A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

Before leaving, I still remembered Yebai's eyes full of sadness and loneliness, as if shrouded in haze, making the viewer lose their direction.

I think, Ye Bai must be deeply in love with Shen Ke, if not for deep love, how could his eyes be so sad, if not for deep love, how could he tolerate the person he likes to bring other women to her in front of the eyes.

Such persistent love seems to be carved into the bone marrow, which makes people feel painful.

Most of the time, I wonder what is love that makes us blind ourselves as well as others.

Obviously, it should be a combination of Cinderella and Prince Charming, but in the end, they all became the tragedy of the mermaid and the prince.

Love is really a sad and ridiculous existence.

When we arrived at Yunque Palace, the night had already fallen, and the magnificent palace of Yunque Palace also became magnificent under the colorful lights in the night, which easily made people lose their minds and lost their eyes.

There was such a momentary obsession that my eyes were dazzled.

Shen Ke patted on the car window and called me loudly, "Lin Xi..."

I was disturbed by the slapping clip at the corner of my eye, and I came back from my contemplative world, and looked at Shen Ke outside the car window in a daze, not knowing what he was doing.

The car door was pulled open by Shen Ke, "Lin Xi, are you... all right." He looked at me worriedly, with a hint of unbearable in his eyes.

"It's okay, are you here?" I made a gesture to cover up my panic with words, pushed the door and got out of the car.

The wind at night is cold, and a crescent moon hangs in the starless night sky, glowing faintly with a cold light.

The moonlight fell on people's faces, but it couldn't illuminate the way for pedestrians to go home.

It was another lonely and difficult night, and every time I came here, I always felt a trace of inexplicable emotion, and the irritability made me feel uneasy.

"Let's go." Shen Ke stretched out his hand and stopped by my side, neither retracting nor coming forward to hold my hand.

He was just waiting, waiting for my hand to respond, waiting for me to be willing.

"Well, let's go." I reached out to hold his arm, smiled sweetly, and ignored his slender, white hand.Said, "Xu Yan may come today, let's go find it."

The corners of Shen Ke's mouth twitched indistinctly, and he nodded in response, "Okay."

Today's Yunque Palace is extremely lively, from the Qingju Hall on the first floor to the Gold Throwing Hall on the tenth floor, every floor is packed with people.

But all the famous people in Jiangzhou City were invited to this grand banquet.

Shen Ke pulled me and found the Throwing Gold Hall, the most luxurious floor in this palace.

And everyone on this floor is the overlord with fierce competition and sophisticated means in the commercial field.

In the turbulent crowd, at a glance, there is a densely packed human wall, and there are at least one or two hundred people in total.

Shen Ke and I were squeezed into an inconspicuous corner, and some inconspicuous dust came across the hem of the skirt at some point. I bent down and raised my hand to pat it, but inadvertently saw that familiar figure again. .

Today's An Jinnian is eye-catching, shining, and at the same time unattainable, like a god-like existence.

Wearing a white suit, he looked like the Prince Charming in a fairy tale, walking gracefully and slowly.

I have experienced his demeanor many years ago, but the coldness on his body makes me feel cold all over the place.

"Lin Xi, are you okay?" Shen Ke bent down and asked with concern.

I straightened up and shook my head lightly, "I'm fine."

Pretending to be calm and calm can deceive others but not oneself.I knew that I had already lost the moment An Jinnian came on the stage, and I lost completely, there is nothing wrong with it.

Seeing those astonished eyes resting on An Jinnian's body, there were amazement, admiration and wanting to win.

I was so jealous that I wished I could rush forward in full view, blocking those who released greedy eyes, and let him belong to me alone.

Shen Ke pulled my arm and asked, "Lin Xi, what's wrong with you."
"I..." I looked back at him excitedly, with tears in my eyes.

The words choked in his throat and swallowed back to his heart.

"Do you want to see him?" Shen Ke lowered his head lonely and stopped looking at me.

But I can clearly feel that the temperature emanating from his body is dissipating bit by bit.

I shook my head, looked away guiltily, and looked for Xu Yan in the crowd.

Shen Ke stood beside me in a daze, wrapping my little hand with his broad palm stubbornly.

He pursed his lips, smiled forcedly, and said, "Lin Xi, from now on, I will never let go of your hand." His words seemed to be uttering a silent confession, but when they fell into his ears, they were so calm and powerful.
I shook the hand that was tightly held by him, trying to take it back, but I couldn't break free no matter what.

He pulled me, squeezed out the crowd, and walked towards the center of the hall.

There are few people there, and the space is very large, unlike the boundary around the throwing gold hall, there are crowded people, close contacts and happy conversations.

But as soon as I got out of the crowd, I saw the familiar figure I had been thinking about day and night again, as if the meeting just now was just a glimpse, and now he is the real existence.

"Jinnian." Regardless of my objection, Shen Ke pulled me all the way to An Jinnian. "How are you doing these days?" The frivolous tone was full of provocation, as if swearing that he was unique.

I shrank my neck and retreated behind Shen Ke, the hand held by him was slightly stiff.

"Very good." The words neither light nor heavy fell in the noisy voice, especially clearly.

I looked at him absent-mindedly, with my mouth half-opened, my eyes fascinated but I couldn't bear to move away.

He was still the same, slightly cold, dismissive of my existence.

Knowing that he did it on purpose, my heart still hurts unavoidably. "Nian Jin..."

There seemed to be a voice in my heart that kept shouting, "Go over and hug him..." over and over again, stirring my brain nerves and causing pain again and again.

An Jinnian's eyes swept over me lightly, "Yeah."

Just when I thought he would not respond, I heard him hum softly, and then fell silent.

Even so, the joy on my face flashed quickly because of him, and I shook Shen Ke's hand vigorously, doing useless work.

Shen Ke's strength was very strong, as if he had made up his mind, he would not let go of it no matter what.

"That's fine, otherwise I'll think you're having a bad time." Shen Ke teased out loud.

"To each other." An Jinnian's answer was still very short, without any emotion.

The two of them seem to be in a peak duel, neither of them can retreat, as if if one is not careful, they will be forced out.

"Shen Ke, let's go." I said softly, I really didn't want An Jinnian to be made things difficult by Shen Ke for no reason because of me.

It's just hard for me to imagine that the two people who were called brothers in the past would become what they are today because of me.I don't know whether the words of love should harm people, or the words of love should mislead people.

In any case, the ending is not very good.

"Okay." Shen Ke readily agreed, and proudly shook my tightly held hand in front of An Jinnian, and said lightly, "An Jinnian, from now on, we are equal."

It was another sentence without beginning and end, which made me tremble with fear.

I looked at An Jinnian worriedly, opened my mouth to say something, but couldn't say anything.

Some words are hidden in the bottom of my heart, and I will never get tired of them.But when it was time to pluck up the courage to say it, I realized that what I wanted to say was so weak.

I followed Shen Ke away, during which time, I kept looking back at An Jinnian.

But he never raised his head and looked back at me from the beginning to the end.It's as if we really met strangers.

A kind of wordless sadness began to pervade the bottom of my heart, I half opened my mouth, my eyes were dim with tears.When passing through the crowd, you can still hear the voice of someone asking.

"Who is that girl pulled by Young Master Shen? She seems to have never seen her before, but she looks very pretty."

"Maybe it's Young Master Shen's new love..."

"Judging by Young Master Shen's appearance, it should be a new love."

"Hey! It seems that tomorrow's media headlines will explode."

Those sharp words fell on the ears, so harsh.

Only now did I understand why I have been reluctant to go out and about in the bustling downtown for so many years.Just because of the prosperity in the downtown area, things need to be exchanged.

To my surprise, Shen Ke did not take me out of the gold throwing hall, but changed a corner, found an empty place, and helped me to sit down.

I was overwhelmed by his sudden gentlemanly demeanor.

He let go of my hand, put his hands on my shoulders, and said seriously, "Lin Xi, forget about An Jinnian and be my girlfriend."

I have never seen such affection on Shen Ke's face, as if it could melt into water, it is so incompatible with him in the past.

If you have to put a label on Shen Ke's face, then "overbearing president" is undoubtedly the most suitable for him.He is always like that, acting affectionate in front of others, and lonely behind others.

Over the years, I don't know much about him, and I only stay on the level of a friend.Because I know that apart from friendship, there will be no more love between us.

Just like the day we met many years ago, that night when it was raining heavily, the back of me walking away was so decisive and merciless.

For such a long time, the reason why I can still forgive those ridiculous mistakes he committed is because in my heart, he is always the big brother who can do everything.

"Shen Ke, why are you bothering?" I pushed his hands away one by one, and said with a self-deprecating smile, "Isn't it good for us to be friends? If you do this, it will only make me farther and farther away from you. "

I'd rather he was like me, pretending to be stupid all the time, and I didn't want him to pierce this layer of window paper, leaving no room for it.

Shen Ke's expression darkened, and he said, "Lin Xi, is An Jinnian really that important to you? I can give you everything he can give you, but why can't you just try to be with me?" Woolen cloth!"

"Shen Ke, have you really loved me?" I suddenly thought of Yebai, that woman who looked like a rose blooming in the dark night, she loved the person in front of me so much.

"Love." Shen Ke blurted out.

"But you don't know what it's like to truly love someone." I interrupted what he was going to say, my eyes were cold, and my tone was unquestionable.