A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I don't know how long I sat on the ground before I came back to my senses from the person in the video.Without even thinking about it, she picked up the phone on the ground and dialed Xu Yan's number.My hands trembled uneasily, and the eagerness to know the truth made me almost collapse. I seemed to have forgotten what I was going to do, but while waiting for the phone to ring, my heart was restless and beating up and down.

　After a long time, Xu Yan's lazy voice sounded on the other end of the phone, "Hello, Lin Xi."

　 "Where is he..." I asked her with a trembling voice, word by word, very tormented.

Over the years, I have always forced myself to forget him and start a new life.I always warn myself that men in this world are generally dark, and there is no good thing, so I am reserved and no longer touch love.Don't look at me pretending to be serious in front of Xu Yan.In fact, deep down in my heart, only I can understand that for so many years, I have never really let go of him.That's why I stubbornly thought that one day, he would appear, and one day, I would personally ask him for an answer, asking why he left without saying a word, leaving all the pain to me.

Once upon a time, how humble I lived, because of a person who left without saying goodbye, I was devastated.If there is no Xu Yan, what would I be like now? It is really hard to imagine. Lin Xi, who went crazy and only wanted to find An Jinnian, after losing An Jinnian, it seems that everything in the world has lost its color and abandoned herself. I live in the dream I made up and don't want to wake up.

　"This morning, I received a notice from the company that I was going to interview a well-known writer who came back from the United States. The location is at Jiangzhou Airport. I didn't want to go at first, but because you are also a part of it, I reluctantly went. Yes. Originally, my boss gave me his information, but I didn’t bother to read it because I left too quickly. As a result, I never expected that the person I wanted to interview was An Jinnian. Hey! Lin Xi, do you know You know, I was taken aback at the time, and I almost squeezed into the crowd of reporters and beat him up, if my colleague hadn't stopped me, I would have beaten him so badly that I wouldn't even know him..." On the other end of the phone, Xu Yan told the whole story slowly, with resentment mixed in her tone.

　But I don't know why, after listening to Xu Yan's words, the tears just fell down, one by one, and I couldn't finish it.

"Hey... hey... Lin Xi, don't cry, if I knew you would be so sad, I wouldn't send you that little video." Hearing my sobs, Xu Yan immediately panicked. "Be obedient, Lin Xi. Don't cry, my sister will fly to see you right away, you just wait at home, don't run around."

Before I could reply, Xu Yan hung up the phone.When I called again, the phone kept responding and could not be connected.

　I went back to the bedroom and plunged into the bed. I couldn't tell whether it was discomfort or heartache, but I just wanted to cry for no reason.

　An Jinnian, congratulations, you reappeared in my world after many years, broke into my life, and awakened my lifelong dream.It's just that you don't know how many times I have silently recited your name in the dead of night and remembered what you said.How many times have I looked at your photos and shed tears of sentimentality.

　In those few years, you were the secret that I carefully hid in my heart that I dare not touch.But now, you are a bubble that I can't bear to touch, because I'm so far away and close at hand. I'm afraid that it will break and hurt when I touch it.

　I think no matter how much time has passed, I will still be as afraid of losing you as ever.

Xu Yan, who had just returned from Jiangzhou Airport not long ago, was holding a mobile phone that had hung up the call at that time, and was inexplicably dazed. 
She suddenly remembered the scene when she met An Jinnian at the airport, and the fists in her hands were slowly clenched unconsciously.

At that time, if the colleagues around her didn't stop her, she would have rushed up and slapped that heartbroken man twice.

Four years had passed, and she never thought that An Jinnian would return to Jiangzhou in such a way, with such a calm and peaceful mind.

As long as she thinks of the bitter fruit that Lin Xi has suffered because of An Jinnian in the past few years, Xu Yan can't wait to beat An Jinnian with cramps and skin.

If she hadn't just accepted the task of interviewing him today, even she, a reporter, would have been kept in the dark.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan's teeth started to itch with hatred.

Xu Yan only blamed herself for not being able to bear the visual impact when she was at the airport, so she couldn't resist recording a short video for Lin Xi and sending it over.Then, maybe Lin Xi wouldn't be so sad now.

As long as she thought of Lin Xi's crying voice on the phone just now, her heart would be in a mess.

Although it was expected that Lin Xi would become overly emotional after seeing the video she sent her, she did not expect that it would turn into this all of a sudden.

Maybe, she did something wrong. If she knew this, she shouldn't have told Lin Xi the truth.

But it's too late to regret it now. Originally, he just wanted to be good in front of Lin Xi, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.

Xu Yanzheng was lost in thought, when suddenly she let go of her mobile phone, her heart tightened, and she hurriedly said to the male colleague sitting in the passenger seat, "Hey, Qi Meng, I have something to go to Beijing now, can you help me?" I have a favor."

The man named Qi Meng turned his head dully, "What's the matter?"

"Oh, it's nothing, I just want to trouble you to drive the car back for me, just park it in the company's garage, and take two days off for me by the way." Xu Yan began to search for her own things in the car as she spoke.

"Okay." Qi Meng didn't say much, got out of the car from the co-pilot, and opened the door of the driver's cab, as if asking the owner to get out of the car.

Xu Yan didn't expect Qi Meng to move so fast, she smiled at him embarrassedly, hurriedly put her bag on her shoulder, and hurriedly got out of the car with her mobile phone in one hand.

Qi Meng sat in the cab and was about to start the car to leave. Xu Yan thought of something again, and hurriedly slapped the window to stop the car, "Remember, please wait for two more days, and today's interview with An Jinnian, don't report it yet. I'll deal with it when I get back." Xu Yan stood in the cold wind with her hands folded and shivering from the cold.The long hair behind her was disheveled by the cold wind, and she looked very miserable.

Watching her red BMW go away, Xu Yan sniffed, took out her mobile phone, searched on the mobile phone, and quickly booked a flight to Beijing nearby.

Then, under the disdainful eyes of passers-by, he stopped a taxi and walked away.

As soon as Xu Yan got into the car, she couldn't help shivering, she quickly said, "Master, go to the airport, please turn on the heater."

The driver looked back at Xu Yan, who had messy hair, and joked with a smile, "Girl, it's such a cold day and you wear so little, aren't you afraid of the cold?"

"It's okay, master, I have thick skin and I'm not afraid of the cold." Xu Yan pulled the coat on her body, and replied with a smirk.

The driver master choked on Xu Yan's words, and stopped talking at that moment.The dull atmosphere in the car suddenly became quiet, Xu Yan sat in the back seat drowsy, without any regard for her own image.

Since the flight ticket was booked at [-] o'clock in the morning, when Xu Yan arrived at the airport, it was still early, so she had to wait bitterly in the terminal hall for several hours. She was cold, hungry and tired, and her heart was full of bitterness. Take it out.

He thought that when he saw Lin Xi, he would give her a good meal and get back all the suffering he had suffered.

After finally getting on the plane, Xu Yan was already extremely tired, and fell asleep leaning against the back of the chair in less than 30 seconds after turning off her phone.