The boss always wants to form a CP

Because of what happened last night, Lu Yanyan still didn't want to talk to Guan Zhaojian, so he didn't say a word when he heard his question, but struggled to get off Guan Zhaojian's lap.

"Don't move around. Don't be angry after watching the play, huh?" Guan Zhaojian's tone was full of connivance, and he looked at Lu Yanyan tenderly.

acting?He knows?
Then why do you still want to accompany me when you know that I am acting?

Lu Yanyan couldn't understand Guan Zhaojian's thoughts, but she didn't seem to have seen it clearly.

"You know I'm acting? Why do you still cooperate?" Lu Yanyan didn't even realize that she actually expressed her inner confusion directly.

"If you'll be happy if I make trouble with you, then why should I not do it?" Guan Zhao remonstrated with connivance in his tone.

Hearing Guan Zhaojian's words, Lu Yanyan was taken aback, as if he didn't expect it to be for such a simple reason, he just wanted to make himself happy.

There was a shock in her heart that she couldn't ignore.

"Let's go upstairs." Lu Yanyan didn't continue this topic, but answered the topic that Guan Zhaojian just said.

Without even realizing it, her tone softened a lot.

Guan Zhaojian picked up Princess Lu Yanyan, and then walked upstairs to the bedroom.

He carefully put Lu Yanyan on the bed, then bent down and pressed a kiss on Lu Yanyan's forehead.

Lu Yanyan, who wanted to avoid it, looked at the seriousness in Guan Zhaojian's eyes, and stayed where he was for a while, letting Guan Zhaojian's kiss fall on his forehead.

The concentration in Guan Zhaojian's eyes made Lu Yanyan feel cherished.

"I'm going to the study to deal with work. If you feel bored, come and find me in the study."

Guan Zhaojian's voice rang in his ears, and Lu Yanyan woke up from the kiss on his forehead.

"Ah."

After receiving Lu Yanyan's response, Guan Zhaojian turned and left the bedroom.

In fact, Guan Zhaojian wanted to stay with Lu Yanyan more now, but because he didn't go to the company all day today, many things were waiting for him to make decisions.

Guan Zhaojian, who had just arrived in the study, started a remote video conference.

After Guan Zhaojian left, Lu Yanyan was the only one left in the huge bedroom.

She got up from the bed first, turned off the light in the bedroom, and then returned to the bed.

She bent her legs, embraced herself with both hands, and curled up in a corner of the bed, longing to gain a sense of security in this posture, and she felt very lonely.

What Guan Zhaojian did and said today made Lu Yanyan feel that he had some place in Guan Zhaojian's heart. Time, he should stop.

Lu Yanyan thought of it with a self-deprecating smile.

His mother is gone, and finding his brother is his hope of living, but his brother is gone, and he can't find a reason to live for a while. She knows that her emotions are very abnormal recently, but she has no way to control herself .

If it was in the past, maybe Guan Zhaojian could be the reason for her to live, but now Guan Zhaojian loves Lu Wanwan, and he is just a tool. Three years ago, Guan Zhaojian was a tool for revenge for Lu Wanwan Three years later, it was because he was reluctant to touch Lu Wanwan, so he became a tool for him to vent.

Thinking of all this, Lu Yanyan felt that his liking for Guan Zhaojian all this time was like a joke.

Every time she thought that Guan Zhaojian had a little bit of herself in her heart, Lu Wanwan would come out to remind herself and let her know that all this was just her delusion.

Every time her hopes fell through, her heart ached, but all of this was her self-indulgence, and she had no right to blame anyone.

However, sometimes Guan Zhaojian is really nice to him, but she has enough disappointment, every time she has this kind of thought, Lu Yanyan will find a reason to deny it. It will not be uncomfortable.

Perhaps, Guan Zhaojian liked her, but his liking was too weak, as long as he met Lu Wanwan, he would disappear.

She knows that she still loves Guan Zhaojian now, but it's not like before. She believes that one day she will let go of Guan Zhaojian and not love him at all.

She thought that if there was such a day, she would feel very relaxed.

Lu Yanyan's eyes fell on a point in the void, not focusing.

Empty room, no sound, silent as if only you are the only one in this world, such a bad environment always makes people involuntarily think about things that they would not normally think about.

Now Lu Yanyan is very at a loss, she only has one to rely on now, and that is Guan Zhaojian, if Guan Zhaojian and Lu Wan get married later, then what should she do?
Thinking of this, she couldn't help feeling that she had really failed in life, and everything she wanted to grab slipped away from her fingertips one by one.

It is obviously such a big world, but there seems to be no place where I can shelter myself.

Thinking about it, Lu Yanyan closed her eyes, and a tear trickled down from the corner of her eyes.

It was already late at night when Guan Zhaojian finished his work and came out of the study.

He walked lightly and approached the bed.

The bedroom was pitch black, Guan Zhaojian turned on the warm lamp by the bed, and saw Lu Yanyan curled up in a corner of the bed, asleep, with tears still on his face, and his brows furrowed.

Guan Zhaojian put his hand on Lu Yanyan's forehead, rubbing it lightly, hoping to wipe away the unhappiness between her brows.

Are you so unhappy just by my side?Guan Zhaojian couldn't help thinking.

He didn't know how long it had been since he saw Lu Yanyan's wanton smile. Three years ago, when she faced him, she always had a smile on her face. No matter how indifferent he was, she would follow him step by step. Behind him, sweetly called him "Brother Zhaojian".

But now she is unhappy every day, as if nothing can make her happy anymore.

"How do you say that you will be happier?"

Guan Zhaojian looked at Lu Yanyan on the bed and murmured in a low voice.

"Guan Zhaojian, don't touch me, I'm afraid." At this moment, Lu Yanyan suddenly uttered a dream, and his originally stretched brows frowned again.

When Guan Zhaojian heard the voice, he was startled by the movements of his hands, and then his eyes darkened, looking a little lonely.He didn't expect that his brutal coercion last night would cast such a shadow on Lu Yanyan. Guan Zhaojian, who had never felt regret before, felt regret for the first time.

He lay sideways beside Lu Yanyan, and when he stretched out his hand to hug Lu Yanyan into his arms, Lu Yanyan beside him rolled into Guan Zhaojian's arms spontaneously as if he felt something. He buried his head in Guan Zhaojian's chest.

In her sleep, Lu Yanyan felt a familiar smell coming from her side. This smell made her feel very safe, and she subconsciously wanted to pursue this smell.

Lu Yanyan's subconscious actions greatly pleased Guan Zhaojian, and he tightened the grip on the person in his arms.

After finding Lu Yanyan to rely on, he gradually stopped talking in his sleep, his brows relaxed, and his breathing became steady.

Guan Zhaojian bowed his head and kissed Lu Yanyan's hair, and said in a low voice, "Lu Yanyan, don't be afraid of me."

early morning.

Because he slept all afternoon yesterday, it was rare for Lu Yanyan not to sleep until 10:30 today.

Lu Yanyan, who had just woken up, subconsciously touched the position beside him, and all he felt was a piece of ice cold.She looked up at the wall clock hanging on the wall, the pointer pointed to seven o'clock.

When he was about to get up and take a shower, the door of the room was opened.

Before the brain had any thoughts, the body hastily lay down and closed its eyes.

Why should I pretend to be asleep?
After lying down, Lu Yanyan's brain started to function, and he was annoyed by his behavior just now.

Guan Zhaojian, who was wearing casual clothes, walked in, with the morning chill still on his body.

Guan Zhaojian has always had the habit of getting up early and running in the morning, but because Lu Yanyan starts at 10:30 every day, until now he has not discovered that Guan Zhaojian runs in the morning every day.

As Guan Zhaojian's footsteps got closer, Lu Yanyan, who was pretending to sleep, also became nervous, and his breathing became a little short.

What is he doing here?Do you still want to go back to sleep?

Just as Lu Yanyan was thinking wildly, Guan Zhaojian had already walked to the bedside.

Seeing that the person on the bed was still soundly asleep, Guan Zhaojian relaxed his movements, and then bent down.

Because the eyes couldn't see, other senses became more sensitive. Lu Yanyan could clearly feel Guan Zhaojian's body approaching him.

Because of nervousness, Lu Yanyan's breathing rhythm was also messed up.

Soon, Lu Yanyan felt a soft thing sticking to her forehead, the movement was very light, like a feather brushing.

It wasn't until the sound of Guan Zhaojian's footsteps and the sound of water in the bathroom that Lu Yanyan opened his eyes.

She breathed heavily, and put her hands on her heart, trying to calm her beating heart.Which kiss from Guan Zhaojian made Lu Yanyan confused.

Such a gentle kiss immediately pierced Lu Yanyan's heart.

Guan Zhaojian in the bathroom, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, seemed to be in a good mood.

As early as when he was relying on Lu Yanyan, he found that Lu Yanyan was pretending to sleep.

It's not because of how sharp he is, but because Lu Yanyan's performance was too obvious. When he approached, Lu Yanyan's eyes trembled slightly, and his mouth was tightly pursed. When he bent over, His breathing became much faster, and it was difficult for Guan Zhaojian to notice it.

Lu Yanyan didn't know that the matter of her pretending to sleep had been discovered. After going through the incident just now, she didn't seem to meet Guan Zhaojian, so she simply went to the guest room to wash up.

After taking a shower, Guan Zhaojian didn't see Lu Yanyan on the bed, and he felt flustered again.

This feeling didn't dissipate until he saw Lu Yanyan sitting on the sofa in the living room, he was relieved, he was afraid that Lu Yanyan would leave without saying goodbye, afraid of losing her.

After taking a shower in the guest room, Lu Yanyan came to the living room to prepare breakfast.

Mama Xu was surprised to see Lu Yanyan who had gone downstairs early.