The end of the world was taken home by the president

That's it, quietly, without anyone's disturbance, the years are quiet, that's how it is between us.

In the past, you were watching me work, but now, I am watching you work.

You used to say to me, 'You look so good when you're working, luckily it's mine. '

Now I am even more fortunate to have you. You never ask for anything from me, let alone fight for anything from me.

I remember one time, you said to me, 'I want to rely on you more', at that time, what did I say.

At that time, I said, 'Don't rely too much on me,' If, if I could go back to the beginning, it would be great.

I never knew anything about you before, you just said some things lightly.

However, at that time, I didn't know how disturbed you were, I really didn't know.

Probably after I said that sentence, all the things after you will not be told to me again, or there have been problems between us since then.

At that time, you just told me to separate, we are not suitable for each other.

At that time, you were still a college student, but every festival would send me red envelopes, no matter how much.

At that time, you were very gentle, really gentle. I remember a time when I was unhappy.

You use the embarrassing things that happened to you, the jokes you did, just to make me laugh.

At that time, you said that you didn't want to see sad expressions on my face other than happy.

At that time, I was alone, and my friends were not around, and you said that you would always be with me.

You will never leave me, but I broke up even more cruelly, and tied you up with words like 'wait for me for two years', I am really despicable.

I know, you never ask what I say, just like I can see you online every time I go online.

I don't know what I was thinking at that time, but I would actually use such emotions as indifference on you.

I remember that every time I went online, you would greet me happily.

Even if I am extremely indifferent, you will still greet me, probably, maybe it is my indifferent attitude that hurt you.

You asked me that day, 'Am I too annoying?That's why you don't like talking to me?Then let me bother you less, okay? '

What the hell did I say at that time, I only said one word, 'um', since then, you will not actively talk to me.

I'm such a jerk, I didn't feel your uneasiness.Every time I said something that hurt you.

Later, I was going abroad to deal with some things, alone, and I happened to chat with you.

You said you were going to a place and find someone. At that time, I was inexplicably jealous.

You actually want to go offline because of that person, and you don't want to talk to me anymore.

However, you explained that the road you take by car is a winding mountain road, and there will be no internet.

However, at that time I was overwhelmed by jealousy, so I said, 'Then you go, I'm just fine by myself. '

At that time, you seemed to see what I was thinking, and you assured me that you would not go offline along the way and would always be with me.

Even if there is no Internet on the road, the moment the Internet is available, he will reply to me as soon as possible.

At that time, I was so stupid that I kept doing things that hurt you.

At that time, you were unintentionally ill and had no energy for several days, like a person about to collapse.

That's when I realized that I really don't know you at all... I really don't know you at all...

Maybe it's a bit cruel to say this, but it's the truth. I say I like you, I love you, but I don't know you at all.

At that time, you were sick, and almost everyone didn't want to talk to you, let alone talk, maybe I'm used to being superior.

After meeting you, you will pamper me and follow my shadow, but I will only be jealous.

I accidentally learned about your cause of disease from your mouth, and every once in a while, you will get sick.

You said that you are like a psychopath, suspicious, with thorns all over your body, and whoever moves will poke someone.

You know that every time you get sick, you stay away from other people and lock yourself in your room.

Even if others say that you are dragging and ignoring others, and look down on others, even so, you will not defend yourself.

You said that you have headaches, and you have severe headaches every time, which can only be relieved by taking painkillers.

You said that you are now immune to painkillers, and it doesn't work at all.

But once during a chat, you suddenly lost the message, and I don't know how long it took before you replied to the message.

I didn't know you at all at that time, really, I didn't understand at all, I thought you were still throwing a tantrum at me.

I also deliberately didn't reply to your message, just stared at your message in a daze.

Later, you thought I was busy, so you said something, then don't bother me, and there is no more news.

Later, I actually talked to you with such a cold attitude, and I didn't even want to talk to you.

In the end, he said the phrase 'don't rely too much on me', you saw the news and remembered it in your heart.

At that time, in order to be with me, you wandered between you and your friends, which made you extremely embarrassed.

But I don't understand your good intentions at all, I only know that you are protecting your friends, and I am far inferior to them in your heart.

It would be great if... if... I could go back to the beginning.

Even if I misunderstood you, you wouldn't explain it to me, and you would find it boring, because I said 'don't depend on me too much', and then you wouldn't tell me everything about you.

Since then, you have been extremely depressed every time, and you have a melancholy expression.

Later, I heard about you from your friends. It turns out that your body will lose strength every time.

I don't quite understand the meaning of this word. Your friends told me that half of your body will lose strength every time, which is semi-paralyzed.

At that time, I regretted a little, really, I should not have lost my temper with you without understanding the situation, and ignored you.

I was really wrong, so wrong, I want to apologize to you, but I don't know how to apologize.

Because it seems that since that day, you have never chatted with me again.

Before I was ready to apologize to you, I saw the special concern and sent a message.

'Let's separate, we are not very suitable for each other' saw only this sentence in the dialog box.

At that moment, there were many holes in my heart, and my heart was very cold, and I regretted it...

I quickly replied, 'Don't be kidding, okay, this news is not funny. '

'No kidding, we are really not suitable, you know I am also a person who is extremely unwilling to wrong myself' you said this sentence.

Yes, I have never understood what kind of person you are, am I really too late?
I regret it now, can you take back this sentence, we, aren't we very happy together?

happy?Ever since we got together, you are the one who accommodates me.

I'm sitting in the bar outside, drinking a really spicy drink, and I miss you, really miss you.

I don't want to lose you, I really regret it, don't want me, okay...

My friends were by my side and always comforted me. At that time, I was thinking, I have friends who comfort me. Are you sad or sick alone?
My friend couldn't see me looking like a lost drunk, so he finally called you.

"Is there something wrong?" Your voice on the phone was full of exhaustion, and there were bursts of hoarseness in your indifferent voice.

"He drank outside, can't you have a good talk? He has already drank too much alcohol, and if he drank any more, his stomach would bleed." The friend said exaggeratedly.

"Drinking? Why drinking? Alas..." You suddenly sighed, I know you are gentle.

"Then take him back, I'm not with you now."

"Don't want me, okay? Don't break up, okay, I was really wrong...don't want me..." Hearing that sigh, I felt a little uneasy.

I snatched the phone, just wanted to talk to you, just wanted to hear your voice, I know, I'm mean.

"...Okay, okay, I don't want you, I just don't want to rely on you anymore, be good, go back quickly, it's not safe outside now, go back quickly, drinking too much alcohol is bad for your health." You Still so gentle.

You are still as gentle as before, but you no longer depend on me, and you no longer take the initiative.

I know that now your love for me has been slowly hidden, and you are just used to pampering me.

I used to treat you with a cold attitude before, and you surprise me every time I go online.

Later, you gradually became busy and didn't go online very much. Even if it showed that you were online, I knew you were not there.

I also slowly developed the habit of waiting for you to go online, and only then did I realize how impatient it is for you to wait for me.

It's just that you slowly moved away later, this is my feeling, you are slowly moving away.

You said at that time that you wanted to talk to me, I probably knew what was going on, and I found an excuse to escape.

I know what you want to talk about, and I know what you want to say, but I want to deceive myself like this.

I don't want to think that it's over between us, I don't want to think that.

Afterwards, every time I talk to me, I will say that I am very busy now and have no time, you know?I am a coward.

Probably because you are tired of the days of running away like this, you don't care if I'm online or not, just tell me.

"Maybe you can think about what I said last time. We are really not very suitable. I have never relied on you before, and you have never relied on me, so let's separate, which is better for both of us." .

"The reason why you don't want to be separated is that you are just used to my existence. If you stay away now, you will get used to it slowly."

How could this be?How can you say that?I know you are gentle, but I didn't expect you to say such a cruel scene.

I just... don't want to face something so cruel.