In the early morning, Xu Jingmo knocked on the door several times, but Shang Lu only said lightly, "Come, come."

However, what he called came, came, came, and for half an hour, there was no response at all.

Xu Jingmo couldn't help becoming anxious. She had already made an appointment with Dr. Chen to meet this morning, and it was already eight o'clock.

She opened the door anxiously, and saw that Shanglu had tidied up, sitting on the bed without saying a word, obviously a little nervous.

Seeing this, Xu Jingmo sighed and thought: "Speaking of which, it is difficult for Shanglu. It is not easy for a doctor to admit that he has a mental illness."

She waved her hand and said, "Shanglu, if you don't want to go, it's okay."

Shang Lu was stunned when he heard the words, but immediately sat up from the bed, walked forward, and said in a stunned voice, "No, I'm going."

After the two came to Dr. Chen's house, Xu Jingmo accompanied Mrs. Chen in the living room, while Shang Lu and Dr. Chen went to the inner room.

According to Mrs. Chen, it was a room specially prepared by Dr. Chen for seeing a doctor.

"My husband has been a doctor all his life. Now that he's retired, he can't stay idle. He treats his home like a hospital."

Mrs. Chen chatted with Xu Jingmo, her tone was full of gentleness, presumably the two of them got along very happily.

Xu Jingmo couldn't help but sighed, "I really envy you."

Mrs. Chen waved her hand quickly, and said seriously, "This family has hard-to-read scriptures, it depends on how you look at it, if you think well, your life will be good."

Xu Jingmo originally only thought these words were innocuous chicken soup for the soul of people living a good life, but was shocked by Mrs. Chen's next words.

Mrs. Chen said bluntly that Dr. Chen also had mental illnesses.

When Dr. Chen was young, because of his introverted personality and being bullied by others, he suffered from depression due to excessive mental stress.

Xu Jingmo was very surprised when he heard this, and repeatedly asked Mrs. Chen for advice, "Then how did you help Dr. Chen?"

Mrs. Chen smiled, and said softly, "Actually, I can't say that I helped him. I just told him over and over again that he is fine."

Xu Jingmo only thought that he had found a similar person, so he told Mrs. Chen about Shanglu's situation. After the talk, she said sadly, "Sometimes I am very powerless, and I don't know what to do to be able to help him."

Mrs. Chen listened quietly to Xu Jingmo's cry, and then said slowly, "Son, you can't do this alone!"

When Xu Jingmo was listening, the door inside was opened, and Shang Lu walked out first.

Xu Jingmo hurried up to meet him and asked, "How is it?"

Shanglu's complexion was much better than when he came here, but he still said lightly, "It's okay" and stopped talking.

Xu Jingmo had no choice but to go to Dr. Chen.

According to Dr. Chen, the symptoms of pokeweed are much better than before, but they have not been completely cured yet.

"This stage can be said to be a turning point. If the turning point is good, you can get rid of depression. If the turning point is not good, it will be troublesome again."

What Dr. Chen said was a mixture of joy and sorrow, which made Xu Jingmo not even know whether he should be happy or worried.

After bidding farewell to Dr. Chen, the two got into the car. Mrs. Chen's words came to Xu Jingmo's ears, and he couldn't help saying, "Shanglu, you are fine."

Shang Lu was taken aback for a while, then gently stroked Xu Jingmo's forehead with his hand, and murmured, "I don't have a fever!"

Xu Jingmo couldn't help being startled, she didn't expect that Shang Lu would joke with her now.

She was overjoyed, so she hugged Shanglu's arm tightly, and said coquettishly, "Brother Lu, let's go to the playground."

The two of them finally took a day off, it would be boring to waste it at home.

Upon hearing this, Shang Lu frowned inadvertently, and said softly, "Mo Mo, I'm afraid I can't do it today!"

Xu Jingmo let out an "oh" in disappointment, and stopped talking. Unexpectedly, Shang Lu drove the car to the door of the house and asked her to get out.

"Shanglu, what are you going to do?"

Xu Jingmo stared at Shanglu aggrievedly, trying to keep his arm.

Shang Xiang couldn't help lowering his head slightly, and said softly, "I have something to do, Mo Mo, you should go back first."

Xu Jingmo had no choice but to get out of the car.However, she still couldn't bear the curiosity in her heart, so she hailed a taxi and followed Shanglu all the way.

She remembered that Shanglu seemed to go out alone at this time of every month, even when he was very depressed, he never forgot.

The car came all the way to the suburbs, and finally stopped at the gate of an orphanage.

When Xu Jingmo's line of sight touched those three words, her body seemed to have been passed through an electric current, and she froze in place.

Her hands couldn't help but caressed her flat belly. She once gave birth to a life, but that life left this world before it took shape.

Thinking of this, her heart couldn't help throbbing. It turns out that some pain cannot disappear with time.

"Miss, ma'am..."

Seeing Xu Jingmo's lack of reaction, the driver couldn't help waving in front of her.

Only then did Xu Jingmo come back to his senses, and when he looked forward again, Shanglu was no longer there.

She got out of the car in a hurry, and when she reached the gate of the orphanage, she met an old woman who was receiving her.

Xu Jingmo hurriedly described Shanglu's height and appearance to the old woman, and asked eagerly where he was going.

When the old lady heard this, she smiled happily, and warmly took Xu Jingmo's hand, and said softly, "You must be Miss Xu!"

Xu Jingmo was startled, and quickly asked the old woman how she knew.

The old woman said, "You must be referring to Mr. Shang. Mr. Shang is a frequent visitor and a sponsor of our place. He will come every month at this time, and he will come a few more times."

"He once told us that he didn't come alone, and he replaced Miss Xu..."

Xu Jingmo didn't know what the old woman said next, she only felt a haze in front of her eyes.

She suddenly remembered this day, the day when she had the operation, and the day when her child died in her womb.

Thinking of this, Xu Jingmo became emotional, collapsed to the ground, and burst into tears.

For so many years, there was not a day when she didn't miss her unformed child. She thought Shang Lu had forgotten about that child, so she deliberately didn't mention it.

Only now did she know that Shanglu had always remembered their children, and even transferred her feelings for their children to many children in the orphanage.

She couldn't help blaming herself, thinking about her, what did she do for the child?

The old lady looked at Xu Jingmo in surprise, because Xu Jingmo was crying for no reason, she didn't know how to comfort her, and she was at a loss for a while.

Xu Jingmo's crying soon attracted the dean, Shang Lu and others.

As soon as Shang Lu saw the familiar figure at the door, he ran over immediately, hugged Xu Jingmo into his arms, stroked her hair gently, and said softly. "Why did you follow?"

At this time, Xu Jingmo's face was full of tears, and she said with red eyes, "If I don't come, I don't know that you come to this orphanage every month, and you don't know that you are always thinking about our children..."

After Xu Jingmo cried for a while, he gradually calmed down.

Shanglu looked at her and said softly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

In fact, Shang Lu also thought about telling Xu Jingmo, but he was afraid that she would be too emotional and would freeze the relationship they had cultivated with great difficulty, so he could only hold back his silence.

"Okay, I forgive you."

Xu Jingmo said softly, the reason she cried just now was to relieve the depression that had been squeezed in her heart for many years, and now, the depression has been relieved.

"Take me to see the child!"

"it is good."

A light flashed in Shang Lu's eyes, and he led Xu Jingmo inside.

As soon as the two came to the center of the orphanage, the children rushed towards Shanglu and started chattering.

"Brother Lu hasn't been here for a long time!"

"Brother Lu, did you bring us something delicious this time?"

"Brother Lu, did you bring me a butterfly?"

……

For a moment, the whole hall seemed to be filled with the words "Brother Lu". The children all wanted to get close to Shanglu. Some of the small ones were pushed outside, and those who were wronged were about to cry. .

"Take it, take it."

Shanglu took the trouble to answer childish questions one after another.

Xu Jingmo found that from the time he came in to the present, Shang Lu had a smile on his face from beginning to end, which is extremely rare for the current Shang Lu.

"Who is that sister?"

A little boy pointed at Xu Jingmo beside Shang Lu, scratched his head, and looked gossipy, "It can't be Brother Lu's girlfriend!"

Immediately, all the children turned their eyes away from Shang Lu, and all looked at Xu Jingmo.

Xu Jingmo was amused, so he came to the little boy and joked, "You are so smart, quickly call Mrs. Lu."

Shang Lu looked at Xu Jingmo, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he hugged Xu Jingmo into his arms, and said softly, "Yes, this is my girlfriend, your sister-in-law Lu."

After Shang Lu finished speaking, several little girls came to Xu Jingmo, took out a flower rope hairpin from their pockets, and handed it to Xu Jingmo.

Xu Jingmo quickly squatted down and joked with the little girl, "Is this for my sister?"

The little girl shook her head, her chubby face was pink and tender, so cute that one couldn't help but want to pinch it.

The little girl said seriously, "This is for Brother Lu's girlfriend, sister-in-law Lu, not sister."

Xu Jingmo was amused, and quickly took the hairpin, pinned it on his head, shook his head, pinched the little girl's face, and joked, "Does sister-in-law look good in it?"

"nice!"

An immature child's voice sounded, and the little girl blinked her big watery eyes, and said again, "Sister-in-law Lu, you are as good-looking as Brother Lu said."

Xu Jingmo was startled, and turned to look at Shanglu.

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