Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

138 Although perfect, but not complete

Ever met a child?

As soon as this question was asked, the first child that Mu Zixiao thought of was Little Peanut.

After recalling it carefully, today, she saw some pictures of Peanut when he was a child in Peanut's room.

That kid looks like...

It's actually... exactly the same as what she saw in the scene...

As soon as this kind of thought popped up, she was frightened, she clenched her hands tightly, and shook her head, Mu Zixiao really didn't understand why this happened!

She just met Little Peanut recently, moreover, she is Shangguan Jingyu's child, how could she have any connection with Little Peanut!

In other words, in the past, how could she have any connection with Shangguan Jingyu.

Even though she lost her memory, Shangguan Jingyu did not lose her memory.

Moreover, even if she lost her memory and couldn't remember what happened in the past, Shangguan Jingyu should be able to recognize her.

However, in fact, this is not the case.

As if aware of her nervousness, Nie Chen said slowly, "If Ms. Mu has been in contact with children during this period, it is not difficult to explain what appeared in the dream. In people's consciousness, there are often It has a strong sense of substitution, so if there is contact in life, it is not impossible to subconsciously connect dreams and reality. It is not like there is such a saying "Think about it every day, dream at night", this sentence In terms of treatment, there is a certain correlation."

The steady and gentle voice makes people feel convincing when they hear it.

Mu Zi dazed, murmured, "Is that so?"

Holding his forehead and closing his eyes, he couldn't hide the panic in his heart, "But, just now... everything I saw was so real. It's like my personal experience..."

Shaking her head, without waiting for Nie Chen to say anything, she then denied the thoughts in her heart and said, "But... such a life, how could it be my experience..."

How could she have had children?

If she really had a child, then - how old should the child be now?And why not by her side?
Once there is this condition as a hypothesis, then the oncoming is one confusion after another.

She really couldn't believe it.

She couldn't even believe that it would have been her own life.

But... a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in her mind. There is a scar on her abdomen...

She at least has the confidence to understand her own body.

She hasn't had surgery, so... what is that surgical scar...

Mu Zixiao only felt that a strange idea popped up in her mind, but it set off a huge storm, and even she herself couldn't explain it.

Although the person she was facing was Dr. Nie, whom she had always trusted.

But those thoughts are really hard for her to express at this moment.

Nie Chen was on the side, listening quietly, being a listener with peace of mind and competence.

After she fell into silence, she just sat quietly and acted as a spiritual escort.

This kind of silence lasted for a long time, and it was not until Mu Zixiao completely recovered his clarity that this state ended.

If, during the treatment, what I saw about the child came from my daily contact with Peanut, then what about her coma?

Among them, will there be a connection?
Nie Chen tilted his face slightly. In the general trend of exercising to maintain his figure, his figure is not rigid and strong, and his figure is thin but not weak. On the contrary, his voice is slightly controlled, and his voice is just controlled when he speaks. good.He was wearing a white shirt, and the sun fell on his shoulders. Just looking at him, it would remind people of the words 'time is quiet and good'.

Nie Chen was not the prettiest person she had ever met, but he was the most comfortable person she had ever seen.

Yes, it is ease, that is a kind of soul engraved in the bones.

Every move exudes a unique charm.

It seemed that the passing time was helpless in front of him.

The ease and ease that naturally existed in him was his natural brilliance.

Not very dazzling, but enough to illuminate the entire world in front of me.

As long as you see him, in front of him, you will really be convinced by him willingly.

His hand landed on the black tabletop, the slender hands with well-defined knuckles formed a strong contrast with the heavy tabletop color.

Mu Zixiao's eyes lingered on him for a long time before she asked, "Doctor Nie, I... recently, I don't know why, I always have some headaches, and I even fell into a coma a few times."

In a coma... Nie Chen lowered his eyelids slightly, but a flash of something flashed in his eyes, too fast to be caught.

In just a moment, it was back to normal.

Mu Zixiao was not sure about her situation, "Doctor Nie, is my coma related to my amnesia?"

Every time Shangguan Jingyu asked, she couldn't explain why.

However, she could remember some fragments before coma.

She always heard and saw some scenes that did not belong to her current life before she fell into a coma.

Such a situation, in the hospital, she did not tell the doctor.

Now, in front of Nie Chen, she just wanted to ask him for confirmation. Is the situation she is experiencing now within the normal range?

"Miss Mu, how is your usual work and rest time?"

"Everything is normal. I have tried to arrange my time as regularly as you said."

"What about the pressure of life?"

"..."

"In short, in Miss Mu's current life, is there anyone who makes you feel nervous and always vigilant?"

"..."

If there was anyone who could make her nervous and vigilant all the time, it must be Shangguan Rui.

Ever since she broke up with him that day, she didn't want to see Shangguan Rui.

After being with Shangguan Jingyu, she was always afraid of seeing Shangguan Rui, afraid that he would appear at any time and anywhere like a time bomb, and she would be forced to die together.

Thinking of this, Mu Zixiao honestly admitted, "Yes."

"So, how long has this situation lasted?"

Mu Zixiao inadvertently sighed in her heart, "Recently, this has been happening all the time."

"Perhaps it's because Ms. Mu has put too much mental pressure on herself during this time."

"...Maybe..." Mu Zixiao raised her eyes and glanced at Nie Chen who was opposite her, feeling a little hesitant about the words in her heart.

Nie Chen smiled, "Miss Mu, what do you want to say?"

"My memory... can I really get it back?"

When Nie Chen heard her words, he paused for a moment, and then asked, "Miss Mu means..."

Mu Zixiao shook her head, got up, and stood in front of the window. The scene outside was bright and sunny, but there seemed to be a lingering cloud in her mind forever.

She has lost a memory, and now she has been looking for those memories, unknowingly, so much time has passed

Today, when Shangguan Jingyu asked, she answered firmly.

However, at this moment, her heart was shaken.

Do we really need to find the past again?

"I don't have confidence in myself." Mu Zixiao turned her head and smiled at Nie Chen, but her smile was forced, even helpless, "I was thinking that I have worked hard for so long, but I still haven't recovered Signs, does that mean, that shouldn't be all I want to remember."

"Does Miss Mu think so?"

"..."

There is always a slight smile on the corner of Nie Chen's lips, and even his eyes will convey some positive force when he looks over. He said, "In this way, Miss Mu and I have somewhat different views. I think People's memory is a part of life, and it is the most important part that cannot be ignored. The lack of memory, in other words, the loss of life. Sometimes, a piece of memory represents the existence of a person. Only when the memory exists, can this person, Literally exists.”

In Mu Zixiao's silence, he continued, "Make a hypothesis. If I lose my memory now, even though I have the identity of 'Nie Chen' and all the connections in the world, 'I' will never It won't be 'me' anymore."

Her soul was shaken by these words.

A memory represents the existence of a person.

After listening to Nie Chen's words, she said to herself, "Then what was my past like?"

Nie Chen's eyes flashed, and he said frankly, "Miss Mu, she is a lucky person."

"..."

"I think, maybe after some time, Miss Mu will find the answer by herself."

"...Will it be?" He seemed to be able to give her an answer that she was sure of.

"Yes." These two words, he answered firmly.

"..."

Sunshine, coming in from the window, is a very warm force.

This kind of light and warmth can resist all darkness and coldness.

Nie Chen said thoughtfully, "Time is a magical thing. It can dilute some things and bring about some miracles. So, as long as there is enough time, everything can find a perfect answer."

"Perfect?"

"Yes, perfect."

Nie Chen's firmness invisibly gave her strength. Listening to his words, Mu Zixiao thought that Dr. Nie must be a very optimistic person about life.

"Sometimes, loss of memory may seem perfect, but in terms of life, it is not complete." Nie Chen looked at her with a little deep meaning, "After all, loss of memory, apart from the damage caused by the outside world, What's more important is that I am missing some things in my heart."

Perfect, but not complete...

Taking a deep breath, there is still a faint fragrance in the room, which is very intoxicating.

I couldn't help inhaling more of this faint fragrance, and even the headache that I had just had during the treatment process has faded away.

Mu Zixiao asked, "Did you light this kind of incense just now?"

"Yes, this incense has a calming effect..." Nie Chen opened the window after saying this.

Fresh air poured in, diluting the original fragrance in an instant, but Mu Zixiao was still immersed in the lingering aftertaste of the fragrance just now, and asked, "I also think this fragrance is very effective, Doctor Nie, this fragrance is used in Where can I get them? I want some too!"

The smell in the air dissipated in an instant, and there was almost nothing left.

Looking back, he explained with a gentle smile, "This fragrance is suitable for psychiatrists."

"That's it..." I could no longer smell the fragrance in my nose, but the smell that fascinated people was unforgettable for a long time, "It's a pity..."

"Sir." After Lin Mo sent Mu Zixiao to Nie Chen's psychological consultation room, he did not leave in a hurry, but waited outside for news.

Of course, this was also an arrangement Shangguan Jingyu had made in advance.

So, after Mu Zixiao entered the consultation room, he called Shangguan Jingyu.

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