roses and lilies

I deliberately kept an eye out, and after I went out, I called their school.The school said that now that the Internet is popular, you can go through the formalities for suspension of school from the school website.Thanks for asking, otherwise I will have to travel a lot.

I suddenly thought of Xiaoya, and it can be said that she is the one that worries me the most.I can only put everything behind me first, take good care of her, and let the spirit of godmother in the sky bless her for a speedy recovery.

Going back to the small room rented for her on Huayuan Street, she went to the bedroom and saw Xiaoya climbing to the window sill, opening the window, leaning forward to jump down!
Subconsciously, I took three steps in parallel, and flew to the window and hugged her slender waist, fiercely hugging her inward.She desperately tried to break free from my hands and jumped out of the window.

Fifteen stories high, once you jump down, there is definitely no hope of surviving.Xiaoya was in great grief, crying bitterly while trying to break free from my arm, while shouting loudly: "Let me die, don't stop me, I'm in pain, I miss my mother, I'm going to find her, She's too lonely there alone, I'm going to accompany her." I hugged her tightly, not letting her break free.

She is weak, not as strong as I am, I hugged her from the window sill, quickly closed the window, my heart was pounding, and I couldn't help feeling scared.

I should have thought that she was severely stimulated and would have thought of committing suicide.It was only a little bit short, and if he came half a step later, he might only see Xiaoya's body.

I warned myself that I must take care of her every step of the way until she fully recovers.

Recalling what the doctor said, it is true that she is mainly suffering from psychological problems now, and I have to take her to see a psychiatrist.

Since then, I haven't left her for almost a moment, including sleeping at night.She sleeps on the bed, and I sleep on the wooden floor under the bed, which logically separates her from the window.In fact, I'm pretty stupid when I think about it.If she really wanted to commit suicide, she didn't have to jump off a building!

So I hid all the lethal weapons, including scissors, kitchen knives, and sleeping pills, so that she would not have a chance.

During that period of time, I lost my mind and couldn't sleep well. I was afraid that something would happen to Xiaoya. Gradually, I also suffered from insomnia. No matter what, I wanted to let her live well.

She was still sitting in the corner in a daze, not wanting to leave the house or see anyone.Bathe non-stop all day long.After a month, the water bill alone is 500 yuan.The water company kept calling and asking: "Does your family run a bathhouse? Why is it so expensive? The premium has already doubled. If you don't save money, it will double." I shook my head helplessly, speechless. right.

Anxin Hospital is the best mental health tertiary hospital in the city, and the chief physicians in it are all authorities who enjoy state subsidies.It can be said that number one is hard to find.

With the progress of urban development, market economy, opening up and reform, people's mental pressure is high, and the competition for talents from all walks of life is fierce.

The gap between the rich and the poor is large, and high-consumption places abound, which are particularly prone to various psychological imbalances.

The development of science and technology and the rapid development of information networks have enabled many traditional frauds to obtain a more favorable platform, and Internet phone fraud emerged as the times require.make a lot of people victims.

All these factors make many people with bad mentality become the hardest hit areas of mental illness.This kind of disease, which was rare in the past, has been given a brand-new concept, and the new term of psychiatrist has been accepted by more and more people.

In fact, foreign developed countries have already paid special attention to it. They believe that psychological problems are more important than physical problems.

Gradually, people in China also began to pay attention to it, and major medical institutions have increased the number of mental health departments.In terms of authority, it has to belong to Anxin Hospital.

There was an endless stream of people coming to see the doctor, looking at each of them with pale and bloodless faces, like passers-by in the desert who were seriously short of water.

Among them, the proportion of elderly patients is not small.Many of them are retired cadres from enterprises and public institutions. When they were working, they were full of people, surrounded by people, surrounded by stars and surrounded by stars.When they retreated, the front door was deserted, and no one cared about them anymore, which made their mentality seriously unbalanced and a huge gap in their hearts. The former prestige was long gone, and what was left was endless loneliness and emptiness.

Adolescence and menopause are often periods of high incidence of mental illness. This group of people has a great psychological impact due to physical function.

However, there are not many patients who suffer severe irritation like Xiaoya.

I held her limp and slender hand tightly.Walking towards the hospital.I was afraid that she would run into the middle of the road to seek death.

Her eyes were fixed, ignoring the crowd around her. "Brother Wen, why did you bring me here?" Xiaoya asked with some doubts.

"It's okay, I just want you to come out to relax. Let's talk to an expert. After all, he has more experience than me. It's okay for us to chat together, but we can't open your heart knot. I know, who will be replaced by such a blow?" I can’t stand it, but we still have hope in life, after all, the living have to continue to live well! Right?” I said to her earnestly.

"You don't think I'm crazy, do you?" She said in surprise.

"How is it possible! I have always felt that you are a cultured and intellectual woman. Your intellectual beauty has always made me feel very comfortable. Your education is very high and your quality is also very good. I never thought there was anything wrong with you. It’s just that a lot of things have happened recently! It makes you feel sad. Seeing you sad, I’m worried! I’ll find a way to cheer you up and make you happy.” I comforted her.

"Brother Wen, you are so kind to me!" Xiaoya said with some emotion.

"You have always been the person I care about the most. I hope you are well. Don't refuse what I have done to you, okay? Let's cooperate with the experts and recover as soon as possible, okay?" I said encouragingly.

"Brother, I listen to you! I will work hard to overcome my inner demons and get back together! I won't be looking for life and death again, don't worry!"

It's hard to get an appointment at this hospital!For this expert number, I tossed for several days.At first, from the computer, I opened the appointment system and waited. As soon as the appointment interface started, before I could operate it, dozens of expert accounts showed that they were all full.I shook my head helplessly, another routine.It is so obvious that it really seems to be fooling the people.

I dialed Sister Hong's number, "Sister, is it convenient to talk?"

"Wen Wen! Tell me!" Sister Hong said bluntly.

"The expert account of Anxin Hospital can't be registered at all, so I have to ask you for help!"

"What's the matter with you, are you depressed? Why did you go there to see a doctor? Didn't you feel fine two days ago?" Sister Hong asked puzzled.

"No, the godmother's daughter is a bit overwhelmed, I'll take her over to have a look!" I said lightly.After all, Xiaoya's privacy is involved, so I have no choice but to say this, but I am asking someone to do something, and I am afraid it will be bad if I don't reveal the truth.

Sister Hong said bluntly: "You wait there, a doctor will come to pick you up in a while, no need to register, just look at it first, and he will get you any medicine you need. What's the cost of seeing a doctor!"

I shook my head helplessly, and finally understood why I couldn't make an appointment. It turns out that the routine is here!