A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

"Yu Sheng, do you know? I once watched a Japanese movie. It said that when she was seven years old, a little girl raised a little goldfish that she liked very much. But on her birthday, she Discovered that her little goldfish was accidentally killed by her playful younger brother. To hide her sadness, she pretended to smile in front of her younger brother and said, it’s okay, if it dies, it will die. Since that day, she has always maintained the standard type smiling face, her fake smile became a mask on her face."

"When she grew up, she was discovered by talent scouts, because of that smiling face, she became a star, and then became popular, and became the object of everyone's enthusiastic pursuit of learning. But the girl who has grown up just wants to tear off that mask and return to China. Self. Until one day, a dead goldfish suddenly appeared in front of her and told her that if she wanted to return to her true self, she had to be brave enough to face her true self. So the girl smashed it with a hammer in front of everyone. Her face. She thought that as long as she smashed the mask, she could return to herself. But what she didn't expect was that after the mask was smashed, she was empty inside, with nothing..."

On the way home, I mentioned to Yu Sheng with admiration a Japanese movie I saw two years ago, the theme was very fresh.Although there is nothing extraordinary about it, the ending of that little girl deeply touched me.

If a person pretends for too long, he may even lose his way, unable to find his true self.

"Then what happened afterwards!" Yu Sheng also became interested in the drama I was talking about, and asked in a dispirited manner while driving.

"Later, the lower half of her face was shattered, because the lower half of her face was empty, so she had to wear a mask every day when she went out. But she did not lose fans because of this, but became a new craze, red Just in time." I rolled down the window and looked out of the car.

Yu Sheng was puzzled and asked, "This is the ending."

I nodded, "Well, it's about a person who has been pretending for so long that even she herself forgot her original appearance."

"So, what do you want to say to me?" Yu Sheng seemed to have guessed what I wanted to express, so he asked.

"I want to say that Xu Yan has been pretending in front of me for so many years, and now it's time for her to return to herself." I breathed a sigh of relief, "After all, she is so superior." I felt a little sorry.

"But if it's her, then it's her! If you, a friend, don't understand, then there's no guarantee of misunderstanding." Yu Sheng defended Xu Yan. "Besides, you haven't known each other for a day or two. You should know her better than others about her temperament."

Seeing Yu Sheng trying to defend Xu Yan, I feel that there seems to be something tricky involved.

I looked back at him, and was delighted at his attitude of defending Xu Yan, "Perhaps, what you said is right."

To be honest, Xu Yan has been single for so many years, and there are many men chasing her around her.But I have never thought that anyone is more worthy of Xu Yan than Yu Sheng.These two people's complementary temperaments are not very good together.

No, I haven't entered the door yet!Let's take it easy first.

I don't intend to get to the bottom of this issue with him, the fact is that I don't even know what to do next.

Back at the entrance of the community where we lived, Yu Sheng parked the car at the place closest to our floor.

He got out of the car first, opened the trunk of the car, and took out the things he bought from the mall, as well as the suitcase and computer.

Looking at the several large objects placed on the side of the road, I felt sad.

Yu Sheng arranged all the luggage in a very gentlemanly manner, ready to do the hard work all by himself.

Seeing this, I quickly reached out to grab the suitcase, smiled and said, "Give me the suitcase and computer."

He dodged slightly sideways and pulled the suitcase back, "I'll come, just wait here for me."

"Please, don't underestimate me. It's easy to get to the sixth floor without taking the elevator." I smiled and snatched the suitcase from his hand, and took the laptop by the way. Is it a big one? Just mention these two."

Yu Sheng froze in embarrassment, not knowing whether to grab it or mention it.

In order to prevent him from continuing to entangle, I had no choice but to walk towards the elevator with my luggage one step ahead of him.

It's so hard to die, as soon as I stepped into the floor, I ran into Shen Ke who hadn't seen him for a long time at the elevator entrance, "Hey, you scared me to death."

Shen Ke stood at the corner at the bottom of the stairs, hiding his figure in the dark.His flickering shadow elongated in the dim light at the elevator entrance.

I was startled by his sudden appearance, I took a few steps back and patted my chest to suppress my shock.

Yu Sheng just followed, seeing my frightened expression, he quickly asked, "What's wrong."

I raised my finger and pointed to the black shadow at the corner of the corridor, "Is it like a ghost?"

Shen Ke came out of the darkness, not very happy with my reaction, with a gloomy face, he said in a low voice, "Lin Xi, it's me."

I knew it was him a long time ago, and I smelled the strong and familiar perfume on his body from a long distance away.

I just didn't expect that he would come here, "Shen Ke, why are you here?" I looked at him pretending to be surprised, with a puzzled expression on my face.

Because I was still asking him for help a day ago, so at this moment, I was still a little stage fright when facing him.

"I have something to tell you." Shen Ke's deep and hoarse voice fell into his ears, with a bad tone.

"What are you talking about." I put the suitcase away and gave way to Yu Sheng, "Yu Sheng, you go up first."

Even Yu Sheng didn't want him to know about the matter between me and Shen Ke.

The accident from last time still lingers in my mind, lingering.
Many times, when I see Shen Ke, I just want to avoid him as quickly as possible.

It's not because he's bad, it's just because I'm afraid of trouble, and I don't want to have too many entanglements with people other than An Jinnian.

In my world view, the attitude has always been clear, friends are friends, lovers are lovers, and the two should not be confused.

Yu Sheng glanced over me worriedly, "Don't you need to wait?"

"No need, I'll go up by myself later." I shook my head, squinted at Shen Ke, and found that his complexion was dark and bottomless, which seemed to be a sign of anger.

It's no wonder he misunderstood something, because the conversation between me and Yu Sheng really made people daydream.

Yu Sheng gave up, put down the bag in his hand, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Okay, then I'll go up first." After he finished speaking, he moved all the things into the elevator, and then pressed on the elevator. elevator doors.

Shen Ke walked into me, took my hand and walked out.

I was frightened by his sudden action, and my hand kept struggling to withdraw it in his hand. "Shen Ke, if you keep doing this, believe it or not, we won't even be able to be friends." I said a harsh sentence, and my feet were firmly fixed in place, refusing to move.

After Shen Ke heard my words, he loosened his hands, showing a disappointed expression, "Lin Xi, you really want to be so unfeeling to me."

As soon as my hand loosened, I immediately broke free from his hand, "I'm unfeeling, Shen Ke, ask yourself, what do you do as a friend?" I frowned and shook my hand Pulling his sore wrist, he raised his tone slightly.

"You..." Shen Ke stopped and stepped forward to pull me, "Is that how you look at me?"

"Otherwise! I should be grateful to you." Faced with Shen Ke's provocations again and again, I gradually lost all patience with him.

Love is something that cannot be forced.

Many times, the more he wants to get closer, he doesn't know that he will only get further away from me.

"Forget it, tell you what to do, you are a heartless person." Shen Ke turned around in a daze, "Let's go, my car is parked in front."

I took a step back vigilantly, voluntarily ignoring his previous sentence. "What are you doing?"

Shen Ke smirked, and the corners of his mouth were slightly bitter, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I just want to talk to you..."

"What else is there to talk about between us." The extreme words blurted out, and sure enough, impulsiveness is the devil.

My words undoubtedly sprinkled a handful of salt in Shen Ke's heart again.And the consequence of that handful of salt may be...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help shivering, and I quickly covered myself with a smile, "Ah... I was wrong, I was wrong, I mean it's good to say something here."

Shen Ke turned around and looked at me seriously and sensitively, "You don't have to treat me like a ghost. Lin Xi, what happened last time was my fault, but you don't have to keep avoiding me because of that little thing."

I thought about it, and didn't dare to touch his bad luck again. You must know that Shen Ke loses his temper, but he will go crazy, "Forget it, let's go."

After thinking about it for a long time, I always felt that it was necessary to have a good talk with him on this matter.So, he took the initiative to walk in the direction where he parked.

Shen Ke didn't expect that I would change my mind so quickly, and stood still for a while.After reacting, he immediately chased after him with a smile on his face.

His car was parked in the parking space at the right corner of the community. The eye-catching red sports car stood out among the pile of black and white cars.

He took two quick steps, opened the co-pilot's door for me, and covered my head with his very gentlemanly hands to prevent me from accidentally touching the roof.

After getting in the car, Shen Ke was so happy from ear to ear, he was very satisfied with my self-conscious performance.

It's just that he didn't know that I was so obedient because I didn't want to entangle him any more.

In the meet you cafe, Shen Ke and I sat down in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows against the wall, without saying a word, paving the way for our respective Shen Ke.
It happened that the waiter brought a glass of latte and juice and put it in front of us, and said politely, "Please take it slowly."

I looked up and smiled politely at the waiter, "Thank you..."

"Why do you treat others with a gentle and gentle look every time, but when you face me, you become powerful and become a woman in seconds. Lin Xi, I am not a heinous person, why are you treating me like this?" Shen Under my neglect, Ke endured and endured, and finally couldn't help but open his mouth to scold.

The outdoor sunlight just passed through the glass on the floor-to-ceiling windows and sprinkled on the body, warming Mianyang.

A little light and shadow refracted beautiful light from the transparent glass, reflecting on Shen Ke's face, and the tranquility of the years was revealed from his face, which made his face even more heroic.

I was a little fascinated by watching it, and was stunned.

"How, am I handsome?" Shen Ke narcissistically raised his hand and brushed his short hair at the temples, his pair of faintly shining eyes were like black gemstones, flashing playful light.

I snorted softly, and complained, "If you are handsome, then Yu Sheng will dump you for several blocks." The pleasure after retaliation.Puts me in a good mood.

As I expected, Shen Ke was exhausted physically and mentally. "Lin Xi, what's going on with you and Yu Sheng..."