Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

Shangguan Rui returned to the apartment.

There are also meals prepared by Jin Yuhan on the dining table.

In the apartment, there is a faint smell of food.

There is also a bouquet of flowers on the coffee table.

It's purple hyacinth.

He went to the kitchen and placed the cold food on the table.

This is the breakfast that Jin Yuhan made for him this morning, but he didn't have time to eat it.　
Reheated again.

Before, he didn't know how to do this kind of thing.

However, when he stood aside and watched her do these things, he unknowingly followed suit.

According to the habit, he filled the meal for two people and held the chopsticks for her.

He remembered that she said that she liked to have dinner together.

After eating, I went back to the bedroom, took off the blood-stained clothes, took a shower, and went to bed.

Lying on the bed, I always feel empty in my heart, with my eyes closed, and a dull pain in my heart.

It's like a piece of it was taken away abruptly from the chest.

He wanted to sleep, but the pain was so bad that he couldn't sleep at all.

My eyes hurt, my heart hurts, and my whole body seems to hurt.

Finally, he opened his eyes angrily, sat up from the bed, walked on the floor with bare feet, and violently opened the bedroom door.

Facing the living room outside, he said habitually, "Jin Yuhan, I'm thirsty, go and pour me some water."

Yes, the room is empty.

No one, much less a voice, responded.

There is still some aroma of food in the air.

Surrounded by the light fragrance of flowers.

In the kitchen, on the dining table, there was another bowl of rice, but no one had touched it.

Not even the chair was pulled out.

Shangguan Rui froze in place for a while, then suddenly thought of something.

The body slowly slid down the wall, and leaned against the wall that was cold to the bone behind him.

At this moment, facing an empty apartment, he suddenly started to cry uncontrollably, repeating a sentence repeatedly in his mouth, "Jin Yuhan, I'm talking to you, did you hear me! Respond when you hear it One sound!"

"Jin Yuhan, I'm calling you, did you hear..."

"Jin Yuhan..."

He called her name again and again.

No one responded, everything was just talking to himself.

"Jin Yuhan, I know, you don't want to talk to me...but if you don't talk, I will get angry!"

"I... really angry..."

"Jin Yuhan, didn't I already do what you said, I didn't lose my temper easily, you, why did you ignore me..."

"Didn't we all agree, how can you lie to people!"

Shangguan Rui thought, she is a liar.

Obviously yesterday, they had already agreed that she would stay with him.

She also said, let him live well.

But after such a night, everything changed.

She is a liar.

Everything she said was a lie.

However, the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt.

He even thought that even if she lied to him, it didn't matter, as long as she could stay by his side.

"Jin Yuhan... Jin Yuhan..."

He beat the ground unwillingly, and called her name unwillingly...

The vision in front of me is blurred.

He suddenly thought of the scene in the hospital.

Just hours before, she had been lying in his arms.

Very quiet, she kept her eyes closed.

No matter what he said, she never opened her eyes again.

He was in the hospital, and after hearing what the doctor said, he sat on the floor, and he didn't have the courage to look at her again.

He thought, as long as he didn't look, she wouldn't be lying there coldly.

He thought, she would be in the apartment, in the supermarket, anywhere in Pingchuan.

Even, he thought, even if she is not in Pingchuan.

He wants her alive.

But what to do?It's all gone now.

He still remembered the temperature of her slowly disappearing in his arms, and her body slowly became stiff.

The more I think about it, the more distressed I become.

He never thought that one day he would feel so distressed because of someone.

He remembered that Jin Yuhan once asked him a question, and she asked him, do you love her?

At that time, he was silent on this question.

And she only asked that one time.

Since then, this question has never been asked again.

　 In fact, every time he heard something about love, he would subconsciously avoid it.

Because, he does not know, what is love.

But... until this moment, when he was in so much pain, he didn't understand.

He loves her!How could he not love...

As for when he fell in love with her, he himself couldn't tell.

Perhaps, it was the moment she scratched her face in front of him.

Perhaps, it was when she made soup for his hands with a gentle smile.

Maybe, it's time to get along with her leisurely and kill time.

Perhaps, it was when she said she would always be with him.

He finally understood why he was so strange during this time, even though he repeatedly denied it.

　  But at this moment, he realized that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago.

However, at the beginning, he always refused to admit it.

But now he understood.

Indeed, in the beginning, he did let her stay by his side because she looked like Mu Zixiao.

However, the longer they got along, the more he knew that she was not Mu Zixiao.

She can cook for him, but Mu Zixiao can't.

She would quarrel with him, and the two of them would quarrel childishly over inexplicable trivial matters; Mu Zixiao would not.

When she was willful in front of him, but... in the end, she would always accommodate herself; Mu Zixiao couldn't.

She would shed tears for herself; Mu Zixiao would not.

She always likes to care about herself; Mu Zixiao doesn't.

In fact, there are many differences between her and Mu Zixiao.

He knew, he always knew.

He only regarded her as Jin Yuhan, never regarded her as anyone else.

He remembered that when she left Shangguan's old house, she asked him why he took her to Shangguan's old house.

At that time, her eyes were hurt and stinging, her sadness and sarcasm were so obvious in her eyes.

And he chose to be silent at that time, just looked at her deeply for a while.

He knew what she was asking, he knew what she was caring about.

However, he didn't know how to tell her, he didn't know how to answer her question.

He knew that the old man didn't like her, Su Yu didn't like her, Shangguan Jingchen didn't like him, and even Geng Bin, who had been with him for many years, reminded him to separate from her as soon as possible.

He knew about these situations, and so did she.

But what can that be?

He took her to Shangguan's old house, but in fact, he just wanted to tell everyone that the person standing beside him was her.

Even if there is anyone's objection, he still wants to be with her.

However, that day, at night, when she asked him, he couldn't tell.

In front of her, he felt ashamed of himself.

He knew that she had always been good to him.

He knew that she had her secret.

However, when she was with him, she was thinking about everything for him.

He can feel it, so he wants this relationship to continue.

In front of her, he knew for the first time what it was like to be truly cared about.

She is not the best, but she is the best to him.

This is so good, it makes him tempted, he is influenced, he grows, and for the first time he has the idea of ​​wanting to protect people.

He wanted her to stay with him.

Even if everyone objects, he wants her to stay by his side.

However, when he saw her sensitive eyes, he didn't know how to say those words.

In the past, he hurt her too much, and he didn't know what method to use to make her stay.

He was even more unsure if he could keep her.

He set a one-month deadline for their relationship.

But the longer she was with him, the more he regretted it. Why couldn't the time be set longer at the beginning? Why was it one month instead of one year, two years, or even longer? Long.

Time passed day by day, but he wanted her to stay by his side longer.

So, at the end of time, he tried to ask her to keep her by his side.

But every time, after he asked, when she responded to him in silence, he would also think about it.

If I were her, would I continue to stay by my side after being hurt.

Won't!Certainly not!
He used to be such a jerk.

He always bullies her, always hurts her.

At first he thought it didn't matter, but the more he got along with her, the more he regretted everything he had done.

Whenever he thinks about such a problem, he will feel distressed.

There were bursts of heart-wrenching pain.

In fact, the harm he did to her at the beginning was just because she liked him.

However, he hadn't noticed this before.

He had never hated himself so much for a moment.

He still remembers a classic line in Journey to the West that he watched with Jin Yuhan, "There was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and when I lost it, I regretted it too much. The most painful thing is this. If God can give me another chance, I will say three words to that girl: I love you. If I have to add a time limit to this love, I hope it is 1 years."

But what to do?
　 What should we do now?
　 She refused to accompany him anymore, and everything had completely lost her chance.　
He didn't even have time to say "I love you" to her.

Once, he thought that the rest of his life would be long, and the rest would be opportunities.

But I didn't expect that losing is just a moment.

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Shangguan Jingyu was having a company meeting, but after seeing the news posted on the Internet, Lin Mo has been hovering nervously at the door of the meeting room.

Shangguan Jingyu's mind was a little confused. Although his face remained calm as always, there was something strange in his heart.

Like something happened.

He listened a little absent-mindedly to a company meeting.

Seeing his calm face, the people under him were even more cautious when speaking and reporting.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Lin Mo's presence, and he said lightly, "That's the end of today's meeting."

In a word, like the provisions of amnesty, the people present silently breathed a sigh of relief in an instant.

　  After seeing Shangguan Jingyu walk out of the office, Lin Mo rushed up and said, "President, something happened."

Shangguan Jingyu frowned.

Then, Lin Mo passed the news on the Internet to Shangguan Jingyu.

Shangguan Jingyu took it, and after seeing the title displayed on the screen, his eyes became indifferent for an instant.