Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

Mu Zixiao doesn't understand why Shangguan Jingyu treats her so well?
Is it because you like it?

If it's because of liking, then Shangguan Jingyu's feelings are too rich.

Frankly speaking, she had been tempted by Shangguan Jingyu before, but those ignorant temptations were far from enough to shake her determination to protect herself.

I don't know why, she always looks forward to and resists such a sensitive thing as love.

She had been tempted, fantasized, and even wanted to get it.

But I really can't be sure that this kind of feeling can really happen to me.

In real life, most couples barely feel suitable, so they get together and spend the rest of their lives slowly.

Just like Mu Zhennan and his mother, they have maintained a family marriage for decades, they respect each other like guests on the surface, and they behave happily in front of her.

However, in fact their marriage relationship is far from that. In their precarious and precarious relationship, they get along like walking on thin ice every day, extremely uncomfortable and unhappy with each other.

Their getting along was to take into account her emotions as a daughter, and they wasted most of their lives with each other. In addition to wasting time, they also wasted a lifetime of emotion.

When she was young, she would often see her mother sitting by the window, quietly lost in thought.

At that time, accompanied by the sunset, my mother was sitting in front of the window, and the breeze gently blew the corners of her skirt, and the glow in the sky also dyed her with a layer of warm brilliance.

The mother just sat there quietly, looking far, far away, her eyes were very calm.

The whole person fell into a very quiet environment, which was as beautiful as a painting, making people reluctant to step forward to disturb it.

Once, she thought that her mother's trance was a kind of loss in real life.

However, when Mu Zixiao met Chu Yingrou, she finally understood that what her mother was feeling was the hopelessness of life.

No more expectations, no more sadness.

I heard that my mother used to have a lover, but because of my grandfather's obstruction, my mother did not succeed in being with her beloved, and finally obeyed my grandfather's wishes and stayed with Mu Zhennan.

And the same is true for Mu Zhennan.

Father, mother, the two most important people in her life should be regarded as the most perfect people by her, but they don't have the most complete love.

What they choose is an adaptation to submit to fate, a cold and silent but long-lasting companionship.

What the mother chose was a kind of arrogance to maintain her self-esteem, and she never bowed her head because of love.

In the mother, time seems to be static, even more eternal, it can be resisted, and it is the most mentally draining.

As for Mu Zhennan, as a father, he will always miss that white moonlight.

Chu Yingrou seems to be the one who always chooses to wait.

But it is the existence that Mu Zhennan always can't reach in his heart.

Chu Yingrou occupies the most important position in Mu Zhennan's heart, even far higher than his own mother.

It seemed that apart from her mother, Chu Yingrou could really become a spiritual love with Mu Zhennan.

What the mother won was Mu Zhennan's nominal time.

But what Chu Yingrou got was a complete love between them.

Therefore, sometimes Mu Zixiao is also very confused about what the so-called expected love should look like.

Since she grew up, there were indeed quite a few suitors, but for some reason, she didn't feel that she wanted to be with him desperately.

In Mu Zixiao's view, love is indeed beautiful, but it is also too risky.

It's like a gamble, once it's played, everything becomes out of control.

My good friend Ming Nana once said that the relationship between a man and a woman begins with appearance, which is a habit inherited from ancestors for a long time. When facing the opposite sex, you must first obey your inner desire.

However, she has fantasized about her future life, but she doesn't know how her partner should imagine it.

Later, she also got to know Shangguan Rui, let alone his attitude towards feelings, she couldn't even compliment him.

Indeed, in the face of Shangguan Rui, she repeatedly refused, because apart from Shangguan Rui's cynical attitude towards feelings, it was her own rejection.

Every time she sees Shangguan Rui, she seriously rejects it, as if every skin cell in her body is reminding and telling her that this man is far from being able to give her the love she wants, nor can she promise the future life she wants .

Therefore, she never let herself take this step.

All she saw was the love that others talked about, but she didn't know what love really looked like.

Now, Shangguan Jingyu was indeed very kind to her, so kind that it moved her heart and made her doubt, but it was not enough to change her original determination.

Perhaps, she was flustered because of Shangguan Jingyu's affectionate words.

However, she also had to recognize the fact that with Shangguan Rui's relationship, Shangguan Jingyu would not be the right person.

Because the previous procedures were handed over to assistant Lin Mo in advance, after Shangguan Jingyu agreed that Mu Zixiao should leave the hospital, the two only needed to tidy up, after all, they had not been in the hospital for a long time.

After Mu Zixiao woke up, she was fully capable of acting on her own.

Just after changing the hospital clothes from the bathroom of the ward, Mu Zixiao came out of the bathroom, and saw Shangguan Jingyu waiting at the side against the light.

It's just that Shangguan Jingyu is behind his back at this time.

However, from her perspective, she could see a little bit of Shangguan Jingyu's side face, which somehow felt a little familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere before.

The picture flashed before her eyes, so fast that she didn't have time to capture it, but she felt that her heart was full of anticipation and loss.

These strong and diametrically opposed emotions were entangled and began to collide in the bottom of her heart.

The hand holding the handrail of the bathroom door couldn't help tightening. It's really strange why my head suddenly hurts again!

It's no wonder that Shangguan Jingyu asked her if she had frequent headaches before. Recently, her headache frequency is indeed quite high.

However, counting the time, there is still some time before going to Dr. Nie Chen's psychological consultation room.

Mu Zixiao reached out and rubbed her temples to relieve her pain a little.

What exactly is going on!

"what happened?"

Shangguan Jingyu heard a voice behind him, turned around and saw Mu Zixiao holding on to the bathroom door, with his brows furrowed.

Stepping forward quickly, he stretched out his arm in time to help Mu Zixiao, he held Mu Zixiao's wrist tightly, and pulled her into his arms, watching Mu Zixiao's face turn pale, rubbing his temples again, his expression It also became bad, and the grip on her couldn't help but tighten, and asked, "The head hurts again?"

Mu Zixiao shook her head slowly, and said forcefully, "...No...I'm fine."

The smell of a mature man on him pierced through the tip of his nose into her bone marrow.

Mu Zixiao slowly let herself stand on her feet, and only said, "Maybe, the moment I opened the bathroom door, the sunlight outside was too bright, so I felt uncomfortable when my eyes were dark. It's okay."

Shangguan Jingyu looked at Mu Zixiao's downcast eyes and said, "If you feel uncomfortable in your head, please tell me."

This kind of care is very warm, so warm that it makes her heart soft and easy to fall into.

Mu Zixiao opened the distance between him and him, she tried her best to restrain her breath, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

At this time, Shangguan Jingyu's cell phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence in the ward.

Looking down at the name on the screen, it turned out to be Little Peanut. Shangguan Jingyu answered the phone naturally, but before he could speak, the voice of Little Peanut on the other end of the phone came out, "Dad, are you now Do you work overtime at the company? Why haven't you come home yet?"

"Besides, Aunt Mumu is not at home." Of course, this is the most important point.

Little Peanut's tone of voice was very resentful, even Shangguan Jingyu on the other end of the phone could imagine that Little Peanut was holding the phone, pouted and frowning talking to him.

"No." Shangguan Jingyu rubbed his tired brows slightly, and said, "Father and Aunt Mumu are in the hospital, and they will go back later."

"What? Aunt Mumu is in the hospital? Dad, is Aunt Mumu injured? Is it serious? Peanut can give Aunt Mumu a 'huhu'!"

Little Peanut was at home waiting for Mu Zixiao to come back. Zhang Lan accompanied him to the next door and repeatedly rang the doorbell several times, but no one opened the door. He reluctantly went back to wait. Zhang Lan told him, Maybe Mu Zixiao was not at home, and had been soothing his emotions.

Now he is on the phone with Shangguan Jingyu, and when he hears that Shangguan Jingyu and Mu Zixiao are together, of course he will cheer up!
The most important thing is that he heard from 'Dad' that 'Dad' and 'Aunt Mumu' are in the hospital. In his world, the hospital is a place where injections are given. Every time he goes to the hospital, there will be some nurses and doctors around. Watch him, give him injections, and let him take medicine.

Although he, as a boy, can't shed tears from injections, he still feels pain. Especially, the medicine in his mouth is still so bitter every time he takes it. Therefore, Little Peanut's intuition is that the hospital is not a good place.

He thought, 'Auntie Mumu' was sick in the hospital and needed injections and medicines, so when 'Auntie Mumu' came back, he must give 'Auntie Mumu' a shout.

Mu Zixiao was standing next to Shangguan Jingyu, not to mention that Shangguan Jingyu had no intention of evading when answering Xiao Huasheng's phone call, so the conversation between their father and son clearly fell into Mu Zixiao's in the ears.

I didn't expect that Little Peanut missed her so much, and she still misses Little Peanut all the time!

Now that she heard Little Peanut greeting herself with such concern, it was as if she had a piece of honey in her heart.

"Stay at home and listen to auntie, we will go back in a while."

After finishing speaking, Shangguan Jingyu hung up the phone directly.

He can really see now that this son who has been raised for so many years is now completely attached to the little woman beside him.

When facing himself, Little Peanut didn't have so many greetings!
Before Mu Zixiao had time to say a word to Xiao Huasheng, she watched Shangguan Jingyu hang up the phone, and could only swallow the words abruptly.