Those youths are related to you

In the evening, the competing neon lights will occupy the important position of the sun during the day, taking on the important task of illuminating the four directions, and pushing the moon, which should play the leading role, aside.
Among them, the most beautiful and full of temptation is the dazzling brilliance from the charming roof of "Emma Manor".This is not only because it was designed by a famous American teacher, but more because of the meaning it represents——
The floor is made of black marble, the tiles are as bright as a mirror, and the gorgeous crystal pendant chandelier. In order to cater to the girl's princess dream, the imported black princess brocade quilt specially selected for Keer in summer, the whole room is romantic and solemn. The temperament makes people's hearts flutter.

It was night, and the silence was a little suffocating.The breathing of the two is clearly visible to each other.

"Ke'er, you have always understood the meaning of "Emma's Manor", right?" Xia Bing broke the silence first.

"Xia Bing, you have never understood the problem between us." Ma Ke'er planned not to keep silent about the relationship between the two of them.

"I have always loved you, but I am also a girl, and I will pay attention to a man's promise to me. Do you know how lonely it is to be alone at the airport from morning to night?"

"That was the first time I knew clearly. It turns out that to you, I am nothing more than that..."

Ma Ke'er's eyes were full of tears of grief and indignation, but she stubbornly refused to let them flow down.

Looking at Ma Keer like this, Xia Bing felt like thousands of ants gnawed at her heart. He didn't pay attention to this, maybe he was too careless.

Just as she raised her hand, wanting to wipe away the tears from the girl's eyes, Ma Ke'er dodged and continued.

"You know, when I called you over and over again, and a woman who claimed to be your fiancee picked up, she was so self-respecting as me, how was it that you were taunted by Xia Bing?"

The girl beat herself with both hands, thinking of that phone call, her heart was like a scar that had just scabbed and was cut open again, dripping with blood again, unable to control herself.

"Xia Bing, have you ever explained to me the torment I experienced night after night? During those days and nights, without Li Gaoping's company, I even thought of death, do you know?" Ma Ke'er said in a tone Questioning Xia Bing hastily, tears finally fell down uncontrollably, out of control.

"That rainy night, with me full of hope, how did you hurt me? I will never forget that those four words came from your mouth."

Ma Ke'er gritted her teeth, saying "Water-sex-yang-hua!"

The girl covered her face, hugged her body with one hand and curled up in a corner of the expensive floor tiles, her body trembling from crying, giving the illusion that she was crumbling.

"I'm sorry, I don't know, I don't know, I always thought that you haven't grown up yet, you are too self-willed, I'm sorry, I was really careless."

Xia Bing caressed her forehead, looking at the girl who was wounded by herself, she felt a faint pain in her heart, but she was powerless.

For the first time, the domineering president felt a deep sense of powerlessness and frustration.

"Is it really my fault? Letting Ke'er go is the best relief for her?"

"No, he can't do it. Forgive him for his selfishness." Whenever thinking of Ke'er leaving him, Xia Bing feels as if his soul has been pulled away, and he is in pain. Ke'er grew up in his bones and blood, and he doesn't want her to leave himself, unless he dies!
Ma Ke'er used to be the girl Xia Bing held in his hands. She was a little wayward, but in his opinion, this kind of waywardness was very cute. He was willing to pamper her and coax her.

In fact, not only girls' feelings are always poetry, but also boys.At that time, Xia Bing fell in love for the first time, and he wished to give her his heart.

He said that even if she was in the middle of the desert, in the eye of the sudden waves, on the top of the mountains, he was willing to cross the yellow sand, ride thousands of waves, and cross thousands of mountains for her, regardless of the distance, wearing stars and wearing moons, just to meet each other.

Thinking about this: "Ke'er, I'm sorry, I was too careless. No one's love can be young forever. Those unparalleled bravery and enthusiasm when they were young will eventually become calm and peaceful as time goes by. The tide comes like a wave, but it merges into a trickle, and the days will be long. But I have always loved you."

His big rough hands stroked the small head that was trembling due to sobs, and the long arms that smelled of tobacco, trying to lift the girl up.

Ma Ke'er pushed Xia Bing away, even with strong hatred in her eyes.

Xia Bing met her in college, when he saw her for the first time, he fell in love with this girl with a sweet smile, and then began to pursue her, but Ke'er looked at herself with the eyes of an enemy, Xia Bing was in constant pain, and was so injured that Xia Bing's entire face was blue.

Her voice was hoarse and her tone was full of hurt: "Let's talk about any of Ke'er's faults, can't we talk about it? Why did Waner disappear? Do you know how I got here these days and nights when you were missing?"

Ma Ke'er didn't listen to what Xia Bing was saying.

"If you don't travel with me, well, it doesn't matter, I will let myself go wandering, so I will meet romantic French people, gentleman British people, all kinds of teachings, I will understand them one by one, I am sorry for your flirtatiousness, I Ma Ke'er, how can it be?" Ma Ke'er roared sadly.

"Xia Bing, I want to thank you, you ruined me, but also made me."

Ma Ke'er quickly adjusted her state and said a series of thought-provoking words.

Allow yourself to feel pain and compassion arises

When we look at our lives, we are surprised how much our actions are motivated by the pursuit of pleasure and avoidance of the truth, which is an emotional compassion.

When you allow yourself to experience pain, your compassionate heart opens.That pain often comes from recognizing your own truth or situation.Once you discover the truth, you will naturally feel pain, and then if you allow yourself to feel that pain, compassion will arise.

From an ontological perspective, pain is not the point, it is just a process we have to go through, and the important part is the truth—the truth about who we are.Sometimes pain can help a person grasp what the truth is.

The difficulties and joys encountered in life are far less important than the development of compassion.Our whole purpose in life is to develop compassion.

It is not the truth that causes suffering but lies.

The pain of the lie is already there, the truth just exposes it.

Once the pain is revealed, you can let it go.That's why the truth is compassionate, it unmasks the lies and removes the pain.

If you become more and more aware of what is compassion and what is truth, you will see that compassion is indeed a door to truth.You will experience all kinds of pain, but compassion will always keep that door open.You will see that the other side of the door is the truth.Being is truth.

Xia Bing looked at Ma Ke'er who was so comfortable, and gradually realized that she had really grown up and matured in the past six months, and it seemed that she didn't need him anymore.

"Lie, you lie..."

Almost yelling, Xia Bing's emotions exploded at that time: "Just admit it, do you already have something with Li Gaoping?"

"Xia Bing, I've said it many times, there is nothing between you and me..."

"You didn't say it, didn't you... I'm stupid, I've always been stupid, I treat all the real things as if they didn't happen, and I only believe the kind of lies you tell."

"I don't want the truth, let alone mercy, I just want you!"

"I can't explain it to you!" Ma Ke'er turned her head and didn't want to talk to Xia Bing, she put her clothes together and turned into the bed, buried her head, and ignored Xia Bing.

Seeing Kong'er, Xia Bing sneaked in too, and embraced Ke'er again.

It's been a long time since I hugged her like this.His Ke'er has also lost weight. These days, she has been wronged.Xia Bing hugged Ma Ke'er, feeling very distressed.

"Xia Bing, is it interesting for us to procrastinate like this?" Ma Ke'er said softly without moving.

"Ke'er, you didn't tell me the truth."

Whether you love someone or not can be traced by looking at her eyes.Ma Ke'er's emotional experience is blank, after going through the storm, Xia Bing can see that Ma Ke'er still loves her, but there is something wrong there.

"Where is the crux of the problem?" She didn't say, he couldn't figure it out.

"Did Lucky come to trouble you today?" Xia Bing asked tentatively.

He had a vague premonition that the crux of the problem should lie with lucky.

"That year, my mother was seriously ill and your life was dying. I made a deal with my father on the condition of returning to Canada in exchange for your life's well-being. I thought I would never see you again in this life. It was just love that made us unable to control each other. "

"At that time, Victoria had internal and external troubles, and I was a fledgling. In order to eliminate public opinion, my father proposed a political and business marriage. At that time, I thought again, who would be different without Ke'er? I agreed to my father." Xia Bing said Lou Make Son's hand tightened again.

"She and I are in a cooperative relationship. There has never been any improper relationship, not even physical contact. Ke'er, you know I won't lie to you." Xia Bing's green stubble rubbed against Ke gently. son's head.

"That time was also my first time." After Xia Bing finished speaking, his face flushed slightly.

Ma Ke'er was still unmoved, lying stiffly in Xia Bing's arms, motionless.

Ma Ke'er could see Xia Bing's connivance to Lucky, if she hadn't connived Lucky, she wouldn't have almost risked her innocence and even her own life.

As long as there is lucky, she and Xia Bing will not be happy, Ma Keer firmly believes.

"That's the end of the story, everything that needs to be explained has been explained, what do you want from me!"

Xia Bing's words contained a never-before-seen prayer, yes, it was a prayer, he loved her, pityed her day and night misunderstandings and torment, and revealed his deep remorse for being too careless to her.

Ma Ke'er felt weak all over, and she didn't want to say anything more.

"Go to sleep quickly, I hope you will seriously consider when you can let me go."

He let go of her, his smile gradually faded, and he said softly, "Don't make trouble."

"I haven't made trouble all this time, it's just that you don't believe me!" Ma Ke's voice was extremely soft, but every word pierced Xia Bing's heart like a needle.

As if he had gone drunk, his eyes turned bright red, and he stretched out his hand to pull Ke'er, pressing Ke'er under him.

Ma Ke'er was frightened to death, and quickly hugged her breasts and wrapped her body tightly in her clothes, cursing: "Xia Bing, why are you crazy?!"

Xia Bing's voice seemed light, but it was shocking: "It drives people crazy."

Ma Ke'er curled her lips: "What on earth are you going to do, don't touch me."

Ma Ke'er became stubborn, and no one could pull her back. She said in an almost commanding tone, "Go down quickly." As she spoke, her little feet started kicking wildly.

Xia Bing didn't pay much attention to Ma Ke'er's flamboyant fists and embroidered legs, and stared at Ma Ke'er's eyes abruptly and motionlessly.

Ma Keer looked at Xia Bing and was furious, "This is illegal, I want to sue you for sexual assault! You..."

In the next second, Xia Bing pinched her chin, full of nostalgia, smelling of tobacco, and kissed her.

At that moment, the busy traffic and bustling scene on Chang'an Avenue were instantly wiped out.

What Ma Ke'er remembered was his eyes that never closed when he kissed, and those firm eyes.

The barren cavity walks the board, and the three-inch soft intestines.

A sentence suddenly appeared in my mind: "It is impossible for people who have loved each other to break up, as long as a kiss is better than all words."

Tears fell, "Xia Bing, how do you want me to choose, and how do you want me to be willing?"