In the hospital garden, many patients basked comfortably in the sun. The warm sunshine favored this land very much, and even the green grass was stained with the smell of sunshine.

Shang Lu took Xu Jingmo's hand with one hand, and pinned the hair on her white cheek behind her ear with the other hand.

These days, when there are nurses around, he goes to work, but most of the time, he has been by her side, watching her slowly change from a restless beast to a little beast that occasionally whimpers. Feel that hard work was not in vain.

At least she won't want him to die so fiercely anymore, Shang Lu's mouth curled up into a gentle smile, as if he was with Xu Jingmo, his expression had never been cold.

Sitting on the bench while leading someone, seeing the patients exercising with confidence, he was also touched. Xu Jingmo must also want to get better, and they must keep working hard.

Seeing Xu Jingmo's dumbfounded expression, Shang Lu thought about it, and asked softly, "How do you feel today? Did someone talk to you?"

The hospital he works in is also a big hospital, and there are doctors in almost every disease department. He has consulted a psychiatrist. Xu Jingmo's situation is a bit special, but if he insists on taking medicine for rehabilitation, he will be better.

The beautiful and dull woman in front of him looked at him and said slowly, "Yes."

Impatient and unable to eat hot tofu, Shanglu just smiled lightly, "Do you know who you are?"

"En." Xu Jingmo nodded, lowered her head, and when she looked at him again, her eyes became clearer, and she said word by word: "I know, I know everything, I am 30 years old this year."

How can I say that Xu Jingmo is a blessing in disguise, his mind has fully recovered, somehow, Shanglu still wants her to go on forever, she is so happy and carefree at that age.

The people around him suddenly stopped talking, Xu Jingmo stretched out his hand, gently squeezed his little finger, tilted his head and looked at him suspiciously, as if waiting for him to speak.

Shanglu laughed, he didn't expect that no matter what she did, as long as it was her, he would think it was cute.

"I..." she said a word, her brows suddenly frowned, and she calmed down after a while, and said seriously: "There are many voices in my head, they say I am not good, and they ask me to hurt you."

"What about you, do you want to hurt me?" Shang Lu asked intentionally, thinking that when she wanted to say this just now, those voices appeared in her mind, so she paused for a while.

He has never experienced this kind of feeling, but the psychiatrist said that if the patient's will is not firm, they will take what they imagined as real, and thus be confused and become abnormal.

He didn't want Xu Jingmo to be like that at all, so he had to remind her all the time that he was the real one, and everything in his mind was fake.

"I don't want to." Xu Jingmo frowned and thought for a while, then opened his red lips and said two words.After she said it, the people in her mind satirized her, saying that Shanglu was not good, and her voice became louder and louder.

"He lied to you, look carefully, he is laughing at you, hahahaha..."

"Didn't you see the knife hidden in his pocket! If you don't kill him, he will kill you! Look! Look!"

Xu Jingmo closed her eyes and felt dizzy for a while. She shook her head, but those voices couldn't be lingered, and her ghosts lingered.

"What do you know!" She waved her arm fiercely into the air, and retorted loudly, "Get out! You all get out!"

"They are fake." Shang Lu knew that those voices were disturbing Xu Jingmo, he stretched out his warm hand to hold her, put his chin on the top of her soft head, and said softly: "Jingmo, they are fake, What you feel is real."

Feeling that the person in his arms was no longer struggling, he sent her away with confidence, held her head, made her look at him, and said affectionately: "Jingmo, I don't care what you look like now, I will always with you."

"You will never change in my heart."

The patients around had seen Xu Jingmo's abnormal behavior for a long time, and while they retreated, they were still regretting why such an excellent doctor as Dr. Shanglu would fall on her.

Shang Lu doesn't care about other people's eyes, he only has Xu Jingmo in his eyes, seeing her nodding in a daze, he is very happy in his heart, just being with her is enough.

The two sat for a while, the wind suddenly picked up, and it felt a little chilly. He was afraid that Xu Jingmo would catch a cold, so he helped her up, but before she could stand still, a nurse pushed a cart and walked past. She couldn't stand still, and fell to the ground.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The nurse was very sorry, and apologized quickly, and wanted to help Xu Jingmo up, but when she saw her expression, she suddenly didn't dare to reach out.

Shang Lu didn't give her a chance, he hugged Xu Jingmo horizontally, put him on the bench, and went to check her ankle.

"Does it hurt?" He moved slightly, afraid of hurting her, but she didn't say it hurt, but her ankle was already swollen.

"They did it on purpose. They don't want you to have a good time. Look at that old man, he opened his mouth wide to laugh at you! Go and kill him!" The vicious voice started to sound, and Xu Jingmo was too scared to open his eyes.

Her lips trembled, she shook her head and said, "No, no, no, you are fake, fake, fake!"

The old grandpa suddenly appeared in her mind, he laughed, stood up from the wheelchair, spit flying, "If you don't run away, I will eat you hahahaha..."

"Go away! Go away!" Xu Jingmo covered his head in pain, and kept repeating: "Fake, you are all fake..."

The old man and the nurse were frightened by her expression and didn't know what to do for a while. Shanglu glanced at them and said coldly: "Leave if you don't help."

After hearing this, the two left with oil on their feet, for fear that Xu Jingmo would go crazy.

Shang Lu broke away her hand that was holding her hair distressedly, and the two fell into his arms, denying with her: "Yes, they are all fake, don't believe it, Jing Mo."

Unfamiliar mouth corners kept mocking Xu Jingmo, asking her to take revenge on that old man. When she was about to believe it, a gentle and firm voice rescued her.

"Jingmo, don't believe it, they are fake." Shanglu kept repeating this sentence.

They kept this posture for an unknown amount of time, and gradually Xu Jingmo stopped being mad. Her eyes were red, she looked at Shanglu guiltily, and said aggrievedly: "They are very noisy, I can't help it, I really can't help it..."

As she spoke, she began to cry, but fortunately Shanglu did not give up on her.

It was another period of rehabilitation. Accompanied by Shang Lu, Xu Jingmo took medicine every day. His mental condition had improved, and his whole person was much gentler.

Sitting on the ward, she looked at Phytolax peeling apples for him, and thought he was handsome, gentle and serious, and she felt sweet in her heart.

"Have you seen enough?" Shang Lu smiled, "Is there anything you want to say?" He was happy that Xu Jingmo recovered so quickly.

Xu Jingmo nodded in embarrassment, took the apple he had peeled, and whispered: "I want to be discharged from the hospital."

Shang Lu had also thought about this matter, but in consideration of Xu Jingmo's condition, he never mentioned it. Now that she has said it herself, she can ask the doctor if she can go out.

He took her to find a psychiatrist, and the doctor gave her another examination. The test results were satisfactory and she could be discharged.

Now that she was discharged from the hospital, Xu Jingmo was happy after all. She didn't talk much, but there was always a little smile on her lips.

After packing up her things, Shang Lu went to the doctor to get the medicine and took her home, arranged for her to live next door to him, and asked him for anything, not to be brave.

Xu Jingmo nodded obediently when she said out the tough conditions one by one. Occasionally, a discordant voice popped out of her mind, but she immediately denied it.

"So good." Shang Lu rubbed her hair like a reward.

Xu Jingmo didn't make any noise, let him mess up his hair, and then smiled sweetly, "I like being with you very much, what they say is all lies, you are the real one."

Suddenly, Shang Lu felt a pang of distress. She was so determined that those evil voices were suppressed deep in her mind, and she was able to smile at him so innocently.

Knowing that Xu Jingmo's situation was special, he didn't trust others to take her, so he took her with him personally, and took her with him when he went to work in the hospital.

"Will it be okay to take me?" Xu Jingmo also wanted to be with Shang Lu all the time, but Shang Lu had to go to work, so in order to prevent her from having an accident, he kept her by his side all the time.

Shanglu probably knew what she was thinking, and comforted him: "No, just do some small things for me."

When he said that, she didn't think too much, and just followed behind him.However, due to the drug, her movements were a little sluggish, and she did everything slowly, which seemed unnatural.

"Look at her, she's like a turtle. She's dying slowly. Doctor Shang is waiting for her." A nurse with yellow hair rolled her eyes at Xu Jingmo, and whispered to the people around her.

People who are sick are always sensitive. Xu Jingmo immediately noticed the unkind eyes. She looked over slowly, and a phantom appeared in her mind again.

"Don't look, they are talking about you, you should let them speak forever!"

"No, no, you are a fake." Xu Jingmo denied in a low voice, glanced at Shanglu, and did the work assigned to her by Shanglu with peace of mind.

The yellow-haired nurse has always wanted to get closer to Shang Lu, but seeing a silly woman so close to him today, she was naturally very jealous, and her jealousy made her beyond recognition.

She happened to hear Xu Jingmo whispering, she was shocked, and immediately pointed to the person next to her, "She just talked to herself, did you see that?"

Now they are sorting out the recent medical information together, and many people have gathered together. After hearing her reminder, everyone began to pay attention to Xu Jingmo's every move.

"Really, her movements are so slow, not at the speed of an adult at all."

"It's more than that, look at her expression, she's a little dazed, she looks very creepy." As he said that, the man shivered cooperatively.

From being intentional at the beginning, to the final scene of being out of control, the people in the hospital all pointed at Xu Jingmo when they saw her, as if she had some time bomb or biochemical weapon on her body.

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