"Kiki you!"

I shed tears, and my eldest cousin was so shocked that I almost cried out.

He originally asked me to accompany him to a charity dinner, and during the chat, he asked Lucas about his feelings.

Indeed, I was the one who pestered Lucas shamelessly and insisted on learning from him. As a result, I said goodbye to him after only one week of learning, and I got farther and farther away from him. He also said very little, in his words, he didn't even have a straight eye.

If he didn't understand, he went to make trouble with his eldest cousin, which made his eldest cousin unable to eat or fall asleep.

The eldest cousin had no choice but to be entrusted by others to inquire about adult affairs for him, so as to relieve the worries in his heart, so that everyone can sleep peacefully at night.

However, many of the big cousin's assumptions were wrong.

"Okay, big cousin, let me tell you the reason why I rejected him."

Still unable to lift my heavy head, I said in a weak voice, "It's none of Lucas' business. He's a good teacher who is dedicated and responsible. It's none of anyone's business. It's me...something ...can't let go."

"En." He took out a handkerchief from his pocket and put it in my palm.

I clenched it tightly, "ravaged" it, and still said softly: "Lucas, he and... David... are so similar, even the punching and kicking skills are the same, every punch, every kick, Every roar is exactly the same. I can't tell the difference, let alone look directly at it. I have the urge to rush into his arms every second, but I know, I can't, can't, can't, so I Tighten up and discipline yourself, draw a line between him and him, stay away from him, because of this, I'm going to collapse."

"Enen" He also felt sour and wanted to cry when he heard it.

"...I really can't forget David. Every trick of skateboarding is taught by David, and every trick of swimming is also taught by him. Bicycles, ice cream, movie theaters, concert halls; sun, moon, mountains, sea...my memory It's full of David's shadow, full of it. David is in the deepest part of my heart, deep. Deep... My happiest days are all the days with David."

I couldn't help talking about the past, those countless pure and beautiful scenes jumped before my eyes, and I returned to that happy time, and the strings of tears could no longer be held back.

"Enen" He blinked and held back his tears, and heaved a long sigh.

"I thought, I thought I could get over myself and start a new life, but it turns out I'm so weak... I can't, I really can't. Whenever I see Lucas, I imagine David. I don't dare to talk to Lucas, let alone get close to each other or hold hands or something. I feel like doing that. I'm sorry David. I have a deep guilt, like, ... cheating on my husband, I even It feels like my relationship is dirty and I..."

I was choked up and couldn't continue, but he said very calmly: "Fool."

"What..." I slowly raised my head and looked at him, tongue-tied.

"I said you are a fool just like David. Let me tell you top-secret news, maybe you don't know either. David is allergic to seafood." He stared into my eyes and said very seriously.

"Allergies!!! Cocoa...cocoa..." I almost jumped up.

"But he ate many shrimps with you, right?" He smiled lightly, his deep eyes were so helpless and so heartbroken.

"..." I blinked and somehow stopped crying.

"Yes, he had a childhood allergy to seafood, especially shrimp. Dr. Bradbury had seriously warned him many times that eating shrimp would kill him." He nodded.

"..." I also nodded.

"So, every time he ate shrimp, his head would be swollen into two big ones. Dr. Bradbury would have to work hard to treat him, and he would take injections and medicines, and it would take eight hours for the swelling to subside." He said again Nod.

"..." My jaw dropped in shock, and the image of him eating shrimp flashed in my head, happy and satisfied, my god, is he dying?
"Did he die?" He suddenly said what I was thinking, and I immediately nodded mechanically.

"Of course he's dead, but because what you like is what he likes. Get Kiki?"

I nodded and shook my head.

He smiled lightly and continued: "He has paid so much and he has also gained so much. Your love and happiness are the best proof. But if you return to the dot because you can't face the reality and change back to the old you, then David's What is giving, what is your love? Why do you want to bury love instead of carrying it forward Qiqi~"

"Carry forward!" I still don't understand but think he makes sense.

"Go skateboard, go swim, play sports, don't bury the past, embrace the new, embrace the people around you Kiki, I'm sure David will be happy about it. Remember the day you came to see him Saying goodbye, but he shut you out?" He tilted his head and stared at my face.

"Remember, always remember." I slowly lowered my head, and my eyes dimmed again.

"Are you sad?"

He asked this suddenly, I was a little surprised, seeing that he couldn't say a word, just nodded silently, and then tears swirled in his eyes again.

"He was more sad. I know. Because I was with him at the time, I knew how sad he was. In order not to see you, he put his fist in his mouth and bit it until it bled. Then you left and he sent Sitting on the carpet like crazy, stamping his feet and beating his chest, crying bitterly. Kiki, he just wants to keep his complete love for you, and doesn’t want you to see him dying.” His eyes were red as he spoke, and his broad shoulders were also full of tears. Shipped with a slight jitter.

But I was already in tears.

He continued: "Qiqi, if you close yourself, then the love that David kept with his life will no longer exist, understand Kiki?"

"Understood, I understand, I understand, I understand everything, please stop talking, I have completely understood big cousin~"

"Thank you~" I jumped up excitedly and bowed deeply to him, then ran away without looking back.He also stood up, then pulled his neck and shouted: "Hey, where are you going~~~"

"Looking for Mommy~~~" Before I finished speaking, I was already gone.

"Go~" He smiled gratifiedly.

When I came to Mother Dai's bedroom door, I even forgot to knock on the door, opened the door and rushed in, but I didn't find the person I was looking for.

I turned around and ran to the study.Mother Dai must be working in the study and busy.

Yes, I want to see her right away and tell her what is on my mind without delay.

Got it, I got it, my big cousin's enlightening teaching finally made me realize it.

"Mommy!!!"

Also didn't knock on the door, also opened the door and walked in, I went straight to the busy mother Dai.

Mother Dai was terrified, her arms around me kept shaking, and she kept asking:
"What's the matter, child, what happened? You're crying so hard. Is it your cousins ​​who bullied you? Don't cry, don't cry~ Be good~ If you have any grievances, just go to Mommy, Mommy will solve it for you , don’t cry, good boy don’t cry~ don’t cry~~~”

Cough~, Amy coughed lightly and then waved. The directors and office staff lined up in two rows and walked out without a sound.

"I'm sorry, Mommy. I didn't know that David was allergic to seafood, but he ate it with me so many times that his head swelled into two big ones. He had to take medicine to reduce the swelling before he recovered. It must be very painful for you to know. Mommy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you blame me, teach me, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's me that made David seriously ill, his illness must have something to do with it. I'm sorry, I was wrong, I Wrong, I can't forgive myself, Mommy Mommy~"

For this belated truth, I cried into tears, plunged into her arms and sincerely apologized.I almost fell on my knees to ask her forgiveness.

I cried hard, cried hard, cried hard, cried until the sky was dark, and I couldn't stop my nose and tears.

Hearing what I said, she was stunned, she lost control, and she couldn't help choking and shaking.Crystal clear tears formed strings on the pink and tender face, flowing down like broken pearls, and wept uncontrollably.Tick ​​tock, tick tock, a trickling river of bitterness flows in my heart.

David's tall and straight figure and handsome face kept shaking in front of his eyes.That is her darling, and even more her darling, her son who has been hugged by her side since she was a child, caring and considerate, and loves everything.Now that the Sri Lankan has passed away, why not let her be overwhelmed and heartbroken?

Time passed, and we gradually calmed down after 10 minutes.

Mother Dai wiped the tears off her face, wiped off my little face, then hugged me tightly, and we cuddled face to face.

After a long time, she said leisurely: "Stop crying, my good boy~ crying for a long time hurts your eyes."

I raised my head to look at her slightly pale face, and there were still sparkling tears in those big bright eyes, so I took a handkerchief and held it in front of my eyes to gently wipe it off.

"Well. Don't cry. We don't cry. This matter is my fault from beginning to end. If it wasn't for me, David would not have eaten so many shrimps, let alone give up treatment and take me to a resort for vacation. Originally He's recovering because I insisted on coming against you and my sister. Otherwise, he might, might have recovered. It's my fault, it's all my fault. I'm so sorry, I'm green with regret So Mommy, you shouldn't be so kind and considerate to me, but you should blame me hard. Don't worry, no matter how you blame me, I can accept it. I'm sorry, Mommy."

"No, no, no, child, Mommy forbids you to think like this, let alone take irrelevant faults on yourself. You are too immature and fragile to withstand the pressure and test of life and death."

She shook her head in relief and helplessness, stretched out her hand to gently touch my long hair, and sighed leisurely.

"Listen to Mommy telling you that David is...because of a blood disease, which is extremely rare, and the probability of recovery is extremely low, but one in a million. We hired famous doctors in those days, you know, even We also invited your third uncle. We spent all night trying to find a way to find medicine, but finally passed away due to ineffective treatment. Believe Mommy, it was not because of eating shrimp. Son, really not, that little allergy is not fatal. He Allergies are uncomfortable, Mommy will only be sad but not sad, because it is what he does willingly, he is happy, and I am happy for him, his happiness is my happiness."

"Ah?" I looked at her and nodded as if she made a mistake, and asked again...

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