this..."

Zika smiled and said softly: "I have always been with me."

Chu Shan lowered her eyes to look at the marbles in her hand again. Looking at them, she felt her eye sockets were hot.

After a long time, she murmured in a low voice: "I thought, I thought...it's gone."

Zika put her hand on the back of Chu Shan's chair, and said softly, "I'm sorry Shanshan, it's still there, but I left too suddenly and took it away secretly in a moment of selfishness."

"At the beginning, I didn't want to leave at all. I couldn't bear you, grandma Xu, mother Xu, and the orphanage. But when my parents came to see me, I had to leave."

"I was too young at that time, and I was afraid that if I left for too long, I would forget the memory of the orphanage bit by bit, so I took it away secretly without your consent."

"As long as it is by my side, I will never forget the days in the orphanage, the days when I played with you, and the days when you took care of me."

"Shanshan, we... finally meet again."

After listening to Zika's words, Chu Shan raised her head to look at Zika again.

Zika is still gentle, friendly, the kind of man who warms people to the bone at a glance.

But if you observe carefully, you can see a trace of desolation in his eyebrows and eyes that does not belong to that touch of tenderness.

It's like a hot sun with a small piece of ice in it.

In that piece of ice, there is the shadow of a small clip.

This is a small card, but a small card that has grown up.

Chu Shan smiled.

"Yeah, we finally met again." I don't know if she found the shadow of her childhood in Zika, Chu Shan became much more relaxed.

While smiling, she handed back the glass marble in her hand that almost made her eyes turn red, and said softly, "Are... are you okay?"

Zika didn't answer immediately, but pushed the marble back: "We meet now, this marble, it's time to return to its owner, I have occupied it for too many years."

Chu Shan smiled, and pushed the marble over again: "Since it has been there for so many years, it can still be preserved so well, it proves that it is better in your place than in mine. I will give it to you."

Zika was stunned for a second, and instead of taking it directly, he said in surprise: "Isn't this marble very important to you?"

Chu Shan sighed: "Yes, this marble is very important to me."

It was really important, so important that it almost killed her.

When she was a child, Chu Shan was naughty. Even though she was a girl, when she became crazy, she was not weaker than a boy at all.

She grew up in an orphanage when she was a baby, and her acceptance of the orphanage environment is much higher than those children who came halfway.

In her eyes, the orphanage is her home, and she doesn't have the concept of being claimed by someone and going to form a complete new family in her heart.

Just because she doesn't have this kind of concept, there is no limit to her going crazy.

But the dean at that time, Grandma Xu, didn't think so. The children in the orphanage are better than going to the new family. If they go to the new family, at least they can get all the love.