Li Suiqiu tilted his head, looked at the strange eyes of the doctors and nurses, and frowned slightly.

Did something happen during her absence that she didn't know about?
"Hey, are you going to deliver medicines? I'll go with you?" Li Suiqiu couldn't find anyone to ask now, and just happened to see a familiar person pushing a car passing by. She smiled and greeted her familiarly.

Seeing this, the man couldn't help shaking, and quickly lowered his head, pretending that he didn't hear her, and walked past her quickly.

This made Li Suiqiu even more confused, but her intuition told her that there were some bad rumors about her.

But this didn't have much impact on her. She came back only to save Qin Shutong, and she didn't care about other people's eyes at all.

Li Suiqiu adjusted his mentality, and greeted everyone as usual during the break, even if they ignored him.

And when she was busy, she studied new techniques, all for the purpose of practicing this technique well, but Li Suiqiu discovered a fact that she couldn't believe, that is, as soon as she picked up the scalpel, she could control I couldn't help trembling.

"How could this be..." She looked down at her hands with shock in her eyes.

She swallowed, she didn't intend to tell Bai Buyan about this, but planned to give herself a few more chances.

"Sister Gu, I need your assistance in an operation tomorrow, and Dr. Bai will be the chief surgeon, so get ready."

Li Suiqiu was still comforting herself in her heart. When she was immersed in her own world, Huang Jiaqi's voice suddenly appeared in her ears, which shocked her greatly.

"Well, I see." She was startled and said calmly.

Huang Jiaqi didn't see anything wrong with Li Suiqiu, and left after reminding her, leaving her alone to continue practicing.

Only Li Suiqiu knew what kind of insurmountable psychological obstacles she was going through, but she couldn't reveal the truth, otherwise the last step she took would be wasted.

While there is still time, Li Suiqiu discards other distracting thoughts and concentrates on practicing his current shortcomings.

It's just that this practice is in the middle of the night.

She couldn't get over it until dawn.

From Li Suiqiu's point of view, time flies by very quickly. She wished that the operation would be cancelled, so that she would have more time to practice, but no one gave her such an opportunity.

All the surgical staff went to the preparation room to change clothes, but Li Suiqiu was not seen for a long time.

Huang Jiaqi thought she was too busy and forgot, so after changing her clothes, she searched everywhere, and finally found her at the place yesterday.

"Sister Gu, don't rush to practice, the operation is about to start, go and change clothes."

Li Suiqiu only felt that Huang Jiaqi's voice was like a devil's voice, and she couldn't shirk it, so she could only bite the bullet and follow.

After waiting on the operating table, Bai Buyan stood at the chief surgeon's position, while Li Suiqiu stood opposite, taking over just in case.

"This operation is relatively simple, but don't relax easily, otherwise it will be a desecration of life."

Bai Buyan straightened his white gloves and spoke seriously.

Seeing this, the others no longer smiled, and concentrated on doing what they had to do. Only Li Suiqiu was a little dazed.

"Gu Rong, what are you thinking?" Bai Buyan gave Qi Lan Xin an anesthetic injection, and when he looked up, he saw Li Suiqiu who was in a daze.

Li Suiqiu blinked and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

Bai Buyan frowned slightly, thinking she was a bit strange, but right now he couldn't see anything wrong.

When he wanted to ask more questions, he saw that the effect of the anesthesia had already started to play, so he temporarily suppressed his thoughts and concentrated on the operation.

"Come and cut off the excess from the other part." Bai Buyan kept moving his hands, but when he was at a loss, he spoke to Li Suiqiu.

Huang Jiaqi, who had been making preparations, heard it and immediately handed the scalpel into Li Suiqiu's hands.

Li Suiqiu, who had always been in good shape, thought that she would not be needed, but when the scalpel touched his hand again, it trembled uncontrollably as if it was conscious.

Li Suiqiu gritted his teeth, trying to make his hands obey, but it still didn't help.

It was only then that Bai Buyan realized that something was wrong with her, but now it was a critical moment, and he didn't have time to say more, so he sped up his movements and ended the whole operation with only one person's ability.

But before the nurse could push the patient out, Bai Buyan was the first to grab Li Suiqiu's wrist, and strode the patient away from the operating room.

"Where are you taking me?" Li Suiqiu felt pain in his wrist, looked up at Bai Buyan who was only walking forward, and asked with a little displeasure.

But Bai Buyan didn't answer her a single word, and didn't stop until he reached a relatively remote corner, then let go of her hand and said coldly: "What's the matter with you."

"What's the matter with me? I still want to ask you what you want to do. You brought me here without saying a word."

Li Suiqiu rubbed his red wrist lightly, and said dissatisfied.

"You can't even hold a scalpel steadily. It's not like your style. You keep something from me." Bai Bu said in a low tone, completely lacking the appearance of a gentleman in the past.

Li Suiqiu rubbed his wrists for a while, then turned his head to one side unnaturally and said, "I don't understand what you are talking about."

"Gu Rong! This is about your future! Don't lie to me, as a friend, I don't want to see you lose this job! You also know how serious your current situation is to you, don't you want to just wait like this to let me People find out that something is wrong with you, and then get out of here!"

Bai Buyan's heart ached, he didn't expect to care about her as a friend.

Li Suiqiu saw that he was getting serious, so she couldn't continue to pretend to be stupid. Her eyes were slightly red, she pursed her lips, and said in a low voice: "As soon as I picked up the scalpel, I remembered my mistake in the last operation. Being able to go back to the hospital is already my greatest courage, but I can't face my own failure!"

Her voice trembled more and more as she spoke, and she was faintly about to cry.

After hearing Bai Buyan, the anxiety in his heart also dissipated. He looked at the helpless Li Suiqiu in front of him, and felt an urge to hug someone in his arms, but reason told him not to do so.

He couldn't help but clenched his hands hanging on both sides for a while, until he felt pain in his hands, then he said softly: "I will help you if you have difficulties. will deliver."

Li Suiqiu was extremely moved, but he could only say a word of thanks.

"This matter, please don't tell it." She still wanted to try again, but the unwillingness in her heart told her not to give up easily.

"it is good."

How could Bai Buyan have any reason to refuse her request, and his brows and eyes became gentle, responding to the other party.

In order to deceive others, he deliberately transferred Li Suiqiu to the department under his jurisdiction, so that she would not have to go into the operating room for surgery.

However, the dean's outing project is about to come to fruition, even if the person hasn't shown up yet, it's clearly stated on the phone.

"Okay, we got it." Bai Buyan responded to the dean on the other end of the phone.

Now he is using all his abilities to cover for Li Suiqiu, and during this period, he has been helping her overcome her psychological barriers.

It's just that the results are clearly unsatisfactory.

For the first time, Li Suiqiu felt a great sense of frustration. She threw the scalpel aside in frustration, and squatted down on the spot. The more she thought about it, the more frustrated she was, her eyes turned red.

"Gu Rong, don't be discouraged, you see that you are much better than before, I believe that if you persist, there will be results."

Seeing her like this, Bai Buyan sighed softly, but now he has no other choice but to comfort her.

Li Suiqiu didn't respond, she pursed her lips tightly, refusing to make a sound, but the tears pouring out of her eyes revealed her emotions at the moment.

It was early morning at this time, and the outside world also quieted down. Yu Ciqian heard that Li Suiqiu had been back to the hospital for many days, and he just found time to visit today.

Just as soon as I walked in, I noticed something wrong with the atmosphere.

"Why are you crying?" Yu Ciqian took a closer look and saw Li Suiqiu squatting there crying sadly. He raised his eyes to question Bai Buyan, but the other party just shrugged.

He squatted down and gently wiped the tears on her cheeks, his eyes were full of distress.

"Ci Qian, I don't think I can do it, I want to resign."

When Li Suiqiu saw Yu Ciqian's face, the emotions he had been holding back finally broke out, and he spoke very discouraged.

"I know your ability, why can't you do it?"

He coaxed him patiently, but Li Suiqiu no longer wanted to speak, and buried his head in his knees, pretending to be an ostrich.

Yuci Qianjian couldn't ask any more questions, so he could only stand up and look at Bai Buyan, then turned his head to the door, signaling him to come out with him.

After the two of them walked out, he stopped when they had gone a little further, and asked Bai Buyan directly, "What's going on?"

"She couldn't overcome the failure in the last operation, and you also know that Qin Shutong means a lot to her."

Bai Buyan said it briefly, after all, a smart person like Yu Ciqian can understand the meaning.

Yu Ciqian nodded, and didn't stay outside with him too much, for fear that Li Suiqiu would be overwhelmed with running away.

He walked back in a hurry, seeing Li Suiqiu was still squatting in the same idiot position just now, he stepped forward and pulled him up forcefully.

"What are you doing!" Bai Buyan said nervously when he walked back and saw such a scene.

However, Yu Ciqian ignored his words, and after Li Suiqiu stood still, he walked behind her and held her hands, controlling her hands to pick up the scalpel.

Sure enough, as soon as she touched the scalpel, her hands began to tremble uncontrollably.

"Yu Ciqian, I can't do it, I can't do it, let me go." Li Suiqiu said a little self-destructively, and even wanted to escape from his arms.

"Gu Rong, do you trust me?"

Yu Ciqian asked in a low voice, his words surprisingly calmed Li Suiqiu, she nodded silently, not knowing why she believed him for no reason.

"I can get you out of the shadows, but only if you cooperate."

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