Cute Baby from Heaven: Kiss Goodbye, Mr. Li

"Is it?"

Qin Yiren was seriously ill, even feeling a little depressed, and said in a deadpan voice: "I don't think it's necessary, anyway, I've already loved the worst man, if there is still someone who likes me, maybe I should learn from him." Thank you Dade."

The slightly sarcastic language turned into an invisible sharp knife, easily hurting the two people with blood.

Chu Xiannian was speechless for a moment, then said in a heavy voice, "Everything is my fault, it has nothing to do with you, you don't need to belittle yourself."

"Is this your consolation?" Qin Yiren smiled indifferently, "Chu Xinian, now, even I would not believe such words. In fact, I lost to Ji Manman, and I lost completely. And you still refuse to let me go..."

Thinking of Mrs. Chu's fierce questioning, Qin Yiren's mouth was bitter, and he asked in a weak voice: "You really want to force me to death before you give up?"

"Yi Ren, I don't like your nonsense."

Chu Xiannian was startled, quickly examined Qin Yiren's expression, and couldn't believe that the other party would mention the word 'death' so casually.

Even though this was just Qin Yiren's way of threatening him, it still made him unacceptably terrified, and he couldn't imagine the sincerity in her words at all.

"Am I talking nonsense? If you continue like this, you will understand one day."

Not wanting to see the man's handsome face again, Qin Yiren looked sideways at the snowy window, "Did you ask me many times before, why do I often have nightmares..."

"Yes."

"I can tell you now, because I have done many things wrong in the past, and I have faults that should be repaid, especially after I was pregnant with the baby, I became more aware of how sorry I am to her, a debt that cannot be repaid even by death. "

"Who is she... referring to?"

Keenly aware that Qin Yiren was not moaning without illness, Chu Xiannian quickly walked to her bed and stared condescendingly at her haggard little face, "Tell me, is it Yan Xiaye?"

"It doesn't matter whether she is or not. The most important thing is that I am not as afraid of death as you imagine." Qin Yiren refused to answer this question, and the faint smile on his lips seemed to disappear at any time: "Maybe it's because of me. Without the memory of the past many years, I have always had no attachment to this world, and even my family members are just strange to me most of the time."

Chu Xinian was shocked.

Even if they had a happy time, these words were never mentioned to him by Qin Yiren in the past.

In front of him, she was always a pure and gentle girl, making him unaware of the pain and helplessness hidden deep in her heart.

"So, accepting your pursuit is the first connection I have established with this world."

Regardless of whether Chu Xiannian answered or not, Qin Yiren continued on his own: "When you proposed to me, I was really happy, I thought I could start a new life by doing so, and muster up the courage to face the past... ..."

"Did you remember something? Memories about the past?" Chu Xinian suddenly became flustered as he listened, "Yi Ren, don't think about it anymore, do you remember what the psychiatrist said?"

"Remember, he said that my memory has become AB due to an accident. If I think about the past, I will probably forget the present."

"You know everything, why are you still obsessed with the memory of the past?"

Chu Xiannian was flustered, he raised his hand and pressed Qin Yiren's thin shoulders hard, looked straight into her eyes and said sharply: "I don't allow you to think about it anymore, if you want to use this to punish me, it's too bad for me. fair!"

"The person you love is Ji Manman, how could I use this to punish you?" Enduring the extra pain on his shoulders, Qin Yiren hooked the corners of his lips weakly: "Chu Xi Nian, I was doing the right thing Whatever you say is useless."

"Qin Yiren!"

Chu Xiannian's slender fingers trembled slightly, almost recklessly telling the whole truth.

Everything he did was to try his best to protect the innocent Qin Yiren, but if she forgot about him, then what was the point of everything he did?
There may be people who give unconditionally in this world, but he, Chu Xiannian, is not a saint, and he cannot be so virtuous and honest, without asking for anything in return.

"That's all I want to say. I will carefully consider the child's matter. No matter what the final result is, I will give you an answer."

Sighing softly with lowered eyes, Qin Yiren closed his eyes with a desolate expression: "Actually, after hearing so much from Mrs. Chu just now, I also began to doubt whether what I did was right or wrong. Considering what my child will think in the future... I don't want to owe anyone any more."

Finally, Qin Yiren's attitude relaxed, but Chu Xianian couldn't feel the slightest bit of happiness.

He stared at the pale and weak little woman in front of him, feeling complicated as if he would lose her in a second.

No, how could he tolerate such a thing happening?

Ending the engagement with Qin Yiren was already the limit of his tolerance, he couldn't even bear the presence of other men around her, how could he bear her forgetting his existence?
Heart throbbing so hard that he couldn't breathe, Chu Xianian suddenly held Qin Yiren's cheek and kissed it as he wished.

Her beauty was something he had been thinking about day and night for a long time, so that since he married Ji Manman, no matter what the other party hinted, he has never been able to fulfill the obligations that a husband should have. Even he himself doesn't understand why.

However, the moment he kissed Qin Yiren, he immediately understood.

Like porridge and side dishes after eating delicacies, he, like most men in the past, did not think that love and desire are necessarily related, but in fact, the combination of the two is the most perfect extreme .

No one else could give that feeling of falling into heaven except Qin Yiren.

This is not to say that Qin Yiren is special, the reason is simply unexpected.

Because, at the moment, the only one he loves deeply is Qin Yiren.

Passively accepting the man's passionate kiss, Qin Yiren originally wanted to push him away.

But when she saw the man's forbearance, she softly acquiesced to the kiss, thinking that nothing more than a kiss should ever happen again.

In any case, Chu Xianian was already Ji Manman's husband, she did not reject him, her behavior was equivalent to a third party that everyone shouted and beat, she could no longer indulge herself.

At the end of the kiss, Chu Xinian's eyes were slightly red, and his manly instinct urged him to desire more.

"Chu Xiannian, no, it's over."