The pictures on the screen kept flashing, but Shen Xueyao seemed to only see the red and blue lights of police cars and ambulances interlaced in front of her eyes, but she was still staring at the screen, her eyes widening as if she wanted to see this scene clearly.

Her right hand tightly grasped the quilt, but she still couldn't accept it so quickly. The original Elena who was bragging and showing off in front of her had become a cold corpse.A person who wanted good looks, good family background, ability and ability died at a flowery age and turned into this ugly picture.

If I hadn't gone to the villa to meet Elena, this series of things wouldn't have happened later on. Maybe if I woke up earlier, Elena wouldn't have been racing too fast to run away overnight, and wouldn't have had a car accident.

Feeling self-blaming and struggling in her heart, Shen Xueyao suddenly felt a hand covering her, which was warm and powerful.

Shen Xueyao came back to her senses, saw Qi Hao looking at her worriedly, and asked, "Are you afraid of watching such news? If you feel uncomfortable, I'll turn off the TV."

Shen Xueyao shook her head, her eyes were a little sad and said: "It's not that I feel scared, I just feel that I don't have much enmity with Elena, how could it become like this?"

"She didn't want me to die at all, otherwise she wouldn't have jumped down to save me later, but now I'm fine, and she was the one who had the accident. I just feel a little sad that a good person suddenly disappeared like this. I always feel that if it wasn’t for me, things wouldn’t be like this.”

Qi Hao took her hand, held her hand tightly in his palm, and comforted him: "Yaoyao, you are not to blame for this matter. You are a victim. If you really want to tell me, this matter has something to do with me." The relationship is right, don't take all the mistakes on yourself."

"You are just too kind. Sometimes I wish you could be more selfish." Qi Hao said with a slight sigh.

Shen Xueyao bowed her head and remained silent, apparently still unable to let go.

Qi Hao put her head close to his embrace, and said softly: "Yaoyao, don't think too much, this matter is not your fault, you just need to take good care of your body."

"Qi Hao, I know you don't have much affection for Elena, but it's a life after all, and I may not be able to let it go so quickly." Shen Xueyao sighed softly in Qi Hao's arms, and said.

"I always feel sorry for her."

Qi Hao patted her on the back lightly, without saying anything, his hands were gentle.

At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Shen Xueman and Xiaobao came in. Seeing Shen Xueyao who was awake, both of them were taken aback, and then Xiaobao rushed over suddenly, fearing that she would hurt Shen Xueyao in the end , hugged her gently.

"Mummy, you woke up, Xiaobao thought you really didn't want Xiaobao anymore." Xiaobao leaned his head in Shen Xueyao's arms and cried loudly, his body trembling.

"Xiaobao, Mommy is fine." Xiaobao was willing to talk to herself, and the two of them returned to the previous state of intimacy. Shen Xueyao was delighted and had a sore nose for a moment.She also stretched out her arms to hug Xiaobao tightly, Shen Xueyao rested her chin on Xiaobao's head, and the mother and son hugged each other tightly.

"Mommy, Xiaobao won't be angry with you anymore, don't leave Xiaobao behind, Xiaobao doesn't want to become a child without Mommy." I don't know if it's because Xiaobao cried a lot before, but Xiaobao's voice Already hoarse, it is extra distressing.

"Xiaobao, Mommy won't abandon you, are you willing to forgive Mommy?" Shen Xueyao couldn't help crying, and asked softly, with a touch of emotion in her tone.

"Well, Xiaobao won't ignore Mommy, won't stop talking to Mommy. Mommy don't leave Xiaobao, don't leave Xiaobao, okay?"

Xiaobao nodded heavily in Shen Xueyao's arms, then raised her tear-stained face, and Shen Xueyao saw Xiaobao's swollen eyes.Xiaobao stretched out his hand and said, "Mommy, pull the hook."

Although the tone was immature, it was full of stubbornness, obviously terrified.

"Okay." Shen Xueyao smiled through tears, stretched out her little finger to hook Xiaobao's little finger, and the two of them pressed their thumbs tightly together.

"Xiao Bao, if you cry again, you will become a little cat." Shen Xueman joked while watching this scene, sniffling.

Little did they know that her eyes were also very red and swollen at this time, and she was not much better than Xiaobao at all.

When Shen Xueyao looked up and saw Shen Xueman, she was full of guilt, but at the same time she was very moved: "I'm sorry Xueman, I made you worry."

"Sister, as long as you wake up safely, it will be fine. Do you know that you scared me to death before? The hospital has issued a critical illness notice for you." Shen Xueyao looked at her from the bedside.

"Sister, you shouldn't have not told Qi Hao to go there secretly this time. If no one found you fell into the water at that time, you would be real." Shen Xueman didn't say any more, but her eyes turned redder.

"The people you are most sorry for this time are Qi Hao and Xiaobao. If something really happened to you, what would you ask them to do?"

"I know Xueman, it's my fault this time." Shen Xueyao said, looking at Xiao Bao who was looking at her eagerly, and Qi Hao who had been standing there silently not far away, the eyes of both of them were the same. Worried look.

"Xiaobao will take good care of Mommy in the future, and won't let Mommy be bullied or put in danger again." Xiaobao suddenly said solemnly.

"Little Treasure can walk on his own, and Little Treasure will protect Mommy!"

Shen Xueyao was moved in her heart, and gently rubbed Xiao Bao's head.

Shen Xueman talked with Shen Xueyao for a while, and finally felt relieved.And because Shen Xueyao was still weak, she fell sleepy after a while.It was because Xiaobao didn't sleep all night, he was relieved and fell asleep beside Shen Xueyao.

"Qi Hao, thank you for being with me, you go to rest too." Shen Xueyao said to Qi Hao, yawning.

"I'll watch over you." Qi Hao said as he tucked the quilt up for her.

"During this time, you will stay in the hospital well. I will work in the hospital and stay with you all the time."

Shen Xueyao nodded lightly, and then fell asleep in peace.

The second day after she woke up, Qi Hao accompanied her to do a full physical examination, and when the report came out, it was clearly written in black and white that Shen Xueyao's uterus was abnormal.

Shen Xueyao pinched the list, her fingers couldn't help trembling, she didn't want it to be what she thought.

However, the doctor looked at the report card, shook his head and said, "If I'm not mistaken, Madam's uterus was seriously injured before, right?"

"Originally, there was little possibility of getting pregnant again. This time, the palace is cold because of falling into the water, I'm afraid." The doctor shut up after saying this, because she saw Shen Xueyao's paler and paler face.

"Doctor, what are you talking about? My uterus is not likely to be pregnant in the first place? Obviously, I was pregnant with a child before." Shen Xueyao hurriedly asked before she had time to stop her.

The doctor sighed and said, "Have you had a miscarriage before? How many times have you had a miscarriage? What are the reasons?"

"Twice." Shen Xueyao felt that even breathing hurt when she reported this number.

"One time was because of taking the medicine that caused miscarriage, and the other time was because of a car accident." Shen Xueyao said with some difficulty.

"It must be because of the side effects of the medicine. Your uterus has been severely damaged. In addition to the recent miscarriage, it is actually difficult to conceive a new fetus. The falling into the water this time just made the symptoms worse. Palace cold It can be recuperated slowly by traditional Chinese medicine, but the damage to your uterus before it is extremely difficult to recover, so you have to be mentally prepared."

The more Shen Xueyao listened, the paler her face became, and her lips trembled.

Qi Hao put his hand on her arm and supported Shen Xueyao so that she wouldn't fall down.

"Is there no way to recover? It's really reached this point, uh?" Shen Xueyao still didn't give up and asked.

The doctor sighed and said, "I can prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for treatment, but for this kind of root damage, even drinking medicine will not help, and the effect will be minimal."

As he said that, the doctor gave Qi Hao a reproachful look: "Abortion drugs need to be more cautious. After all, it is related to a woman's life. If the drug is too strong, it is easy to cause fundamental damage."

Shen Xueyao felt that she was almost a walking dead when she walked out again, and her mind was also numb, without any thoughts at all, it was blank.

My uterus was injured and couldn't recover, and the possibility of conceiving a child by myself was very slim.

"Qi Hao, did you already know?" Shen Xueyao suddenly looked up at Qi Hao and asked quietly.

"As early as when I had a car accident and had a miscarriage, you already knew about my problem, right?"

Qi Hao couldn't bear it, but he also knew that he couldn't hide it from her, so he nodded.

Shen Xueyao tightly pursed her lower lip, her eyes were full of despair and sadness: "You didn't tell me at that time, you were afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear such a blow."

The voice became softer and softer, and finally became more ethereal, as if it would disappear into the air in the next moment.

Qi Hao suddenly pulled Shen Xueyao over, hugged her tightly, and hugged her deeply, as if he wanted to crush her.

"Yaoyao, I failed to protect you well. I always kept saying that I would protect you well, but I broke my promise to you time and time again, even the harm you suffered was caused by me."

Qi Hao's voice was hoarse, heavy and bitter.

"I caused you to become like this, you should scold me severely, you can beat me, and it's better to vent to me than you are so sad alone, all of this is my fault."

Shen Xueyao was held in Qi Hao's arms, and she didn't speak, but at that moment, her tears suddenly burst uncontrollably, rolling down from the corners of her eyes.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I failed to protect you well, you should blame me." Qi Hao said in her ear.

Shen Xueyao finally embraced Qi Hao and cried loudly: "Qi Hao, how could this happen, I will never be able to cure it, right?"

Every woman can't accept the result when she learns that she can hardly bear any more children, and Shen Xueyao is no exception.

Her body trembled, only feeling boundless panic and helplessness.

"Yaoyao, if you want to treat it, I will accompany you to treat it. Even if there is only a little chance, I will not give up. But you have to know, we still have Xiaobao, we don't have nothing."

Qi Hao gently stroked Shen Xueyao's hair, and said in a soothing tone, "You brought Xiaobao into this world and left him such a beautiful gift. He is the crystallization of our shared love and is what I cherish the most."

"It is enough for us to have one child, Xiaobao. We will grow up with him and love him forever, okay? Xiaobao will grow up slowly under our care, and he will be safe forever. We No more children."

Shen Xueyao was still crying heartbreakingly, she hugged Qi Hao tightly, her fingers seemed to draw red marks on Qi Hao's back.

Qi Hao didn't speak any more, just let her tears wet his front.

"it is good."

After a long time, Shen Xueyao said softly.

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